My test results come when I am practicing my cultural recognition and accent modulation with Matteo in our high-rise penthouse. We have a view of the city, the setting sun behind. Iโm midway through a clever retort about the Yorkton Supernova fauxWar sports club when my datapad beeps with a priority message sent to my datapad stream. I almost spill my coffee.
โMy datapad has been slaved by another,โ I said. โItโs the Board of Quality Control.โ
Matteo shoots up from his chair. โWe have perhaps four minutes.โ He runs into the suiteโs library, where Harmony is reading on an ergocouch. She jumps up and is down and out of the suite in less than three breaths. I make sure that the holopictures of me with my fake family are arranged in my bedroom and throughout the penthouse. Four hired servantsโBrowns and a Pinkโgo about domestic tasks in the penthouse. They wear the Pegasus livery of my fake family.
One of the Browns goes to the kitchen. The other, a Pink woman, massages my shoulders. Matteo shines my shoes in my room. Of course there are machines to do these things, but an Aureate would never use a machine for something a person could do. There is no power in that.
The towncraft appears like a distant dragonfly. It grows as it buzzes closer and hovers outside my penthouse window. Its boarding door slides open and a man in a Copper suit gives a bow of formality. I let my datapad open the duroglass window and the man floats in. Three Whites
are with him. Each has a white Sigil upon their hands. Members of the Academians and a Copper bureaucrat.
โDo I have the pleasure of addressing one Darrow au Andromedus, son of the recently deceased Linus au Andromedus and Lexus au Andromedus?โ
โYou have the honor.โ
The bureaucrat looks me up and down in a very deferential, but impatient manner. โI am Bondilus cu Tancrus of the Instituteโs Board of Quality Control. There are some questions we must beg to ask of you.โ
We sit across from one another at my oak kitchen table. There, they hook my finger to a machine and one of the Whites dons a pair of glasses that will analyze my pupils and other physiological reactions. They will be able to tell if I am lying.
โWe will start with a control question to assess your normal reaction when telling truths. Are you of the Family Andromedus?โ
โYes.โ
โAre you of the Aureate genus?โ
โYes.โ I lie through my teeth, ruining their control questions. โDid you cheat in your admissions test two months prior?โ โNo.โ
โDid you use nervenucleic to stimulate high comprehension and analytical functions during the test itself?โ
โNo.โ
โDid you use a networkwidget to aggregate or synthesize outside resources in real time?โ
โNo.โ I sigh impatiently. โThere was a jammer in the room, ergo it would have been impossible. Iโm glad youโve done your research and are not wasting my time, Copper.โ
His smile is bureaucratic.
โDid you have prior knowledge of the questions?โ
โNo.โ I deem an angry response proper at this point. โAnd what is this about? Iโm not accustomed to being called a liar by someone of your ilk.โ
โIt is procedure with all elite scorers, Lord Aureate. I beg your understanding,โ the bureaucrat drones. โAny upward outlier far removed from the standard deviation is subject to inquiry. Did you slave your widget to that of another individual during the test?โ
โNo. As I said, there was a jammer. Thank you for keeping up, pennyhead.โ
They take a sample of my blood and scan my brain. The results are instantaneous, but the bureaucrat will not share them. โProtocol,โ he reminds me. โYou will have your results in two weeks.โ
We receive them in four. I pass the Quality Control examination. I did not cheat. Then comes my exam score, two months after I took the damn thing, and I realize why they thought I did cheat. I missed one question. Just one. Out of hundreds. When I share the results with Dancer, Harmony, and Matteo, they simply stare at me. Dancer falls into a chair and begins to laugh; itโs an hysterical sort.
โBloodyhell,โ he swears. โWeโve done it.โ โHe did it,โ Matteo corrects.
It takes Dancer a minute before he has wits enough to fetch a bottle of champagne, but I still feel his eyes watching me as though I am something different, something strange. Itโs like they suddenly donโt understand what it is they have created. I touch the haemanthus blossom in my pocket and feel the wedding band around my neck. They didnโt create me. She did.
It is when a valet arrives to escort me to the Institute that I say my goodbyes to Dancer inside the penthouse. He holds tight to my hand as we shake and gives me the look my father gave me before he was hanged. Itโs one of reassurance. But behind that is worry and doubt. Did he prepare me for the world? Did he do his duty? My father was twenty-five when he looked at me like that. Dancer is forty-one. It makes no difference. I chuckle. Uncle Narol never gave me such a look, not even when he let me cut Eo down. Probably because heโd taken enough of my right hooks to know the answer. But if I think about my teachers, my fathers, Uncle Narol shaped me the most. He taught me to dance; he taught me how to be a man, perhaps because he knew this would be my future. And though he tried to stop me from being a Helldiver, it was his lessons that kept me alive. Iโve learned new lessons now. Letโs hope they do the trick.
