The harder Tom tried to fasten his mind on his book, the more his ideas wandered. So at last, with a sigh and a yawn, he gave it up. It seemed to him that the noon recess would never come. The air was utterly dead. There was not a breath stirring. It was the sleepiest of sleepy days. The drowsing murmur of the five and twenty studying scholars soothed the soul like the spell that is in the murmur of bees. Away off in the flaming sunshine, Cardiff Hill lifted its soft green sides through a shimmering veil of heat, tinted with the purple of distance; a few birds floated on lazy wing high in the air; no other living thing was visible but some cows, and they were asleep. Tomโs heart ached to be free, or else to have something of interest to do to pass the dreary time. His hand wandered into his pocket and his face lit up with a glow of gratitude that was prayer, though he did not know it. Then furtively the percussion-cap box came out. He released the tick and put him on the long flat desk. The creature probably glowed with a gratitude that amounted to prayer, too, at this moment, but it was premature: for when he started thankfully to travel off, Tom turned him aside with a pin and made him take a new direction.
Tomโs bosom friend sat next him, suffering just as Tom had been, and now he was deeply and gratefully interested in this entertainment in an instant. This bosom friend was Joe Harper. The two boys were sworn friends all the week, and embattled enemies on Saturdays. Joe took a pin out of his lapel and began to assist in exercising the prisoner. The sport grew in interest momently. Soon Tom said that they were interfering with each other, and neither getting the fullest benefit of the tick. So he put Joeโs slate on the desk and drew a line down the middle of it from top to bottom.
โNow,โ said he, โas long as he is on your side you can stir him up and Iโll let him alone; but if you let him get away and get on my side, youโre to leave him alone as long as I can keep him from crossing over.โ
โAll right, go ahead; start him up.โ
The tick escaped from Tom, presently, and crossed the equator. Joe harassed him awhile, and then he got away and crossed back again. This change of base occurred often. While one boy was worrying the tick with absorbing interest, the other would look on with interest as strong, the two heads bowed together over the slate, and the two souls dead to all things else. At last luck seemed to settle and abide with Joe. The tick tried this, that, and the other course, and got as excited and as anxious as the boys themselves, but time and again just as he would have victory in his very grasp, so to speak, and Tomโs fingers would be twitching to begin, Joeโs pin would deftly head him off, and keep possession. At last Tom could stand it no longer. The temptation was too strong. So he reached out and lent a hand with his pin. Joe was angry in a moment. Said he:
โTom, you let him alone.โ
โI only just want to stir him up a little, Joe.โ
โNo, sir, it ainโt fair; you just let him alone.โ
โBlame it, I ainโt going to stir him much.โ
โLet him alone, I tell you.โ
โI wonโt!โ
โYou shallโheโs on my side of the line.โ
โLook here, Joe Harper, whose is that tick?โ
โI donโt care whose tick he isโheโs on my side of the line, and you shaโnโt touch him.โ
โWell, Iโll just bet I will, though. Heโs my tick and Iโll do what I blame please with him, or die!โ
A tremendous whack came down on Tomโs shoulders, and its duplicate on Joeโs; and for the space of two minutes the dust continued to fly from the two jackets and the whole school to enjoy it. The boys had been too absorbed to notice the hush that had stolen upon the school awhile before when the master came tiptoeing down the room and stood over them. He had contemplated a good part of the performance before he contributed his bit of variety to it.
When school broke up at noon, Tom flew to Becky Thatcher, and whispered in her ear:
โPut on your bonnet and let on youโre going home; and when you get to the corner, give the rest of โem the slip, and turn down through the lane and come back. Iโll go the other way and come it over โem the same way.โ
So the one went off with one group of scholars, and the other with another. In a little while the two met at the bottom of the lane, and when they reached the school they had it all to themselves. Then they sat together, with a slate before them, and Tom gave Becky the pencil and held her hand in his, guiding it, and so created another surprising house. When the interest in art began to wane, the two fell to talking. Tom was swimming in bliss. He said:
โDo you love rats?โ
โNo! I hate them!โ
โWell, I do, tooโliveย ones. But I mean dead ones, to swing round your head with a string.โ
โNo, I donโt care for rats much, anyway. What I like is chewing-gum.โ
โOh, I should say so! I wish I had some now.โ
โDo you? Iโve got some. Iโll let you chew it awhile, but you must give it back to me.โ
That was agreeable, so they chewed it turn about, and dangled their legs against the bench in excess of contentment.
โWas you ever at a circus?โ said Tom.
