In a culture that worships the goddess of war exclusively, blood is the preferred sacrifice and cowardice is the ultimate sin.
โUnnbriel: Isle of Dunne by Second Lieutenant Asher Daxton
It takes ten days to put plans in motion and get everything together, and the time wears on me like the steady drip of water in the interrogation chamber, grating on my very last nerve. I sit through every class as instructed and practice wielding until my arms drop from exhaustion, but I canโt quit watching Xadenโs eyes in case their flecks change back to gold whenever I see him during Signet Sparring.
They never do.
By the time most of us have gathered on the flight field in the foggy predawn hours of the first Saturday of March, my anxiety to get moving feels like insects under my skin. I hate that weโve lied to Halden that this is only the Unnbriel trip, but thereโs a growing part of me that just doesnโt care.
Heโs a fucking liability.
After a surprisingly easy discussion with Cat, our squad has grown to include Trager and Marenโpartially because of Tragerโs healing training, but more so we can split if we need to. Given the look on Miraโs face as those in our squad approach the lines of waiting gryphons and dragons, sheโs not too pleased about the development. Guess I forgot to mention that part in my missive.
โWhere have you been?โ I ask, breaking away from the group in hopes of getting any form of privacy. They quickly disappear into the thick fog.
โOn leave,โ she answers. โWhile youโve been back here making plans to disobey direct orders from the Senarium, which of course is your prerogative as mission commander.โ She glances at the oversize pack currently murdering my spine, then the one sitting at her feet. โThe missives were clever. Subtle, even. The packs? Not so much.โ
โThe fact that you wereย on leaveย was all Panchek would tell me when I asked how to get a letter to you. You disappeared.โ My eyes narrow and I exhale a puff of steam into the freezing air. โAnd we canโt help the size of our packs when we have to carryโโ
โAre you worried about not getting enough supplies in Deverelli?โ Halden asks from behind me.
Mira quirks an eyebrow upward, managing to sayย I told you soย without moving her mouth.
โMore worried youโre going to fuck something up again,โ Xaden remarks, and I pivot to see him walking toward us with Garrick out of the mist.
Haldenโs spine stiffens. โYou donโt get to talk to me like that, Riorson.โ
โOh, good. I was wondering when you two would start arguing.โ Mira folds her arms in front of her chest.
โOr youโll what? Get yourself banned from another isle? Sit off the coast on Tecarusโs ship? Youโre already dead weight,ย Yourย Highness. Are you really going to be a detriment, too?โ Xaden stops at my side but keeps his hands to himself, just like heโs done since he returned.ย โEveryone here?โ
โDain is on his way.โ
โIโm not going to apologize for conducting Navarrian business while in Deverelliโโ Halden starts.
โHow about apologizing for keeping mission-essential information from those of us responsible for the fucking mission?โ Xaden counters, stepping into Haldenโs space, shadows swelling around his feet. โIf it wasnโt for us, youโd be dead.โ
Shit.
I glance over at Garrick, who looks back at me like Iโm the one supposed to do something.
โLet him kill the prince,โย Andarna suggests, and I hear her halter jingle about twenty feet behind me.ย โHe does not represent us well.โ
โHe will not be a problem,โย Tairn assures us.
If only I felt half as certain.
โWell, weโre off to a great start,โ Drake notes, sauntering by on his way to the line of gryphons, where the other fliers wait in the heavy fog. I can barely see their shapes from here.
โGet out of my face,โ Halden orders.
โMust kill you that you canโt make me.โ A corner of Xadenโs mouth rises. โWhy donโt you scurry into your little basket?โ
โFuck off.โ Haldenโs cheeks redden, but he retreats a single step.
โI honestly donโt care if you kill him,โย I say to Xaden down the bond,ย โbut you will. Wasnโt that your line when I nearly took off Catโs head in Aretia?โ
โHeโs going to get you killed,โย Xaden retorts.ย โThis isnโt going to work.โ
โIโm not dying on Haldenโs account.โ
Ridoc walks out of the fog from my left, takes one look at Halden and Xaden, and makes a beeline for my side. โKind of feels like Threshing, doesnโt it? Exciting. Terrifying. We know we have to go, but thereโs every chance weโre about to have our asses handed to us.โ
โI did not enjoy flying straight through to Athebyne,โ Halden announces into the fog. โWeโll only fly halfway todayโโ
Fog swirls with the beat of another pair of wings, and the ground shudders as a dragon lands to the left, just behind Ridoc.
