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โYour Highness!โ Erhallโs assistant jumped up from her desk, her eyes wide. โIโm so sorry. I donโt know what happened, but we donโt have you on the calendar. There mustโve been a mix-upโโ
โItโs all right,โ Bridget said with a gracious smile. โI didnโt make an appointment, but we would like to speak with the Speaker. Is he available?โ
โOh, um.โ The flustered-looking woman rifled through her papers before she shook her head. โYes, of course. Please, follow me.โ
She led us through the Speakerโs chambers toward his office. The thick blue carpet mu๏ฌed the sounds of our footsteps, and my muscles knotted with tension.
Weโre really doing this.
I wasnโt scared of Erhall, but this would be my first time seeing him since I found out he was my father. Biologically, anyway. He hadnโt done jack shit to earn the honor the title deserved.
Erhallโs assistant knocked on his door. No answer. She knocked again.
โWhat? I told you not to disturb me!โ he barked.
The woman flinched. โMr. Speaker, Her Highness Princess Bridget is here to see you. And, um, Mr. Larsen.โ
She cast a quick, awed glance in my direction.
I fought a grimace.
After the past week, everyone in Eldorraโhell, everyone in theย worldโknew my face and name. Theyโd taken over headlines from Tokyo to New York, and the footage from Bridgetโs press conference, as well as the โcandidโ photos and videos of us kissing afterward, had played on repeat on every news channel.
The press spun the story as a reverse fairytale about a princess and her bodyguard, and the commentators ran with it, penning entire articles and op-eds about love, duty, and tradition.
The public ate it up. According to Bridget, Parliament had been inundated with calls about repealing the law, and the hashtag #LoveOverCountry had been trending all week on social media.
Love was the most universal emotion. Not everyone experienced it, but they all wanted itโeven those who said they didnโtโand Bridgetโs press conference had tapped into that core need. She wasnโt just a royal anymore. She was a human and, more importantly, relatable to every person out there who couldnโt be with the person they wanted for whatever reason.
There was nothing more powerful than power people could relate to.
Bridgetโs plan had worked better than we couldโve hoped, but it was disconcerting seeing my face all over the newsstands and having people stop and stare wherever I went.
But Iโd agreed to the plan knowing it would destroy any semblance of privacy I had left, and if stepping out of the shadows and into the spotlight was what it took for us to be together, Iโd do an interview with every goddamned magazine out there.
Bridget, Erhallโs assistant, and I waited for the Speakerโs response to Bridgetโs visit.
I heard the slam of a desk drawer followed by several beats of silence before the door swung open, revealing an irritated-looking Erhall.
The knots in my muscles doubled.ย My father.ย I didnโt know what Iโd expected. Maybe a tug in my stomach at the sight of the man who was technically one half of me, or the loathing that had simmered beneath the surface for over three decades, waiting for the day when I could unleash it in a hail of fists and blood and curses.
Instead, I felt nothing. Nothing except a vague distaste for Erhallโs overly coiffed, gel-slick hair and anger at the tight, bordering-on-disrespectful smile he gave Bridget.
โYour Highness. Please, come in.โ His tone indicated he was less than pleased by the surprise, and he didnโt acknowledge me as we stepped into his large, oak-paneled office.
Bridget and I took the seats across from him. The office reflected the man, cold and empty of any personal effects except for the framed university degrees hanging on the walls.
I studied Erhall, trying to see the resemblance between us. I spotted a hint of it in the angle of his cheekbones and the slope of his forehead. It wasnโt obvious enough strangers would look at us and guess we were related, but it was there if one looked closely enough.
I blinked, and the resemblance disappeared, replaced by a pinched visage and cold, calculating eyes.
โSo.โ Erhall steepled his fingers beneath his chin, his lips as pinched as the rest of his face. โThe crown princess herself visiting me in my office. To what do I owe the honor?โ
โI have an agenda item for Parliamentโs next session.โ Bridget radiated authority, and pride flashed through me. Sheโd come a long way since the day we sat in her hotel suite in New York, watching Nikolaiโs abdication on TV. Sheโd looked like she wanted to throw up during his
speech, but there was no trace of that scared, uncertain girl today. โOpen the motion to repeal the Royal Marriages Law.โ
Erhall stared at her for a second before laughing.
Loudly.
A snarl rumbled in my throat, but I forced myself to remain silent. This was Bridgetโs show.
