Someone clears their throat. A male. โHeyโฆyou down there. Do you have any clue how hard you are to find?โ
I stiffen at the husky words, embarrassed that Ryker has, once again,
caught me with my butt straight up in the air. This time Iโm scrounging around on the bookstore floor, looking on every shelf for the right workbook for my next class.
โWhat do you want?โ I say without looking at him, tautness in my tone, although itโs a bit muffled from speaking while bent over.
โYou. I told you last night weโd talk, and here I am.โ
Ignoring him, I move another collection of books aside on the shelf, but my search is fruitless. A long frustrated groan comes from me.
โWe do have a class to get to, so today would be nice,โ he says from above me, โalthough the view from here isย stellar. Your curves areโฆlush.โ
Heโs staring at my ass.
โKeep your eyeballs in your head, quarterback.โ โHard to do when youโre bent over.โ
โTry harder,โ I snap.
I huff out a breath and put my hand on the shelf above me to help me stand up. Ryker immediately extends a hand, his fingers clasping mine as he heaves me up. Itโs the third time weโve touched skin to skinโyes, Iโm countingโand I inhale sharply as the sensation ripples up my arm and out like waves from a skipped rock on the water. Breathlessly, I stare down at the place where our hands are joined, and heโs looking as well, a look of speculation on his face. He swallows and drops my hand swiftly. His face changes, closing in and shuttering like a window, becoming contained.
No one really knows him, I think, except Maverick.
What I do know is heโs a god on the football field, an authoritative kickass quarterback that has kept Waylon in the top ten of the SEC for the past three years. Back last year, there was even talk of Ryker being a Heisman candidate, but that day is long goneโฆ
I glance down at my hand, my skin burning where we touched, as if an electric current has had its way with me. I press my palm against my leggings.
I blame my reaction on the early morning, my lack of breakfast, and the search for the missing workbook.
โWhat do you want anyway? Iโm busy.โ
Amusement gleams in his eyes. โDamn. No one talks to me the way you do.โ
I shrug. โI see you for what you are.โ A quick smirk. โA hot quarterback?โ โAn asshole,โ I correct him.
โSome girls love assholes.โ โI donโt.โ My arms cross.
โI think you do. Iโve seen the romance books you bring to class, the ones with bare-chested men on the covers.โ
โThose are called alpha-holes.โ
โI see. This romance novel thing has its own lingo, then?โ โDoesnโt everything?โ
He grins. โWhat kind of football lingo do you know?โ โThat youโre a gunslinger.โ
He straightens, interest lighting his gaze.
I shake my head. โYou really think I wrote that article about you and didnโt research the hell out of it? And for your information, a gunslinger is a quarterback whose arm is good for long, deep passes.โ
He rubs his jaw. โAre you saying youโre a secret Ryker Voss stalker?โ I stiffen. โThe interest was strictly professional.โ
โSo youโve never checked out my Instagram or Twitter?โ
โNever.โ Okay, I have. In fact, I did last night after texting with him. All I found were a few pics of him hanging out with Blaze and Maverick, some of his workout routineโdamn, his body is tightโand a few random shots of a tiny white kitten.
Butโฆ
I wonโt let the fact that he likes small animals soften me. He grins. โYou blush when you lie, Penelope.โ
โIโm not blushing.โ My face is hot as hell.
He considers me. โYou find what you were looking for down there?โ
I huff out a breath and put my hand on my hip. โNo. Itโs the stupid workbook for class. Weโre supposed to have it by today and here I amโฆ scrambling.โ I run a hand through my hair.
โYouโre stressed out.โ Itโs a statement, not a question. โYes.โ
He fishes around in his black backpack and pulls out a paperback book, flashing the red and black cover at me, a small grin on his face. โThis the one?โ
โDonโt tell me you got the last one.โ
He shrugs. โSomeone delivered it to my dorm before classes started.โ โJersey chaser?โ I smirk.
โNo, just a service the administration provides for athletes.โ He pauses.
โYou seem to think I donโt do anything for myself. I assure you; Iโm a grown man.โ
Indeed, he is.
His broad shoulders shift, calling attention to his untucked, blue pinstriped button-up shirt thatโs rolled up, displaying his muscled, tanned arms. My eyes get hung up on his golden arm hair. Itโs nothing too crazy, mind you, but something about it on him is so fucking hot that my brain hurts.
I silently curse myself. This predilection for hair has never happened to me before. Itโs justโฆhim.
His shirt hugs his chest, shaping and contouring to his muscles. My eyes drift down, taking in the khaki pants that are tight against his crotch.
How big is his cock? Is it in proportion to the rest of his body? Because
damnโ
โPenelope.โ
I blink. โYeah?โ My gaze finds his and is captured by his piercing blue- green eyes. They gleam as he studies me intently as if trying to suss out something important about me.
Itโs like weโre both perplexed when weโre around each other. Again, I blame my lack of sustenance.
I donโt know what his excuse is.
