Chapter no 38

The Reappearance of Rachel Price

Rachel switched off the engine, pulled out the key, holding it up like it might unlock something else.

We can cancel your grandpas birthday dinner today, B-Bel. After last night…”

Bel shrugged. No, Ine,” she said, because she didnt quite know what she was. She thought of Phillips wild eyes, his hitching laugh. Phillip was the man, the one who kept Rachel in his basement for sixteen years and let her go.

Its over,” Rachel said, reaching out to her, squeezing her hand. Bel didninch, she was too tired, didnt know what to believe anymore. If theyd found the man, did that mean Rachel wasnt lying about any of it? Had she been wrong?

Come on.” Rachel climbed out, Bel mirroring her on the other side.

Ms. Nelson was standing in her open doorway, watching, like she had last night when the cops showed up. Bel nodded at her. An apology, a truce.

Bel?” A voice sailed down the street.

It was Ash, hurrying toward them, navy sweater with white birds. Bel glanced at Rachel.

Ill go inside,” Rachel said. Start clearing up.” Bel waited for the front door to close behind her.

Ash cut in rst.

I was waiting for you. I got your text. Sorry, my phone was on silent.” Worry pulled at his eyebrows. What happened? Did you follow Rachel? Where did she go, what was she doing? Someone said the cops were here. What did you nd?

Bel took a breath, knowing shed have to explain everything, not sure how. She gestured for him to follow her, away from the house, toward the cemetery.

The cops werent here for Rachel. They were here for Phillip Alves.” “Phillip Alves?” Ash hissed. That crazy guy obsessed with the case? The

one who kidnapped you?

He broke into the house when he saw Rachel leave. Looking for clues.

But I was there. He thought I knew something about Rachel. He got mad.

Ash shifted, steps falling in time with hers. He almost reached for her hand. Did he hurt you?

He might have,” Bel said. If Rachel didnt come home in time. She threatened him, he ran o.

She saved you?” he asked.

Bel didnt want to answer that. Rachel shouldnt have been gone in the rst place. And if she wasnt lying, then why was she sneaking out of the house that late? Things were too unclear now, where were the battle lines? Who was on whose side?

Thats not all,” Bel said instead. We just got back from the police station, from giving our statements. Rachel says its him. Phillip Alves was the man who took her.

Ash stopped, stared at her. Its Phillip?

Thats what Rachel says.

His eyebrows drew together now, pulling across his nose. But…” He trailed oWasnt Phillip in prison for three years after he kidnapped you?

Bels heels dragged, grating on the sidewalk. Rachel says there was a long period of time when the man didnt come close enough for her to see,

kept the lights out and his face covered when he left her food. It could have been someone else and she didnt realize at the time; a brother, a friend.

Phillip Alves.” Ash sounded it out on his lips, faltering, like it didnt quite t.

The police showed her Phillips mug shot when she rst returned, asked if he was the guy,” Bel said. She said no at the time. She didnt recognize him until she saw him in person, the way he moved, the way he breathed.

Unbelievable,” Ash said, but which way did he mean it? They walked the path through the cemetery, red leaves dotted on the grass. So now they have to nd him?

They already did. State Police picked him up a few hours later, walking down the highway, Route Two. Hes been arrested, being questioned by the feds now. I broke his nose, by the way,” she said, so he knew she hadnt needed Rachel, she might have been ne on her own.

Phillip Alves,” Ash said again, leaving the name there, oating in front of them, walking into it.

Why do you keep saying it like that?” Bel snapped.

He stopped walking. I guess, its justdo you believe her?

The knot twisted in Bels gut. She went back to an answer that was safe, hiding behind it. I dont know.

But what about everything weve found? If the answer is just that Phillip Alvesa strangerabducted her, why did she borrow that money from Julian Tripp right before she disappeared?

I dont know.” Bel hid farther behind it. Maybe the three thousand dollars was for something else? Not running away.