โI thought this was another citizen write-in issue,โ Erhall said. โIโm afraid I canโt do that. The law is one of the oldest in Eldorra, and asโฆmovingย as your press conference was, itโs tradition. Not to mention, we have far more important issues at hand, including the water pollution problemย youย brought to our attention last month. You want clean drinking water for the people of Hedelberg, donโt you?โ
Bridget smiled, not blinking an eye at his heavy-handed threat. โIโm afraidย youย misunderstandย me. That wasnโt a request, and I trust Parliament is competent enough to handle more than one issue at a time. If itโs not, I suggest a change in how you run the chamber, Mr. Speakerโฆor a change in the Speakership altogether.โ
Erhallโs chuckles vanished, and his face hardened. โWith all due respect, Your Highness, Parliament consults the Crown as a courtesy, but no one, not even His Majesty, dictates the law.โ
โThen itโs a good thing Iโm not dictating the law.โ Bridget crossed her legs, her posture flawless as she stared him down. โIโm telling you to repeal one. It is outdated and holds no practical value for the country or the people. Without value, tradition is nothing but an imitation of the past, and the people agree. A recent poll put public approval for a repeal at ninety-three percent.โ
Erhallโs chest puffed with indignation. โI beg to differ. Tradition is the foundation of this country, this office, andย yourย office. We cannot go about tearing it down willy-nilly. So no, Iโm afraid I cannot bring the motion to the floor. No
matter how many souvenir T-shirts theyโre selling with Mr. Larsenโs face on them,โ he added with a small sneer.
Bridget and I exchanged glances.
Are you sure?
Yes. Do it.
Short, succinct, and silent. The most efficient conversation weโd ever had.
โYou should care more about Mr. Larsenโs public profile,โ Bridget said, her mild tone giving no warning before she dropped the bombshell. โConsidering heโs your son.โ
Most explosions were deafening, rattling teeth and eardrums with the sheer force of the energy expelled. This one was silent but a hundred times deadlier, its shock waves slamming into Erhall before he ever saw it coming.
I could pinpoint the moment the impact hit. His face drained of color, and the smug self-satisfaction disappeared from his eyes as they bounced between me and Bridget. Back and forth, back and forth, like two ping pong balls stuck in a pendulum.
โThatโsโheโsโthatโs a lie,โ Erhall sputtered. โI donโt have a son.โ
โMichigan, summer of eighty-six,โ I said. โDeidre Larsen.โ
I didnโt think it was possible, but Erhallโs face paled further until it matched the color of his starched button- down.
โJudging by your reaction, you remember her.โ I leaned forward, my face creasing with a grim smile when he scooted back an inch in response. A faint sheen of perspiration glistened on his forehead. โSheโs dead, by the way. Turned to alcohol and drugs after a piece of shit lowlife abandoned her when she told him she was pregnant. Overdosed when I was eleven.โ
I thought I caught a flash of regret in Erhallโs eyes before he covered it up.
โIโm sorry to hear that.โ A muscle worked in his jaw, and he reached for his tie only to lower his hand before making contact. โBut Iโm afraid I donโt know a Deidre Larsen. You have me mistaken for someone else.โ
My hands flexed into fists. Bridget slid a hand onto my knee, her touch cool and reassuring, and I expelled a long breath before I forced myself to relax.
I wasnโt here to beat down on Erhall, at least not physically. We had a more important goal to accomplish.
โThatโs not what the DNA tests say.โ I reached into my pocket and slapped the papers, courtesy of Andreas, on the desk with a thud that made Erhall jump. โTake a look if you donโt believe me.โ
He didnโt touch them. We both knew what I said was true.
โWhat do you want?โ Erhall recovered some of his composure. โMoney? A title?โ He raised an eyebrow. โMonthly bonding activities?โ
Despite his mocking tone, he stared at me with a strange expression that almostโฆ
No.ย The day I willingly engaged in any form of โbondingโ activity with him was the day icicles formed in hell.
โHer Highness already told you.โ I tilted my head in Bridgetโs direction. Shes sat calmly next to me, her expression neutral, almost bored, as she watched our conversation. โWe want you to open the motion to repeal the Royal Marriages Law.โ
โAnd if I donโt?โ
โYou might find the news about your long-lost love child splashed across the front page of the nextย Daily Tea,โ Bridget said. โHypothetically speaking, of course. Journalists can get their hands on the darnedest things.โ She shook her head. โItโs too bad they wonโt wait until after the elections. You have quite a strong opponent this year. Just a hint of a scandal could tip things in his favor. But
what do I know?โ Her smile returned. โIโm just a โpretty face.โโ
Erhallโs face changed from chalk white to bright purple in zero-point-two seconds. It wouldโve been alarming had it not been so satisfying. โAre youย blackmailingย me?โ
โNo,โ Bridget said. โIโm encouraging you to do the right thing. Because youย willย do the right thing, wonโt you, Mr. Speaker?โ
I could tell he was struggling to hold back some choice epithets as the wheels spun in his head.
If he refused, he risked losing his political career over the scandal an illegitimate child would cause. He represented one of the most traditional counties in the country, and his voters would not respond well to the news he had a child with an American waitress out of wedlock.
