Mary Ann Minettiโs farewell luncheon begins at noon on a hot day in August. Tova arrives at the Elland Chophouse ten minutes early. Unrelenting sunlight assaults her eyes, and she squints as she climbs the restaurantโs front steps in the poshest section of Ellandโs waterfront district. Her ankle is still tender and shriveled from its weeks inside the boot.
โMrs. Sullivan!โ A familiar voice calls from behind as a steadying arm clasps her elbow.
โLaura, dear. How are you?โ Tova inclines her head at Mary Annโs daughter, a trim woman in her forties, accepting the younger womanโs assistance as she summits the staircase.
According to Mary Ann, Laura had arrived last week to help her mother make preparations. And it was Laura who organized this luncheon, who chose this fancy restaurant. Tovaโs not convinced that Mary Ann herself wouldnโt have preferred coffee at her home, although maybe thatโs not possible now that the house is being packed up and prepped for the realtors.
โGood, good.โ Laura nods, holding the front door for both of them. โAnd Iโm glad to see youโre on the mend! Mom told me about your fall.โ She arches a brow at Tovaโs foot.
โIt was only a sprain.โ
โI know, but at your age . . .โ
A chipper greeting from the young lady behind the hostess stand spares Tova the need to respond. Hoisting an impossibly tall stack of menus, she leads them through the
restaurant to a long, empty table abutting a bank of windows overlooking the water. The view, at least, is lovely.
โYour server should be over in a couple minutes. I can grab you a drink in the meantime,โ the hostess offers as she circles the table, placing a menu at each setting. There must be at least thirty places. Good heavens. How many people did Laura invite?
โHell yes. Gin and tonic, please.โ Laura drops her purse onto the table and sighs. โIโve spent all morning helping my mother pack up the house sheโs lived in for half a century. Better make it a double.โ
โOf course, maโam.โ
Tova lowers into a chair near the end of the table, picturing the menagerie of porcelain figurines and polished crosses that have always lived on the shelf over Mary Annโs kitchen sink wrapped in tissue and loaded into a cardboard box, where theyโll likely stay for years until some unfortunate younger family member happens upon them and must decide how to get rid of them. She forces a smile at the hostess, who seems to be waiting for her drink order. โJust a coffee, please. Black.โ
The hostess whisks away with a nod, leaving the two women in the sort of silence that makes Tova wish sheโd brought her knitting along. Finally, she asks, โHow are the girls?โ
Lauraโs daughter, Tatum, and young granddaughter, Isabelle, live with Laura in Spokane. Now Mary Ann, a great- grandmother at only seventy, will live with them, too. Of course, the situation with Tatum and her baby hadnโt been planned, but Tova canโt help feeling wonder at how itโs shaken out. Four generations of women under one roof.
Laura nods. โThe girls are good. Great. Isabelleโs walking now.โ
โWonderful,โ Tova says.
โYes.โ Laura smiles, but doesnโt elaborate, in the way that people often donโt elaborate when it comes to
discussing children around Tova, which is sometimes a mixed blessing.
The uncomfortable silence descends again, so Tova asks, โHowโs work, dear?โ
โItโs . . . work.โ Laura lets out a genuine chuckle before launching into a tale about the technology update happening over the summer at the state university, where she teaches psychology. Tova nods along. It does, indeed, sound like a nightmare. Laura sighs sympathetically, then explains, โSo thatโs why we had to get Mom moved so quickly. Before the start of fall term, anyway. I feel terrible that you ladies donโt get much of a goodbye. I know how close youโve all been. For decades.โ
โThereโs always the telephone.โ
โWeโll get Mom set up with a tablet. That way she can virtually attend your Knit-Wit meetings!โ Laura beams, looking very pleased with herself at this solution, whatever it means. โAnd what about you? When will you go back to work at the aquarium?โ
Tova straightens and recounts to Laura her recent conversation with Terry. He agreed to allow her to come back and โhelp out the new guy,โ as he put it. Tova couldnโt be more pleased with this arrangement, which allows her to mentor him in the proper way to do things, and she should have plenty of time to do that before her move to Charter Village at the end of the month. She doesnโt mention that she also rather likes spending time with the boy.
