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ON FRIDAY, I take a nature trail that runs along the creek. I think of it as a run to clear my head, but since I stopped at Little Croissant beforehand and am also incredibly unathletic, itโs really more of a mosey or an amble.
A productive one though.
I decide to pitch structuring the book like a call-and-response. The rumors in the gossip rags of the time, followed by Margaretโs confirmation or rebuttal.
When Iโve finished the walk, I drive over to the enclave and wander the colorful gift shops, picking out small presents for Bianca, Cillian, and Priya โtiny hand-painted wooden turtlesโalong with a postcard to send Audrey, since anything larger than that will just be something she has to find a way to store or send home.
Afterward, I cross the drive to get an iced decaf and take up my post in the garden patio beneath Little Croissantโs raised platform. Other than a couple in yoga gear and a teenage Bible study, I have the place to myself and a fully charged laptop.
Iโm more focused than Iโve been all week. The hours fly by, and itโs nearly four p.m. when a jolly โWell, hey there, stranger!โ jolts me out of work mode.
I blink against the sunlight until a gap-toothed smile resolves in front of me, along with a bulbous nose and a bucket hat.
โCecil! Hi!โ I rise to hug him on instinct, despite having absolutely never hugged this man before.
He takes it in stride, hugs me back like weโre the oldest friends in the world. โHow you been? Missed you at my half birthday.โ
โOh, sorry about that.โ I drop into my seat and wave for him to join me.
He does. โNo, no worries. Honestly, I hear I had a bit too much to drink and did the Macarena on the bar, so itโs probably for the best you werenโt there.โ
โNow youโre really making me wish Iโd stayed.โ
His wispy brows flick up. โSo you stopped by?โ
โYeah, we were there for a while, but then something came up.โ
โWe?โ
My cheeks heat. โOh, my friend Hayden. I guess you met him?โ
He snaps his fingers. โThe other writer!โ
โRight,โ I say.
โSo he missed the bar-top dancing too?โ he asks hopefully.
I laugh. โHe did. Although I think anyone reading about that would only be more excited about Little Crescent.โ
โOh, no.โ He waves a hand. โNot the four p.m. dinner crowd. Most of them know better. Iโm lucky I made it through the night without breaking my new hip. Now tell me, Alice: How are you finding our little island?โ
โItโs great,โ I say honestly.
โYou did okay with the storm?โ he says.
โThat sprinkle the other night?โ I say.
He guffaws, slapping the table as he lumbers to his feet. โKnew I liked you. Hey, if you see your friend Hayden, tell him I found that picture we
were talking about.โ
โPicture?โ I say.
โAn old photograph,โ Cecil says. โHe and I got to talking, and I told him about how I used to have hair down to my waist in the seventies. He wanted to see the proof.โ He stops and laughs gruffly to himself. โIโm sure he was just humoring an old man, butโฆโ
Iโm torn between trying to get more information and feeling like thatโs somehow cheating in this strange competition Hayden and I have found ourselves in.
Because if I know anything about him, heโs not just humoring Cecil. He doesnโt do that. Which means he had a real reason for asking to see this picture. Or else he didnโt ask at all and Cecil just volunteered it, another distinct possibility, though with how direct Hayden tends to be, Iโm really not convinced thatโs whatโs going on.
I tamp my curiosity down. โIโll tell him,โ I promise, and Cecil raps his knuckles on the table before turning and strolling away.
โข โข โข HAYDEN LOWERS HIS fork from his mouth, the bite of diner hash browns still dangling from it. โA picture?โ he asks.
โThatโs what he said.โ
One side of his mouth inches up. โAnd you just let that go, did you?โ
I fold my arms atop the sticky table. โActually, I did. It felt like cheating.โ
He sits back, dabbing his mouth with a napkin. โI donโt want you to do your job any differently because of me.โ
โItโs fine,โ I say. โItโs a lead you chased down.โ
โI never said it was a lead,โ he points out.
โIs it?โ I try to arch my brow at him.
A quiet grunt of laughter escapes him. โYouโre bad at that.โ
โWell, I canโt be perfect at everything, I guess,โ I say wistfully.
He sits forward again, his hands settling over my kneecaps under the
table. โYou couldโve asked him.โ
โWhat if I ask you instead?โ I say.
His head tips, and he draws in a breath between his parted lips.
โNever mind!โ I say.
โAsk to see the picture,โ he says intently, then adds, โIt might not mean anything to you. It might not mean anything, period. But Iโll tell you why I wanted to see it. After.โ
Not after you see it, I know, but after we know how this ends.
I stretch one hand out over the table, another handshake agreement in a series of them.
His hand eclipses mine, and I pull it across the table to press a kiss to the back of it, the only way I can keep myself from blurting I love you. The tender expression that dawns across his severe features makes me think he heard the words all the same.
โข โข โข ON SATURDAY MORNING, on my way out the door, I run back inside and dig through the stack of junk by the front door until I find Captain Cecilโs card.
I fire off a quick text, and then I head over to Margaretโs.
Since Haydenโs and my arrival, she has apparently let her regular exercise fall to the wayside, which is how she convinced me that todayโs interview should largely be conducted from her swimming pool.
I wish Iโd packed a sensible one-piece, but being me, Iโve only brought a skimpy hot sauceโred bikini. The least professional swimwear, arguably, but weโll make do. I sit on the edge of the sun-drenched pool, my legs in the water, and set up my recording devices beside me.
At the far end of the pool, she shrugs off her robe and tosses it onto a lounger to reveal a canary-yellow tankini, and Iโm instantly less self- conscious about my own sartorial choices.
โI love your suit,โ I call to her as she descends the steps, clinging to the metal handrail.
โRight back atcha!โ she says. โI tend to trust people who love color.
Shows good judgment, donโt you think?โ
I canโt tell if thatโs a compliment to me, a jab toward Hayden, both, or neither. Stranger, I canโt tell which I want it to be.
Itโs a good thing if she trusts me. I want this job. But if sheโs implying that Hayden in his understated, monochromatic wardrobe isnโt trustworthy, then Iโm having a hard time not being a little offended.
Shit. Maybe heโs been right all along. Maybe this is all stickier than I realize.
Itโs just one more week. Either way, things will be settled very soon.
I grab my notebook and pen and stack them on my thighs as Margaret begins wading back and forth, arms akimbo. โSo,โ I say, clearing my throat, โweโd just gotten toโโ
โCosmo,โ she interrupts, still sloshing back and forth. โWeโd finally gotten to Cosmo.โ





