I Get All the Candy
When Grover shook me awake, I felt like Iโd been asleep for eight seconds.
Annabeth was already rushing out the door. She gave me a kiss. โGood luck.โ
Then she kissed Grover on the forehead and told him the same thing.
Five minutes later, I was out the door too with an incredible case of bed head and clothes covered in hellhound fur.
First stop: home. The apartment was empty, but it felt good to use a shower that didnโt spit fire. I changed clothes and walked over to the Cracked Teapot.
My mom was at her favorite table, sipping herbal tea and staring at her laptop.
โPercy!โ
She always greeted me with such enthusiasm. It was nice, except when I remembered it was partly because she was surprised to find me still alive.
She gave me a hug. โDo you need any breakfast? They have scones today.โ
This was a big selling point for my mom. Scones had never excited me, though. They always tasted like dehydrated muffin bricks.
โIโm good,โ I said. โJust wanted to let you know whatโs happening.โ โPlease!โ she said. โSounds much more fun than revisions.โ
I told her about my week at Hecateโs. The more I talked, the more Mom tapped her fingers against her cup, like she was channeling all her worry into the porcelain. If sheโd had my sea powers, she probably wouldโve been stirring up a tempest in her teapot.
โQuite an ordeal,โ she conceded. โBut at least you got the animals back.โ
โYeah โฆ except the hardest part is still to come. If this raising-the-dead thing doesnโt work outโโ
โHey.โ She reached across the table and took my hand. It reminded me of when I was a little kid. Sometimes Iโd felt like the world was spinning too fast. I couldnโt process all the sounds and lights. My mom would tell me to
focus on holding her hand. She wouldnโt let go until I felt steadier. โYouโre going to be fine,โ she said now.
It didnโt matter that her own hand was trembling. I knew she was as scared as I was. But that was okay as long as we were scared together.
โYeah,โ I said. โOf course.โ
โJust support Annabeth. If sheโs holding the torches, sheโs going to need you tonight.โ
โIs that a secret mom-life-hack?โ I asked. โHow you keep from getting too freaked out?โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โLike โฆ focus on the people you love. They need you; you canโt afford to get overwhelmed, so you keep it together.โ
She laughed. โMaybe so. All I know is that you and Annabeth and Grover are going to get through this.โ
Optimismโanother of my momโs superpowers.
I remembered my talk with Grover yesterday. Heโd been so worried that heโd subconsciously sabotaged us so Annabeth and I couldnโt leave for California. I thought about the temptations Hecate had left in our pathโthe strawberry potion, the library, the torchesโalmost like sheย wantedย us to fail.
Crossroads were Hecateโs thing. Whether I liked it or not, I was standing at one now. Everything was going to change one way or another. I just wished the options didnโt all feel so terrifying. Why couldnโt Hecate be waiting at
the intersection with a helpful map and a selection of refreshing beverages?
My first meeting with her in the principalโs office, when sheโd turned into a fiery triple-headed horrorfest, had been enough to reduce me to a terrified child with a loose bladder. I couldnโt imagine what it would be like for an actual child to encounter the goddess.
โIโve got to ask you something.โ I told my mom about the apparition Iโd been seeingโthe child on the bike, leaving behind a pair of broken glasses.
โThat was you, wasnโt it?โ
She stared at the steam coming off her teacup. โI wondered โฆ when you mentioned Gramercy Park. So thatย wasย Hecateโs house.โ
Iโd been pretty sure I was right. Now that I knew, I had a sudden urge to take away all of Hecateโs candy corn. Certain things should be off-limits,
even for gods. Harassing my mom was at the top of that listโespecially when she was a child.
I had a lot of questions. As usual, the most random thought came out first. โI didnโt know you wore glasses.โ
She smiled wistfully, the way she does when she looks at old photographs. โI havenโt since that day. My family made me wear them because I was seeing things โฆ differently.โ
โThrough the Mist.โ
Sheโd always been able to do that. Some rare mortals could, but Iโd never considered how hard that wouldโve been for her as a kid.
โThey were just trying to help,โ she said. โThey were worried. When other kids saw a mounted police officer riding down the street, I saw a pegasus.
That kind of thing. We used to live near Gramercy Park West. One day, when I was riding my bike down the street, I saw that mansion, shifting and blending into the buildings around it. Those tombstone walls.โ
โYep,โ I said. โHecate definitely has an aesthetic.โ
My mom frowned. โAn old lady was standing on the porch. Just one head, and no fiery aura. She looked like a witch, thoughโblack robes, white hair. She saw me on my bike, gawking at her house. I figured she would yell at me for staring, but instead she said something surprising.โ
I remembered the voice from my vision. โLet me guess. โThere is nothing wrong with your sight.โโ
My mom nodded. โShe flicked her hand at me and the glasses brokeโ fell right off my face. Then she said, โYou arrived too late. Move along.
