TRESS SPENT THE NEXT THREEย days trying to devise a way to escape. Surely sheโd done all that could be expected of her. Sheโd protected the crew of an entire merchant ship. Sheโd managed to set theย Crowโs Songย on a course toward a safe reconciliation for everyone except herself. Surely her conscience would let her flee now.
The ship would stop at port to take on water before sailing the Crimson, and sheย hadย to find a way off the ship there. Then she could get on with her real quest, and let theย Songย go without her.
Exceptโฆ
She sat in her room, leaning on her worktable and looking at the cups Charlie had sent her while traveling. Heโd stayed true to her all that time, going so far as to sail to the Midnight Sea because he refused to take the
easy path and marry one of the women his father wanted him to. Heโd gone to his doom because ofโฆbecause of love. For her.
Could she really run? Hoid was her best lead in figuring out how to reach the Sorceress. Plus, here on this ship she had a crew that would sail the
Crimson. And could sheย reallyย abandon her friends? Particularly when they were showing so much faith in her? If she left, who would the captain give
to the dragon? Would Crow be left with no recourse but to return to the Verdant Sea and continue her pillaging, murderous ways?
Questions like these burdened her. Worry has weight, and is an infinitely renewable resource. One might say worries are the only things you can make heavier simply by thinking about them.
The day theย Crowโs Songย finally pulled into port, Tress was on the deck, wind making a mess of her mane of hair. Again thinking about Charlie. She
missed him a frightening amount. She hadnโt realized, in their years together, how much sheโd come to rely on his presence.
Not that heโd done anything specific. Charlie wasnโt really a โdo thingsโ kind of person. He was a โbe thingsโ kind of person. Making decisions was easier around himโas if he were an emotional lubricant easing the machinery of the heart as it labored through difficult tasks.
Lately, sheโd been having trouble picturing him. She could perfectly remember a pictureย ofย him, hanging above the mansionโs hearth. But him? That wasnโt so easy, though she loved him. That is not so odd an occurrence. A picture is an object, easy to define and contain, while a person is a soulโ and is therefore neither of those things.
The island appeared up ahead, breaking out of the Verdant. Dougs called out, excited to go ashore. Even Hoid seemed to have a spring in his step as he wandered past wearingโฆwellโฆ
All right, I was wearing black slacks with bright white athletic socks.
There. You know my shame. My relationship to fashion was in those days akin to that of a fifteen-pound spiked mace to an unarmored forehead.
Before Tress could decide if she wanted to execute her half-formed plan of escape, Laggart sauntered over and tapped her on the shoulder. He pointed toward the captainโs quarters. โCrow wants to see you, girl.โ
With a sigh, Tress obeyed. Inside, she found Crow at her desk, holding an exquisite porcelain cup with a floral motif painted across the side. The
captain sipped at it and waved toward the seat across the small desk.
Tress sat, noticingโbut trying not to stare atโthe book sheโd read earlier.
Crow idly tapped it with an index finger as she stared out her porthole.
On deck, Laggart called orders for the Dougs to prepare the ship for docking. The vessel slowed and turned, wooden timbers giving soft groans of exertion.
โThatโsโฆa nice cup, Captain,โ Tress finally said, daring to speak first.
โGot it from those merchants,โ Crow said. โMy first official piece of plunder.โ
โWeโre pulling into port,โ Tress noted, as if it needed to be stated. โI am, um, planning to go ashoreโฆโ
โNo you arenโt,โ Crow said. โIโm not?โ
Crow shook her head and took another sip. โYouโll join me in
conversation here while the crew unloads cargo and reloads supplies. I shouldโฆenjoy the company.โ
A tremor went through Tress, an aftershock to Crowโs words. Was this proof she had discovered Tressโs spying?
Orโฆno, this might simply be Crow being careful with her chosen offering for the dragon. With a sinking feeling, Tress realized that she wouldnโt get to decide whether or not to flee. Even if Crow didnโt know what Tress was planning, she wasnโt taking any chances.
โDo you like tea, girl?โ Crow asked. โIโm fond of it, yes.โ
โYouโd probably love this,โ Crow said. โZapriel tea, from the Dromatory Isles. Expensive stuff. Worth more than gold, by weight.โ
Notably, she did not offer Tress a cup.
โThis is how a deadrunner lives,โ Crow continued. โFrenzied bursts of opulence. Best enjoyed quickly, as our lives are bound to be short. It pleases me that the rest of you get to experience this.โ
โBeing hunted? Being outlaws?โ
โBeing one step from death,โ Crow said. โMost people neverย live, Tress, because theyโre afraid of losing the years they have leftโฆyears that also will be spentย notย living. The irony of a cautious existence.โ She took another sip and eyed Tress. โDoย youย feel more alive now? Now that you have joined us in killing, facing the chance to be killed?โ
Tress wanted to answer. Becauseโฆsheย hadย noticed this. She wasnโt so timid about right and wrong, or about propriety, as she once had been.
Wasโฆsomething breaking inside her because of this life?
Could she ever fix it?
