Alex staggered backward, nearly knocking the tray from the table where Dawes had placed it. She clutched her chest, expecting to find an open wound there. Her mouth was full of food and she realized that sheโd been standing in front of the tray, shoveling macaroni into her mouth, as she relived Northโs death. She could still sense him inside her, oblivious, lost to the sensations of eating for the first time in more than a hundred years. With all of her will, she shoved him from her, resealing the breach that had allowed him inside.
She spat out the macaroni, gasped for air, lurched to the edge of the crucible. The only face looking back at her from the surface of the water was her own. She slapped her hand against it, watching the ripples spread.
โYou killed her,โ she whispered. โI saw you kill her. I felt it.โ
But even as she said it, she knew she hadnโt been North in that moment.
There had been someone else inside him.
Alex stumbled down the hall to the Dante bedroom and pulled on a pair of Lethe House sweats. It felt like days had passed but it had only been hours. There was a lingering soreness where her ribs had been broken, the only sign of the beating sheโd endured. And yet she was so tired. Each day had started to feel like a year, and she wasnโt sure if it was the physical trauma or the heavy exposure to the uncanny that was wearing her down.
Afternoon light streamed through the stained-glass windows, leaving bright patterns of blue and yellow on the polished slats of the floor. Maybe she would sleep here tonight, even if it did mean she had to go to class in sweats. She was literally running out of clothes. These attempts on her life were playing havoc with her wardrobe.
The bathroom off the big bedroom had two standing pedestal sinks and a deep claw-footed tub that sheโd never used. Had Darlington? She had trouble imagining him sinking into a bubble bath to relax.
She cupped her hand beneath the sink to drink, then spat into the basin.
Alex flinched backโthe water was pink and speckled with something. She stoppered the drain before it could vanish.
She was looking at Northโs blood. She felt sure of it. Blood he had himself swallowed nearly a hundred years ago when he died.
And parsley. Little bits of it.
She remembered Michael Reyes lying unconscious on an operating table, the Bonesmen gathered around him.ย Doveโs heart for clarity, geranium root, a dish of bitter herbs. The diet of theย victimaย before a prognostication.
There had been someone inside North that day at the factoryโsomeone who had been used by Bones for a prognostication, long before there was a Lethe House around to keep watch.ย They cut me open. They wanted to see my soul.ย Theyโd let him die. She felt sure of it. Some nameless vagrant who would never be missed.ย NMDH. No more dead hobos.ย Sheโd seen the inscription inย Lethe: A Legacy. A little joke among the old boys of the Ninth House. Alex hadnโt quite believed it somehow, even after sheโd seen Michael Reyes cut open on a table. She should check on him, make sure he was okay.
Alex let the sink drain. She rinsed her mouth again, wrapped her wet hair in a fresh towel, and sat down at the little antique desk by the window.
Bones had been founded in 1832. They hadnโt built their tomb until twenty-five years later, but that didnโt mean they werenโt trying their hand at rituals before that. No one had been keeping an eye on the societies back then, and she remembered what Darlington had said about stray magic breaking loose from the rituals. What if something had gone wrong with that early prognostication? What if a Gray had disrupted the rite, sent theย victimaโs spirit flying wild? What if it had found its way into North? He hadnโt even seemed to recognize that he was holding a gunโa shadow in my hand.
The terrifiedย victimaย inside North, North inside Alex. They were like a nesting doll of the uncanny. Had the spirit somehow chosen Northโs body to escape to, or had he and Daisy simply been in the wrong place at the wrong time, two innocent people mowed down by power they couldnโt begin to understand? Was that what Darlington had been investigating? That stray magic had caused the North-Whitlock murder?
Alex climbed the stairs to the third floor. Sheโd spent little time here, but she found the Virgil bedroom on her second try. It was directly above the Dante room but far more grand. Alex supposed that if she survived three years of Lethe and Yale, it would one day be hers.
She went to the desk and opened the drawers. She found a note with a few
lines of poetry inside, some stationery stamped with the Lethe hound, and not much else.
There was a statistics textbook on the desk. Had Darlington left it there the night theyโd gone to the basement of Rosenfeld Hall?