โMom! Over here!โ Laura hollers to Mary Ann, who waves from across the restaurant, trailed by Barb Vanderhoof and Janice and Peter Kim.
โYoo-hoo!โ Barb flutters her hands as they approach the table. Sheโs wearing a sequined top thatโs far too snug across her chest. โLook at this! How fancy!โ She wraps Laura in a hug.
Janice slips into the seat next to Tova. โHow goes it, Tova?โ
โHowโs that ankle?โ Peter Kim sits next to his wife.
โVery well, thanks,โ Tova replies, hoping her injury wonโt be the topic of conversation this afternoon.
โExcellent news. But what happened to your arm?โ
Tova tugs at her sleeve, trying to cover the newest line of sucker marks. โThatโs nothing at all. Must be from the sun.โ
Peter frowns, and Tova can tell heโs putting on his doctor hat, about to push the issue, but heโs mercifully interrupted by the guest of honor.
โOh my. Thank you all for coming!โ Mary Ann lets out a girlish giggle and takes her designated seat at the center of the table as more people filter in. Tova recognizes several parishioners from St. Annโs, where Mary Ann was on the board for years, along with neighbors. In a matter of minutes, most of the seats are filled, leaving only the two on Tovaโs other side empty. Relieved to be next to the no- shows, she places her purse on one.
โWell, doesnโt this look like a rowdy bunch!โ A young man with deep brown skin and sparkling eyes approaches with two pitchers of water. Omar, according to his name tag. โGlad I wore my sneakers because I can tell you all will keep me on my toes!โ An approving laugh moves across the crowd.
โWe came to party!โ Barb Vanderhoof shimmies.
Omar makes finger guns and aims them at her. โThatโs the spirit!โ
โOur dear friend Mary Ann is moving away.โ Barb gestures at Mary Ann, who is blushing. โTo Spokane.โ
โYikes! Spokane! Iโm sorry.โ Omar makes a face like he just ate a lemon, but his eyes are still twinkling.
โHey now! I live in Spokane!โ Laughing, Laura lofts her empty highball glass.
Tovaโs coffee finally arrives, via a harried-looking busboy. She studies the thick black liquid before taking a sip. Itโs hot and strong. She picks up the menu and studies it, clicking her tongue at the descriptions, things likeย basil cream foam
andย heirloom turnip reduction. Where are the soups and salads? A cup of corn chowder would do nicely.
โThese seats taken?โ A deep voice, vaguely familiar, breaks her focus on the menu. She looks up at a tall figure. He doesnโt look so strange without his bike shorts and space-age sunglasses and helmet, but itโs Adam Wright, the fellow who helped her with her crossword down at Hamilton Park a few weeks ago. โOh! Hello.โ He breaks into a smile, recognizing her as well.
โNice to see you again,โ Tova says, moving her pocketbook from the chair. On Adamโs other side is a short woman with curly auburn hair.
โThis is Sandy Hewitt,โ he says, giving his companionโs arm a squeeze as they both sit. โSandy, meet Tova Sullivan.โ
โHow do you do,โ Tova says with a nod. The busboy returns with two martinis on a tray. Carefully, he sets them in front of the couple.
Adam takes a long gulp, which reminds Tova of that day when he chugged her bottle of water in the park. โLaura and I went to Sunday school together at St. Annโs,โ he explains. โShe heard Iโd moved back to town. And somehow roped me into helping out with her motherโs move. And now Iโve roped in my better half, too.โ He winks at Sandy.
โTheyโre lucky to have him.โ She grins and squeezes Adamโs bicep. โAnd Iโm always happy to help out, not that Iโm much for heavy lifting. But Laura was nice enough to include me in lunch. Itโs great to meet so much of Sowell Bay, all at once.โ
โYes, Laura really went above and beyond with the guest list, didnโt she?โ Tova sips her coffee.