Dancer gives me the knifeRing he used to slice my finger months before. But heโs reshaped it to look like an L.
โThey will think it the chevron the Spartans bore on their shields,โ he said. โL for Lacadaemonia.โ But it is for Lykos. For Lambda.
Harmony surprises me by taking my right hand, kissing where once my Red sigil was emblazoned. Sheโs got tears in one eye, the cold, unscarred eye. The other cannot cry.
โEvey will be coming to live with us,โ she tells me. She smiles before I can ask why. It looks strange on her face. โYou think youโre the only one who notices things? Weโll give her a better life than Mickey would.โ
Matteo and I share a smile and a bow. We exchange proper honorifics and he extends his hand. It doesnโt grasp mine. Instead, it snatches the flower from my pocket. I reach after it, but heโs still the only man Iโve ever met who is faster than me.
โYou cannot take this with you,ย goodman. The wedding band on your hand is queer enough. The flower is too much.โ
โGive me a petal then,โ I say.
โI thought you would ask for that.โ He pulls out a necklace. It is the sigil of Andromedus. My sigil, I remember. It is iron. He drops it in my hand. โWhisper her name.โ I do and the Pegasus unfurls like a haemanthus bud. He sets a petal in the center. It closes again. โThis is your heart. Guard it with iron.โ
โThank you, Matteo,โ I say, tears in my eyes. I pick him up and hug him despite his protests. โIf I live more than a week, Iโll have you to thank, myย goodman.โ He blushes when I set him down.
โManage your temper,โ he reminds me, his small voice darkening. โManners, manners, then burn theirย bloodydamnย house to the ground.โ
I clutch the Pegasus in my hand as the shuttle crosses over the Martian countryside. Fingers of green stretch over the earth Iโve lived to dig. I wonder who the Helldiver of Lambda is now. Loran is too young. Barlow is too old. Kieran? Heโs too responsible. Heโs got children to love, and heโs seen enough of our family die. Thereโs no fire in his belly. Leannaโs got enough, but women arenโt allowed to dig. It is probably Dain, Eoโs brother. Wild, but not bright. The typical Helldiver. Heโll die fast. The thought makes me nauseous.
Itโs not just the thought. Iโm nervous. I realize it slowly as I look around the shuttleโs interior. Six other youths sit quietly. One, a slender boy with an open gaze and pretty smile, catches my eye. Heโs the sort who still laughs at butterflies.
โJulian,โ he declares properly, and takes my forearm. We have no data to offer each other through our datapads; they took them when we boarded the shuttle. So instead I offer him the seat across from me. โDarrow, a very interesting name.โ
โHave you ever been to Agea?โ I ask Julian.
โCourse,โ he says, smiling. He always smiles. โWhat, you mean you havenโt? Itโs strange. I thought I knew so many Golds, but hardly any of them managed to get past the entrance exams. Itโs a brave new world of faces, I fear. Anyway, I envy you the fact you havenโt been to Agea. Itโs a strange place. Beautiful, no doubt, but life there is fast, and cheap, so they say.โ
โBut not for us.โ
He chuckles. โI suppose not. Not unless you play at politics.โ
โI donโt much like playing.โ I notice his reaction, so I laugh my seriousness off with a wink. โNot unless thereโs a wager, man. You hear?โ
โI hear! Whatโs your game? Bloodchess? Gravcross?โ
โOh, bloodchess is all right. But fauxWar takes the prize,โ I say with a Golden grin.
โEspecially if youโre a Nortown fan!โ he agrees.
โOh โฆย Nortown. I donโt know if weโll get along,โ I say, wincing. I jab myself with a thumb. โYorkton.โ
โYorkton!ย I donโt know if weโllย everย get along!โ he laughs.
And though I smile, he doesnโt know how cold I am inside; the conversation, the jibes, the smiles, are all a pattern of sociality. Matteoโs done me well, but to Julianโs credit, he doesnโt seem a monster.
He should be a monster.
โMy brother must already have arrived at the Institute. He was already in Agea at our familyโs estate, causing trouble no doubt!โ Julian shakes his head proudly. โBest man I know. Heโll be the Primus, just you watch. Our fatherโs pride and joy, and thatโs saying something with how many family members I have!โ Not a flicker of jealousy in his voice, just love.
โPrimus?โ I ask.
โOh, Institute talk; it means leader of his House.โ
The Houses. I know these. There are twelve loosely based on underlying personality traits. Each is named for one of the gods of the Roman pantheon. The SchoolHouses are networking tools and social
clubs outside of school. Do well, and theyโll find you a powerful family to serve. The families are the true powers in the Society. They have their own armies and fleets and contribute to the Sovereignโs forces. Loyalty begins with them. There is little love for the denizens of oneโs own planet. If anything, they are the competition.