Alex padded back down the stairs to the bookshelf that guarded the library. She pulled down the Albemarle Book. The smell of horses rose from its pages, the sound of hooves on cobblestones, a snatch of Hebrewโthe memory of the research sheโd done on golems. Darlington had used the library regularly and the bookโs rows were full of his requests, but most seemed focused on feeding his obsession with New Havenโmanufacturing history, land deeds, city planning. There were entries from Dawes too, all about tarot and ancient mystery cults, and even a few from Dean Sandow. But then there it was, early in the fall semester, two names in Darlingtonโs jagged scrawl: Bertram Boyce North and Daisy Whitlock. The Bridegroom was right. Darlington had been looking into his case. But where were his notes? Had they been in his satchel that night at Rosenfeld and been swallowed up with the rest of him?
โWhere are you, Darlington?โ she whispered.ย And can you forgive me?
โAlex.โ
She jumped. Dawes was standing at the top of the stairs, her headphones clamped around her neck, a dishrag in her hands. โTurnerโs back. He has something to show us.โ
Alex retrieved her socks from the armory and joined Turner and Dawes in the parlor. They sat shoulder to shoulder at a clunky-looking laptop, matching frowns on their faces. Turner had changed into jeans and a button-down shirt but still managed to look sharp, especially next to Dawes.
He waved Alex over, a stack of folders piled beside him.
On the screen, Alex saw black-and-white footage of what looked like a prison hallway, a row of inmates moving along a corridor of cells.
โLook at the time stamp,โ said Turner. โThatโs right about the time you were headed into my crime scene.โ
Turner hit play and the inmates shuffled forward. A huge shape lumbered into view.
โThatโs him,โ said Alex. It was unmistakably Lance Gressang. โWhere does he go?โ
โHe turns a corner and then heโs just gone.โ He struck a few keys and the
scene changed to a different angle on another hallway, but Alex didnโt see Gressang anywhere. โHereโs number one on the long, long list of things I donโt understand: Why did he go back?โ Turner hit the keys again and Alex saw a wide view of what looked like a hospital ward.
โGressang went back to jail?โ
โThatโs right. Heโs in the infirmary with a busted hand.โ
Alex remembered the crunch of bones when sheโd hit him with the putter.
But why the hell would Gressang have returned to jail to await trial? โAre these for me?โ Alex asked, gesturing at the folders.
Turner nodded. โThatโs everything we have on Lance Gressang and Tara Hutchins right now. Look your fill, but theyโre going back with me tonight.โ
Alex took the stack to the velvet sofa and settled in. โWhy such generosity?โ
โIโm stubborn, not stupid. I know what I saw.โ Turner leaned back in his chair. โSo letโs hear it, Alex Stern. You donโt think Gressang did the murder. Whoโs responsible?โ
Alex flipped open the top folder. โI donโt know, but I do know Tara has connections to at least four societies, and you donโt get stabbed over the occasional twenty bag, so this isnโt about a little weed.โ
โHow do you tally four societies?โ โIโll get the whiteboard,โ said Dawes.
โIs it a magical whiteboard?โ asked Turner sourly.
Dawes cast him a baleful look. โAll whiteboards are magical.โ
She returned with a handful of markers and a whiteboard that she propped up on the mantel.
Turner rubbed a hand over his face. โOkay, give me your list of suspects.โ Alex felt suddenly self-conscious, like she was being asked to work a complicated math problem in front of the class, but she took a blue marker
from Dawes and went to the board.
โFour of the Ancient Eight may have connections to Tara: Skull and Bones, Scroll and Key, Manuscript, and Book and Snake.โ
โThe Ancient Eight?โ asked Turner.
โThe Houses of the Veil. The societies with tombs. You should have read yourย Life of Lethe.โ
Turner waved her on. โStart with Skull and Bones. Tara was selling weed to Tripp Helmuth, but I donโt see how thatโs a motive for murder.โ
โShe was also sleeping with Tripp.โ โYou think it was more than casual?โ
โI doubt it,โ Alex admitted.
โBut if Tara thought so?โ asked Dawes tentatively.
โIโm guessing Tara knew the score.โ You had to. All the time. โStill, Trippโs family is real old money. She might have tried to get something out of him.โ
โThat sounds like a soap opera motive,โ said Turner.