Halden gawks and stumbles backward.
The fog obscures all but the outline of claws until the dragon lowers his blue snout to ground level and chuffs a deep breath in Haldenโs direction.
What the fuck is Molvicโฆ
My stomach lurches.
โI told you the firstborn would not be an issue,โย Tairn reminds me.
โMolvic?โ Ridoc leans forward slightly, like thereโs any mistaking the scar that runs across the Blue Clubtailโs snout.
โNo!โ I roll my shoulders, drop my pack, and run past Xaden and Halden, straight into the fog. โDonโt do this!โ I make it less than thirty feet before I find him walking toward us at Dainโs side.
โIโm not going to sit aside and watch while Halden gets you all killed,โ Aaric says, tugging the strap of his rucksack to tighten it. For Dunneโs sake, he doesnโt even have a battle-ready flight jacket.
โThis isnโt what you want,โ I remind him. โDonโt let your brotherโs actions force your handโโI swing a pointing finger at Dainโโand donโt you let him do it!โ
Dain puts both hands up, palms outward at his chest. โHow in all thatโs holy amย Iย to blame for this?โ
I fumble for an answer. โHeโs a first-year and youโre the wingleader!โ
Dain rubs the bridge of his nose and pushes his fingers outward, over the heavy, dark circles under his eyes. โVi, I think he outranks me in this department.โ
โYou sure you want to do this?โ Xaden asks, so close I can suddenly feel the warmth of him at my back.
โWant? No.โ Aaric shakes his head. โBut I need to. And as much as I donโt mind Halden makingย yourย life fucking miserable, I do mind him condemning the Continent to death by dark wielder because he canโt take a deep breath and count to three when he gets mad.โ
โSounds great to me.โ Xadenโs hand brushes the small of my back. โYou good with this?โ He glances my way.
I study the set of Aaricโs chin and the determination in his green eyes, then nod in defeat. โWeโre all allowed to make our own choices, and if this is yours, Iโll support it.โ
Aaric nods, and Xaden and I fall into step with him and Dain, heading for our dragonsโฆand Halden.
โLooks like you wonโt be needing that basket after all,โ Xaden says as we make it back to where Mira waits with Ridoc, Garrick, and Halden. โWe found ourselves another prince.โ
Haldenโs jaw hits the ground as his widened gaze locks on his little brother.
โDonโt look so surprised,โ Aaric says in greeting.
โDonโt lookโฆโ Halden shakes his head slowly. โYouโve let us run all over this kingdom searching brothels and gaming houses for you, and all the while, youโve beenย here?โ
โThe fact that you went searchingย yourย favorite haunts forย meย is just the start of where you went wrong,โ Aaric replies.
โYouโre aย rider?โ Halden shouts.
โAs the dragon would imply.โ Ridoc points to Molvic.
โHe could have let you think he was dead,โ Mira mutters.
โHeโsย going to beย when our father hearsโโ Halden starts.
โFuck off and tell him.โ Aaric shrugs. โOr donโt. I really donโt care. I crossed the parapet because I was sick of sitting by knowing you and Dad werenโt going to doย shitย about the dark wielders, and Iโm not going to sit by now and watch you run our only hope into the ground. Iโll be going as the royal representative.โ
Halden stiffens. โAbsolutely not, Cam.โ
โHe goes by Aaric, and he absolutely will,โ I counter, earning myself a menacing glare from my ex that doesnโt even faze me. โYouโre banned from Deverelli and have the temper of a two-year-old on a good day, Halden. Aaric is a rider. Heโll keep up with us in the air and on the ground, and having been in his squad for the last eight months, I can promise you that he knows how to keep his shit together when things go badly.โ
Haldenโs glare shifts to Aaric. โIt was you who breached the royal vault.โ
โYes.โ Aaric nods.
โFather blamedย me.โ Halden takes a step forward, and a tiny twinge of guilt nips the back of my neck, since our past is most likely the reason he took the heat. โDid you stay in Basgiath? Or fly with the rebels?โ
โYou already know the answer,โ Aaric replies.
