โStop ๏ฌdgeting,โ Devin says. โIโm not ๏ฌdgeting.โ
He loops his arm through mine as he walks me toward the elevator. โYes, you are. And if you pull that top up over your cleavage one more time, itโll defeat the whole purpose of your little black dress.โ He grabs my top and yanks it back down, and then proceeds to reach inside to adjust my bra.
โDevin!โ I slap his hand away and he laughs.
โRelax, Lily. Iโve touched way better boobs than yours and Iโm still gay.โ
โYeah, but I bet those boobs were attached to people you probably hang out with more than once every six months.โ
Devin laughs. โTrue, but thatโs half your fault. Youโre the one who left us high and dry to play with ๏ฌowers.โ
Devin was one of my favorite people at the marketing ๏ฌrm I worked at, but we werenโt close enough to where we actively became friends outside of work. He stopped by the ๏ฌoral shop this afternoon and Allysa took to him almost immediately. She begged him to come to the party with me and since I didnโt really want to show up alone, I ended up begging him to come, too.
I smooth my hands over my hair and try to catch a glimpse of my re๏ฌection in the elevator walls.
โWhy are you so nervous?โ he asks.
โIโm not nervous. I just hate showing up to places where I donโt know anyone.โ
Devin smirks knowingly and then says, โWhatโs his name?โ
I release a pent-up breath.ย Am I that transparent?ย โRyle. Heโs a neurosurgeon. And he wants to have s*x with me really, really bad.โ
โHow do you know he wants to have s*x with you?โ
โBecause he literally got down on his knees and said, โPlease, Lily.
Please have s*x with me.โ โ
Devin raises an eyebrow. โHe begged?โ
I nod. โIt wasnโt as pathetic as it sounds. Heโs usually more composed.โ
The elevator dings and the doors begin to open. I can hear music pouring from down the hallway. Devin takes both of my hands in his and says, โSo whatโs the plan? Do I need to make this guy jealous?โ
โNo,โ I say, shaking my head. โThat wouldnโt be right.โ But . . . Ryle does make it a point every time he sees me to tell me he hopes he never sees me again. โMaybe just a little?โ I say, scrunching up my nose. โA smidge?โ
Devin pops his jaw and says, โConsider it done.โ He puts his hand on my lower back as he walks me out of the elevator. Thereโs only one visible door in the hallway, so we make our way over and ring the doorbell.
โWhy is there only one door?โ he says. โShe owns the whole top ๏ฌoor.โ
He chuckles. โAnd she works forย you? Damn, your life just keeps getting more and more interesting.โ
The door begins to open, and Iโm extremely relieved to see Allysa standing in front of me. Thereโs music and laughter pouring out of the apartment behind her. Sheโs holding a champagne glass in one hand and a riding crop in the other. She sees me staring at the riding crop with a confused look on my face, so she tosses it over her shoulder and grabs my hand. โItโs a long story,โ she says, laughing. โCome in, come in!โ
She pulls me in and I squeeze Devinโs hand and drag him behind me. She continues pulling us through a crowd of people until we reach the other side of the living room. โHey!โ she says, tugging on Marshallโs arm. He turns around and smiles at me, then pulls me in for a hug. I glance behind him, and around us, but thereโs no sign of Ryle.ย Maybe I got lucky and he got called in to work tonight.
Marshall reaches out for Devinโs hand and shakes it. โHey, man!
Good to meet you!โ
Devin wraps an arm around my waist. โIโm Devin!โ he yells over the music. โIโm Lilyโs s*xual partner!โ
I laugh and elbow him, then lean in to his ear. โThatโs Marshall.
Wrong guy, but nice effort.โ
Allysa grabs my arm and starts to pull me away from Devin. Marshall begins speaking to him, and my hand is reaching out behind me as Iโm being pulled in the opposite direction.
โYouโll be ๏ฌne!โ Devin yells.