โYes, and my paโs going to take me again some time, if Iโm good.โ
โI been to the circus three or four timesโlots of times. Church ainโt shucks to a circus. Thereโs things going on at a circus all the time. Iโm going to be a clown in a circus when I grow up.โ
โOh, are you! That will be nice. Theyโre so lovely, all spotted up.โ
โYes, thatโs so. And they get slathers of moneyโmost a dollar a day, Ben Rogers says. Say, Becky, was you ever engaged?โ
โWhatโs that?โ
โWhy, engaged to be married.โ
โNo.โ
โWould you like to?โ
โI reckon so. I donโt know. What is it like?โ
โLike? Why it ainโt like anything. You only just tell a boy you wonโt ever have anybody but him, ever ever ever, and then you kiss and thatโs all. Anybody can do it.โ
โKiss? What do you kiss for?โ
โWhy, that, you know, is toโwell, they always do that.โ
โEverybody?โ
โWhy, yes, everybody thatโs in love with each other. Do you remember what I wrote on the slate?โ
โYeโyes.โ
โWhat was it?โ
โI shaโnโt tell you.โ
โShall I tellย you?โ
โYeโyesโbut some other time.โ
โNo, now.โ
โNo, not nowโto-morrow.โ
โOh, no,ย now. Please, BeckyโIโll whisper it, Iโll whisper it ever so easy.โ
Becky hesitating, Tom took silence for consent, and passed his arm about her waist and whispered the tale ever so softly, with his mouth close to her ear. And then he added:
โNow you whisper it to meโjust the same.โ
She resisted, for a while, and then said:
โYou turn your face away so you canโt see, and then I will. But you mustnโt ever tell anybodyโwillย you, Tom? Now you wonโt,ย willย you?โ
โNo, indeed, indeed I wonโt. Now, Becky.โ
He turned his face away. She bent timidly around till her breath stirred his curls and whispered, โIโloveโyou!โ
Then she sprang away and ran around and around the desks and benches, with Tom after her, and took refuge in a corner at last, with her little white apron to her face. Tom clasped her about her neck and pleaded:
โNow, Becky, itโs all doneโall over but the kiss. Donโt you be afraid of thatโit ainโt anything at all. Please, Becky.โ And he tugged at her apron and the hands.
By and by she gave up, and let her hands drop; her face, all glowing with the struggle, came up and submitted. Tom kissed the red lips and said:
โNow itโs all done, Becky. And always after this, you know, you ainโt ever to love anybody but me, and you ainโt ever to marry anybody but me, ever never and forever. Will you?โ
โNo, Iโll never love anybody but you, Tom, and Iโll never marry anybody but youโand you ainโt to ever marry anybody but me, either.โ
โCertainly. Of course. Thatโsย partย of it. And always coming to school or when weโre going home, youโre to walk with me, when there ainโt anybody lookingโand you choose me and I choose you at parties, because thatโs the way you do when youโre engaged.โ
โItโs so nice. I never heard of it before.โ
โOh, itโs ever so gay! Why, me and Amy Lawrenceโโ
The big eyes told Tom his blunder and he stopped, confused.
โOh, Tom! Then I ainโt the first youโve ever been engaged to!โ
The child began to cry. Tom said:
โOh, donโt cry, Becky, I donโt care for her any more.โ
โYes, you do, Tomโyou know you do.โ
Tom tried to put his arm about her neck, but she pushed him away and turned her face to the wall, and went on crying. Tom tried again, with soothing words in his mouth, and was repulsed again. Then his pride was up, and he strode away and went outside. He stood about, restless and uneasy, for a while, glancing at the door, every now and then, hoping she would repent and come to find him. But she did not. Then he began to feel badly and fear that he was in the wrong. It was a hard struggle with him to make new advances, now, but he nerved himself to it and entered. She was still standing back there in the corner, sobbing, with her face to the wall. Tomโs heart smote him. He went to her and stood a moment, not knowing exactly how to proceed. Then he said hesitatingly:
โBecky, IโI donโt care for anybody but you.โ
No replyโbut sobs.
โBeckyโโpleadingly. โBecky, wonโt you say something?โ
More sobs.
Tom got out his chiefest jewel, a brass knob from the top of an andiron, and passed it around her so that she could see it, and said:
โPlease, Becky, wonโt you take it?โ
She struck it to the floor. Then Tom marched out of the house and over the hills and far away, to return to school no more that day. Presently Becky began to suspect. She ran to the door; he was not in sight; she flew around to the play-yard; he was not there. Then she called:
โTom! Come back, Tom!โ
She listened intently, but there was no answer. She had no companions but silence and loneliness. So she sat down to cry again and upbraid herself; and by this time the scholars began to gather again, and she had to hide her griefs and still her broken heart and take up the cross of a long, dreary, aching afternoon, with none among the strangers about her to exchange sorrows with.