It started off as a battle of wits. Me: the ordinary girl with a big mouth against Him: the sexy bastard with a big…ego.
I thought Iโd hit the jackpot when I was upgraded to first class on my flight to London.
That is until HE sat next to me. Gabriel Scott: handsome as sin, cold as ice. Nothing and no one gets to him. Ever. Heโs a legend in his own right, the manager of the biggest rock band in the world, and an arrogant ass who looks down his nose at me.
I thought Iโd give him hell for one, long flight. I didnโt expect to like him. I didnโt expect to want him. But the biggest surprise? He wants me too. Only in a way I didnโt see coming.
If I accept his proposal, I leave myself open to falling for the one man I canโt manage. But Iโm tempted to say yes. Because the real man beneath those perfect suits and that cool faรงade just might be the best thing thatโs ever happened to me. And I just might be the only one who can melt the ice around his heart.
Let the battle beginโฆ
A long time ago, I fell in love with a young man, and his favorite band in the whole world was Soda Stereo, a Spanish rock band from Argentina. Many of you probably have never heard of them, but they used to sell out 100,000 plus stadiums, sold over seventeen million albums, and even had an MTV Unplugged sessionโwhich I highly recommend looking up.
Iโve only seen myโnow husbandโcry on a few occasions. The day he learned Gustavo Cerati, Soda Stereoโs lead singer, had died was one of them. That is the power that music can wieldโthat musicians can feel like friends, someone who expresses your pain, joy, love, or hate with their sound. I always think about this when I write these novels. And how wonderful it would be to play even some small part in bringing music to the world.
โLove is what you do in lifeโ Gabriel Scott
Love isย whoย you do in lifeโSophie Darling
Sophie
YOU KNOWย those people who Lady Luck always seems to be kissing on the cheek? The one who gets a promotion just for showing up to work? Who wins that awesome raffle prize? The person who finds a hundred-dollar bill on the ground? Yeah, thatโs not me. And itโs probably not most of us. Lady Luck is a selective bitch.
But today? Lady Luck has finally turned her gaze upon me. And I want to bow down in gratitude. Because today, Iโve been upgraded to first class for my flight to London. Maybe itโs due to overbooking, and who knows why they picked me, but they did. First fucking class, baby. Iโm so giddy, I practically dance to my seat.
And, oh, what a beautiful seat it is, all plush cream leather and burled wood panelingโthough Iโm guessing itโs fake wood for safety reasons. Not that it matters. Itโs a little self-contained pod, complete with a cubby for my bag and shoes, a bar, an actual reading lamp, and a widescreen TV.
I sink into the seat with a sigh. Itโs a window seat, sectioned off from my neighbor by a frosted glass panel I can lower with the touch of a button. Or the two seats can become one cozy cabin by closing the glossy panel
that sections off the aisle. It reminds me of an old-fashioned luxury train compartment.
Iโm one of the first people on board, so I give in to temptation and rifle through all the goodies theyโve left me: mints, fuzzy socks, sleep mask, and
โoohโa little bag of skin care products. Next I play around with my seat, raising and lowering my privacy screenโthat is until it makes an ominous- soundingย click. The screen freezes an inch above the divider and refuses to rise again.
Cringing, I snatch my hand away and busy myself with removing my shoes and flipping through the first class menu. Itโs long, and everything looks delicious. Oh man, how am I supposed to go back to the cattle- roundup, meat-or-chicken-in-a-tin hell that is economy class after this?
Iโm debating whether to get a preflight champagne cocktail or glass of white wine when I hear the manโs voice. Itโs deep, crisply British, and very annoyed.
โWhat is that woman doing in my seat?โ
My neck tenses, but I donโt look up. Iโm assuming he means me. His voice is coming from somewhere over my head, and there are only male passengers in here aside from me.
And he is wrong, wrong, wrong. Iโm inย myย seat. I checked twice, pinched myself, checked again, and then finally sat down. I know Iโm where Iโm supposed to beโjust not how I got away with it. Hey, I was as surprised as anyone when I went to the ticket counter, only to be informed I was in first class. No way am I going back to coach now.
My fingers grip the menu as I make a pretense of flipping through it. Iโm really eavesdropping at this point. The flight attendantโs response is too low to hear, but his isnโt.
โI expressly purchased two seats on this flight. Two. For the simple purpose that I would not be seated next to anyone else.โ
Well, thatโsโฆdecadent? Whacked? I struggle not to make a face. Who does that? Is it really so awful to sit next to someone? Has this guyย seenย economy? We can count each otherโs nose hairs back there. Here, my chair is so wide, Iโm a good foot away from his stupid seat.