He continues. โI want to help you with something.โ โHow magnanimous of you,โ I say tartly. โBut go on.โ
โWill you just listen?โ He rakes a hand through his long hair and tugs on the ends.
My equilibrium is thrown by the earnestness in his voice, and I chew on my lip. โFine. Talk.โ I lean against the shelf.
He nods. โFirst of all, the date bet at Sugarโs was not my idea, and I know thatโs not an excuse and itโs on me for taking Archerโs baitโฆโ His voice drifts off. โI wanted to apologize right away, but you ran off to the back, and Charisma refused to let me see you. Plus, I did have to get home and change my pants.โ
โSo I heard.โ I cock my hip.
His eyes capture mine. โIโm really sorry I hurt you. It was shitty.โ โIt was.โ
He clears his throat. โI want to do you a solid and make up for the bet.โ โLike what?โ I could bring up the homecoming party, but I waffle. In the
wee hours of last night, it seemed like a good idea, but Iโm not sure being around Ryker is a good idea. He makes me feel weird things.
A slow smile builds on his face as he takes me in, sweeping over my red pointy-toed flats, gray leggings, and roomy black sweatshirt that readsย Forks, Seattle. He looks around the bookstore with a bit of bemusement on his face as if he canโt believe what heโs about to say.
โWhat?โ I ask, feeling cross at him because heโs relaxed, and Iโm still pissy because I donโt have my workbook.
His eyes come back to me. โWho is it that you want? Answer me that and youโll know what Iโm here to help you with.โ
My eyes flare. โYou donโt mean Connor, do you?โ He nods.
I pause. โYouโre going to get Connor Dimpleshitz as myโIโm just throwing out a guess hereโboyfriend?โ
A shrug. โLetโs just say โget you a dateโย for now. Itโs up to you to make the boyfriend thing happen, although I donโt doubt you can manage it. Youโre a pretty girl, and surely, you have game.โ His voice is doubtful as he stares at my sweatshirt.
โI have game!โ
โUh-huh.โ His tone is dry.
I shake my head. โButโฆwhy?โ
โBecause you like him, and I want to do something nice. In factโฆI bet you I can get him to askย youย on a date.โ
โReally?โ I say skeptically. โAnother bet? Thatโs your answer?โ He inclines his head. โYou know you canโt resist a bet from me.โ My eyes narrow. โWho told you that?โ
His lips curl up in a grin. โYou love to prove me wrong. Itโs obvious every time you see me.โ
โGod, I do love knocking you down a peg.โ
He laughs, and I suck in a quick breath at the way it lights up his face. Some of the earlier tension related to the bet fiasco eases, but not all of it. He has apologizedโvery well, I might addโbut Iโm still wary. On the other hand, I remind myself I still need a date to homecoming in four weeks, and if he can get me Connorโฆ
โAnd if you win and he does ask me out, what are the stakes?โ โNo stakes. Just your forgiveness. Iโm doing this for you.โ Oh. Thatโs unexpected. โYou really are sorry arenโt you?โ
He gives me a small nod. โYes.โ
With a wave of my hands, I indicate my body. โBasically, youโre saying Iโm so awful I need help getting male attention?โ
โAwful? Youโre hot as hell, but Iโm going to show you exactly how to have him eating out of your hands.โ
A full body flush washes over me.ย Hot as hell?ย I mean, sure my hair is long and wavy and my eyes are okay when Iโm not hiding them with my glassesโฆ
But I need clarification.
I push up todayโs eyeglasses, jade green with little jewels in the corners, and study him. โAnd just out of curiosity, how would you describe me to a
friend, Ryker? Be honest. Am I the girl with the nice personality? What do I have thatโs working for me?โ
Am I fishing for compliments from him? AM I?ย Shit. I am.
He rakes his gaze over me and strokes his chin, studying me. Then he maneuvers to walk around me in a circle.
โWhat am I? A horse?โ
He makes someย hmmmย noises, the kind I make when Iโm working on a serious math problem.
I roll my eyes. โWell, do I pass inspection?โ Heโs back in front of me and gives me a nod. โVerdict?โ I ask, exasperated.
โHow tall are you?โ
I stand straighter. โFive ten.โ
โI dig tall chicks,โ he says and then clears his throat. โTall works well with Connor, too.โ
โMmmm.โ
His gaze lingersโฆeverywhere. โYour ass is spectacular, but I canโt see it for your sweatshirtโexcept when you bend over,โ he adds with a grin. โPersonally, I like a girl who doesnโt flaunt everything, but Connorโฆyou might need to get his attention. He seems a little unaware of his surroundings.โ
He really is! I recall how I would attempt to talk to him last year, and he never noticed.