What about the sighting in January? The red top and black jeans?” “Maybe it wasnt Rachel.

What was she so desperate to nd in your grandpas house?

I dont know. Maybe it doesnt even matter.” And maybe the cup shed seen in the trash was just another coee cup with a cow. They couldnt be rare.

Ash stared at her, like he didnt understand, and maybe Bel didnt either. Why was she defending Rachel now, taking her side even when it felt wrong

to say it? Because the other option, if it wasnt Phillip Alves, was to trust what he said instead, who he thought had taken Rachel after obsessing over it for sixteen years. Dad leaving with a packed bag in the middle of the night, Dad talking to some unknown man about his alibi in the months after Rachel disappeared. Bel could choose to believe Rachel or to believe Phillip Alves, and Rachel was the easier choice, didnt hurt as much.

Phillip Alves,” Ash said one more time. Stop saying it like that.

Im sorry.” He looked at her, under the shade of the red tree. I guess I just thought the answer would be closer to home.

Bel tilted her chin. Closer to home? What do you mean by that?” “N-nothing,” he backed oIt just seemed—”

You mean my dad, dont you?

I didnt say that,” Ash said, hands up, tiptoeing around a land mine hed already set o.

But you meant it, didnt you?” Bel locked her jaw, hardened her eyes. Why does this always happen? He had a fucking alibi.” Her mind battened down, shutting out Phillips deranged rambling. It has to be Phillip. My dad didnt do anything. I know that, Ash.” Knew it, had to believe it. She was alone in the world without him. And maybe Im wrong, maybe he did leave me, run away to Canada. Maybe he thoughtwith Rachel backthat people would start suspecting he was involved in her disappearance, just like youre doing now. Maybe he knew people would turn on him again, and he was scared. And now when the news breaks about Phillips arrest, when therenally an answer to the Rachel fucking Price mystery, he can come home. Hell nally be free, from people like you.

Charlie Price, a name forever marred after Dave Winter arrested him for something he didnt do. That made sense, Dad leaving for that reason, Bel could shift things around in her head to accept that.

Thats not what I meant, Bel, pl—”

He told me to stay away from you, right before he disappeared, did you know?” Bel said, going for his weak spot. She knew Ash now, and he knew her. And that meant she knew exactly how to hurt him, how to lash out and

make it last. He warned me. Said you were using me for the lm. Manipulating me about Rachel. Im surprised you dont have a camera on you right now, wouldnt this be great footage for your little lm, huh? My names not in the title, but Im the heart, remember, or maybe you just told me that to manipulate me. So you can impress Ramsey, make him think you arent a total waste of space.

Her eyes stung. It wasnt working, not the way it should, because it was too late; shed let him in too close, and now it hurt her too.

Wheres your camera, Ash, huh?” She pushed him in the shoulder, jabbed him with two ngers. Thats all this is supposed to be, isnt it, you and me? Its pointless, it doesnt matter. Youre leaving, you were always leaving. You dont really care apart from making a great lm for Ramsey. Plotty, twisty, one the big broadcasters will pay a bunch of money for. Come on, wheres your camera?

Bel, stop.” Ashs voice cracked in two, eyes glazed with un-cried tears. Thats not fair. I know what youre doing—”

Then its done, OK?” Bels breath hitched, hands shaking. Its done.” She left him there, standing by a row of graves, under the bleeding tree. Waited until Ash couldnt see her anymore to wipe her eyes.

I bought a birthday cake, you dont think hell mind?” Rachel asked, stirring the mac and cheese on the stove. Didnt think wed have time to make one.

Itne. He wont remember.” Bel stared out the back door as the evening darkened, her reection as Phillip snatched her hair back, baring her throat.

You OK, Bel?” Rachel paused, adding salt to the pan. Yeah.” She snied. Areare you OK?

Rachel turned. She seemed surprised by the question. So was Bel, if she was being honest. A smile ickered onto Rachels face, unsure at rst, until

she met Bels eyes. Across the room from each other, but it wasnt such a great distance anymore.