โIโm so sorry, sir,โ the flight attendant answers in a near purr, which is weird. She should be annoyed. Maybe itโs all part of the kiss-the-first-class- passengersโ-asses-because-they-paid-a-shit-ton-to-be-here program. โThe flight is overbooked, and all seats are spoken for.โ
โWhich is why I purchased two seats,โ he snaps.
She murmurs something soothing again. I canโt hear because two men walking past me to get to their seats are talking about stock options. They pass, and I hear Mr. Snooty again.
โThis is unacceptable.โ
A movement to my right, and I nearly jump. I see the red suit coat of the flight attendant as she bends close, her arm at the manโs screen button. Heat invades my cheeks, even as she starts to explain, โThereโs a screen for privacyโฆโ
She stops because the screen isnโt rising. I burrow my nose in the menu.
โIt doesnโt bloody work?โ This from Snooty.
The rest goes just about as well as youโd expect. He rants, she placates, I hide between page one and two of the menu.
โPerhaps I can persuade someone to exchange seats?โ the helpful flight attendant offers.
Yes, please. Fob him off on someone else.
โWhat difference does it make?โ Snooty snaps. โThe point was to have an empty seat next to mine.โ
Iโd love to suggest he wait for the next flight and save us all a headache, but thatโs not in the cards. The standoff ends with the jerk plopping into his
seat with an exasperated huff. He must be big, because I feel the whoosh of air as he does it.
The heat of his glare is tangible just before he turns away. Fucker.
Slapping my menu down, I decide,ย Fuck it; Iโm having some fun with this. What can they do? Theyโre loading the plane; my seat is secure.
I find a stick of gum in my purse and pop it in my mouth. A few chews and I have some superior gum-smacking going on. Only then do I turn his way.
And freeze mid-chew, momentarily stunned by the sight sitting next to me. Because, good God, no one has the right to be this hot and this much of a jerk. This guy is one-hundred-percent the most gorgeous man Iโve ever seen. And itโs strange because his features arenโt perfect or gentle. No, theyโre bold and strongโa jaw sharp enough to cut steel, firm chin, high cheekbones, and a bold nose thatโs almost too big but fits his face perfectly.
Iโd expected a whey-faced, graying aristocrat, but heโs tanned, his coal back hair falling over his brow. Sculpted, pouty lips are compressed in irritation as he scowls down at the magazine in his hand.
But he just as clearly feels my stareโthe fact that Iโm gaping like a speared fish probably doesnโt helpโand he turns to glare. Iโm hit with the full force of all that masculine beauty.
His eyes are aqua blue. His thick, dark brows draw together, a storm brewing on his face. Heโs about to blast me. The thought hits along with another: Iโd better make this good.
โJesus,โ I blurt out, lifting my hand as if to shield my eyes. โItโs like looking into the sun.โ
โWhat?โ he snaps, those laser-bright eyes narrowing. Oh, this will be fun.
โJust stop, will you?โ I squint at him. โYouโre too hot. Itโs too much to take.โ This is true, though Iโd never have the guts to say so in normal
circumstances.
โAre you quite well?โ he intones, as if he thinks the opposite.
โNo, youโve nearly rendered me blind.โ I flap a hand. โDo you have an off switch? Maybe put it on low?โ
His nostrils flare, his skin going a shade darker. โLovely. Iโm stuck next to a mad woman.โ
โDonโt tell me youโre unaware of the dazzling effect you have on the world.โ I give him a look of wide-eyed wonder. At least I hope thatโs what Iโm doing.
He flinches when I grasp the divider between us and lean in a bit. Hell, he smells goodโlike expensive cologne and fine wool. โYou probably have women dropping at your feet like flies.โ
โAt least dropped flies are silent,โ he mutters, furiously flipping through his magazine. โMadam, do me the favor of refraining from speaking to me for the remainder of the flight.โ
โAre you a duke? You talk like a duke.โ
His head jerks as if he wants to look my way, but he manages to keep his gaze forward, his lips compressed so tightly theyโre turning white at the edges. A travesty.
โOh, or maybe a prince. I know!โ I snap my fingers. โPrince Charming!โ
A blast of air escapes him, as if heโs caught between a laugh and outrage but really wants to go with outrage. Then he stills. And I feel a momentโs trepidation, because heโs obviously realized Iโm making fun of him. I hadnโt noticed how well-built this guy is until now.
Heโs probably over six feet, his legs long and strong, encased in charcoal slacks.
Jesus, heโs wearing a sweater vest: dove gray and hugging his trim torso. He should look like an utter dork in it, but noโฆ It only highlights the
strength in his arms, those muscles stretching the limits of his white button- down shirt. Unfair.