Find another life.โ I was so scared โฆ. Like I told you, I havenโt been back to Gramercy Park since. But afterward, when I looked through the Mist, I kind of understood what was happening. I told my family my eyes felt better. I learned not to mention the strange things I saw. In a way, Hecate helped
me.โ
I tried to imagine what it wouldโve been like if Hecateโs school was still open back then. Would she have invited my mom inside to meet the hellhound and polecat? Would Sally Jackson have become a witch? I knew my mom could do anything she set her mind to. But that path would have been so different โฆ. Would I ever have been born?
I felt like I needed to apologize, but I wasnโt sure what for. Hecate had scared her and hadnโt offered her a chance to learn magic. On the other hand, my mom had turned out great. Did I really want her to have a life like
Galeโs? Also, I had been born. I had to consider that a plus. So why did I feel guilty?
โChiron told me that not all of Hecateโs ghosts are dead spirits,โ I recalled. โHe said the worst ones are memories and regrets โฆ like choices we never made.โ
She studied my face. She scooted her chair back and stood, which was getting increasingly difficult for her as the baby got bigger. โCome here, you.โ
I got up and let her wrap me in a hug.
โThat ghost youโre seeing?โ she said. โThat may be a memory, but I have no regrets.โ
She held my shoulders and looked me in the eye. โMy life is wonderful.
Youย are wonderful. I think youโre seeingย Hecateโsย regrets. If anyone needs your help and understanding, itโs her.โ
That was the most Sally Jackson thing to say ever. A goddess had scared her, changed her life, and then years later threatened to incinerate her son if he didnโt pet-sit her animals correctly. And my momโs reaction wasย That poor immortal goddess must really be hurting. You should help her.
โYouโd better get going,โ she added. โYouโre going to be late for school. Dinner tomorrow, after this is all over?โ
Straight back into classic mom mode.
โYouโre right,โ I said. โYeah. Dinner tomorrow. Iโll try not to bring any undead with me.โ
She laughed. โIโd prefer to see Annabeth and Grover. But your friends are always welcome, dead or otherwise.โ
I had to hustle to school, but the stop had been worth it. The entire train ride to Queens, I was thinkingย Yeah, I can do this!ย rather thanย Yeah, Iโm going to die!
I got through my tests and homework assignments. I pretended to know things. I guess my teachers appreciated the effort. Fourth period, I hoped to find Mr. Brunner still substituting, but my regular teacher, Dr. Sharma, had returned. She looked disappointed that I hadnโt yet picked a forgotten historical figure for my project. I told her I was thinking about Gale from ancient Greece.
โWho?โ she asked, then apparently realized I had passed theย forgotten
portion of the assignment. โNever mind. I look forward to reading it.โ
At lunchtime, I headed to the counselorโs office. I didnโt actually expect
Eudora to be there, but this time I wasnโt going to take AWOL for an answer.
I said hi to Sicky Frog, who stared at me dejectedly from his usual spot on
the wall. At least I could leave whenever I wantedโhe was stuck there. I sat
in a too-small plastic chair left over from AHSโs past life as an elementary school. I stared at the empty space behind Eudoraโs desk.
โI know you can hear me,โ I said. โWe need to talk.โ I waited.
โCome on, Eudora,โ I cajoled. โI was just getting ready to tell my dad how great youโve been as my counselorโalways there for me, always helpfulโโ
โPercy!โ Eudora swept into the office from whatever broom closet sheโd been hiding in. โWhat a nice surprise!โ
โYouโve been avoiding me,โ I said.
โWhat?โ Her eye twitched behind her bottle-thick glasses. โNot at all!โ I stared at her.
A rivulet of seawater trickled down the side of her face from her seashell hairdo.
โItโs not reallyย you,โ she said. โItโs just โฆโ โHecate is terrifying,โ I guessed.
โHecateย isย terrifying!โ She exhaled, deflating into her chair. โOh, cockleshells! When she took over the principalโs office, I thought I wouldย die, and Iโm immortal! Have you seen what sheโs up to now?โ
โI โฆ What?โ
She plucked a shell from her hairdo and set it on the desk. A tiny jet of water shot upward, making a miniature fountain. At the top of the spout, where the water curled back on itself like a mushroom cloud, an image rippled into clarity.
Hecate was dancing down a gravel path at night, following a crowd of costumed revelers through a graveyard. The partyers wore black robes
speckled with red. Their faces were painted chalky white. Some carried candles. Others bore plates of round pastries. Hecate held her torches out to either side and glowing spirits rose from the earth, joining the parade.
The souls flocked toward her, crowding around and clawing at her robes with their ghostly hands. When they got too close, Hecate crossed her
torches, making an X over her chest, and the spirits disappeared again like dust blown away in a breeze.
Hmm, interesting โฆ
The crowd carried on. Hecate laughed and followed the celebration. โWhere is that?โ I asked.
