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Chapter no 51 – SANSA

A Game of Thrones (A Song of Ice and Fire, #1)

They came for Sansa on the third day.

She chose a simple dress of dark grey wool, plainly cut but richly embroidered around the collar and sleeves. Her fingers felt thick and clumsy as she struggled with the silver fastenings without the benefit of servants. Jeyne Poole had been confined with her, but Jeyne was useless. Her face was puffy from all her crying, and she could not seem to stop sobbing about her father.

โ€œIโ€™m certain your father is well,โ€ Sansa told her when she had finally gotten the dress buttoned right. โ€œIโ€™ll ask the queen to let you see him.โ€ She thought that kindness might lift Jeyneโ€™s spirits, but the other girl just looked at her with red, swollen eyes and began to cry all the harder. She was such aย child.

Sansa had wept too, the first day. Even within the stout walls of Maegorโ€™s Holdfast, with her door closed and barred, it was hard not to be terrified when the killing began. She had grown up to the sound of steel in the yard, and scarcely a day of her life had passed without hearing the clash of sword on sword, yet somehow knowing that the fighting was real made all the difference in the world. She heard it as she had never heard it before, and there were other sounds as well, grunts of pain, angry curses, shouts for help, and the moans of wounded and dying men. In the songs, the knights never screamed nor begged for mercy.

So she wept, pleading through her door for them to tell her what was happening, calling for her father, for Septa Mordane, for the king, for her gallant prince. If the men guarding her heard her pleas, they gave no answer. The only time the door opened was late that night, when they thrust Jeyne Poole inside, bruised and shaking. โ€œTheyโ€™re killing everyone,โ€ the stewardโ€™s daughter had shrieked at her. She went on and on. The Hound had broken down her door with a warhammer, she said. There were bodies on the stair of the Tower of the Hand, and the steps were slick with blood. Sansa dried her own tears as she struggled to comfort her friend. They went to sleep in the same bed, cradled in each otherโ€™s arms like sisters.

The second day was even worse. The room where Sansa had been confined was at the top of the highest tower of Maegorโ€™s Holdfast. From its window, she could see that the heavy iron portcullis in the gatehouse was down, and the drawbridge drawn up over the

deep dry moat that separated the keep-within-a-keep from the larger castle that surrounded it. Lannister guardsmen prowled the walls with spears and crossbows to hand. The fighting was over, and the silence of the grave had settled over the Red Keep. The only sounds were Jeyne Pooleโ€™s endless whimpers and sobs.

They were fedโ€”hard cheese and fresh-baked bread and milk to break their fast, roast chicken and greens at midday, and a late supper of beef and barley stewโ€”but the servants who brought the meals would not answer Sansaโ€™s questions. That evening, some women brought her clothes from the Tower of the Hand, and some of Jeyneโ€™s things as well, but they seemed nearly as frightened as Jeyne, and when she tried to talk to them, they fled from her as if she had the grey plague. The guards outside the door still refused to let them leave the room.

โ€œPlease, I need to speak to the queen again,โ€ Sansa told them, as she told everyone she saw that day. โ€œSheโ€™ll want to talk to me, I know she will. Tell her I want to see her, please. If not the queen, then Prince Joffrey, if youโ€™d be so kind. Weโ€™re to marry when weโ€™re older.โ€

At sunset on the second day, a great bell began to ring. Its voice was deep and sonorous, and the long slow clanging filled Sansa with a sense of dread. The ringing went on and on, and after a while they heard other bells answering from the Great Sept of Baelor on Visenyaโ€™s Hill. The sound rumbled across the city like thunder, warning of the storm to come.

โ€œWhat is it?โ€ Jeyne asked, covering her ears. โ€œWhy are they ringing the bells?โ€

โ€œThe king is dead.โ€ Sansa could not say how she knew it, yet she did. The slow, endless clanging filled their room, as mournful as a dirge. Had some enemy stormed the castle and murdered King Robert? Was that the meaning of the fighting they had heard?

She went to sleep wondering, restless, and fearful. Was her beautiful Joffrey the king now? Or had they killed him too? She was afraid for him, and for her father. If only they would tell her what was happening . . .