His shoulders are so broad they make the massive first class seats look small. But heโs long and lean. Iโm guessing the muscle definition under those fine and proper clothes is drool-worthy too, damn it all.
I take it all in, including the way his big hands clench. Not that I think heโll use his strength against me. His behavior screams pompous prick, but he doesnโt seem like a bully. He never truly raised his voice with the flight attendant.
Even so, my heart beats harder as he slowly turns to face me. An evil smile twists his lush mouth.
Donโt look at it. Heโll suck you into a vortex of hot, and there will be no return.
โYou found me out,โ he confides in a low voice thatโs warm butter over toast. โPrince Charming, at your service. Do forgive me for being short with you, madam, but I am on a mission of the utmost import.โ He leans closer, his gaze darting around before returning to me. โIโm looking for my bride, you see. Alas, you are not wearing a glass slipper, so you cannot be her.โ
We both glance at my bare feet and the red Chucks lying on the floor. He shakes his head. โYouโll understand that I need to keep my focus on the search.โ
He flashes a wideโalbeit fakeโsmile, revealing a dimple on one cheek, and Iโm breathless. Double damn it.
โWow.โ I give a dreamy sigh. โItโs even worse when you smile. You really should come with a warning, sunshine.โ
His smile drops like a hot potato, and he opens his mouth to retort, but the flight attendant is suddenly by his side.
โMr. Scott, would you like a preflight beverage? Champagne?
Pellegrino, perhaps?โ
Iโm half surprised she didnโt offer herself. But the implication is there in the way she leans over him, her hand resting on the seat near his shoulder, her back arched enough to thrust out her breasts. I canโt blame the woman. Dude is potent.
He barely glances her way. โNo, thank you.โ โAre you sure? Maybe a coffee? Tea?โ
One brow rises in that haughty way only a Brit can truly pull off. โNothing for me.โ
โChampagne sounds great,โ I say.
But the flight attendant never takes her eyes from her prey. โI really do apologize for the mix-up, Mr. Scott. Iโve alerted my superiors, and they shall do everything in their power to accommodate you.โ
โMoot at this point, but thank you.โ Heโs already picking up his magazine, the cover showcasing a sleek sports car. Typical.
โWell, then, if thereโs anything you needโฆโ
โI donโt know about him,โ I cut in, โbut Iโd love aโhey! Hello?โ I wave a hand as she saunters away, an extra sway to her hips. โBueller?โ
I can feel him smirking and give him a look. โThis is your fault, you know.โ
โMy fault?โ His brows lift, but he doesnโt look away from his magazine. โHow on Earth did you come to that conclusion?โ
โYour freaky good looks made her blind to all but you, sunshine.โ
His expression is blank, though his lips twitch. โIf only I could strike women speechless.โ
I canโt help it, I have to grin at that. โOh, I bet youโd find that marvelous; all of us helpless women just smiling and nodding. Though Iโm afraid it would never work on me.โ
โOf course not,โ he deadpans. โIโm stuck next to the one afflicted with an apparently incurable case of verbal diarrhea.โ
โSays the man who is socially constipated.โ
He stills again, his eyes widening. And then a strangled snort breaks free, escalating into a choked laugh. โChrist.โ He pinches the bridge of his nose as he struggles to contain himself. โIโm doomed.โ
I smile, wanting to laugh too, but holding it in. โThere, there.โ I pat his forearm. โIt will all be over in about seven hours.โ
He groans, his head lifting. The amusement in his eyes is genuine, and a lot more deadly because of it. โI wonโt survive itโโ
The plane gives a little shudder as it begins to pull out from the gate. And Mr. Sunshine blanches, turning a lovely shade of green before fading into gray. A terrified flyer. But one who clearly would rather the plane actually crash than admit this.
Great. Heโll probably be hyperventilating before we level out.
Maybe itโs because my mom is terrified to fly as well, or maybe because Iโd like to think Mr. Sunshineโs horrible behavior is fear-based and not because heโs a massive dickweasel, but I decide to help him. And, of course, have a little more fun while Iโm doing it.
Gabriel
IโM IN HELL. Itโs a familiar place: a long, narrow tube with wobbly wings. A death trap with five hundred seats, stale air, and droning engines. Iโve been here frequently. Only this time, the Devil herself is my seat partner.
Iโve been in the entertainment industry long enough to know that the Devil always appears in an attractive package. Better to lure in unsuspecting sods. This particular devil looks as though sheโs stepped out of the 1950sโplatinum blond hair swirling around her cherubic face; big, pansy brown eyes; red, red lips; and an hourglass figure Iโm trying my best to ignore.