โI guess so.โ Sandy tilts her head. โSo, how do you and Adam know each other?โ
Tova clears her throat, then says quietly, โAdam was a friend of my sonโs.โ
Adam flattens his lips. Then he leans down to Sandyโs ear, and most of the whispered explanation is inaudible to Tova, but she catches the wordsย there was this kid whoย . . .
Sandyโs eyes widen, and she shoots Tova a sympathetic look before turning her attention to intensely studying the menu. Smoothing her hair, she straightens in her chair and clasps her hands. โWell,โ she chirps, addressing the table at large. โWhoโs decided what theyโre having? Iโve heard the skirt steak is to die for!โ
CORN CHOWDER, ASย it turns out, is not available at the Elland Chophouse. But Omar recommends a curried squash bisque that, to Tovaโs surprise, is lovely. She sops every last drop with the accompanying hunk of sourdough while Adam Wright and Peter Kim complain across Tova and Janice about the Mariners and their losing streak, a subject that doesnโt interest Tova in the least.
โBaseball. Who cares, right?โ Janice says.
Tova smiles, then dabs a napkin on the corners of her mouth. โThe only thing more tedious than watching it is talking about it.โ
Peter Kim gives his wifeโs shoulder a playful squeeze. โSorry to bore you, darling.โ
โHey, maybe Iโm cursed.โ Adam Wright laughs. โI move back to town and suddenly they start sucking. Shouldโve stayed in Chicago.โ He drains his martini, then smiles at Sandy as he plucks one fat green olive from the sword- shaped plastic spear and offers her the other, slinging an arm across the back of her chair.
Janice leans toward Sandy. โAny news on the house hunt?โ
โOh yes!โ Sandy beams. โWe decided on one of those new builds. That subdivision on the south end of town.โ
โHow perfect. You can finish things exactly how you want them.โ
โExactly! Adamโs planning to build a man cave in the basement. For baseball-watching.โ
Peter Kim lights up. โExcellent! Iโll be over on game day!โ The four of them share a laugh.
Sandy turns to Tova. โWhat about you, Mrs. Sullivan?โ โWhat do you mean?โ Tova lifts a brow.
โYour house? Have you had any offers?โ
Janice drops her fork and turns to stare at Tova.
โJessica Snell mentioned it at closing. That your house had just come on the market. Not a good fit for us, of course. We need at least five bedrooms for when the grandkids come visit.โ
โEventual grandkids,โ Adam corrects her. โTheoretical grandkids.โ
Tova twists her napkin in her lap.
โSuch a gorgeous house, though,โ Sandy yammers on. โJessica said she didnโt think it would last long. Someone will snap it up.โ
โYes, I suppose so,โ Tova says quietly.
โTova.โ Janiceโs voice is sharp. โWhat is she talking about?โ
โOh. Is it not . . . ? I mean, did you all not know . . . ?โ Sandyโs cheeks turn as red as the pimento in Adamโs fresh martini.
โItโs quite all right.โ Tova clears her throat. โSandy is correct. Iโm selling my house. Iโve applied for a suite up at Charter Village in Bellingham.โ
A silence falls over the table. โWhat?โ Mary Ann gasps.
โWhy didnโt you say anything?โ Barb demands. โWhat about the house?โ Janice leans forward. โThat beautiful house! Your fatherโs house!โ
โAnd all of your things, Tova!โ
โYou have so many beautiful things! Youโre not going to get rid of it all?โ
โWhere will all of your things go?โ
โSo many things to go through!โ โThat attic, I canโt imagine.โ
โThose trunks of your motherโs, the cedar ones. What a shame!โ
โIโm perfectly capable of dealing with my belongings,โ Tova says, her voice taut. This puts a stop to the volley of comments. How can the Knit-Wits cast judgment on her possessions, anyway? Mary Ann with all those statuettes, and Janiceโs house has a whole room dedicated to computer equipment, much of which seems to serve no actual purpose. Barb, for some reason that has never been fully explained, has been collecting elephants since she was a bachelorette, for heavenโs sake. Her whole guest bedroom is full of elephant keepsakes. Who are they to cast stones?