That night Sansa dreamt of Joffrey on the throne, with herself seated beside him in a gown of woven gold. She had a crown on her head, and everyone she had ever known came before her, to bend the knee and say their courtesies.

The next morning, the morning of the third day, Ser Boros Blount of the Kingsguard came to escort her to the queen.

Ser Boros was an ugly man with a broad chest and short, bandy legs. His nose was flat,

his cheeks baggy with jowls, his hair grey and brittle. Today he wore white velvet, and his snowy cloak was fastened with a lion brooch. The beast had the soft sheen of gold, and his eyes were tiny rubies. โ€œYou look very handsome and splendid this morning, Ser Boros,โ€ Sansa told him. A lady remembered her courtesies, and she was resolved to be a lady no matter what.

โ€œAnd you, my lady,โ€ Ser Boros said in a flat voice. โ€œHer Grace awaits. Come with me.โ€

There were guards outside her door, Lannister men-at-arms in crimson cloaks and lion- crested helms. Sansa made herself smile at them pleasantly and bid them a good morning as she passed. It was the first time she had been allowed outside the chamber since Ser Arys Oakheart had led her there two mornings past. โ€œTo keep you safe, my sweet one,โ€ Queen Cersei had told her. โ€œJoffrey would never forgive me if anything happened to his precious.โ€

Sansa had expected that Ser Boros would escort her to the royal apartments, but instead he led her out of Maegorโ€™s Holdfast. The bridge was down again. Some workmen were lowering a man on ropes into the depths of the dry moat. When Sansa peered down, she saw a body impaled on the huge iron spikes below. She averted her eyes quickly, afraid to ask, afraid to look too long, afraid he might be someone she knew.

They found Queen Cersei in the council chambers, seated at the head of a long table littered with papers, candles, and blocks of sealing wax. The room was as splendid as any that Sansa had ever seen. She stared in awe at the carved wooden screen and the twin sphinxes that sat beside the door.

โ€œYour Grace,โ€ Ser Boros said when they were ushered inside by another of the Kingsguard, Ser Mandon of the curiously dead face, โ€œIโ€™ve brought the girl.โ€

Sansa had hoped Joffrey might be with her. Her prince was not there, but three of the kingโ€™s councillors were. Lord Petyr Baelish sat on the queenโ€™s left hand, Grand Maester Pycelle at the end of the table, while Lord Varys hovered over them, smelling flowery. All of them were clad in black, she realized with a feeling of dread. Mourning clothes . . .

The queen wore a high-collared black silk gown, with a hundred dark red rubies sewn into her bodice, covering her from neck to bosom. They were cut in the shape of teardrops, as if the queen were weeping blood. Cersei smiled to see her, and Sansa thought it was the sweetest and saddest smile she had ever seen. โ€œSansa, my sweet child,โ€ she said, โ€œI know youโ€™ve been asking for me. Iโ€™m sorry that I could not send for you sooner. Matters have been very unsettled, and I have not had a moment. I trust my people have been taking good care of you?โ€

โ€œEveryone has been very sweet and pleasant, Your Grace, thank you ever so much for asking,โ€ Sansa said politely. โ€œOnly, well, no one will talk to us or tell us whatโ€™s happened . . . โ€

โ€œUs?โ€ Cersei seemed puzzled.

โ€œWe put the stewardโ€™s girl in with her,โ€ Ser Boros said. โ€œWe did not know what else to do with her.โ€

The queen frowned. โ€œNext time, you will ask,โ€ she said, her voice sharp. โ€œThe gods only know what sort of tales sheโ€™s been filling Sansaโ€™s head with.โ€

โ€œJeyneโ€™s scared,โ€ Sansa said. โ€œShe wonโ€™t stop crying. I promised her Iโ€™d ask if she could see her father.โ€

Old Grand Maester Pycelle lowered his eyes.

โ€œHer father is well, isnโ€™t he?โ€ Sansa said anxiously. She knew there had been fighting, but surely no one would harm a steward. Vayon Poole did not even wear a sword.

Queen Cersei looked at each of the councillors in turn. โ€œI wonโ€™t have Sansa fretting needlessly. What shall we do with this little friend of hers, my lords?โ€

Lord Petyr leaned forward. โ€œIโ€™ll find a place for her.โ€ โ€œNot in the city,โ€ said the queen.

