Six weeks later
“His Majesty is ready to see you.” Markus stepped out of my grandfather’s office, his face so pinched he looked like he’d just swallowed a lemon whole.
“Thank you, Markus.” I smiled. He didn’t smile back. He merely gave a quick nod of courtesy before he spun on his heels and marched down the hall.
I sighed. If I thought my becoming crown princess would improve my relationship with Edvard’s closest advisor, I was sadly mistaken. Markus seemed more displeased than ever, maybe because the press coverage after my brother’s abdication had…not been great.
Also not great? My nickname: Part-Time Princess. Apparently, the tabloids did not appreciate all the time their future queen had spent away from Eldorra, and they delighted in questioning my commitment to the country and general suitability for the throne every chance they got.
The worst part was, they weren’t completely wrong.
“I’ll see you tomorrow for the ribbon-cutting,” I told Mikaela, who’d accompanied me to my meeting with Elin earlier regarding image damage control.
“Sounds good.” Mikaela snuck a peek at Edvard’s half- open door. “Good luck,” she whispered.
We didn’t know why my grandfather wanted to speak to me, but we knew it wasn’t good. He didn’t summon me to his office unless it was serious.
“Thanks.” I mustered a weak smile.
Mikaela had been my best friend growing up and was currently my right-hand woman during my training to be queen. The daughter of Baron and Baroness Brahe, she knew everything about everyone in Eldorran high society, and I’d recruited her to help me transition back into Athenberg society. I hadn’t lived here in so long I was completely out of the loop, which was unacceptable for the future queen.
I hadn’t expected her to say yes to such a big task, but to my surprise, she’d agreed.
Mikaela gave my arm a quick squeeze before leaving, and I steeled myself as I entered Edvard’s office. It was a huge, mahogany-paneled room with double-height ceilings, windows overlooking the palace gardens, and a desk large enough to nap on.
Edvard’s face crinkled into a smile when he saw me. He looked far healthier than he had in the weeks following his collapse, and he hadn’t shown any symptoms since the big scare, but I still worried about him. The doctors said his condition was unpredictable, and every day I woke up wondering if that would be the last day I’d see my grandfather alive.
“How’s training going?” he asked after I slipped into the seat opposite him.
“It’s going well.” I slid my hands beneath my thighs to tamp down my nerves. “Though some of the parliamentary sessions are quite…” Tedious. Snooze worthy. So boring I would rather watch paint dry. “Verbose.”
Nobody liked hearing themselves talk more than a minister who had the floor. It was amazing how little one could say using so many words.
Unfortunately, a monarch’s duties included attending parliamentary sessions at least once a week, and my grandfather thought it would be useful for me to get acquainted with the process now.
Ever since I returned to Eldorra, my days had been jam- packed with meetings, events, and “queen lessons” from the moment I woke up to the moment I went to sleep. I didn’t mind, though. It kept my mind off Rhys.
Dammit. My chest squeezed, and I forced myself to push
aside all thoughts of my old bodyguard.
Unlike most constitutional monarchies, where the royal family stayed politically neutral, Eldorra welcomed royal participation in politics on a limited basis. I wished it didn’t if it meant Andreas would have a hand in anything that might affect people’s lives.
“Why now?” I asked. “I thought he was busy living the party life in London.”
Andreas had always talked a big game, bragging about his grades and subtly hinting at what a good king he would make—sometimes to Nikolai’s face, back when Nikolai had been first in line to the throne—but that was all it’d been. Talk. The closest he’d gotten to actually taking part in politics was majoring in it.
Edvard raised one thick, gray brow. “He’s next in line for the throne after you.”
I stared at him. He couldn’t be implying what I thought he was implying.
Since my mother had been an only child and I didn’t have any children, Andreas was indeed second in the line of succession now that Nikolai had abdicated. I tried to picture him as king and shuddered.
“I’ll be frank,” Edvard said. “Andreas has hinted at certain…ambitions regarding the crown, and he does not believe a woman is up for the job.”
Oh, how I wished Andreas was in the room right now so I could tell him where to shove his ambitions. “Perhaps he
should tell Queen Elizabeth that the next time we visit Buckingham Palace,” I said coolly.
“You know I disagree with him. But Eldorra is not Britain or Denmark. The country is more…traditional, and I’m afraid many members of Parliament secretly hold the same sentiment as Andreas.”
