โCheck Veturius,โ the Blood Shrike says to Avitas Harper when he returns without Mamie. โMake sure those manacles are secure.โ
The Shrike drags me to the door of the cabin, as far from Elias as she can get. The three of us in this room together feels strange and full of portent. But that feeling fades when the Shrike pushes her blade deeper into my skin.
We need to get the hells out of here. I would rather not wait around to see if the Shrike will make good on her threat to torture me. By now, Afya and Darin must be out of their minds with worry.
Dex appears at the back door. โThe horses are gone, Shrike.โ
Enraged, the Blood Shrike looks at Elias, who shrugs. โYou didn’t think I’d just leave them be, did you?โ
โGo find more,โ the Shrike says to Dex. โAnd bring a ghost wagon round. Harper, how long could it possibly take to make sure those bleeding chains are intact?โ
Experimentally, I test my bonds, but the Shrike feels it and twists my arms savagely.
Elias sits sprawled in his chair with practiced ease, observing his former best friend. I’m not fooled by the boredom on his face. His gold-brown skin grows paler with every moment that passes, until he looks ill. The Waiting Place pulls at himโand its pull grows more insistent. I’ve seen it before. If he stays away too long, he will suffer.
โYou’re using me to get to my mother,โ Elias says. โShe’ll see it coming a mile away.โ
โDon’t make me rethink that gag.โ The Shrike flushes beneath her mask. โHarper, go with Dex. I want that wagonย now.โ
โWhat do you think Keris Veturia is doing right now?โ Elias says as Harper disappears.
โYou don’t even live in the bleeding Empire anymore.โ The Blood Shrike tightens her hold on me. โSo shut it.โ
โI don’t have to live in the Empire to know how the Commandant thinks. You want her dead, right? She must know it. Which means she also knows that if you kill her, you risk civil war with her allies. So while
you’re out here wasting your time with me, she’s back in the capital, plotting skies know what.โ
The Shrike frowns. She has listened to Elias’s adviceโand offered her own to himโher whole life.ย What if heโs right?ย I can practically hear her thinking it. Elias catches my eyeโhe’s looking for an opening just like I am.
โFind my grandfather,โ Elias says. โIf you want to take her down, you need to understand how she thinks. Quin knows Keris better than anyone else alive.โ
โQuin’s left the Empire,โ the Shrike says.
โIf my grandfather has left the Empire,โ Elias says, โthen cats can fly.
Wherever Keris is, he’ll be close by, waiting for her to make a mistake. He’s not stupid enough to use one of his own estates. And he won’t be alone. He has many men still loyalโโ
โIt doesn’t matter.โ The Blood Shrike waves away Elias’s advice. โKeris and that creature she keeps aroundโโ
My stomach plunges.ย The Nightbringer. She means the Nightbringer.
โโare up to something,โ the Shrike says. โI need to destroy her before she destroys the Empire. I spent weeks hunting Quin Veturius. I don’t have the time to do it again.โ
Elias shifts in his seatโhe is preparing to make his move. The Shrike’s loosened her grip on me, and I squeeze my hands together, bending, pulling, doing anything I can to wriggle out of the binding without giving it away. My slick palms grease the rope. It is not enough.
โYou want to destroy her.โ Elias’s manacles clink. Something flashes near his hands. Lock picks? How the hells did he sneak them past Avitas? โJust remember that she’ll do things you’re not willing to. She will find your weakness and exploit it. It’s what she does best.โ
When Elias shifts his arm, the Shrike whips her head toward him, eyes narrowing. At that moment, Harper enters.
โWagon’s ready, Shrike,โ he says.
โTake her.โ She shoves me at Avitas. โKeep a knife at her throat.โ Harper pulls me close, and I ease back from his blade. If I could just distract the Shrike and Avitas for a moment, enough for Elias to attack . . .
I use a trick Elias taught me when we traveled together. I kick Avitas in the soft place between his foot and leg and then drop like a hammer from a roof.
Avitas curses, the Shrike turns, and Elias shoots from his seat, free of his manacles. He dives for his blades in less time than it takes to blink. A
knife whooshes through the air above my head, and Harper ducks, dragging me with him. The Blood Shrike roars, but Elias is on her, using his bulk to bowl her over. He’s got her pinned, a knife at her throat, but something glimmers at her wrist. She has a blade. Skies, she’s going to stab him.
โElias!โ I shout a warning when suddenly, his body goes rigid.
A gasp bursts from his throat. The knife falls from his hand, and in a second, the Shrike has wriggled out from beneath him, lips curled in a sneer.