โ€œDo you take me for a fool?โ€

The queen ignored that. โ€œSer Boros, escort this girl to Lord Petyrโ€™s apartments and instruct his people to keep her there until he comes for her. Tell her that Littlefinger will be taking her to see her father, that ought to calm her down. I want her gone before Sansa returns to her chamber.โ€

โ€œAs you command, Your Grace,โ€ Ser Boros said. He bowed deeply, spun on his heel, and took his leave, his long white cloak stirring the air behind him.

Sansa was confused. โ€œI donโ€™t understand,โ€ she said. โ€œWhere is Jeyneโ€™s father? Why canโ€™t Ser Boros take her to him instead of Lord Petyr having to do it?โ€ She had promised herself she would be a lady, gentle as the queen and as strong as her mother, the Lady Catelyn, but all of a sudden she was scared again. For a second she thought she might

cry. โ€œWhere are you sending her? She hasnโ€™t done anything wrong, sheโ€™s a good girl.โ€

โ€œSheโ€™s upset you,โ€ the queen said gently. โ€œWe canโ€™t be having that. Not another word, now. Lord Baelish will see that Jeyneโ€™s well taken care of, I promise you.โ€ She patted the chair beside her. โ€œSit down, Sansa. I want to talk to you.โ€

Sansa seated herself beside the queen. Cersei smiled again, but that did not make her feel any less anxious. Varys was wringing his soft hands together, Grand Maester Pycelle kept his sleepy eyes on the papers in front of him, but she could feel Littlefinger staring. Something about the way the small man looked at her made Sansa feel as though she had no clothes on. Goose bumps pimpled her skin.

โ€œSweet Sansa,โ€ Queen Cersei said, laying a soft hand on her wrist. โ€œSuch a beautiful child. I do hope you know how much Joffrey and I love you.โ€

โ€œYouย do?โ€ Sansa said, breathless. Littlefinger was forgotten. Her prince loved her. Nothing else mattered.

The queen smiled. โ€œI think of you almost as my own daughter. And I know the love you bear for Joffrey.โ€ She gave a weary shake of her head. โ€œI am afraid we have some grave news about your lord father. You must be brave, child.โ€

Her quiet words gave Sansa a chill. โ€œWhat is it?โ€ โ€œYour father is a traitor, dear,โ€ Lord Varys said.

Grand Maester Pycelle lifted his ancient head. โ€œWith my own ears, I heard Lord Eddard swear to our beloved King Robert that he would protect the young princes as if they were his own sons. And yet the moment the king was dead, he called the small council together to steal Prince Joffreyโ€™s rightful throne.โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ Sansa blurted. โ€œHe wouldnโ€™t do that. Heย wouldnโ€™t!โ€

The queen picked up a letter. The paper was torn and stiff with dried blood, but the broken seal was her fatherโ€™s, the direwolf stamped in pale wax. โ€œWe found this on the captain of your household guard, Sansa. It is a letter to my late husbandโ€™s brother Stannis, inviting him to take the crown.โ€

โ€œPlease, Your Grace, thereโ€™s been a mistake.โ€ Sudden panic made her dizzy and faint. โ€œPlease, send for my father, heโ€™ll tell you, he would never write such a letter, the king was his friend.โ€

โ€œRobert thought so,โ€ said the queen. โ€œThis betrayal would have broken his heart. The gods are kind, that he did not live to see it.โ€ She sighed. โ€œSansa, sweetling, you must see what a dreadful position this has left us in. You are innocent of any wrong, we all know that, and yet you are the daughter of a traitor. How can I allow you to marry my son?โ€

โ€œBut Iย loveย him,โ€ Sansa wailed, confused and frightened. What did they mean to do to her? What had they done to her father? It was not supposed to happen this way. She had to wed Joffrey, they were betrothed, he was promised to her, she had even dreamed about it. It wasnโ€™t fair to take him away from her on account of whatever her father might have done.