Janice lays a hand on Tovaโs shoulder. โYou donโt need to do this, you know. Peter and I have always said you could live with us, that you couldโโ
โAbsolutely not. I would never burden you in that way.โ Janice shakes her head. โYouโre never a burden, Tova.โ
AS THE DISHESย are being cleared, Mary Ann makes a trip around the table to thank everyone for coming. Janice and Peter Kim bid goodbye, explaining that theyโll be late for their pottery class. Barb Vanderhoof and her too-tight sequins shimmy out of the room on their way to her weekly therapist appointment. Omar brings the check for Laura to sign and makes a joke about Mary Ann causing trouble in Spokane. Adam Wright swallows the dregs of his third martini and clasps his hands around Mary Annโs forearm. โThankย youย for having us!โ
โThis was so lovely!โ Sandy chimes in, seeming to have forgotten about the bomb she dropped earlier. Thankfully, the rest of the table seems to have shrugged it off, too, although Tova caught Janice and Barb whispering aboutย changing her mind.
Mary Annโs smile is tight as she perches on the empty chair next to Tova. โIโll see you before I leave this weekend, wonโt I?โ
โCertainly. Iโll stop by.โ
โIโd like that.โ Mary Annโs voice shakes a bit. Laura hurries over and stands behind her mother, winds an arm around her shoulders.
โItโs so great of you to take your mom in.โ Adam turns to Mary Ann, leaning back in his chair. โMan, Iโm glad I had kids, even if it means Iโll never be rid of my ex-wife. Because it would be hell to get old alone. Isnโt that why anyone has kids?โ
Sandy jabs him. โDonโt be ridiculous, babe.โ
Laura eyes him sharply, offering no response other than to reach in front of him to pick up his not-quite-empty martini glass and hand it off to a passing waiter.
โIโm an idiot.โ Adam raises his hand and then lowers it. โTova, Iโm sorry. I didnโt mean that. You wonโt get old alone. Even with Erik gone.โ
โItโs quite all right,โ Tova says quietly. โIt was a long time ago.โ
โI remember it like it was yesterday.โ Adamโs voice is clearer now.
Mary Ann claps a hand over her mouth, and Laura plants her hands on her hips, shooting a glare that could shatter stone. But Tova turns to Adam, suddenly aware of her heart throbbing under her blouse. โI always welcome what people remember.โ
His drags a hand over his face. โI mean, nothing you donโt already know, Iโm sure. I remember the last time I saw him. We grabbed nachos at the snack bar that afternoon, before he started work. We were planning to go out to my familyโs cabin the next day. He was going to sneak some beers from your fridge, as usual.โ He cringes. โUh, sorry about that.โ
Tova waves a hand. โNo matter.โ
โAnyway,โ Adam goes on, โhe wanted to impress that girl, whatever her name was. He was going to bring her to the cabin.โ
Tova lets out a stony chuckle. Stealing beer from the fridge? That sounded like her son. But the rest, was it possible? She shakes her head. โI donโt remember Erik having a girlfriend at that time.โ
โI donโt know what she was, technically, but they were a thing.โ Adam frowns and furrows a brow. โDamn. What was her name?โ
Laura lays a hand on Tovaโs shoulder. โAre you okay?โ โTova? Dear?โ Mary Ann echoes her daughter.
โIโm perfectly fine.โ Tovaโs voice sounds like itโs coming from inside a cave. She stands and thanks Laura for the luncheon while giving Mary Ann a brief hug, then hears herself bid goodbye to Adam Wright and Sandy Hewitt.
Click-clack, click-clack.ย The sound of her sandals on the restaurantโs hardwood floor seems to propel her away from the table. Outside, late-afternoon sun assaults her, and she shields her face with a hand as she beelines across the Elland Chophouse parking lot toward her car. Only once sheโs sitting in the driverโs seat with the ignition turned on and the radio playing does she realize sheโs been holding her breath. It comes out, hot and fast, the blowback fogging her glasses.
So Will had been right. There was a girl.