APPARENTLY HOURS AFTERย heโd arrived at House Sloth, Camilla finally received word that Envy was on the premises. She felt immediately annoyed that he hadnโt bothered to check on her. After bathing quickly, sheโd wandered around for the entire day, doing her best to hunt down their next clue. Alone.
Not to mention that the last time sheโd seen him, heโd had a dagger
sticking out of his chest. Instead of letting her know he was indeed all right, heโd gone straight to a chamber on Fae history.
If Camilla harbored any misconceptions about where his priorities lay, they were dashed now. Clearly his one and only focus was on the mysterious game.
โDespite our introduction, Lo seems very personable. And he is rather handsome,โ Camilla said by way of greeting, curious to press Envyโs sin to see how much of a rise she could get.
Envy snorted but didnโt lift his head from the book he was flipping through. His sin had not been invoked. Maybe he didnโt feel for her. The thought rankled.
โYou clearly disagree. Why?โ
Envy flicked his emerald gaze to her.
โAfter stabbing me, did my lovely brother happen to explain why he goes by that name?โ
She slowly shook her head and his devious grin emerged, alluring dimples and all.
โBecause he delights in laying his enemies low. Sloth is as wicked as they come. Iโd advise never falling for hisย personableย veneer.โ
โAlthough one ought to be thankful I at least make an effort, right, brother?โ
Lo leaned casually against the doorframe, a pair of spectacles hanging from a chain around his neck. Heโd discarded his tailcoat and rolled his shirtsleeves up, exposing toned arms and what appeared to be a tattoo of some phrase peeking out.
โMy court is searching through every chamber as we speak. If thereโs anything out of place, theyโll find it.โ
He glanced between them, his expression difficult to read.
โItโs getting late, so Iโve instructed my cook to send food up to your suites. Since weโll be working around the clock to locate the clue, we donโt have time for a formal dinner. I hope that will suffice, Miss Antonius.โ
Envy clapped once.
โWell done. You skirted the truth beautifully.โ
At Camillaโs inquisitive look, he added, โSloth prefers to snack in his chambers while reading. Whenever he can avoid a large dinner gathering, he will. His House motto isย Libri Ante Vir.ย Books before man. He probably has it permanently inked on his ass.โ
Lo didnโt deny the charge.
โShould you need anything, Miss Antonius, please donโt hesitate to ask.
My cook is more than happy to make whatever youโd like.โ
โHave some of my preferred cocktails sent up. And some demonberry wine for Miss Antonius to try.โ
Envy leaned back in his chair, kicking his feet up onto the table, the picture of arrogance. Heโd just ordered another prince around, in a circle that did not belong to him. Even Camilla understood that that was deeply insulting.
Lo pressed his lips into a line. He was probably debating whether to strike Envy again. This time Camilla imagined heโd stab deeper.
โDonโt forget the muddled blackberries and brown sugar,โ Envy added. โItโs going to be a long night.โ
Camilla smiled as Lo rolled his eyes and exited the chamber. Envy would be lucky if she didnโt stab him next.
โWhat, exactly, are you hoping to find in this section?โ
Envy cut a look her way, then held up the book heโd been immersed in. It was a history of the Unseelie King.
โLennox thinks himself a god, but he must have a weakness. Once I find it, Iโll exploit it.โ
Spoken like a true villain.
But that was just another mask, she guessed. She considered her response carefully, knowing that how she proceeded here would either set the stage for him to share what drove him and open up, or it would make him close his heart off entirely.
Sheโd start slowly.
โYouโve met the king?โ
The air chilled several degrees. โNext time weโre in the same room, one of us wonโt freely walk away.โ
Hatred, ancient and colder than ice, laced his words. It was a dangerous vow.
Camilla shuddered. The Unseelie King must have well and truly done something terrible.
โI imagine the Unseelie are no worse than any other creature in this realm,โ she hedged. โWhy do you hate him in particular?โ
A servant quietly entered the chamber, depositing a silver tray laden with bourbon, syrup, orange zest, and blackberries, and an interesting bottle of wine. It was dark and sparkled like stars.
โWine or bourbon?โ the prince asked, changing course. โWine, please.โ
Envy got up immediately and fixed them both a drink, handing her a glass of demonberry wine before downing his first cocktail in one go. He made another and sipped it.
He looked her over with slitted eyes. โWere you all right here, alone?โ His question surprised her.
His tone was quiet, casual, but she sensed something dangerous writhing below the surface of his placid expression. It could indicate that what Lo said was trueโthat Envy would be territorial until their time together ended. Or it could be something else heโd already learned.
He was extremely difficult to read when he wished to be.
โYes. Your brother gave me a tour.โ She paused, observing the way his hand tightened on his glass. โIt was all very impressive. I must have asked
about everything, but he answered all my questions with a smile.โ โHow very generous of him.โ
โI asked about you,โ she said.