I follow Allysa into the kitchen, where she shoves a glass of champagne in my hand. โDrink,โ she says. โYou deserve it!โ
I take a sip of the champagne, but I canโt even appreciate it now that Iโm getting a look at her industrial-sized kitchen with two full stovetops and a fridge bigger than my apartment. โHoly shit,โ I whisper. โYou actuallyย liveย here?โ
She giggles. โI know,โ she says. โAnd to think, I didnโt even have
to marry him for money. Marshall had seven bucks and drove a Ford Pinto when I fell in love with him.โ
โDoesnโt he still drive a Ford Pinto?โ
She sighs. โYeah, but we have a lot of good memories in that car.โ
โGross.โ
She wiggles her eyebrows. โSo . . . Devin is cute.โ โAnd probably more into Marshall than me.โ
โAh, man,โ she says. โThatโs a bummer. I thought I was playing matchmaker when I invited him to the party tonight.โ
The kitchen door opens and Devin walks in. โYour husband is looking for you,โ he says to Allysa. She twirls her way out of the kitchen, giggling the whole time. โI really like her,โ Devin says.
โSheโs great, huh?โ
He leans against the island and says, โSo. I think I just met The Beggar.โ
My heart ๏ฌutters down my chest. I thinkย The Neurosurgeonย has a better ring to it. I take another sip of my champagne. โHow do you know it was him? Did he introduce himself?โ
He shakes his head. โNah, but he overheard Marshall introducing me to someone as โLilyโs date.โ I thought the look he gave me was going to set me on ๏ฌre. Thatโs why I came in here. I like you, but Iโm not willing to die for you.โ
I laugh. โDonโt worry, Iโm sure that death glare he gave you was really his smile. Theyโre superimposed most of the time.โ
The door swings open again and I immediately stiffen, but itโs only a caterer. I sigh with relief. Devin says, โLily,โ like my name is a disappointment.
โWhat?โ
โYou look like youโre about to puke,โ he says, accusingly. โYou really like him.โ
I roll my eyes. But then I let my shoulders drop and I fake cry. โI do, Devin. I do, I just donโtย wantย to.โ
He takes my glass of champagne and downs the remainder of it,
then locks his arm in mine again. โLetโs go mingle,โ he says, pulling me out of the kitchen against my will.
The room is even more crowded now. There have to be more than a hundred people here. Iโm not even sure I know that many people.
We walk around and work the room. I stand back while Devin does most of the talking. He knows someone in common with every person heโs met so far, and after about half an hour of following him around, Iโm convinced heโs made it a personal game to ๏ฌnd someone in common with everyone here. The whole time I mingle with him, my attention is half on him and half on the room, searching for traces of Ryle. I donโt see him anywhere and I begin to wonder if the guy Devin saw was even Ryle to begin with.
โWell, thatโs odd,โ a woman says. โWhat do you suppose it is?โ
I look up and see that sheโs staring at a piece of art on the wall. It looks like a photograph blown up on canvas. I tilt my head to inspect it. The woman turns her nose up and says, โI donโt know why anyone would bother turning that photograph into wall art. Itโs awful. Itโs so blurry, you canโt even tell what it is.โ She walks away in a huff, and Iโm relieved. I mean . . . itโs a bit weird, but who am I to judge Allysaโs taste?
โWhat do you think?โ
His voice is low, deep, andย rightย behind me. I close my eyes brie๏ฌy and inhale a steadying breath before quietly exhaling, hoping he doesnโt notice his voice has any effect on me whatsoever. โI like it. Iโm not quite sure what it is, but itโs interesting. Your sister has good taste.โ
He steps around me so that heโs at my side, facing me. He takes a step closer until heโs so close, he brushes my arm. โYou brought a
date?โ
Heโs asking it like itโs a casual question, but I know it isnโt. When I fail to respond, he leans in until heโs whispering in my ear. He repeats himself, but this time it isnโt a question. โYou brought aย date.โ
I ๏ฌnd the courage to look over at him and instantly wish I
hadnโt. Heโs in a black suit that makes the scrubs look like childโs play. First I swallow the unexpected lump in my throat and then I say, โIs it a problem that I brought a date?โ I look away from him and back at the photograph hanging on the wall. โI was trying to make things easier on you. You know. Just trying toย make it stop.โ
He smirks and then downs the rest of his wine. โHowย thoughtful
of you, Lily.โ He tosses his empty wineglass toward a trash can in the corner of the room. He makes the shot, but the glass shatters when it hits the bottom of the empty container. I glance around me, but no one saw what just happened. When I look back at Ryle, heโs halfway down a hallway. He disappears into a room and I stand here, looking at the picture again.