Halden turns as red as Sliseag. โGo back to the quadrant. Iโll be the only royalโโ
โGood luck getting a gryphon to carry your basket again,โ Aaric says, then walks toward Molvic without another word.
โWell, as awkward as this has beenโฆโ Ridoc lifts his brows.
โIโm sure you know your way off the flight field,โ Xaden says to Halden, but the princeโs gaze is locked on the claws of the blue dragon.
โViolet.โ Halden lowers his voice and slowly looks my way. The plea in his eyes hits me straight in the chest.
โI wonโt let anything happen to him,โ I promise.
Halden nods once. โIโll hold you to it.โ He looks at each of us in turn, and the promise morphs into a threat. โAll of you.โ
โข โข โข
We spend a day at Athebyne and another at Cordyn, resting the gryphons between legs of the journey. Theyโre far less winded without the baskets to carry, but without magic to bolster their strength, we need to take two days to rest in Deverelli before continuing onward.
That second day convinces Mira of what sheโd already guessed on our first trip: some runes work off the Continent. Now to narrow down which ones and figure outย why. Weโre each supplied with a handful of multicolored quartz disks to test. Iโm grateful not to be sunburnedโthough I canโt tell if itโs the amethyst disk or the same rune on one of the daggers Xaden gave me last yearโbut annoyed to all shit that runes are the only thing Mira is willing to talk to me about.
The southwestern Deverelli coastline falls away in the early hours of the eighth day of the trip, and the color shifts from aqua to midnight blue as we head over the open sea.
And thatโs all I see on the horizonโwater.
If it werenโt for ships beneath us making their own journeys, Iโd be more than a little apprehensive about flying into nothingness.
โSave your nerves for when we reach Unnbriel in nine hours,โย Tairn tells me.ย โAnd saveย yoursย for when the winds shift,โย he instructs Andarna, whoโs clipped in below.
Gods, I hope the maps my father included are accurate. Dragons arenโt exactly boats. They canโt just float if they get tired, and nine hours from now will put our total flight time at twelve.
Gryphons arenโt fond of anything over eight.
The air current shifts sometime around noon, giving us a tailwind as the clouds clear, and Andarna relishes in her freedom unclipped from Tairn, off to his side. Her wingbeats are strong, but the difference in her left wing is far more visible without magic for strength. Each beat strains the tendons to gain full extension, and it isnโt long before sheโs dipping slightly.
Worry wraps her prickly fingers around my throat when Andarna pitches in a gust, but I keep my mouth shut as she climbs back into formation.
โDo not lose altitude,โย Tairn warns her.ย โThere is no telling what weaponry arms the merchant vessels beneath us.โ
โDo you ever tire of your own voice?โย she questions, soaring a little closer to Sgaeyl.
โNever,โย he assures her.
With nothing to do for the next eight hours but hold on, I listen as Tairn recites the lore of his breed from the first of his line up to Thareux, the first black dragon to ever successfully bond, back during the Great War, then stops.
Apparently the story is no longer worth telling once humans are involved.
The sun has slid into the angles of afternoon by the time Tairn catches sight of land.
โThirty minutes!โย he announces to Andarna and me, then lets loose a roar that vibrates my teeth to alert the others.
I pivot in the saddle to check our formation. Everyone is where they should be, with the exception of Kiralair, who is drifting back from her guarded position in the center, toward Aotromโs snout.ย โJust in time, too. Kiralair is fading.โ
โHad to bring the gryphons,โย Tairn mutters as I turn forward again and the hilly coastline comes into view.
The sea transitions from dark blue to white-capped teal crashing on cream-colored beaches along what appears to be a port city a few miles in front of us.
โThat must be Soneram.โย Weโve definitely found the isle of Dunne. I can make out the tiered walls of defensesโincluding cross-boltsโfrom here, and they havenโt changed much from what my father detailed in his drawings.ย โLetโs avoid being skewered, shall we?โย I ask Tairn.
Tairn huffs and surges ahead of the others, then banks right and leads our formation along the northeastern shoreline, giving the port city a wide berth.
I block the afternoon sun with a hand on my forehead and scan the coast, noting the end of the city walls.ย โThereโs another town in two or three miles, then nothing for at least forty.โ
As long as they havenโt expanded in the thirty-plus years since my father wrote his book.