โLaia.โ Elias’s eyes communicate his rage. His helplessness. And then darkness fills the room. I see the swing of long dark hair, a flash of brown skin. Depthless black eyes bore into me. Shaeva.
Then sheโand Eliasโdisappear. The earth rumbles beneath us and the wind outside rises, sounding, for a second, like the wailing of ghosts.
The Blood Shrike leaps toward where Elias stood. She finds nothing, and a moment later, her hand is around my throat, her knifepoint at my heart. She shoves me back into a seat.
โWho theย hells,โ she whispers, โwas that woman?โ
The door bursts open and Dex enters, scim drawn. Before he can speak, the Shrike is bellowing at him.
โScour the village! Veturius disappeared like a bleeding wraith!โ โHe’s not in the village,โ I say. โShe took him.โ
โWhoย took him?โ I cannot speakโthe knife is too closeโbut she doesn’t let me move a muscle. โTell me!โ
โEase up on the knife, Shrike,โ Avitas says. The dark-haired Mask scans the room carefully, as if Elias might reappear at any moment. โAnd perhaps she will.โ
The Blood Shrike pulls the knife back by no more than a hair. Her hand is steady, but her face beneath her mask is flushed. โTalk or die.โ
My words stumble over each other as I try to explainโas vaguely as I canโwho Shaeva is and what Elias has become. Even as I speak the words, I realize how far-fetched they sound. The Blood Shrike says nothing, but incredulity is written in every line of her body.
When I finish, she stands, her knife loose in her hand, looking out into the night. Only a few hours until dawn. โCan you get Elias back here?โ she asks quietly.
I shake my head, and she kneels before me. Her face is suddenly serene, her body relaxed. When I meet her eyes, they are distant, as if her thoughts have moved on from me.
โIf the Emperor knew you lived, he’d want to interrogate you himself,โ she says. โUnless you’re a fool, you’ll agree that death would be preferable. I will make it swift.โ
Oh skies.ย My feet are free, but my hands are bound. I could wriggle my right hand free if I pulled hard enough . . .
Avitas sheathes his scim and bends behind me. I feel the brush of warm skin against my wrists and wait for them to tighten as he rebinds me.
But they do not.
Instead, the rope binding my wrists falls away. Harper breathes one word, so softly that I question whether I truly heard it.
โGo.โ
I cannot move. I meet the Blood Shrike’s stare head on.ย I will look death in the eyes.ย Grief ripples across her silver features. She seems older, suddenly, than her twenty years, with the implacability of a five-body blade. All the weakness has been hammered out of her. She has seen too much blood. Too much death.
I remember when Elias told me what Marcus did to the Shrike’s family. He learned it from the ghost of Hannah Aquilla, who plagued him for months before finally moving on.
As I’d listened to what happened, I’d felt sicker and sicker. I remembered another dark morning years ago. I woke up with a start that day, scared by the low, choking cries echoing through the house. I thought Pop must have brought home an animal. Some wounded creature, dying slowly and in agony.
But when I entered the main room of the house, there was Nan, rocking back and forth, Pop frantically shushing her wails, for no one could hear her mourn her daughterโmy mother. No one could know. The Empire wished to crush all that the Lioness was, all that she stood for. That meant any and all connected to her.
We all went to market that day to sell Nan’s jamsโPop, Darin, Nan, and I. Nan shed no tears. I only ever heard her in the dead of night, her quiet keening breaking me more than any scream could.
The Blood Shrike was also denied the right to mourn publicly. How could she? She is second-in-command of the Empire, and her family was condemned because she failed to carry out the Emperor’s orders.
โI’m sorry,โ I whisper as she raises her dagger. I whip my fingers out
โnot to stop her blade, but to take her free hand. She stiffens in shock. The skin of her palm is cool, calloused. Less than a second has passed, but her surprise has kindled into anger.
The cruelest anger comes from the deepest pain.ย Nan used to say that.
Speak, Laia.
โMy parents were murdered too,โ I say. โMy sister. In Kauf. I was younger, and I did not witness it. I could never mourn them. I wasn’t allowed to. And no one ever spoke of them. But I think of them every day. I am sorry for you and what you lost. Truly.โ
For a moment, I see the girl who healed me. The girl who let Elias and me escape from Blackcliff. The girl who told me how to get into Kauf Prison.
And before that girl fadesโas I know she willโI draw on my own power and disappear, rolling out of the chair, racing past Avitas and toward the door. Two steps and the Shrike is shouting, three and her dagger slices through the air after me, and then her scim.
Too late. By the time the scim drops, I am through the open door, past an unsuspecting Dex, and running for all I am worth, nothing but another shadow in the night.