โYou sobs done beating each other off yet?โ an impish kid sneers from the corner of the shuttle. Heโs so drab he is khaki instead of Gold. His lips are thin and his face like a cruel hawk just as it spies a mouse. A Bronzie.
โAre we bothering you?โ My sarcasm has a polite nip.
โDoes two dogs humping bother me? Likely, yes. If they are noisy.โ Julian stands. โApologize, cur.โ
โGo slag yourself,โ the small kid says. In half a second, Julian has drawn a white glove from nowhere. โThat to wipe my ass, you golden pricklick?โ
โWhat? You little heathen!โ Julian says in shock. โWho raised you?โ โWolves, after your motherโs cootch spat me out.โ
โYou beast!โ
Julian throws the glove at the small kid. Iโm watching, thinking this is the height of comedy. The kid seems pulled straight from the Lykos crop, Beta maybe. Heโs like an ugly, tiny, irritable Loran. Julian doesnโt know what to do, so he makes a challenge.
โA challenge,ย goodman.โ
โA duel? Youโre that offended?โ The ugly kid snorts at the princeling. โFine. Iโll stitch your family pride together after the Passage, pricklick.โ He blows his nose into the glove.
โWhy not now, coward?โ Julian calls. His slender chest is puffed out just as his father must have taught him. No one insults his family.
โAre you stupid? Do you see razors about? Idiot. Go away. Weโll duel after the Passage.โ
โPassage โฆ?โ Julian finally asks what Iโm thinking.
The scrawny kid grins wickedly. Even his teeth are khaki.
โItโs the last test, idiot. And the best secret this side of the rings around Octavia au Luneโs cootch.โ
โThen how do you know about it?โ I ask.
โInside track,โ the kid says. โAnd I donโt know about it. I knowย ofย it, you giant pisshead.โ
His name is Sevro, and I like his angle.
But the talk of a Passage worries me. There is so little I know, I realize, as I listen in as Julian strikes up a conversation with the last member of our shuttle. They talk about their test scores. There is a severe disparity between their low scores and mine. I notice Sevro snort as they say theirs aloud. How did applicants with such low scores get in? Iโve got an ill feeling in my gut. And what did Sevro score?
We come to the Valles Marineris in darkness. It is a great scar of light across Marsโs black surface, going as far as eyes can see. At the center of it, the capital city of my planet rises in the night like a garden of jewelswords. Nightclubs flicker on rooftops, dance floors made of condensed air. Scantily-dressed girls and foolish boys rise and fall as gravMixers play with physics. NoiseBubbles separate city blocks. We cut through them and hear worlds of different sounds.
The Institute is beyond Ageaโs night districts and is built into the side of the eight-kilometer-high walls of the Valles Marineris. The walls rise like tidal waves of green stone cradling civilization with flora. The Institute itself is made of white stoneโa place of columns and sculpture, Roman to its core.
I have not been here before. But I have seen the columns. Seen the destination of our voyage. Bitterness wells in me like bile rising from stomach to throat as I think of his face. Think of his words. His eyes as they scanned the crowd. I watched on the HC as the ArchGovernor gave his speech time and again to the classes before my own. Soon Iโll hear it from his lips myself. Soon Iโll suffer the rage. Feel the fire lick over my heart as I see him in person once again.
We land on a drop pad and are shepherded into an open-air marble square looking over the vast valley. The night air is crisp. Agea sprawls behind and the gates of the Institute stretch before us. I stand with over a thousand Goldbrows, all glancing about with the cocksureness of their race. Many clump together, friends from beyond the white walls of the school. I did not think their classes so large.
A tall Golden man flanked by Obsidians and a coterie of Gold advisors rises on a pair of gravBoots before the gate. My heart goes cold as I recognize his face and hear his voice and see the glimmer in his ingot eyes.
โWelcome, children of Aureate,โ ArchGovernor Nero au Augustus says
in a voice as smooth as Eoโs skin. It is preternaturally loud. โI assume you understand the gravity of your presence here. Of the thousand cities of Mars. Of all the Great Families, you are the chosen few. You are the peak of the human pyramid. Today, you will begin your campaign to join the best caste of our race. Your fellows stand like you in the Institutes of Venus, of the Eastern and Western Hemispheres of Earth, of Luna, of the Gas Giant Moons, of Europa, of the Astrodian Greek Cluster and the Astrodian Trojan Cluster, of Mercury, of Callisto, of the joint venture Enceledas and Ceres, and of the farpioneers of Hildas.โ
It seems only a day ago that I knew I was a pioneer of Mars. Only a day ago that I suffered so that humanity, desperate to leave a dying Earth, could spread to the red planet. Oh, how well my rulers lied.