We pass the town and its substantial fortifications, and after we travel another ten minutes without sight of habitation, Tairn turns inland, breaking formation and flying ahead of the others.
โStay with Sgaeyl,โย he orders Andarna.
Andarna huffs in annoyance.
โStick to the plan,โย I remind her.
โI loathe the plan,โย she replies.
The beaches are rockier here, the narrow strip of sand strewn with boulders before it gives way to hills of thick vegetation that roll as far as I can see.
All of it is the same muted green as Deverelli.
โThat one,โย Tairn says, locating a suitably large clearing about halfway up a hillside a few miles inland from the coast, and after a perimeter sweep, we finally land in the dead center of the meadow.
Birds launch from the trees in a riot of color, quickly fleeing.
A low rumble resonates through Tairn, not quite powerful enough to be a growl but definitely loud enough to warn anything that might consider making us dinner as he slowly rotates, scanning the edges of the trees and sweeping his tail through the waist-high grass.
โThis will do,โย he says once heโs completed a turn.
Moments later, the rest appear overhead, Sgaeyl leading formation. Their wings cast shade over the clearing momentarily, flaring to slow their descent before they land around us.
The ground shudders as they make impact, Andarna to the right and Sgaeyl to our left. Teine, Aotrom, Cath, Chradh, and Molvic touch down behind us, and the gryphons fill in the spaces as we form a large circle.
Every set of teeth and talons faces the trees.
โHear that?โย Tairn lowers his head and stalks forward.
The jungle around us is unnaturally silent.ย โThe animals here recognize you as predators, thatโs for sure.โ
โGood.โย He dips his shoulder and I start the process of dismounting, leaving all but the essentials strapped behind the seat of my saddle.
Everyone strips down to our undershirtsโor in my case, my armorโto accommodate the suffocating heat and humidity that rivals Deverelli, and then we make quick work of securing the site and locating a nearby stream for fresh water. Then Cat and Trager take off into the woods to hunt while half the riot launches to do the same.
โWeโre alone for now, but we wonโt be for long,โ Mira says as Teine follows Tairn and Aotrom into the sky. โSomeone will see them.โ
โGood. Once Aaric meets with their queen, we can move on.โ I skim my hand over the pale green meadow grass and pick up a sizable rock to line the firepit with. โChances of an alliance hereย are slim. Given how painful it is for the riot to be separated from magic, I doubt Andarnaโs kind settled here.โ
โWhat if they learned to live without magic?โ Mira asks, rotating a beaded bracelet of what looks like black tourmaline on her wrist and watching Ridoc and Garrick build a fire as Dain constructs a cooking spit with Maren and Aaric.
โI donโt know if they can,โ I admit softly, my eye catching on the bracelet. Something about the knotwork holding the metallic beads tickles the back of my brain, and I swear I can smell parchment for the smallest of seconds before I look away. โTairn isnโt exactly offering up details on how it affects their lifespan.โ
โAre he and Sgaeyl having some kind of mate drama?โ Mira picks up a rock of her own.
โNot that I know of. Why?โ I ask, and we start back toward the center of the clearing.
โThey havenโt hunted together the entire trip.โ She tucks her stone under her arm and picks up another.
I glance across the field, where Xaden walks patrol with Drake near Sgaeyl and Andarna. โThey think one of them should always be with the group.โ Itโs as close to the truth as Iโm going to get with her.
She glances at me like she can see right through the half truth.
Cue change of subject.
โWhere did you go on leave?โ I ask her.
Her mouth purses, like sheโs deciding. โI went to see Grandmother.โ
โYou flew to Deaconshire?โ I mean, thatโs a choice, I guess.
โYou think I took personal leave to visit a burial ground?โ She side-eyes me.
My eyebrows try their damnedest to reach my hairline. โYou went to see Grandmaย Niara?โ I end on a whisper.
Mira rolls her eyes. โYou donโt have to whisper. Our parents canโt hear you.โ
Iโm tempted to check our surroundings just to be sure. โShe stopped talking to Mom and Dadโฆโ I shake my head. โIt must have been before I was born because I donโt even remember her. Something to do with Dad marrying Mom, right?โ
Mira shakes her head. โYou were a toddler,โ she says. โRight around the age where your hair was coming in thick enough to pull into a little ponytail.โ She smiles at the memory, but it slips. โAnd it wasnโt Grandma Niara who ended communication. Turns out it was the other way around.โ
โYou know what happened, donโt you?โ Envy stabs quick and deep. Mom and Dad almostย neverย spoke of his family. Is that where the bracelet came from?