He wasnโt going to be an easy sell. โBut what if they were dealing in harder stuff? Not just pot? I think a senior named Blake Keely was getting a drug called Merity from them.โ
โThatโs impossible,โ said Dawes. โIt only growsโโ
โI know, on some mountaintop. But Blake bought from Lance and Tara. Tripp said he saw Tara with Kate Masters, and Kate is in Manuscriptโthe only society with access to Merity.โ
โYou think Kate sold Merity to Tara and Lance?โ asked Dawes.
โNo,โ said Alex, turning the idea over in her head. โI think Kate paid Tara to find a way to grow it. Lance and Tara lived within spitting distance of the forestry school and the Marsh greenhouses. Kate wanted to cut out the middleman. Get Manuscript its own supply.โ
โBut then โฆ how did Blake get his hands on it?โ
โMaybe they started growing their own stash of Merity and sold it to Blake. Money is money.โ
โBut that would beโฆโ
โUnethical?โ asked Alex. โIrresponsible? Like handing a sociopathic toddler a magical machete?โ
โWhat exactly does this drug do?โ Turner sounded reluctant, as if he wasnโt sure he wanted to know.
โIt makes youโฆโ Alex hesitated.ย Obedientย wasnโt the right word.ย Eager
didnโt cover it either.
โAn acolyte,โ said Dawes. โYour only desire is to serve.โ
Turner shook his head. โAnd let me guess, it isnโt a regulated substance because no oneโs ever heard of it to regulate it.โ He had the same nauseated expression heโd worn when he saw Alex healed by the crucible. โAll you children playing with fire, looking surprised when the house burns down.โ He scrubbed a hand over his face. โBack to the board. Tara is connected to Bones by Tripp, Manuscript by Kate Masters and this drug. Is Colin Khatri her only connection to Scroll and Key?โ
โNo,โ said Alex. โShe had words from a poem calledย Idylls of the King
tattooed on her arm, and that text is all over the Locksmithsโ tomb.โ She
passed the file full of photos to Dawes. โRight forearm.โ
Dawes glanced at the autopsy photos displaying Taraโs tattoos, then shuffled hurriedly past.
โThat doesnโt feel like a casual connection,โ said Alex.
โWhatโs this?โ Dawes asked, tapping a photo of Taraโs bedroom.
โJust a bunch of jewelry-making tools,โ said Turner. โShe had a little business on the side.โ
Of course she had. That was what girls did when their lives fell apart. They tried to find a window to climb out of. Community college. Homemade soaps. A little jewelry-making business on the side.
Dawes was gnawing at her lower lip hard enough that Alex thought she might draw blood. Alex leaned over and peered at the picture, at the cheap knockoff gemstones and dishes of curved hooks for earrings, the pliers. But one of the dishes looked different than the others. It was shallower, the metal beaten and raw, the leavings of something like ash or a ring of lime around its base.
โDawes,โ said Alex. โWhat does that look like to you?โ
Dawes pushed the file away as if she could banish it. โItโs a crucible.โ โWhat would Tara have used it for? To process the Merity?โ
Dawes shook her head. โNo. Merity is used in its raw form.โ
โHey,โ said Turner. โHow about we pretend for a minute I donโt know what a crucible is.โ
Dawes tucked a strand of her auburn hair behind her ear and without looking at him said, โTheyโre vessels created for magical and alchemical use. Theyโre usually made of pure gold and highly reactive.โ
โThat big gold bathtub Dawes just put me in is a crucible,โ said Alex. โYouโre telling me the thing in Taraโs apartment is real gold? Itโs the size
of an ashtray. No way Gressang and his girl could afford something like that.โ โUnless it was a gift,โ said Alex. โAnd unless whatever they were making
in it was worth more than the metal itself.โ
Dawes pulled her sweatshirt sleeves over her hands. โThere are stories about holy men who would use psilocybinโmushroomsโto literally open doorways to other worlds. But the drugs had to be purified โฆ in a crucible.โ
โDoorways,โ said Alex, remembering the night she and Darlington had observed the botched ritual at Scroll and Key. โYou mean portals. You said there are rumors of the magic at Scroll and Key failing. Could Lance and Taraโs secret sauce have helped with that?โ
Dawes expelled a long breath. โYes. In theory, a drug like that could help
facilitate opening the portals.โ
Alex picked up the photo of the tiny crucible. โDo you have this stuff in, uh โฆ custody or whatever?โ
โIn evidence,โ said Turner. โYes, we do. If thereโs enough residue left in that thing we can have it tested, see if it matches the hallucinogen we found in Taraโs system.โ
Dawes had taken her headphones from around her neck. She sat with them cradled in her lap like a sleeping animal.