โ€œHow well I know that, child,โ€ Cersei said, her voice so kind and sweet. โ€œWhy else should you have come to me and told me of your fatherโ€™s plan to send you away from us, if not for love?โ€

โ€œItย wasย for love,โ€ Sansa said in a rush. โ€œFather wouldnโ€™t even give me leave to say farewell.โ€ She was the good girl, the obedient girl, but she had felt as wicked as Arya that morning, sneaking away from Septa Mordane, defying her lord father. She had never done anything so willful before, and she would never have done it then if she hadnโ€™t loved Joffrey as much as she did. โ€œHe was going to take me back to Winterfell and marry me to some hedge knight, even though it was Joff I wanted. I told him, but he wouldnโ€™t listen.โ€ The king had been her last hope. The king couldย commandย Father to let her stay in Kingโ€™s Landing and marry Prince Joffrey, Sansa knew he could, but the king had always frightened her. He was loud and rough-voiced and drunk as often as not, and he would probably have just sent her back to Lord Eddard, if they even let her see him. So she went to the queen instead, and poured out her heart, and Cersei had listened and thanked her sweetly . . . only then Ser Arys had escorted her to the high room in Maegorโ€™s Holdfast and posted guards, and a few hours later, the fighting had begun outside. โ€œPlease,โ€ she finished, โ€œyouย haveย to let me marry Joffrey, Iโ€™ll be ever so good a wife to him, youโ€™ll see. Iโ€™ll be a queen just like you, I promise.โ€

Queen Cersei looked to the others. โ€œMy lords of the council, what do you say to her plea?โ€

โ€œThe poor child,โ€ murmured Varys. โ€œA love so true and innocent, Your Grace, it would be cruel to deny it . . . and yet, what can we do? Her father stands condemned.โ€ His soft hands washed each other in a gesture of helpless distress.

โ€œA child born of traitorโ€™s seed will find that betrayal comes naturally to her,โ€ said Grand Maester Pycelle. โ€œShe is a sweet thing now, but in ten years, who can say what treasons she may hatch?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ Sansa said, horrified. โ€œIโ€™m not, Iโ€™d never . . . I wouldnโ€™t betray Joffrey, I love him, I

swear it, I do.โ€

โ€œOh, so poignant,โ€ said Varys. โ€œAnd yet, it is truly said that blood runs truer than oaths.โ€

โ€œShe reminds me of the mother, not the father,โ€ Lord Petyr Baelish said quietly. โ€œLook at her. The hair, the eyes. She is the very image of Cat at the same age.โ€

The queen looked at her, troubled, and yet Sansa could see kindness in her clear green eyes. โ€œChild,โ€ she said, โ€œif I could truly believe that you were not like your father, why nothing should please me more than to see you wed to my Joffrey. I know he loves you with all his heart.โ€ She sighed. โ€œAnd yet, I fear that Lord Varys and the Grand Maester have the right of it. The blood will tell. I have only to remember how your sister set her wolf on my son.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not like Arya,โ€ Sansa blurted. โ€œShe has the traitorโ€™s blood, not me. Iโ€™mย good, ask Septa Mordane, sheโ€™ll tell you, I only want to be Joffreyโ€™s loyal and loving wife.โ€

She felt the weight of Cerseiโ€™s eyes as the queen studied her face. โ€œI believe you mean it, child.โ€ She turned to face the others. โ€œMy lords, it seems to me that if the rest of her kin were to remain loyal in this terrible time, that would go a long way toward laying our fears to rest.โ€

Grand Maester Pycelle stroked his huge soft beard, his wide brow furrowed in thought. โ€œLord Eddard has three sons.โ€

โ€œMere boys,โ€ Lord Petyr said with a shrug. โ€œI should be more concerned with Lady Catelyn and the Tullys.โ€

The queen took Sansaโ€™s hand in both of hers. โ€œChild, do you know your letters?โ€

Sansa nodded nervously. She could read and write better than any of her brothers, although she was hopeless at sums.

โ€œI am pleased to hear that. Perhaps there is hope for you and Joffrey still . . . โ€ โ€œWhat do you want me to do?โ€

โ€œYou must write your lady mother, and your brother, the eldest . . . what is his name?โ€ โ€œRobb,โ€ Sansa said.