It isnโt easy ignoring those tits. Every time she talks, those plush mounds seem to bounce as if they have a mind of their own. Given that this strange, gobby girl never shuts up, Iโm in danger of being mesmerized by a fantastic rack of what are surely double-Ds.
God, and she keeps on chattering. Like some nightmare Jabberwocky intent on driving me insane.
โLook, youโโ More bouncing tits, red mouth pursingโฆ โI know your game, and it isnโt going to work on me.โ
I pull my gaze up. โWhat?โ
โDonโt youย whhhatย me with that proper British accent and think Iโll fall for it.โ A thin finger waggles in front of my nose. โI donโt care how sexy your voice is, it wonโt work.โ
I will not smile at that. Not a chance. โI have no idea to what youโre referring, but if I were you, Iโd seek medical intervention as soon as we land.โ
โPfft. Youโre pulling this terrified-to-fly act in the hopes that Iโll take pity on you.โ
An ugly feeling crawls up my gut, and I fist my hands so I wonโt shout
โnot that I can get a word in edgewise. Sheโs still at it, spewing nonsense. โYou think if you sit there, looking petrified and tense, Iโll offer a
blowjob to distract you from it all.โ
My humiliation comes to a screeching halt upon hearing the word
blowjob. โWhat?โ
โWell, itโs not going to happen.โ
Ignore the cock. Ignore him. Heโs an idiot. Focus on the problem at hand.ย โYou are deranged. Completely deranged.โ
โAnd you are a handsome but crafty bastard. Unfortunately for you, good looks arenโt enough. I wonโt do it.โ
I lean in close as I dare. โLook, even if I wanted your mouth anywhere near me, why on Earth would I ask for a blowjob here?โ I wave my hand
toward the aisle. โWhen the entire cabin can see. Who does that?โ
โNot me,โ she shoots back with a disgusted look. โBut nice slip of the tongue. Youโve obviously been thinking logistics.โ
Must not throttle headcase. Gritting my teeth hard enough to hurt, I light into her. โMadam, if this death trap of a conveyance were hurtling toward the Earth in a fiery ball of doom, and your mouth on my cock was the last bit of sex Iโd ever have the chance to receive, Iโd take off my seatbelt and throw myself toward death.โ
She blinks, those pansy eyes large and owlish and not a bit put out. โThatโs a lot of words, sunshine. But I think youโre lying. You want it bad.โ
My mouth works like a fish, gaping and struggling for air. I cannot think of a single thing to utter, which is a rarity. I might not converse with most people, but Iโm fully capable of a set down when the action calls.
Over our heads, a little chime sounds. I glance at it and notice that the fasten seatbelt sign has been turned off. Weโre level and steady now.
By the time I turn my attention back to the she-devil, she has her nose in a magazine, happily flipping through the pages, a tiny, smug smile twitching at the corners of her lips.
It hits me like a fist to the gut: she has been, yet again, fucking with me. She distracted me from takeoff. So effectively, I hadnโt even felt the plane lift. Now Iโm stuck between grudging admiration, uncomfortable gratitude, and a burning need for revenge.
Revenge is the louder voice in my head, and I bite the inside of my cheek to keep from grinning. Leaning forward, I crowd her space, ignoring the scent of lemon tart that floats around her.
She tenses right up, her head jerking back, her body bolting straight. I love it.
โAll right,โ I murmur low in her ear, as she shivers and wiggles to get away. โYou caught me. I do want oral satisfaction. Badly. Be a dear and take the edge off for me?โ
She gasps, velvety skin going pale. โAre you kidding me?โ
โWe already went over this.โ I reach beneath my seatbelt to undo my actual belt. โIโm in need, and it has to be you.โ
โWhoa, wait a minute, buddy.โ Her hand presses against my chest and quickly flinches back, as if the contact burns.
Oddly, it was rather warm, and I still feel the imprint of her hand through the layers of my clothes. I ignore that too and give her an exaggerated brow wiggle. โDonโt worry. Iโve a plan. Just pretend you have a headache and need to rest your head in my lap. Iโll put a blanket over you to block the light. They wonโt even question your moans that way.โ
I get my belt undone, as if Iโm going to whip out my cock. โBetter yet, Iโll close our seating compartment doors, and weโll have complete privacy. You can really work me over then.โ
A strangled sound leaves her. โYouโฆnastyโฆI donโt believe thisโฆโ โOh, come on, love. Give us a suck, eh? Just a little teasing lick of the
tip?โ
Shite. I shouldnโt have said that. My cock perks up, liking that idea immensely. Her parted lips are red and soft and fullโฆย Get it together, you git.