โYouโre wrong,โ Tress said. โPlenty of ordinary people live meaningful, interesting lives without needing someone likeย youย pushing them. You
shouldnโt be so callous about killing good people.โ
โI am no more callous than the moons,โ Crow said. โWhy, they take young and old, lovers of virtue or vice. Fallen to disease here, famine there. A casual accident inside the safety of oneโs home. Why shouldย Iย avoid killing good people? I follow the path of the gods themselves by delivering death indiscriminately. To do otherwise would presume I am greater than they.โ
โYou could have gotten what you wanted without killing.โ
โYes, but why?โ Crow said. โIโm a pirate. So are you, though you make a terrible one. Too merciful. Looking to protect random merchant ships when youย shouldย be worried about yourself.โ
Tress fell silent, her breath catching.
Crow took another sip of her tea. โYes, I know about the cannonballs,โ she said. Why beat around the bush when there were so many people who
werenโtย currently being beaten? โLaggart hasnโt figured it out yet, but he has the intelligence of a walnut. Thereโs only one person who could have
swapped those balls.โ
Tress wished she were more coolheaded, so the sweat on her brow wouldnโt give her away.
โDonโt look so frightened,โ Crow said, leaning back in her seat. โThat was an enterprising move, if misguided. Youโd be an excellent servantโrather,
sailorโif you could be properly controlled. Anyway, itโs over now. Weโre sailing the Crimson as you wanted. You really think you can save your friend from the Sorceress?โ
โI didnโt do it solely for him,โ Tress said, annoyed at how deeply she
allowed Crowโs words to sting. โI wanted to protect the crew; I didnโt want you truly making them into deadrunners.โ
The captain laughed. โProtect the crew? By persuading them to sail the Crimson? Child, I worried that killing Weev would deprive me of my favorite source of amusement, but you have well and truly taken his place!โ
Tress blushed and looked down. She tried to remember how sheโd felt so proud of herself a few days agoโbut that emotion seemed remarkably naive now.
โDo you even know?โ the captain said. โDo youย realizeย what the Crimson Sea is like?โ
โIโฆI know itโs badโฆโ
Crow let out a roar of laughter, loud enough that the moons themselves
assuredly heard. She slapped the table, rattling her tea saucer. โYou set us on
this course, and youย donโt even knowย what weโre sailing toward!โ
It occurred to Tress that she absolutely should have asked this question before. โI understand,โ Tress said, โthat there are more dangerous spores than the verdant ones. But I donโt see how a sea can beย muchย more dangerousโwe alreadyย areย careful not to spill water, and we have silver all throughout our ship. So as long as weโre careful, we should be fine, right?โ
โOh, girl,โ Crow said with a chuckle, โitโs not the spores that are the problem. Itโs the rain.โ
Right. Rain.
I havenโt explained rain.
The more meteorologically inclined among you might be wondering about the planetโs weather patterns and water cycle. If youโre one of those to whom these things are extremely important, you have my sympathies. Itโs never too late to develop a personality. Maybe go to a party. But try to avoid topics like weather patterns and water cycles. Unless of course you can do it like me.
Rain falls in small localized ribbons on Tressโs planet. These vibrant lines of water weave like serpents in the sky. Rain brings death and life, hand in handโfitting company for the gods.
More isolated squalls than true storms, these resplendent displays are best at night. They shatter the moonlight into a thousand colors. You havenโt
witnessed the full grandeur of a rainbow until youโve watched one explode in rings on the Verdant Sea, haloing a moon big enough to swallow the sky.
Naturally, aethers grow with the rain, springing up behind those ribbons of water. Itโs as if some celestial being is drawing lines on a map, and fortifications appear spontaneously at their will. Those walls hang there, gasp for life, then collapse into the sea, devoured by the jealous spores.
Itโs beautiful in a way only something so terrifying can inspire, and terrifying in a way that only something so beautiful can demand.
Fortunately, these rainfalls are perfectly predictable. They follow the same routes every time, so constant that rainfall maps from a hundred years before are still accurate.
Except in the Crimson Sea.
โRain falls unpredictably in the Crimson, girl,โ Crow said. โYes, the
spores are dangerousโthey create red spines, sharp as a needle. But theย real
danger is the rain. Squalls can come upon you at any time, unexpectedly,
weaving through the sky in any direction they please. Sailing the Crimson is
all about random luck. No preparation can protect you, because the rain kills the clever same as the fool. Just like I do.โ
Outside the room, Tress heard thumps as the Dougs began to return with barrels of water. โIโฆsee,โ Tress said, her mouth dry. โAnd the Midnight Sea? Is it the same? Random rains?โ
โOh, no,โ Crow said, standing up and stretching. โBut it doesnโt matter,
seeing as how midnight spores birth monsters that serve the Sorceress. Rain can fall twenty leagues from you, but youโll still get swarmed by the monsters. Thereโs no escaping themโat least on the Crimson you can get lucky. No one sails the Midnight without being attacked.โ Crow smiled. โNo one.โ She nodded then, dismissing Tress.
The Dougs had returned, and the ship was stocked. There was no opportunity for Tress to flee now.