โ€œThe word of your lord fatherโ€™s treason will no doubt reach them soon. Better that it should come from you. You must tell them how Lord Eddard betrayed his king.โ€

Sansa wanted Joffrey desperately, but she did not think she had the courage to do as the queen was asking. โ€œBut he never . . . I donโ€™t . . . Your Grace, I wouldnโ€™t know what to say

. . . โ€

The queen patted her hand. โ€œWe will tell you what to write, child. The important thing is that you urge Lady Catelyn and your brother to keep the kingโ€™s peace.โ€

โ€œIt will go hard for them if they donโ€™t,โ€ said Grand Maester Pycelle. โ€œBy the love you bear them, you must urge them to walk the path of wisdom.โ€

โ€œYour lady mother will no doubt fear for you dreadfully,โ€ the queen said. โ€œYou must tell her that you are well and in our care, that we are treating you gently and seeing to your every want. Bid them to come to Kingโ€™s Landing and pledge their fealty to Joffrey when he takes his throne. If they do that . . . why, then we shall know that there is no taint in your blood, and when you come into the flower of your womanhood, you shall wed the king in the Great Sept of Baelor, before the eyes of gods and men.โ€

. . .ย wed the kingย . . . The words made her breath come faster, yet still Sansa hesitated. โ€œPerhaps . . . if I might see my father, talk to him about . . . โ€

โ€œTreason?โ€ Lord Varys hinted.

โ€œYou disappoint me, Sansa,โ€ the queen said, with eyes gone hard as stones. โ€œWeโ€™ve told you of your fatherโ€™s crimes. If you are truly as loyal as you say, why should you want to see him?โ€

โ€œI . . . I only meant . . . โ€ Sansa felt her eyes grow wet. โ€œHeโ€™s not . . . please, he hasnโ€™t been . . . hurt, or . . . or . . . โ€

โ€œLord Eddard has not been harmed,โ€ the queen said. โ€œBut . . . whatโ€™s to become of him?โ€

โ€œThat is a matter for the king to decide,โ€ Grand Maester Pycelle announced ponderously.

Theย king!ย Sansa blinked back her tears. Joffrey was the king now, she thought. Her gallant prince would never hurt her father, no matter what he might have done. If she went to him and pleaded for mercy, she was certain heโ€™d listen. Heย hadย to listen, he loved her, even the queen said so. Joff would need to punish Father, the lords would

expect it, but perhaps he could send him back to Winterfell, or exile him to one of the Free Cities across the narrow sea. It would only have to be for a few years. By then she and Joffrey would be married. Once she was queen, she could persuade Joff to bring Father back and grant him a pardon.

Only . . . if Mother or Robb did anything treasonous, called the banners or refused to swear fealty orย anything, it would all go wrong. Her Joffrey was good and kind, she knew it in her heart, but a king had to be stern with rebels. She had to make them understand, sheย hadย to!

โ€œIโ€™ll . . . Iโ€™ll write the letters,โ€ Sansa told them.

With a smile as warm as the sunrise, Cersei Lannister leaned close and kissed her gently on the cheek. โ€œI knew you would. Joffrey will be so proud when I tell him what courage and good sense youโ€™ve shown here today.โ€

In the end, she wrote four letters. To her mother, the Lady Catelyn Stark, and to her brothers at Winterfell, and to her aunt and her grandfather as well, Lady Lysa Arryn of the Eyrie, and Lord Hoster Tully of Riverrun. By the time she had done, her fingers were cramped and stiff and stained with ink. Varys had her fatherโ€™s seal. She warmed the pale white beeswax over a candle, poured it carefully, and watched as the eunuch stamped each letter with the direwolf of House Stark.

Jeyne Poole and all her things were gone when Ser Mandon Moore returned Sansa to the high tower of Maegorโ€™s Holdfast. No more weeping, she thought gratefully. Yet somehow it seemed colder with Jeyne gone, even after sheโ€™d built a fire. She pulled a chair close to the hearth, took down one of her favorite books, and lost herself in the stories of Florian and Jonquil, of Lady Shella and the Rainbow Knight, of valiant Prince Aemon and his doomed love for his brotherโ€™s queen.

It was not until later that night, as she was drifting off to sleep, that Sansa realized she had forgotten to ask about her sister.

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