โThe Philippines, I believe,โ Eudora said. โThey have a tradition called Pangangaluluwaโappeasing souls with food and festivity.โ She shook her head. โI know I shouldnโt be doomsquirting, but I canโt help following her progress! If she makes her way back here, I doย notย want to run into her in the faculty lounge. Especially โฆโ
She stopped herself, looking guiltily at me. โEspecially if I fail?โ I asked.
โNo! Iโm sure you wonโt fail.โ She hesitated. โWill you?โ
โLove the confidence.โ I told her what weโd been doing all week and that we needed to put the mansion back in order before Hecate returned in the morning. โAny advice? Any gifts from the sea that might help?โ
Eudoraโs doomsquirt fountain fizzled out.
โPerhaps you should run and hide,โ she said, solidifying her front-runner status for Guidance Counselor of the Year. โI should probably make
arrangements to visit the Mariana Trench for the rest of the term.โ โWait โฆ why would Hecate come afterย you?โ
The Nereid winced. She seemed so uptight, I was afraid one of us would
dissolve into water and get flushed through the floor. That tended to happen in Eudoraโs office. Instead, she picked up her shell and returned it to her hair.
โI may have, ah, suggested you โฆโ Eudora said. โFor Hecateโs task.โ โYouย what?!โ
She swallowed. โHecate ambushed me! She showed up on Olympus and
โฆ well, she asked me what I thought of you. I was shocked! She hadnโt spoken to me since 1914! IโI was desperate to impress her. And foolishly
โฆ I said you were quite competent.โ โThanks?โ
โI panicked! And now, if you fail, that meansย Iย failed. Oh, she wonโt forgive me a second time.โ
โI still donโtโWait.โ
Iโm a little slow on the uptake. But when a puzzle finally starts coming together, I can usually finish it without having to bash too many of the
pieces into place.
โAย second time,โ I said. โNineteen fourteen. Thatโs the last year Hecate ran her magic school. You were part of that?โ
Eudora stared at Sicky Frog. They looked equally miserable.
โThe school was my idea,โ she confessed. โHecate gets soย gloomyย when sheโs on her own. Itโs not healthy for her or her animals. I thought she would find it rewarding to teach young witches. And for a while, she did. I was the counselor and admissions director. I would bring promising students to her: demigods, mortals, nymphs, centaurs โฆ all sorts. But when things fell apart
โฆโ
โWhat happened?โ
She shrugged listlessly. โWar. Itโsย alwaysย a war. Our students started taking sides, arguing with one another. It escalated from name-calling to violence to potion-flinging.โ
โPotion-flinging is bad.โ
Eudora nodded. โThe students needed โฆ more than we could give them.
Empathy. Opportunities for healthy communication. I didnโt know how to
close the rift. And Hecate, well, she believes in crossroads, in people making their own choices, even if all the choices are bad. She refused to intervene.
Things got nasty toward the end. Then she kicked everyone out, swore never to teach again. She blamed me for putting her in that position.โ
โOh.โ
I felt bad for Eudora. It sounded like sheโd been doing exactly what my mom had recommendedโtrying to help a goddess who was hurting. And it backfired spectacularly. Iโd seen what could happen when infighting started among demigodsโchoosing sides, calling names, throwing blame and
sometimes weapons. Just last summer, Iโd watched two rival camps almost destroy each other and the whole world in the process. Hecate had sabotaged herself, just like she seemed to be sabotaging us now. I was going to have to take away her candy cornย andย her kรผrtลskalรกcs.
โIโm sorry that happened to you,โ I said.
Eudora sighed. โWhat was I thinking? A magic school! Can you imagine such a thing?โ
โYeah. Wild.โ
โAnd now, if you leave her mansion in a state of disrepair โฆโ โGot it.โ
โAndย Iย recommended you! I am a fool!โ
โDonโt beat yourself up. A lot of people make the mistake of recommending me.โ
She put her head in her hands. โAll I wanted to do was help. So many talented young people in the world and they donโt all fit in the demigod camps! If Hecate still had her school, for instance, perhaps I could have placed those lovely nymph sisters after they fled Circeโs Island!โ
โAh, yeah. Them.โ
โInstead, they went into retail!โ She frowned. โI wonder how theyโre doing
โฆ.โ
I cleared my throat. This seemed like a good time to leave.
I stood, but I couldnโt make myself go when Eudora looked so distraught.
I didnโt have my momโs talent for comforting people; still, I felt like I had to try.
โI wonโt fail,โ I told Eudora. โThis wonโt blow back on you.โ She looked up at me. โAreโare you sure?โ
โTotally,โ I said. This was totally a lie. I had no idea how to solve our problems. I just knew they had to be solvedโfor our sakes, and Eudoraโs, and even Hecateโs. Maybe believing I could figure it out was the first step to figuring it out.
โThis has been a great pep talk,โ I told her. โYouโve inspired me.โ โI have?โ
โYou bet. Just one last thing for luck. Trick or treat?โ She stared at me. I pointed at the Jolly Ranchers.
โOh,โ she said.
I mustโve looked like I needed all the help I could get. She handed me the entire jar.