โSo youโre saying my ass is my bestย asset?โ
โNo.โ He meets my gaze. โYour gray eyes are pretty. I like the little flecks of white and gold around your pupils. Theyโre nice.โ
Nice.ย I grimace. โWhy, Ryker, youโre a poet.โ
He shrugs. โYour best asset is your hair. You should wear it down moreโฆโ He pauses, his eyes roving over the wavy curls that drape over my shoulder. โEvery man who sees it down imagines his hands wrapped around those strands as heโs taking you from behind.โ
I canโt breathe. What started out as a fun exchange is now layered with tension and heat. The air grows warm inside the bookstore, even though Iโm clearly standing near one of the air conditioning vents.
A long silence follows as we both stare at each other.
Iโm ticked that heโs described a submissive scenario, but the hot-blooded woman in me only hears his sex-on-a-stick, husky voice, the one that makes my body vibrate and chime. My head goes to the book Iโm reading. I picture us on a ship with billowing masts. Heโs wearing a white linen shirtโwet, of course, although I donโt know why, perhaps from sea sprayโand his golden hair is mussed. Heโs caught me and has me bent over the captainโs wheel, my emerald green silk dress bunched up in the back and held secure with his fists
as he slides his thick cock inside me, his breath ragged, his hands tangled in my hairโฆ
Damn him.
I suck in a deep breath.ย Forget the pirate! Itโs never going to happen!
โIโm always saying crazy shit when Iโm around you.โ His face is pink as he scrubs at the scruff on his cheeks. โI apologize for being soโโ
He freezes, pausing mid-sentence, his eyes over my shoulder. โFor being so what?โ
But his attention is diverted, and he grabs my shoulders to turn me so I see what he does. โForget that. Look.โ
โWhat are you doing? Look at what?โ His touch is fire, and it makes me nervous and excited at the same time. I wonder what it would feel like to have those big football hands slide down my arms andโ
Focus, Penelope.ย I take a gander around the store, my eyes roving. โI donโt see anything.โ
โLook to the left.โ
I scan the place. โNew nose plugs for the diving team? A new rack of lipstick, which I should probably check outโโ I stop on one person, and a small excited squeal of surprise pops out. โOh my God, The Unicorn is here.โ Wearing his signature ball cap and a Wildcats shirt with his glasses tucked into the neckline is Connor, looking so studious and intelligent as he takes in the new line of mechanical pencils, probably to do his math problems with. I look back at Ryker, whoโs dropped his hands from my shoulders and is watching my face as I take in my crush. โSo, what do I do? How are you going to help me?โ
Thereโs a quizzical look on his face. โWhy do you like him anyway?โ โHeโs smart and nice.โ
An eyebrow arches. โThatโs all you require? Donโt you think you deserve more?โ
I squint up at him. โLike you?โ
He shrugs. โYour words, not mine.โ โStuff it, quarterback.โ
โBut you like him? Heโsย the oneย for you?โ He narrows his eyes at me. โWhy canโt you just talk to him? You talk to me.โ
See, thatโs the questionโฆ โYouโre not shy,โ Ryker says.
I shake my head. โIโm a bookworm but not shy.โ โSo?โ
I stare at my shoes. Itโs easier to be honest when Iโm not looking at his chiseled face. โI know you and I will never be a thing, I guess, so itโs easy to talk to you.โ
โAh.โ
I nod, feeling the need to clarify. โI donโt date football players.โ I play with the gold locket necklace around my neck, the one my mom gave me on my tenth birthday. Thereโs a picture of her holding me on the day I was born. Just her. Not my dad. โI avoid guys who arenโt likely to stick around. Connor is solid.โ
Ryker eyes the necklace then looks back into my eyes. โYou could have a hundred Connors if you wanted.โ
Damn. Thatโs sweet.
A small sigh escapes me. โIโm not like the girls you know, Ryker. Iโm not a hook-up. Iโm a virโโ I stop.
โWhat?โ
I shake my head. โNothing.โ
Several moments pass as we stand there. Heโs studying me and then Connor.
I canโt take the silence anymore. โWhat on earth are you thinking about?โ โAbout how far youโre willing to go to get the guy you want.โ He chews
on his bottom lip, a focused look on his face as if heโs contemplating robbing the place.
โYouโre scaring me,โ I say on a laugh.
A resolute expression flits across his features, like heโs come to a decision. He hands me the coveted workbook. His hand doesnโt touch mine this time, and I think itโs on purpose, but Iโm glad. I donโt want to have those kinds of feelings about Ryker, and I guess the desire is mutual.
โFirst, take this. Itโs yours. I donโt want you stressing out today in class.โ
I blink down at the workbook. โBut then you wonโt have one, and Professor White is a hardassโheโll call you out.โ
โDonโt you worry about me, Red. Iโll get one.โ His eyes are focused over my shoulder, and I know heโs watching Connor.
I straighten. โNo oneโand I meanย no oneโcalls me that. Donโt even try.โ I frown down at the workbook. โBut letโs focus on this. Why are you giving your prize to me?โ
โSo you wonโt be mad when I do this. Just slap me when itโs over.โ Slap him?ย What?
With a flourish, he drops his backpack, sweeps me into his arms, and kisses me in the middle of the bookstore.