Iย stand in front of the mirror in the restroom and gasp. Holy moly, Iโm a total disaster. Red is on my shirt, my neck, my cheek, and thereโs even a dab in my hair. I let out a heavy sigh as I wipe at it with a wet paper towel. At least my hair is auburn and the red will just blend right in. I scrub at the stain on my shirt, but all I end up doing is making a giant wet spot.
โForget it,โ I mutter to myself a few minutes later as I straighten my lopsided messy bun and adjust my glasses. My makeup is faded, and I reach into my apron for a tube of cherry red lipstick then quickly swipe it over my mouth. Like thatโs going to improve the situation. I need a makeover and new clothes stat.
I walk out of the restroom and take in Sugarโs Bar and Grill, a restaurant in Magnolia, Mississippi. The dinner rush is over, but a few stragglers will come in, mostly college students. Only a block from campus, Sugarโs has a modern farmhouse feel with galvanized steel light fixtures, pale pine floors, and straight-back metal chairs, but the foodโฆwell, thatโs what keeps the place hopping. Itโs the only restaurant near campus to get anything you want served up with a side of fresh fried green tomatoes. Their menu also features Southern classics, such as chicken and dumplings or macaroni and cheese with bacon sprinkled on top. Just thinking about it makes my stomach rumble. I was so wrapped up in writing during my break that I forgot to eat.
I sigh and head to the football table, where they promptly hand over the money. โNice doing business with you, boys,โ I say before flouncing off, feeling Rykerโs eyes on me the entire time.
Whatโs his deal with me?
I mean, youโd think heโd want to avoid me because of the article, but itโs as if his mission is to be around me as much as he can. In fact, Iโm not even sure he knewย whoย I was before I wrote it since we donโt run in the same circles. I suspect heโs torturing me.
I push him out of my head and walk over to a table that needs bussing, picking up half-empty soda glasses and putting them on my tray. The door chimes, signaling that someone has come in, and I raise my head to seeโ
Whoa.
I freeze.
Bring out the angels and cue the hallelujah chorus.
Nowย thatโsย the kind of man I should be writing sexy scenes about.
Standing at the door is Connor Dimpleshitzโyes, his surname is unfortunate, but his IQ makes up for it. Iโve been crushing on him since our sociology class last semester.
Framed by a golden halo of sunlight as it glints through the windows, I decide heโs what would happen if Albert Einstein and Henry Cavill had a baby. โA hot genius. The perfect unicorn,โ I murmur to myself.
I chew on my lip, debating on whether to mosey up to him and say hi or hide.
Hide wins. I know, Iโm a little ridiculous, especially since we have calculus together this semester and heโll obviously see me at some point in class.
But then Iโll have good hair and ketchup-free clothes.
I quickly survey the possibilities for my escape as the hostess seats him in another serverโs section. My eyes land on the right side of the restaurant, where I could make a mad dash for the kitchen, but heโs bound to see me darting since Iโd have to walk past him. Plus, I want to hang around and watch him without him knowing.
I come to a decision. Wrangling the tray of half-empty sodas I cleared, I quickstep it over to the back left corner, the farthest away from the double doors of the entrance. I maneuver my body into an awkward hunkering position behind a huge potted plant with wide fan-shaped leaves. At least five feet tall with a gnarly brown trunk, the green monster is perfect camouflage.
I peek around a big leaf thatโs in dire need of a good dusting, judging by the motes floating around. Feeling paranoid that someone is a witness to my absurdity, I throw a quick glance over my shoulder to make sure no oneโs around.
Ryker. Shit.
Heโs staring at me from the football table, and thereโs a glint in his gaze, as if heโs wondering what Iโm doing.
I scowl and stick my tongue out at him. He makes me feel so rebellious and flustered andโฆexcited.
I canโt even stop myself.ย Ugh.
His expression deepens in amusement, and I grimace, realizing my butt is sticking out. His annoying eyebrow jacks up and says,ย What the hell are you doing?
With eye telepathy I tell him toย mind his own freaking business.
I pointedly turn my back on him and focus on The Unicorn.