Thatโs when I see it.
The picture is blurred, so it was hard to make out at ๏ฌrst. But I can recognize that hair from anywhere. Thatโsย myย hair. Itโs hard to miss, along with the marine-grade polymer lounge chair Iโm lying on.ย This is the picture he took on the rooftop the ๏ฌrst night we met.ย He must have had it blown up and distorted so no one would notice what it was. I bring my hand to my neck, because my blood feels like itโs bubbling.ย Itโs really warm in here.
Allysa appears at my side. โItโs weird, huh?โ she says, looking at the picture.
I scratch at my chest. โItโs really hot in here,โ I say. โDonโt you think?โ
She glances around the room. โIs it? I hadnโt noticed, but Iโm a little drunk. Iโll tell Marshall to turn on the air.โ
She disappears again, and the more I stare at the picture, the angrier I get. The man has a picture of me hanging in the apartment. He bought me ๏ฌowers. Heโs giving me attitude because I brought a date to his sisterโs party. Heโs acting like thereโs actually something between us, and weโve never even kissed!
It all hits me at once. The anger . . . the irritation . . . the half glass of champagne I had in the kitchen. Iโm so mad, I canโt even think straight. If the guy wants to have s*x with me so bad . . . he shouldnโt have fallen asleep! If he doesnโt want me to swoon, he shouldnโt buy me ๏ฌowers! He shouldnโt hang cryptic pictures of me where he lives!
All I want is fresh air. I need fresh air. Luckily, I know just where to ๏ฌnd it.
Moments later, I burst through the door to the rooftop. There are stragglers from the party up here. Three of them, seated on the patio furniture. I ignore them and walk to the ledge with the good view and lean over it. I suck in several deep breaths and try to calm myself down. I want to go downstairs and tell him to make up his damn mind, but I know I need to have a clear head before I do that.
The air is cold, and for some reason, I blame that on Ryle. Everything is his fault tonight.ย All of it.ย Wars, famine, gun violence
โit all somehow links back to Ryle.
โCan we have a few minutes alone?โ
I spin around, and Ryle is standing near the other guests. Immediately, all three of them nod and begin to stand up to give us privacy. I hold up my hands and say, โWait,โ but none of them look at me. โItโs not necessary. Really, you donโt have to leave.โ
Ryle stands stoically with his hands in his pockets while one of the guests mutters, โItโs ๏ฌne, we donโt mind.โ They begin to ๏ฌle back down the stairwell. I roll my eyes and spin back toward the ledge once Iโm alone with him.
โDoes everyone always do what you say?โ I ask, irritated.
He doesnโt respond. His footsteps are slow and deliberate as he closes in on me. My heart begins to beat like itโs on a speed-date, and I start scratching at my chest again.
โLily,โ he says from behind me.
I turn around and grip the ledge behind me with both hands. His eyes journey down to my cleavage. As soon as they do, I yank at the top of my dress so he canโt see it, and then I grip the ledge again. He laughs and takes another step closer. Weโre almost touching now, and my brain is mush. Itโs pathetic. Iโm pathetic.
โI feel like you have a lot to say,โ he says. โSo Iโd like to give you the opportunity to speak your naked truth.โ
โHah!โ I say with a laugh. โAre you sure about that?โ
He nods, so I prepare to let him have it. I push against his chest and make my way around him so that heโs the one leaning against the ledge now.