โYou should go up to Luceras.โ She looks at me with the oddest combination of worry and dread, her mouth tightening. โTalk to her yourself.โ
โWith all the leave I get before graduation?โ
โExcellent point.โ She scours the field for another rock.
Just not excellent enough for her to tell me. Fine. If the last year has taught me anything, itโs that weโre all entitled to our secrets.ย But itโs my family, too.
โI brought Dadโs books in case you want to read them.โ I offer another subject change and start looking for firepit rocks again. The ground is firm below our feet, so at least we wonโt be sleeping in mud.
Miraโs brow knits.
โThey mostly cover customs,โ I blurt. โBut he devotes an entire chapter in every book to the unique flora and fauna of every isle. Very thorough.โ My own forehead puckers. Iโm babbling, but I canโt help trying to findย somethingย that bridges the space I can feel expanding between us. โDid Grandma Niara say how he found time to study things like the migratory patterns of terns and errisbirds? Or Fallorinia moths? He spends three pages talking about companion planting breeson root andย kellenweed, then goes off about zakia berries and how if the birds migrate to Hedotis too late, theyโre overripe and the flock drops dead, their little yellow beaks stained blue.โ
โThank you, but no. That sounds awful.โ She stiffens and shifts so both rocks are in her arms.
I clutch my rock. โDid Grandma Niara know he studied the isles?โ
Her lips part, but then she looks away. โShe knew. And he left the books for you alone, remember? I certainly donโt need to know about bird migration or moths.โ
โMiraโโ Fuck.
She quickens her pace, leaving me behind, and I blow out a slow sigh.
โThat was embarrassing to listen to. Could you make it any more awkward?โย Andarna chides.
โGo hunt something.โ
We set up camp with one eye on the forest at all times, cooking the rabbits Trager and Cat bring back, laying out bedrolls around the fire, and assigning watches before getting to sleep, encircled by two dragons and a matching number of gryphons at all times while the others accompany their riders and fliers on watch.
I take first with Maren and Drake, who I learn has a sarcastic sense of humor to rival Ridocโs.
Xaden takes second with Mira and Garrick.
The stars shine bright when Xaden finally slides under the blankets, fully clothed all the way to his boots just like I am. He wraps his arm around my waist, then tugs my back against his chest. I smile, half asleep, then burrow closer. Wood crashes, and I blink my eyes open as Dain throws another piece of timber onto the dying blaze, stoking the fire.
โAnything?โ I whisper.
โNot yet,โ Xaden says against my ear, curling his body around mine, and any chill heโs picked up on patrol is quickly warmed away. โThey have to go.โ
I nod and fight the dread taking root in my stomach. Being bait settles like curdled milk.
He presses a kiss behind my ear, and his breathing evens out behind me.
โWait for sunrise to disappear,โย I tell Tairn, already sinking into sleep.ย โHe needs as much rest as we can give him.โย Unnbriel is all about trial by combat, and heโs the best among us.
Tairn grumbles his assent.
โRise!โย Tairn shouts what feels like an instant later, and my eyes spring open to see a line of pink and orange gracing the horizon.
I suck in a startled breath, and Xadenโs hand splays over my hip, holding me in place. Grass rustles rhythmically behind us, and my heart starts to pound. This would be aย greatย time to access that bond we share. My right hand fists the blankets that cover us, and Xadenโs hand slips to my upper thigh sheath.
โIt was a mistake to come,โ a man says in the common language, his voice low as he leans over us. โYour magic wonโt help you here, fire-bringer.โ
I rip back the blankets and Xaden draws my dagger, bringing it to the edge of the manโs throat in a single smooth motion.
The soldierโs brown eyes widen as I palm my next dagger and glance over his leather armor, spotting the weak joints at his elbows and beneath his arms. Itโs been dyed the same pale green as the leaves on the trees, and an emblem of two crossed swords over a horseshoe is stamped across his chest plate.
โThatโs fine.โ Xaden sits up slowly, keeping the daggerโs edge at the base of the soldierโs throat as he retreats. โWe brought blades.โ