โWhat is it?โ Alex asked her.
โYou said Lance was walking through walls, maybe using portal magic to attack you. If someone from Scroll and Key allowed outsiders access to their tomb, if they brought Lance and Tara into their rituals โฆ The Houses of the Veil consider that unforgivable.ย Nefandum.โ
Alex and Turner exchanged a glance.
โWhatโs the penalty for sharing that kind of information with outsiders?โ Alex asked.
Dawes clutched her headphones. โThe society would be stripped of its tomb and disbanded.โ
โYou know what that sounds like?โ said Turner. โYeah,โ replied Alex. โMotive.โ
Had Colin Khatri inducted Lance and Tara into the secrets of the society? Had it been some kind of payment, one he didnโt want to continue to make? Was that what had gotten Tara killed? It was hard for Alex to imagine clean, cheerful Colin committing violent murder. But he was a boy with a bright future, and that meant he had plenty to lose.
โIโm going to Professor Belbalmโs salon tonight,โ said Alex. She would have preferred to fall asleep right here in front of the fire, but she didnโt intend to piss off the one person who seemed to be looking out for her future. โColin works for Belbalm. I can try to find out how late he stayed at her house the night Tara died.โ
โAlex,โ Dawes said quietly, looking up at last. โIf Darlington found out about the drugs, about what Colin and the other Locksmiths were doing with Lance and Tara, maybeโฆโ She trailed off, but Alex knew what she was suggesting: Maybe Scroll and Key had been responsible for the portal that had disappeared Darlington that night in the Rosenfeld basement.
โWhereย isย Darlington?โ asked Turner. โAnd if you say Spain, Iโm going to pack up my files and go home. My bed is looking real good right now.โ
Dawes squirmed in her chair.
โSomething happened to him,โ said Alex. โWeโre not sure what. Thereโs a ritual to try to reach him, but it can only be attempted at the new moon.โ
โWhy the new moon?โ
โThe timing matters,โ said Dawes. โFor a ritual to work, it helps if itโs built around an auspicious date or an auspicious place. The new moon represents the moment before something hidden is revealed.โ
โSandow wanted you to keep it quiet?โ asked Turner. Alex nodded, feeling guilty. She hadnโt exactly wanted to trumpet the news either. โWhat about Darlingtonโs family?โ
โDarlington is our responsibility,โ said Dawes sharply, protective to the last. โWeโll get him back.โ
Maybe.
Turner leaned forward. โSo what youโre saying is that Scroll and Key may be involved in a murderย andย a kidnapping?โ
Alex shrugged. โSure. Letโs call it that. But we canโt rule out Manuscript. Maybe Kate Masters found out Tara sold the Merity to Blake Keely and that he was using it on girls, or maybe something went wrong with their deal. If Lance didnโt kill Tara, someone was glamoured to look like him. Manuscript has plenty of tricks and gimmicks that would let Kate spend a few hours wearing his face. And none of this explains theย glumaย that was sent after me.โ Alex reached into her pocket and felt the reassuring tick of the watch.
Turner looked like he might do murder himself. โThe what now?โ
โThe thing that chased me down Elm. Donโt fucking look at me like that.
It happened.โ
โFine, it happened,โ said Turner.
โGlumaeย are servants of the dead,โ said Dawes. โTheyโre errand boys.โ Alex scowled. โThat was a highly homicidal errand boy.โ
โYou give them a simple task, they accomplish it. Book and Snake uses them as messengers to and from the other side of the Veil. Theyโre too violent and unpredictable to really be good for much else.โ
Except for making a girl look crazy and maybe shutting her up permanently.