If he caved, he would lose the power play, because thatโs what this was. It wouldnโt take much for Erhall to bring the motion to the floor, but doing so meant Bridget gained the upper hand. Politics was a game and losing a matchโ especially to someone Erhall deemed inferior for no other reason than her genderโhad to sting.
The grandfather clock ticked in the corner, the passing of seconds deafening in the silence.
Finally, Erhallโs shoulders slumped, and a thrill of victory darted through me. โEven if I bring the motion to the floor, Parliament will never pass it,โ he said spitefully. โPublic opinion only takes you so far.โ
Bridgetโs smile didnโt waver. โLet me worry about the rest of Parliament. You do your part, and the world never has to know about your indiscretion. You might even sit in the Prime Ministerโs seat one day. But remember, Mr. Speaker, Iโm going to be queen. And I will stillย beย queen long after your political career is over and youโre hawking your memoir about your glory days on morning talk shows. So, itโs in your best interest to work with me and not make things difficult. Donโt you agree?โ
Erhall was an asshole, but he wasnโt an idiot. โFine. Iโll open the motion at the next session of Parliament,โ he said, tone sullen.
โExcellent.โ Bridget rose from her seat. โI do love a productive meeting. Mr. Larsen, is there anything else youโd like to add?โ
I stared at Erhall. While certain things he said and did pissed me off, my overall feelings toward my father had shifted from loathing to indifference.
Whatever hold he had over me, it was gone.
โI spent my life building you up in my mind,โ I said. โYou were the decision that changed two lives irrevocably, the monster who changed my mother into the monsterย sheย became. I couldโve found out your identity a long time ago, but I chose not to. I told myself it was because I didnโt trust myself enough not to kill you for what you didโโErhall flinched and scooted back another inchโโbut the truth is, I was scared of facing the ghost that had haunted me my entire life, even when I was convinced ghosts werenโt real. What was he like, the man that was technically one half of me? How would he react when he found out I was his son?โ
The muscle in Erhallโs jaw jumped again.
โWell, I finally faced him, and you know what I realized?โ I looked him straight in the eye. Not an iota of anything other than apathy passed through me. โHeโs not a monster. Heโs a sad, pathetic little man who was too much of a coward to own up to the consequences of his actions, and I wasted decades letting him have more power over my life than he deserved. So no, I donโt and will never want your money, your title, or any form of relationship with you. As far as Iโm concerned, my father is dead. He died when he walked away thirty-four years ago.โ
Erhall flinched as I, too, stood, my height throwing a shadow over his hunched form. I nodded. โHave a good day, Mr. Speaker.โ
Bridget and I made it halfway to the door before he said, โArranged marriages arenโt only for royals, Mr. Larsen. People have been forced into loveless marriages long before Her Highness was born.โ
I paused and looked back, my eyes locking with Erhallโs. I glimpsed another flash of regret, but it wasnโt enough. Not for what he did to Deidre, and not for what he did to me. There was no excuse for how heโd handled the situation.
Instead of responding, I closed the remaining distance to the exit and left him there, sputtering and alone in his cold, oversized office.
Bridget waited until we entered the elevator, away from the prying ears and eyes of Erhallโs assistant, before she spoke. โWe should make our rounds on the speech circuit,โ she said. โWeโd make a killing.โ
A laugh rumbled in my throat. A heavy weight had lifted off my chest, allowing my laughter to flow more freely.
โHard pass for me. Iโm not typically a speech kinda guy.โ โYou did good in there.โ Bridget squeezed my arm, the
movement conveying more than any words could, before a glint of mischief lit up her eyes. โI thought Erhall would rupture an artery. Imagine if weโd mentioned Andreas too.โ
Andreas had been adamant about never letting Erhall know the truth about him. He had more to lose than any of us if the truth about his parentage came to light, and I had no problem keeping the secretโpartly because I respected his choice, and partly because it kept him in line. Even if he didnโt want the crown, he was still on my watch list. Anyone who could possibly threaten Bridget was.
โSo. Battle number one won,โ I said as the elevator stopped on the ground floor of the Parliament building. โWhatโs next?โ
Bridgetโs mischief gave way to determination. โNext, we win the war.โ
โDamn right we will.โ
I held out my hand, and she took it, her small, soft palm nestling perfectly in my bigger, rougher one.
The doors whooshed open, and we stepped out to a frenzy of camera flashes and reporters shouting questions over each other.
Out of the shadows and into the spotlight.
Iโd never expected global recognition, but I meant it when I said I would follow Bridget anywhereโincluding into the middle of a media firestorm.
You ready, Mr. Larsen? Born ready, princess.
Bridget and I kept our hands clasped together as we walked through the storm.
One battle down, one war to win.
Good thing I was, and always will be, a soldier for one queen.