Yeah,” she said too. Im OK.

Bel nodded. I should probably get ready. We told everyone seven-thirty, right?

Rachel checked the clock on the oven. Twenty minutes to go. Perfect timing.

Bel went upstairs, changed into jeans and a cardigan, brushed her hair. Shed washed it twice since Phillip had touched it, left his blood behind. It still didnt feel clean.

She put the hairbrush down on the windowsill, beside the photo frame. Her and Dad beaming for the camera, the same one he had on his keys, Story Land for her twelfth birthday.

Bels thumb passed over the photo, her face reected in the glass, young Bel in one eye, Dad in the other. Hed been missing thirteen days. But now, because of Phillip Alves, everything was going to be OK, Dad could nally come home. Bel was ready for it. Ready for peace, a truce, to put the house back together again, leave her armor outside.

Bel and Rachel could be on the same side, if it was Dads side too. A family.

Family rst.

Her eyes trailed away to her nightstand. She followed them, opening the drawer to her collection of stolen things. She realized something, looking down at the pens and lip balms, that one unusable AirPod, the queen chess piece. Bel hadnt taken anything in a couple of weeks. The knot had been there in her gut, but it hadnt asked to be fed, hadnt needed it. She must have been distracted, so consumed with Rachel.

She reached inside, ngers closing around something small and soft. She pulled it out, her tiny pink baby sock, cradled in the palm of her hand. Bel could return this to Rachel, put it back where she found it. It clearly meant something to her. An olive branch. A rst step.

Bel took that rst step, and a second, walking out of her room and down the hall.

She paused at the closed door into Rachels room. Tried the handle. It was unlocked. In fact, Bel hadnt heard Rachel lock it at all, these past couple weeks.

She went inside, padding quietly, so Rachel wouldnt hear from downstairs. Rachel hadnt made her bed, hadnt had time. Bel moved over to the nightstand and slid out the top drawer.

The iPhone box was still inside. A lip balm, rolling toward her. A packet of Kleenex.

Bel pinched the small sock and pushed it to the far corner, where shed found it.

But there was something else there now. Hidden in the shadows, a cold touch of metal against the skin of her knuckles. Bel couldnt help herself. She let the sock go and scrabbled for the small piece of metal, pulled it out.

It was a ring. A plain gold ring. A wedding band. Too big to be Rachels, it had to be a mans.

Bel brought it closer, studied it, moving it so it caught the light. It was engraved on the inside.

July 23 2005

The date her parents got married. This was Dads wedding ring.

The one he still wore. The one he couldnt take o. And it was here, in Rachels drawer.

Bels heart fell into her stomach, the knot took a bite. No, no, no. He couldnt take this o. Which meant

Everything wasnt going to be OK. Dad didnt run away, Rachel had done something to him, something nal. Answers unraveled again, that last speck of hope swallowed whole. And a new feeling, that Dad was never coming home.

Bel broke apart, following her heart down, down, down. Finding her own land mines, setting them all off at once.

Rachel!” she screamed, burning down the house.

Bel burst out of the room, the ring hot in her st, catching re too. Rachel!

Down the stairs, the thunderclap of her feet building into something worse.

Mom!

Just ung the cushions,” Rachel called back. Bel followed her voice through the door, into war.

Dont know why, no one cares if the cushions are ued.” She smiled to herself.

I cant do this anymore!” Bel shouted, voice shaking the room. Rachel dropped the cushion.

Bel, whats—”

I cant do it! Youre lying to me! Youve been lying since you returned!” Rachel blinked, mouth falling open. Bel, I—”

Bel cut her o, storming forward. She slammed the ring down on the coee table.

Thats Dads wedding ring.” She pointed. He couldnt take it o!” Bels eyes hooked onto Rachels, steadied, took aim.

What have you done to him, Rachel?

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