Behind Augustus, in the stars, thereโs movement, but it is not the stars that move. Nor is it asteroids or comets. It is the Sixth and Fifth Fleets. The Armada of Mars. My breath catches in my chest. The Sixth Fleet is commanded by Cassiusโs father, while the smaller Fifth Fleet is under the ArchGovernorโs direct control. Most of the ships are owned by families who owe allegiance to either Augustus or Bellona.
Augustus shows us why we, they, rule. My flesh tingles. I am so small. A billion tons of durosteel and nanometal move through the heavens, and I have never been beyond Marsโs atmosphere. They are like specks of silver in an ocean of ink. And I am so much less. But those specks could ravage Mars. They could destroy a moon. Those specks rule the ink. An Imperator commands each fleet; a Praetor commands squadrons within that fleet. What I could do with that power โฆ
Augustus is haughty as he gives his speech. I swallow the bile in my throat. Because of the impossible distance of my enemies, my anger was once a cold, quiet sort. Now it burns in me.
โSociety has three stages: Savagery, Ascendance, Decadence. The great rise because of Savagery. They rule in Ascendance. They fall because of their own Decadence.โ
He tells us how the Persians were felled, how the Romans collapsed because their rulers forgot how their parents gained them an empire. He prattles about Muslim dynasties and European effeminacy and Chinese regionalism and American self-loathing and self-neutering. All the ancient names.
โOur Savagery began when our capital, Luna, rebelled against the
tyranny of Earth and freed herself from the shackles of Demokracy, from the Noble Lieโthe idea that men are brothers and are created equal.โ
Augustus weaves lies of his own with that golden tongue of his. He tells of the Goldensโ suffering. The Masses sat on the wagon and expected the great to pull, he reminds. They sat whipping the great until we could no longer take it.
I remember a different whipping.
โMen are not created equal; we all know this. There are averages. There are outliers. There are the ugly. There are the beautiful. This would not be if we were all equal. A Red can no more command a starship than a Green can serve as a doctor!โ
Thereโs more laughter across the square as he tells us to look at pathetic Athens, the birthplace of the cancer they call Demokracy. Look how it fell to Sparta. The Noble Lie made Athens weak. It made their citizens turn on their best general, Alcibiades, because of jealousy.
โEven the nations of Earth grew jealous of one another. The United States of America exacted this idea of equality through force. And when the nations united, the Americans were surprised to find that they were disliked! The Masses are jealous! How wonderful a dream it would be if all men were created equal! But we are not.
โIt is against the Noble Lie that we fight. But as I said before, as I say to you now, there is another evil against which we war. It is a more pernicious evil. It is a subversive, slow evil. It is not a wildfire. It is a cancer. And that cancer is Decadence. Our Society has passed from Savagery to Ascendance. But like our spiritual ancestors, the Romans, we too can fall into Decadence.โ
He speaks of the Pixies.
โYou are the best of humanity. But you have been coddled. You have been treated like children. Were you born to a different Color, you would have calluses. You would have scars. You would know pain.โ
He smiles as if he knows pain. I hate this man.
โYou think you know pain. You think the Society is an inevitable force of history. You think Her the end of history. But many have thought that before. Many ruling classes have believed theirs to be the last, the pinnacle. They grew soft. Fat. They forgot that calluses, wounds, scars, hardship, preserve all those fine pleasure clubs you young boys love to frequent and all those fine silks and diamonds and unicorns you girls ask
for on birthdays.
โMany Aureates have not sacrificed. That is why they do not wear this.โ He shows a long scar on his right cheek. Octavia au Lune has the same scar. โThe Scar of a Peer. We are not the masters of the Solar System because we are born. We are the masters because we, the Peerless Scarred, the iron Golds, made it that way.โ
He touches the scar on his cheek. Iโd give him another if I were closer.
The children around me suck down this manโs garbage like oxygen. โRight now, the Colors who mine this planet are harder than you.
They are born with calluses. Born with scars and hatred. They are tough as nanosteel. Fortunately, they are also very stupid. For instance, thisย Persephoneย you have no doubt heard of is nothing more than a dim girl who thought singing a song was worth a hanging.โ
I bite a bloody hole in my cheek. My skin shivers from rage as I find out that my wife is part of this bastardโs speech.
โThe girl did not even know the video would be leaked. Yet it is her willingness to suffer hardship that gave her power. Martyrs, you see, are like bees. Their only power comes in death. How many of you would sacrifice yourself to not kill, but merely hurt your enemy? Not one of you, I wager.โ
I taste blood in my mouth. I have the knifeRing Dancer gave me. But I breathe the fury down. I am no martyr. I am not vengeance. I am Eoโs dream. Still, doing nothing while her murderer gloats feels like a betrayal.
โIn time you will receive your Scars from my sword,โ Augustus closes. โBut first you must earn them.โ