A few seconds later, a familiar deep voice resonates from behind me, making me start. โYou look a little flustered, Penelope. Spying on someone for your next story, perhaps?โ
I freeze. Blink. His voice is husky and lower than before when he was calling meย garรงon, the tone reminding me of languid summer nights under a
starry Southern sky while he gives me deep, passionate kissesโ
Good Lord. Stop your daydreaming.ย Must. Stop. Reading. Romances. I heave out a sigh and turn around to face Ryker.
What the hell does he want now?
โI donโt submit to theย Wildcat Weeklyย anymore,โ I say.
I worked for them most of last year, covering the home games and a few random articles. With a dad who was in the NFL, I know a lot about football, but when Sugarโs offered me more hours, I took it.
โNo more football stories, huh?โ
I shrug, my gaze taking in his chiseled cheekbones, the curve of his full lips, the hint of scruff on his jaw.ย Dammit, why is he so gorgeous? โWhat can I say? I covered the most fascinating story last semesterโyou. Guess I went out on a high note.โ
He nods, taking that dig. โI always noticed you at the games.โ I scoff. โI didnโt think girls like me were on your radar.โ
โYou sat near the third row at the fifty-yard line taking notes at every home game.โ His eyes drift over me. โAnd I didnโt say you were on my radar.โ
โReally? Sounds like you did.โ
โTrust me, I have more discriminating tastes.โ He shrugs.
โWhy, how sweet of you.โ My Southern accent has thickened, the way it does when Iโm sassy. Itโs one thing to know he doesnโt like me, but for him to say Iโm not up to his standardsโฆwell. โDid you pop over here just to be nice?โ
He exhales and rakes a hand through his hair, calling attention to the lighter strands that have been bleached by the sun. โHonestly, Iโm not sure why I came over here.โ A conflicted expression crosses his face as he tugs at his collar. My eyes stare at the myriad of curly blond chest hairs that are poking out from the V-neck of the light blue Oxford heโs wearing with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. โI just wanted to make sure you were okay from the ketchup getting all over you, but everything Iโm saying is coming out wrong.โ
Oh. This is different. And not what I expected.
โIโm fine, Baby Llama. No need to worry. You can go. Your girlfriends are waiting for you.โ I tilt my head back toward the football table.
He doesnโt budge. โBaby Llama?โ An amused grin flashes over his face.
I shrug. Itโs been my private nickname for him since sophomore year when I stumbled upon him coming out of an upstairs bathroom at the Tau house after a shower with only a white towel wrapped around his trim waist. Some jersey chaser was with him. His hairy chest had both shocked my virgin sensibilities and excited me at the same time. The unruly curls just made him seemย moreย naked, as if Iโd seen his cock. Much to my dismay, Iโd later dream about rolling around on that bed of golden curls. Seriously, who takes a shower with a chick in the middle of a kegger? Ryker Voss, thatโs who. Because he can. And girls do whatever he wants.
But not this one.
I respect the gameโeven love itโbut I donโt fall for football players, especially high and mighty quarterbacks who think they walk on water. My dad was the star player at Waylon twenty years ago, and trust me, I know how they operate. They get what they want and then they walk out, leaving broken hearts everywhere.
โHave you ever seen a real llama?โ he asks, continuing our conversation. Itโs as if heโs actually trying to be nice. โI saw one at a safari park once. Little bugger tried to eat my hand off when I fed him, but he was cute. Maybe you need a poster of one in your room so when you see it, youโll think about me. Iโll even sign it for you.โ
And thereโs the cocky again.
โBuy me one. Iโll throw darts at it.โ
โDamn, you never stop.โ He huffs out a laugh, his eyes lingering on my neck. โOh, thereโs a bit of ketchup here too,โ he says, reaching out to glide his finger across the top of my collar, his knuckles barely brushing against my neck.
The feather-light touch is brief and not sexual, yet my body hums, tendrils of sparks racing over my skin. I suck in a breath and catch his scent, warm and spicy with hints of leather and sandalwood.
He blinks and clears his throat. โUm, I actually have this cleaner stuff that I spray on my practice clothes. Itโs a miracle worker. Youโre welcome to borrow it. Of course, youโd have to come by the football dorm to pick it up. We could even do laundry together if you wanted?โ
He says the words softly, as if theyโreย nothing, and Iโm staring at him full
on.