โI canโt tell what youย want, Ryle! And every time I get to the point where I start to not give a shit, you show up again out of the blue! You show up at my work, you show up at my apartment door, you show up at parties, you . . .โ
โI live here,โ he says, excusing the last one. That pisses me off even more. I clench my ๏ฌsts.
โUgh! Youโre driving me crazy! Do you want me or do youย not?โ
He stands up straight and takes a step toward me. โOh, I want you, Lily. Make no mistake about that. I just donโtย wantย to want you.โ
My whole body sighs at that comment. Partly out of frustration and partly because everything he says makes me shiver and I hate that I allow him to make me feel like this.
I shake my head. โYou donโt get it, do you?โ I say, softening my voice. I feel too defeated right now to keep yelling at him. โI like you, Ryle. And knowing that you only want me for one night makes me really,ย reallyย sad. And maybe if this were a few months ago, we could have had s*x and it would have been ๏ฌne. You would have walked away and I could have easily moved on with my life. But itโs not a few months ago. You waited too long, and too many pieces of me are invested in you now, so please. Stop ๏ฌirting with me. Stop hanging pictures of me in your apartment. And stop sending me ๏ฌowers. Because when you do those things, it doesnโt feelย good, Ryle. It actually kind of hurts.โ
I feel de๏ฌated and exhausted and Iโm ready to leave. He regards me silently, and I respectfully give him time to make his rebuttal. But he doesnโt. He just turns around, leans over the ledge, and stares down at the street like he didnโt hear a single word I said.
I walk across the roof and open the door, half expecting him to call out my name or ask me not to leave. I get all the way back to the apartment before I ๏ฌnally lose all hope of that happening. I push through the crowd and make it through three different
rooms before I spot Devin. When he sees the look on my face, he just nods and begins to make his way across the room toward me.
โReady to go?โ he asks, looping his arm through mine. I nod. โYes.ย Soย ready.โ
We ๏ฌnd Allysa in the main living room. I tell her and Marshall
goodnight, using the excuse that Iโm just exhausted from opening week and Iโd like to get some sleep before work tomorrow. Allysa gives me a hug and walks us to the front door.
โIโll be back on Monday,โ she says to me, kissing me on the cheek.
โHappy birthday,โ I say to her. Devin opens the door, but right before we step into the hallway, I hear someone yell my name.
I turn around and Ryle is pushing through the crowd on the other side of the room. โLily, wait!โ he yells, still trying to make his way over to me. My heart is erratic. Heโs walking quickly, stepping around people, growing more frustrated with every person in his way. He ๏ฌnally reaches a break in the crowd and makes eye contact with me again. He holds my gaze as he marches toward me. He doesnโt slow down. Allysa has to step out of his way as he walks straight up to me. At ๏ฌrst, I think he might kiss me, or at least give a rebuttal to everything I said to him upstairs. But instead, he does something Iโm not at all prepared for. He scoops me up into his arms.
โRyle!โ I yell, gripping him around the neck, afraid he might drop me. โPut me down!โ He has an arm wrapped under my legs and one under my back.
โI need to borrow Lily for the night,โ he says to Devin. โThat okay?โ
I look at Devin and shake my head, wide-eyed. Devin just smirks and says, โBe my guest.โ
Traitor!
Ryle starts to turn and walk back toward the living room. I look at Allysa as I pass her. Her eyes are wide with confusion. โIโm going to kill your brother!โ I yell at her.
Everyone in the entire room is staring now. Iโm so embarrassed, I just press my face against Ryleโs chest as he walks me down the hallway and into his bedroom. Once the door is shut behind us, he slowly lowers my feet back to the ๏ฌoor. I immediately start to yell at
him and try to push him out of the way of the bedroom door, but he spins me and shoves me against the door, grabbing both of my wrists. He presses them against the wall above my head and says, โLily?โ
Heโs looking at me so intently, I stop trying to ๏ฌght him off of me and I hold my breath. His chest is pressing against mine, my back is pressed to the door. And then his mouth is on mine. Warm pressure against my lips.