Envyโs brows rose fractionally. โAnd? What secrets did my dear brother reveal?โ
โYou have a very interesting rule.โ
He looked like a panther that had just scented prey. He sat forward, his half-empty glass dangling from his fingertips, gaze locked onto hers intently.
โDid he fill your head with fairy tales, Miss Antonius? That I am somehow wounded and in need of the right salve?โ His smile was all teeth. โI like who I am. I like the challenge of the one-night rule. The way it drives lovers wild. Their jealousy sustains me. Gives me power. And there is nothing I enjoy more than gaining power. Youโd do well to keep that in mind, over a fantasy.โ
โMaybe itโs your power Iโm after, my lord.โ
She said it to provoke, but the words didnโt ring untrue.
He smiled at her then, showing off his dimples for the second time that night.
โRemember this conversationย afterย you visit my bed.โ
There was that damnably cocksure prince again. At least he was amused.
She wanted to steer him back to their original topic. โYou were talking about the Unseelie King, about why you hate him.โ
โIโd much rather we discuss our night of passion. How do you feel about wings?โ
Wings would be very interesting indeed. Her expression gave away nothing.
She knew he was trying to distract her. But Camilla didnโt take the bait this time. She sat silently, waiting for him to either open himself up to her, or close the door firmly instead.
He topped his drink off, then exhaled, the sound half contented, half resigned.
โLennox took something from me. Not once but twice.โ
Envy sipped his bourbon, his gaze fixed on some faraway point.
โI made the mistake of becoming intrigued with a mortal once before.โ Camilla held her breath, heart pounding at the idea that it was happening
a second time. She knew that whatever he said next would be terrible, knew that whatever had transpired had deeply wounded the prince.
โBefore Lennox decided to play the first game with me, I used to receive invitations to visit the Wild Court on occasion. Their art is unlike any other, and a party in Faerieโฆ they are legendary for good reasons. Chaos, debauchery. It fuels those who are beings crafted of sin. And the dark Fae are far wickeder than my brothers.โ
Envy finished his drink, his attention sliding back to the bottle before he decided to continue.
โThat nightโฆ something unsettled me about the invitation. It was not just for me, but forโฆ her. Howeverโโhe lifted a shoulder and dropped it
โI wondered if my envy was clouding my judgment. Maybe I didnโt want her to leave because I feared sheโd be drawn to someone else. Perhaps I worried someone would see what I had and manipulate her. Or maybe I was simply the selfish, controlling demon she accused me of being.โ
โShe went to the Wild Court on her own,โ Camilla said, her stomach knotting. It was no place for mortals.
โFae are naturally seductive, especially to humans. You know how it isโhumans grow up on tales that rarely tell the full story about the Folk. So she ventured into Faerie, lured by adventure, tempted by a fairy tale that no one mentioned was really a nightmare. She drank their wine, ate their food, and danced with their king. I arrived too late and tried to save her, but then I was banished.โ
It felt as though a bird were flapping its wings inside Camillaโs chest.
โI asked my brother Wrath to intervene, to help me break the ward, but he refused. He wanted to avoid a war with the Unseelie.โ
Rumors claimed the Unseelie King could weave wards so intricate that even the strongest beings couldnโt break them. She knew how powerful Envy was, and she could imagine heโd tried desperately to slip past those impenetrable barriers. That his brother had turned him down must have hurt him deeply, but Camilla wasnโt sure even Wrath would have succeeded
โFrom what I know, Lennox didnโt tire of her for a long time. When he finally did, instead of keeping her there where she could live forever, he dumped her back in the mortal world, at the queenโs behest.โ
Envyโs gaze when it met hers was void of all emotion.
โDo you know what happens to humans who remain in Faerie too long,
Miss Antonius?โ
A tear slipped down her cheek. Envy watched it fall.
Time moved much differently in the Fae realm. If the king had kept her there for a long time by his standards, that meant hundreds of years had likely passed in the human world. When the king sent her back, she would have aged instantly and died.
There would have been nothing Envy could do to save her.
โIโm sorry, Your Highness. Truly.โ Camilla was surprised by how fully she meant it, considering how deeply this mortal woman had clearly affected the dark prince before her.
โDonโt be. It accomplishes nothing.โ
Envy grabbed the bottle of bourbon and stood, heading for the door. He paused before facing Camilla again.
โPromise me something?โ he asked.
Camilla nodded but didnโt speak, unwilling to make a vow without hearing the terms.
โDonโt ever trust an Unseelie royal, Miss Antonius.โ He was gone before she could respond.
With his confession still weighing down her heart, Camilla was slow to realize heโd only given her part of his story.
When he first began his heartbreaking tale, Envy had said the Unseelie King had taken from him twice. If the mortal was the first thing, then what else had the king stolen?
If she solved that mystery, Camilla suspected she would finally have the answer to what Envy was after, and why winning the game was worth any cost.