I curled my fingers around the edge of my chair. “It’s a good thing Parliament doesn’t appoint the monarch then.”
I may not want to rule, but I wouldn’t stand for anyone telling me I couldn’t rule because of my gender. Never mind the fact the monarchy was merely symbolic. We were the face of the nation, and there was no way in hell I’d let someone like Andreas represent us.
Edvard hesitated. “That’s the other reason I wanted to speak with you. Parliament may not appoint the monarch, but there is the matter of the Royal Marriages Law.”
A tight coil of dread formed in my stomach. The Royal Marriages Law, enacted in 1732, was the archaic law requiring monarchs to marry someone of noble blood. It was the reason Nikolai abdicated, and I’d avoided thinking about it as much as possible because it meant my chances of marrying for love were slim to none.
It wasn’t simply a matter of finding a nobleman I liked. Potential marriage partners were chosen for maximum political gain, and I wasn’t naïve enough to hope for a love match.
“I don’t have to marry yet.” I fought to keep the tremble out of my voice. “I have time—”
“I wish that were true.” Edvard’s face creased with a mixture of guilt and trepidation. “But my condition is unpredictable. I could collapse again any minute, and the next time, I might not be so lucky. Now that Nikolai has abdicated, there’s even more pressure to ensure you’re ready for the throne as soon as possible. That includes finding an acceptable husband.”
Marriage technically wasn’t a requirement for the monarch, but Eldorra hadn’t had an unmarried ruler in… well, ever.
Bile rose in my throat, both at the possibility I might lose my grandfather at any minute and at the prospect of living out the rest of my life with a man I didn’t love.
“I’m sorry, dear, but it’s the truth,” Edvard said gently. “I wish I could shield you from the harsh truths of life the way I used to, but you’re going to be queen one day, and the time for sugarcoating is over. You are the last person in our direct line of succession, the only one who stands between Andreas and the crown”—we shuddered in unison—“and marriage to a respectable aristocrat, ideally within the next year, is the only way to ensure the throne and the country remains in good hands.”
I dropped my head, resignation filling me. I could abdicate the way Nikolai had, but I wouldn’t. As much as I resented him for putting me in this position, he’d done it for love. If I did it, it would be out of pure selfishness.
Besides, the country wouldn’t survive two abdications so
close to each other. We would be the laughingstock of the world, and I would never tarnish our family name or the crown by passing it on to Andreas.
“How am I supposed to find a husband so soon? My schedule is already so full I hardly have time to sleep, much less date.”
My grandfather’s eyes crinkled, and he suddenly looked more like a mischievous youth than a king who’d ruled for decades. “Leave that to me. I have an idea, but before we get into it, there’s one last thing we need to discuss. Your bodyguard.”
The word bodyguard made my heart twist. “What about
him?”
I was still getting used to my new bodyguard, Elias. He was fine. Nice, competent, polite.
But he wasn’t Rhys.
Rhys, who’d rejected my offer to extend his contract.
Rhys, who’d walked away a month ago without looking back.
Rhys, who’d given me the most perfect four days of my life and acted like it had meant nothing to him afterward.
Maybe it hadn’t. Maybe I’d imagined the connection we had, and he was busy living his best life in Costa Rica or South Africa right now.
Bucket list number four.
A familiar burn spread through my chest and behind my eyes before I set my jaw and composed myself.
Princesses don’t cry. Especially not over a man.
“We received a rather unusual call from Harper Security,” Edvard said.
Harper Security. The agency Rhys worked for.
“Is Rh—Mr. Larsen okay?” My pulse quickened with terror. Was he hurt? Dead?
I couldn’t think of any other reason his employer would call, considering he was no longer contracted with the palace.
“He’s fine.” Edvard gave me a strange look. “However, they had an odd request. We normally wouldn’t entertain such an idea, but Christian Harper has a considerable amount of influence. He’s not someone you say no to lightly, even if you’re the king, and he asked for a favor of sorts on behalf of Mr. Larsen.”
I was growing more confused by the minute. “What’s the favor?”
“He wants to rejoin your personal security detail.”
If I hadn’t been sitting, I would’ve fallen over in shock, and that was before Edvard added, “Permanently.”