Despite the strength behind them, his lips are like silk. Iโm shocked at the moan that rushes through me, and even more shocked when I part my lips and want more. His tongue slides against mine and he releases my wrists to grab my face. His kiss grows deeper and I grasp at his hair, pulling him closer, feeling the kiss in my entire body.
Both of us become a medley of moans and gasps as the kiss brings us over the edge, our bodies wanting more than our mouths can deliver. I feel his hands as he reaches down and grabs my legs, lifting me up and hooking them around his waist.
My God, this man can kiss. Itโs as if he takes kissing as seriously as he takes his profession. He begins to pull me away from the door when Iโm hit with the realization that yes, his mouth is capable of a lot. But what his mouth has failed to do is respond to everything I told him upstairs.
For all I know, Iโve just given in. Iโm giving him what he wants: a one-night stand. And thatโs the last thing he deserves right now.
I pull my mouth from his and push on his shoulders. โPut me down.โ
He keeps walking toward his bed, so I say it again. โRyle, put me down right now.โ
He stops walking and lowers me to the ๏ฌoor. I have to back away and face the other direction to gather my thoughts. Looking at him while I still feel his lips on mine is more than I can deal with right now.
I feel his arms go around my waist, and he rests his head on my shoulder. โIโm sorry,โ he whispers. He turns me around and brings a hand up to my face and brushes his thumb across my cheek. โItโs my turn now, okay?โ
I donโt respond to his touch. I keep my arms folded across my chest and wait to hear what he has to say before I allow myself to respond to his touch.
โI had that picture made the day after I took it,โ he says. โItโs been in my apartment for months now, because you were the most beautiful thing Iโd ever seen and I wanted to look at it every single day.โ
Oh.
โAnd that night I showed up at your door? I went searching for you because no one in the history of my life has ever crawled under my skin and refused to leave like you did. I didnโt know how to handle it. And the reason I sent you ๏ฌowers this week is because I am really, really proud of you for following your dream. But if I sent you ๏ฌowers every time Iโve had the urge to send you ๏ฌowers, you wouldnโt even be able to ๏ฌt inside your apartment. Because thatโs how much I think about you. And yes, Lily. Youโre right. Iโm hurting you, butย Iโmย hurting, too. And until tonight . . . I didnโt know why.โ
I have no idea how I even possibly ๏ฌnd the strength to speak after that. โWhy are you hurting?โ
He drops his forehead to mine and says, โBecause. I have no idea what Iโm doing. You make me want to be a different person, but what if I donโt know how to be what you need? This is all new to me and I want to prove to you that I want you for so much more than just one night.โ
He looks so vulnerable right now. I want to believe the genuine look in his eye, but heโs been so adamant since the day that I met him that he wants the exact opposite of what I want. And it terri๏ฌes me that Iโll give in to him and heโll walk away.
โHow do I prove myself to you, Lily? Tell me and Iโll do it.โ
I donโt know. I barely know the guy. I know him enough to know that s*x with him wonโt be enough for me, though. But how do I know s*x wonโt be the only thing he wants?
My eyes instantly lock with his. โDonโt have s*x with me.โ
He stares at me for a moment, completely unreadable. But then he starts to nod his head like heโs ๏ฌnally getting it. โOkay,โ he says, still nodding. โOkay. I will not have s*x with you, Lily Bloom.โ
He walks around me to his bedroom door and he locks it. He ๏ฌips off the light, leaving only a lamp on, and then takes off his shirt as he walks toward me.