Do our laundry together?
I suspect Ryker Voss is flirting with me, though not well. The pimply-
faced checkout boy at Big Star has better lines than this.
Yetโฆ
Something warm grows inside my stomach and then flutters around, the sputtering of newborn butterflies. Heย isย the hottest guy on campus. Still, I
remind myself heโs a player, gather my resolve, and shoot those butterflies down.
โYouโre being weird, Ryker.โ
โBecause Iโm being nice? Yeah. New year, new start. I want to forget all the bad stuff from last semester.โ He pauses. โAnd the article you wrote.โ
โIs that right? Even the part where I said you dishonored the sport and were a disgrace to college players everywhere?โ
He stares down at his hands. โI had my reasons for what happened.โ
So I heard. He got involved in the fighting to help his friend and fellow teammate Maverick save his disabled sister.
โAh, well, I did write a follow-up article, but it wasnโt nearly as popular as the first one.โ
He shrugs, and somehow, heโs closer now. I stare into his thickly lashed cerulean eyes and blink at the force of them. His irisesโฆGod, someone should name a crayon after them.
โSoโฆdo you want to do laundry together sometime?โ This again? My mouth parts. โWhat? Like a date?โ โYeah.โ
I blink rapidly, my brain trying to wrap about this new Ryker. โNo. Iโm sure you already have jersey chasers lined up outside your dorm vying to do your laundry. Iโve heard they actually beg to rub your shoulders and do your homework. I imagine they even fight to be the one to suck your sweet little toes.โ I come to an abrupt halt. Suck his toes? SUCK HIS TOES? OMG. Where did that random comment come from? I donโt have a foot fetish. I blame it on his presence and carry on. โAnd donโt worry about meโI donโt need your laundry advice. A little ketchup never hurt anyone.โ
Determination crosses his face and with a flurry of movement, he drops a small piece of paper onto the tray Iโm holding.
I stare down at it.ย Sexy as Hell Athleteย is written in masculine handwriting with a phone number after it. I look back up at him, my eyes tracing the enigmatic half-smile on his face.
โI wrote it down for you earlier and wanted to give it to you after the ketchup thing, but I chickened out.โ
Several seconds go by.
โWill you give me yours?โ he asks after a few moments of us just standing here.
โMy what?โ โNumber.โ He grins.
I indicate the tray and my obvious impediment. โI donโt have any paper on me.โ
โJust tell me. Iโll remember.โ
Iโm flustered, and thatโs the only reason I rattle off my phone number. He
grins and repeats it back to me.
He lowers his voice in a conspiratorial way. โSoโฆyouโre watching someone, I take it. Anyone I know?โ
Feeling bemused by his attention, I shake my head, quickly losing control of this situation.
โFor a writer, you seem to be at a loss for words. Do I make you speechless, Penelope?โ
I scoff. โNo.โ
โIโm curious as to what has your attention back here.โ He slides in next to me behind the plant, his shoulder brushing against mine. Heโs a giant next to my slender frame, and all at once, I feel protected and safe, which is entirelyย wrong. Itโs probably his male pheromones, lulling me into softness before the killโand damn if it isnโt working. He murmurs something about us hiding together and spying on people, but Iโm distracted because my face is up close and personal with the chest hair that pokes out of his shirt. I want to trail my fingers through it and see if itโs as soft as it looks. He smells like alpha male and sex. Hard, passionate sex that makes you orgasm fast and furious.
Not that I have any firsthand knowledge of that, of course, but I have my fantasies.
Gird your loins, Penelope. Resist the quarterback.
But Iโm getting sucked in.
I blame it on the dimple that appears when he smiles. My stomach does that fluttering thing again, and this time, I canโt shoo the butterflies away. Iโm weak. I move my eyes up the strong column of his tanned throat to meet his gaze. At least ten seconds go by as we take each other in.
What. Is. Happening?
โYouโre pretty,โ he murmurs. โHave I ever told you that?โ โWe donโt usually talk except for when I take your order.โ
His hand reaches up and briefly touches a piece of my hair thatโs fallen out of my topknot. He rubs it between his fingers. โYour hairโฆitโsโโ
โAuburn,โ I manage, clearing my throat.