โSo Book and Snake is on the board,โ said Turner. โMotive unknown. You realize none of this is evidence, right? We can draw no credible connections to these societies beyond what Tripp told you. I donโt even have enough to get a warrant to look inside those forestry greenhouses.โ
โIโm guessing Centurion can pull all kinds of strings with his superiors.โ A shadow crossed Turnerโs face. โExcept you donโt want to pull strings.โ
โThat isnโt the way things should work. And I canโt just go to my captain. He doesnโt know about Lethe. Iโd have to go all the way up the chain to the chief.โ And Turner wasnโt going to make that move unless he was sure that all of their theories added up to more than some lunatic scrawl on a whiteboard. Alex couldnโt blame him. โIโll pull the LUDs for the liquor store near Taraโs apartment. Itโs possible they were using the storeโs phone to do business. Kate Masters wasnโt in Taraโs cell or Lanceโs. Neither was Colin Khatri or Blake Keely.โ
โIf Tara and Lance were using the greenhouses, then they were working with someone at the forestry school,โ said Dawes. โWarrant or not, we should try to find out who.โ
โIโm a student,โ said Alex. โI can walk right in.โ
โI thought you wanted me to start pulling strings,โ Turner said.
She had, but now she was thinking better of it. โWe can handle this on our own. If you go up the food chain, someone might tell Sandow.โ
Turner raised a brow. โThat a problem?โ
โI want to know where he was the night of the murder.โ Dawesโs spine straightened. โAlexโโ
โHe pushed to make me stop looking, Dawes. Lethe is here to keep the societies in line. Why did he yank so hard on the reins?โ
We are the shepherds.ย Lethe had been built on that mission. Or had it? Had Lethe ever really been intended to protect anyone? Or were they just supposed to maintain the status quo, to make it look like the Houses of the Veil were being monitored, that some standard was being kept to without ever really checking the societiesโ power?ย This is a funding year.ย Had Sandow somehow known that if they looked too closely, theyโd find connections to the society rosters? Bones, Book and Snake, Scroll and Key, Manuscriptโfour of the eight societies responsible for funding Lethe. That added up to half the money needed to keep the Ninth House aliveโmore since Berzelius never paid in. Was Lethe that precious to Sandow?
โWhat kind of salary does Dean Sandow get from Lethe?โ Alex asked.
Dawes blinked. โI donโt actually know. But he has tenure. He makes plenty from the university.โ
โGambling?โ suggested Turner. โDrugs? Debt?โ
Dawesโs spine seemed to straighten even more, as if she were an antenna being adjusted to receive information. โDivorce,โ she said slowly, reluctantly. โHis wife left him two years ago. Theyโve been in court ever since. Stillโโ
โItโs probably nothing,โ said Alex, though she wasnโt at all sure that was
true. โBut it couldnโt hurt to know where he was that night.โ
Dawesโs teeth dug into her lip again. โDean Sandow would never do anything to hurt Lethe.โ
Turner rose and began to collect his folders. โFor the right price, he just might. Why do you think I said yes to being Centurion?โ
โItโs an honor,โ protested Dawes.
โItโs aย job,ย on top of the very intense job I already have. But the money meant I could pay down my motherโs mortgage.โ He slid the folders into a messenger bag. โIโll see what I can find out about Sandow without tipping him off.โ
โI should do it,โ Dawes said quietly. โI can talk to his housekeeper. If you start asking questions, Yelena will go to Sandow right away.โ
โDo you feel up to that?โ Turner said skeptically.
โShe can handle it,โ said Alex. โWe just need a look at his schedule.โ
โI like money as a motive,โ said Turner. โNice and clean. None of this hocus-pocus bullshit.โ He shrugged into his coat and headed for the back door. Alex and Dawes followed.
Turner paused with the door open. Behind him, Alex could see the sky turning the deep blue of dusk, the streetlamps coming on. โMy mother couldnโt just take the check,โ he said, a rueful smile on his lips. โShe knows cops donโt get bonuses. She wanted to know where the money came from.โ
โDid you tell her?โ asked Alex.
โAbout all this? Hell no. I said I hit a lucky streak at Foxwoods. But she still knew Iโd gotten myself into something I shouldnโt have.โ
โMothers are like that,โ said Dawes.
Were they? Alex thought of the photo her mom had texted her the week before. Sheโd had one of her friends snap a picture of her in the apartment. Mira had been wearing a Yale sweatshirt, the mantel behind her crowded with crystals.
โDo you know what my mother said?โ Turner asked. โShe told me thereโs no doorway the devil doesnโt know. Heโs always waiting to stick his foot in. I never really believed her until tonight.โ
Turner pulled up his collar and disappeared into the cold.