โWhat are you doing?โ
He tosses his shirt on a chair and then slips off his shoes. โWeโre going to sleep.โ
I glance at his bed. Then at him. โRight now?โ
He nods and walks over to me. In one swift movement, he lifts my dress up and over my head, until Iโm standing in the middle of his bedroom ๏ฌoor in my bra and panties. I cover myself, but he doesnโt even look twice. He pulls me toward the bed and lifts the covers for me to crawl in. As heโs walking over to his side of the bed he says, โItโs not like we havenโt slept together before without having s*x. Piece of cake.โ
I laugh. He reaches his dresser and plugs his phone in to a charger. I take a moment to skim his bedroom. This certainly isnโt the type of spare bedroom Iโm used to. Three of my bedrooms could ๏ฌt in here. Thereโs a couch against the other wall, a chair facing a television and a full of๏ฌce off the bedroom that looks complete with a ๏ฌoor-to-ceiling library. Iโm still trying to see everything around me when the lamp goes off.
โYour sister isย really rich,โ I say as I feel him pull the covers over both of us. โWhat the hell does she do with the ten bucks an hour I pay her? Wipe her ass with it?โ
He laughs and grabs my hand, sliding his ๏ฌngers through mine. โShe probably doesnโt even cash the checks,โ he says. โHave you ever checked?โ
I havenโt. Now Iโm curious. โGoodnight, Lily,โ he says.
I canโt stop smiling, because this is kind of ridiculous. And so great.
โGoodnight, Ryle.โ
โข โข โข
I think I might be lost.
Everything is so white and so clean, itโs blinding. I shuf๏ฌe through one of the living rooms and try to ๏ฌnd my way to the kitchen. I have no idea where my dress ended up last night, so I
pulled on one of Ryleโs shirts. It falls past my knees, and I wonder if he has to buy shirts that are too big for him just so theyโll ๏ฌt his arms.
There are too many windows and way too much sun, so Iโm forced to shield my eyes as I go in search of coffee.
I push through the kitchen doors and ๏ฌnd a coffeemaker.ย Thank you, Jesus.
I set it to brew and then go in search for a mug when the
kitchen door opens behind me. I spin around and Iโm relieved to see that Allysa isnโt always a perfect concoction of makeup and jewelry. Her hair is in a messy topknot and mascara is smeared down her cheeks. She points at the coffeemaker. โIโm gonna need me some of that,โ she says. She pulls herself up on the island and then slouches forward.
โCan I ask you a question?โ I say. She barely has the energy to nod.
I wave my hand around the kitchen. โHow did this happen? How in the hell did your entire house become spotless between the party last night and me waking up just now? Did you stay up and clean?โ
She laughs. โWe have people for that,โ she says. โPeople?โ
She nods. โYep. There are people forย everything,โ she says. โYouโd be surprised. Think of something. Anything. We probably have people for it.โ
โGroceries?โ โPeople,โ she says. โChristmas dรฉcor?โ
She nods. โPeople for that, too.โ
โWhat about birthday gifts? Like for family members?โ
She grins. โYep.ย People. Everyone in my family receives a gift and a card for every occasion and I never have to lift a ๏ฌnger.โ
I shake my head. โWow. How long have you been this rich?โ โThree years,โ she says. โMarshall sold a few apps he developed
to Apple for a lot of money. Every six months, he creates updates and sells those, too.โ
The coffee transitions into a slow drip, so I grab a mug and ๏ฌll it up. โYou want anything in yours?โ I ask. โOr do you have people for
that?โ
She laughs. โYes. I have you, and Iโd like sugar, please.โ
I stir some sugar into her cup and walk it over to her, then pour myself a cup. It grows quiet for a while as I mix in creamer, waiting for her to say something about me and Ryle. The conversation is inevitable.
โCan we just get the awkwardness out of the way?โ she says.
I sigh, relieved. โPlease. I hate this.โ I face her and take a sip of my coffee. She sets hers down beside her and then grips the countertop.