โIt reminds me of a new penny, the way the amber color catches the lightโฆโ His voice trails off, and he bites his bottom lip. โGod, that has to be the stupidest thing Iโve ever said.โ
โYou have worse lines. Tell me, isย doing laundryย code for sex?โ I say, staring up at him. Iโm itching to straighten my glasses, a nervous reflex, but my hands are holding the tray.
โI only use lines on jersey chasers. Youโre the kind of girl I have to work for.โ
โWhat about your discriminating tastes?โ
โPure bluff. I think we have a real connection, Penelope.โ His face is
closer now, and I swallow, wondering how we must look to everyone else in the restaurant. I realize that in the process of talking, weโve backed up to the wall behind the plant, and I figure the only table weโre visible to is the football one, but I donโt tear my eyes away from Ryker to check.
โYou smell like rainbows,โ he says.
My chest rises. Iโm enjoying his full-court press. Itโsโฆintoxicating. โWhat does a rainbow smell like?โ
โSweet and delicious.โ
โItโs the suckers.โ His eyes land on my lips, and it almost feels as if heโs touched them. Heat rushes over my skin. โThe red ones are my favorite. I think theyโre cherry or strawberry or raspberryโฆdefinitely not cranberryโฆ thatโs disgusting,โ I say, rambling, feeling disoriented.
โItโs crazy, but I really want to kiss you right now,โ he murmurs.
My eyes drift over his shoulder to where Connorโs table is. I canโt see his face, but I know heโs there, and even though Iโm drugged by Rykerโs proximity, I remind myselfย heโsย the one I should kiss.
Not Ryker.
Ryker is a playerโjust like my dad was.
He watches the direction of my gaze and follows it. โYouโve been watching Dimpleshitz, havenโt you?โ he says, a frown line appearing on his forehead. โAre you into him?โ
My stomach dips. โWhy would you say that?โ
โBecause you hightailed it over here when he walked in and youโve been hiding ever since. So, I figure he either did you wrong or youโre infatuated, and since I havenโt heard any gossip about you and him, Iโm guessing you must have a thing for him.โ
Abort! Abort! He knows too much!
Sanity slowly returns to my brain in small increments, and I take a deep breath, orienting myself as questions race through my head. What if he uses my crush against me? Maybe he wants revenge for the article.ย I donโt know!
Flustered and unsure, my eyes dart around the restaurant, looking for an exit so I donโt have to answer his question.
My gaze lands on the football table he came from, and I notice Archer watching us with focused interest, a calculating look on his face as he whips his eyes from me to Ryker. He leans over and whispers to Blaze, who turns to peer in our direction. I pause, my brain analyzing and decoding. Why is Archer suddenly interested in what Ryker is doing over here with meโ especially when thereโs a pretty co-ed sitting right next to him, tracing little circles on his bicep?
Yet Archerโs eagle eyes are onย us. Watchful.
I notice all three players at the table have suddenly given us their attention, anticipation evident on their faces.
Alarms go off in my head and things start to click into place. How nice he was to me. How we โhave a connectionโ.ย Yeah, right.ย Mortification washes over me.
How could I not have seen it sooner? God, I am an idiot.ย I was so distractedโฆ Iโm a bet. A stupid freaking bet.
I feel like someone just punched me in the gut.
My survival instinct tells me to get away from Ryker, and obviously, I could just walk away and hold my head high, but I want to make a point and show those football players they canโt toy with me. I release the tray Iโve been balancing for what seems like days in his direction. The contents of the glasses spill out and crash to the floor, watered-down soda and ice drenching us before dripping down to the floor. The plastic glasses make a horrible clattering noise on the wooden floors, and I imagine most everyone in the restaurant heard it. I donโt look to see their faces. I only glare at Ryker.
He jumps back and stares down at the mess on his khaki pants then looks back at me. โRemind me to never bring up Dimpleshitz again.โ
โStop your games, Ryker.โ His face stills. โWhat games?โ
My teeth snap together.ย Enough.