I grin with all teeth, leaning close, even as she flushes bright red. โA little tug and bob. Iโm so tense, itโll only take five or ten minutes max.โ
A choking sound dies in her throat, and I make a pained whimper. โPut me out of my misery, tarty girl.โ
That does it. Her brows lift high. โTart? Tart?!?โ She bunts her nose against mine, her eyes dark slits of fury. โSuck you off? You pompous, arrogantโโ
โThose words basically mean the same thing, sweets.โ
โDick-facedโฆโ She trails off, rearing back a little, her gaze darting over my face. And then she smiles. Itโs full-out and pleased, and I find myself a little light-headed with the speed at which she can change emotions. โOh,
well played, sunshine,โ she drawls, grinning. โWell played. Caught on to my act, did you?โ
I canโt meet her eyes or sheโll be on to me. This woman might be the most obnoxious person Iโve met on a plane, but sheโs clearly intelligent. โWas that an act?โ
A scoff pushes through her lips. โYou should buy me a drink now as thanks.โ
โThe drinks are free in first class, chatty girl.โ โItโs the principle.โ
Iโd get her an entire bottle of the champagne she wants if it would get her to stop talking, but alcohol usually loosens the tongue. I shudder at the thought of her talking even more.
At that moment, the flight attendant whoโs been eyeing me as though Iโm steak sways over, a glass of champagne balanced on a silver tray. She smiles wide for me. โMr. Scott. Your champagne.โ
โOh, for fuckโs sake,โ my chatty neighbor mutters under her breath.
Keeping a bland expression, whatever the circumstance, is rote for me at this point in my life. But itโs an odd struggle right now. Something about my tormentor brings out the five year old in me, and I want to tug her hair in the manner of a schoolyard brat. But I donโt. I accept the drink the flight attendant sets down before me.
โThank you,โ I tell her as I pass the glass on to Chatty Girl. โHowever, my seatmate requested this, not me.โ
The flight attendant blanches. โOh. IโmโฆIโm so sorry,โ she says to the woman next to meโand I really ought to get her name, or perhaps not. Further conversation isnโt a good idea; she might be entertaining, but sheโs still unhinged. I donโt like unpredictable elements.
โI didnโt realize. I thoughtโฆโ The attendant trails off at an obvious loss. โItโs all right.โ My seatmate leans in, crowding my space as she gives
the flight attendant an understanding smile, and Iโm assaulted with another
whiff of sweet lemons and warm woman. โSunshine here got me so flustered, I nearly pulled out my credit card and offered to pay him for sex.โ
I choke on my own spit. โBloody hell.โ
The flight attendant flushes magenta. โYes. Er. Can I get you anything else?โ
A parachute.
โNothing more for me,โ the crazy bird to my left says, happily taking a sip of champagne.
โA club soda on ice,โ I say. At this point, I want to ask for a whole bottle of gin. But alcohol makes my jitters worse on a plane.ย Just breathe, relax, get through this flight from hell.
I get a sympathetic look from the flight attendant. At my side comes another happy hum. Iโm waiting for the next volley of outrageousness but am oddly disappointed to discover my neighbor bringing out her phone and headphones. So she plans to plug in and tune out. Brilliant. Just what I needed. Iโm thankful for it.
I pick up my magazine, stare at a picture of a red Lambo Centario. I own the same model in graphite. I flip the page. Hard.
More girlish humming ensues, just loud enough to sound over the drone of the engines. Lovely, a singalong. The bloody woman has infected me with a bizarre case of immaturity, because Iโm tempted to needle her, point out that sheโs off key, if only to hear how sheโll respond. A weird sort of anticipation fills me at the idea. Except I recognize the song.
Disappointment, and the way it washes over me, is something of a shock. I hadnโt expected it. Not this strong. Because sheโs listening to Kill John, and obviously loving it. I love Kill John too. Theyโre the biggest band in the world right now, and theyโre part of me, tied up in the very fiber of my being by way of blood, sweat, and tears.
Because I manage the band. Killian, Jax, Whip, and Rye are my boys. I will do anything for them. But one thing I will never do is interact with
their fans. Ever.
I learned that lesson early on. Fans, no matter who they are, lose their shit when they know I manage Kill John. I refuse to be their gateway.
Another off-key lyric comes from Chatty Girlโs lips. Sheโs bobbing her head, her eyes closed, a look of bliss on her face. I turn away. No, not disappointed. Relieved.
I keep telling myself this as my soda arrives and I drink it down with more enthusiasm than normal. I. Am. Relieved.