โHow did that evenย happen?โ
I shake my head, trying my best not to smile like Iโm love-struck. I donโt want her to think Iโm weak, or a fool for giving in to him. โWe met before I knew you.โ
She tilts her head. โWait,โ she says. โBefore we got to know each otherย betterย or before we knew each other atย all?โ
โAt all,โ I say. โWe had a moment one night, about six months
before I met you.โ
โA moment?โ she says. โAs in . . . a one-night stand?โ
โNo,โ I say. โNo, we never even kissed until last night. I donโt know, I canโt explain it. We just had this sort of ๏ฌirtation thing going on for a really long time and it ๏ฌnally came to a head last night. Thatโs all.โ
She picks up her coffee again and takes a slow drink from it. She stares down at the ๏ฌoor for a while and I canโt help but notice she looks a little sad.
โAllysa? Youโre not mad at me, are you?โ
She immediately shakes her head. โNo, Lily. I just . . .โ She sets down her coffee cup again. โI just know my brother. And I love him. I really do. But . . .โ
โBut what?โ
Allysa and I both look in the direction of the voice. Ryle is standing in the doorway with his arms folded across his chest. Heโs wearing a pair of gray jogging pants that are barely hanging on to his hips. No shirt.ย Iโll be adding this out๏ฌt to all the other ones Iโve catalogued in my head.
Ryle pushes off the door and makes his way into the kitchen. He
walks over to me and takes my cup of coffee out of my hands. He
leans in and kisses me on the forehead, then takes a drink as he leans against the counter.
โI didnโt mean to interrupt,โ he says to Allysa. โBy all means, continue your conversation.โ
Allysa rolls her eyes and says, โStop.โ
He hands me back my cup of coffee and turns around to grab his own mug. He begins to pour from the pot. โIt sounded to me like you were about to give Lily a warning. Iโm just curious as to what you have to say.โ
Allysa hops off the counter and carries her mug to the sink. โSheโs my friend, Ryle. You donโt have the best track record when it comes to relationships.โ She washes out the mug and then leans her hip into the sink, facing us. โAs herย friend, I have the right to give her my opinion when it comes to the guys she dates. Thatโs what friendsย do.โ
Iโm suddenly feeling uncomfortable as the tension grows thicker
between the two of them. Ryle doesnโt even take a drink of his coffee. He walks toward Allysa and pours it out in the sink. Heโs standing right in front of her, but she wonโt even look at him. โWell, as yourย brother, I would hope you had a little more faith in me than you do. Thatโs whatย siblingsย do.โ
He walks out of the kitchen, shoving the door open. When heโs
gone, Allysa takes a deep breath. She shakes her head and pulls her hands up to her face. โSorry about that,โ she says, forcing a smile. โI need to shower.โ
โYou donโt have people for that?โ
She laughs as she exits the kitchen. I wash my mug in the sink and head back to Ryleโs bedroom. When I open the door, heโs sitting on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He doesnโt look up at me when I walk in and for a second, I think he might be mad at me, too. But then he tosses his phone aside and leans back into the couch.
โCome here,โ he says.
He grabs my hand and pulls me down on top of him so that Iโm straddling him. He brings my mouth to his and kisses me so hard, it makes me wonder if heโs trying to prove his sister wrong.
Ryle pulls away from my mouth and slowly rakes his eyes down my body. โI like you in my clothes.โ
I smile. โWell I have to get to work, so unfortunately, I canโt keep them on.โ
He brushes the hair from my face and says, โI have a really important surgery coming up that I need to prepare for. Which means I probably wonโt see you for a few days.โ
I try to hide my disappointment, but I have to get used to it if he really wants to try and make something work between us. Heโs already warned me that he works too much. โIโm busy, too. Grand opening is on Friday.โ
He says, โOh, Iโll see you before Friday. Promise.โ I donโt hide my grin this time. โOkay.โ
He kisses me again, this time for a solid minute. He starts to lower me to the couch, but then he shoves away from me and says. โNope. I like you too much to make out with you.โ
I lie down on the couch and watch him get dressed for work. To my enjoyment, he puts on scrubs.