Tย here was something in the way this man spoke, the way he stared, that made me stand a little straighter. That made me stop trying to hide my face. It was like . . . he knew.
Impossible.
He was arguably the most ruggedly handsome man Iโd ever seen in my life. His was not a face Iโd forget, which meant he was likely just visiting Quincy. The only people who knew what had happened along the river on Friday were localsโgossip was galloping through town like a stampede of wild stallions.
Rumor was, my near-death incident would make theย Quincy Gazetteโs front page on Wednesdayโs weekly edition.
I would not be reading the paper this week.
This guy was probably staring because of the shitty attempt Iโd made to conceal my black eyes. Most of the makeup Iโd put on at three this morning had faded after a long day. Or he was staring because of this freaking scarf. It was thick and heavy, and despite my best efforts, the chunky material wouldnโt stay tight enough beneath my chin to hide the bruises.
โCan we talk for a moment?โ He jerked his chin toward the tables.
Talk about what? How I looked like someoneโs personal punching bag?ย Fun.
โPlease,โ he begged.
There it was again. The feeling that he knew. Who was he? Only one way to find out. I pointed to his sandwich. โIโll let you eat, then join you in a moment.โ
โAll right.โ He picked up his plate, waiting until Crystal set a glass of ice water on the counter, then swept it up too. โIโll be fast.โ
โNo rush.โ
His gaze darted to my throat, then he turned and crossed the room. He had a confident stride. Long legs covered in faded jeans. Scuffed boots.
Stubbled jaw. Broad shoulders and disheveled hair. Tall. Very tall.ย Great
ass.
Exactly my type.
Of course the universe would deliver me a s*xy, beautiful man when the very last thing I wanted was to be touched. When I couldnโt even flirt because of my fucking voice.
I sounded like Iโd been a lifelong smoker, and every hoarse, hitched syllable ached.
The pain had continually worsened over the weekend. Probably because I kept talking. Talia had told me the quickest way to recover was to rest, but I refused to stay at home and hide. I wouldnโt cower and give that son of a bitch whoโd tried to kill me the satisfaction of my defeat.
So here I was, working. Yesterday morning, when my mother and Crystal had shown up at five to open Eden Coffee, Iโd already been here for an hour. Their every attempt to shoo me out the door had been thwarted with an adamantย no.
Dad and Griffin had come in this morning to try and convince me to spend a week at the ranch recuperating. But Iโd held up my chin and marched into the kitchen to make cranberry-orange scones.
If I had just stayed at work on Friday, none of this would have happened in the first place. Not that I blamed Eloiseโthough she was determined to carry the blame regardless. Sheโd been so upset this morning when she and Jasper had come in to check on me that Iโd had to practically shake her to listen as Iโd choked out how this wasnโt her fault.
There was one and only one person to blame. That motherfucking hunter.
Still, Iโd be damned if anyone would run me out of my own building again.
This was where I wanted to be, so I was staying.
โCrystal.โ I lowered my voice. It didnโt hurt as much when I whispered.
โYeah?โ She appeared at my side in a snap, abandoning the coffee sheโd been making. Sheโd been a trooper, hovering close, ready to do whatever I asked. Crystal was the only person who hadnโt tried to get me to leave. I loved her for that.
โDo you know who that is?โ I nodded toward the man. Heโd taken the far table beside the windows and was inhaling his sandwich.
โNo. Iโve never seen him before.โ
I nodded, then touched her forearm before getting a coffee mug from the stack and filling it with hot water. Whatever that man wanted, Iโd need something to drink if we were going to talk, so I made myself a tea, letting it steep while he demolished his meal.
The busy summer tourist season was over. It was too early for holiday visitors. This time of year, Quincy saw an influx of hunters, and while this guyโs rough edge and outdoorsy vibe fit that image, my intuition said that wasnโt why heโd come to town.
Why? No idea. Something about him just felt . . . different.
Maybe my near-death experience had given me some sixth senseโor delusions. For all I knew, Iโd go to that table and heโd deliver some cheesy pickup line. Though with a face like his, he probably just crooked a finger and women hopped into his bed.
I took a sip of my tea, letting the warmth soothe my throat. Then I carried it across the shop.
When he saw me coming, the man wiped his lips with a napkin, then balled it up and set it on his now empty plate as I took the chair across from his.
โVance Sutter.โ He stretched a hand across the table.
My hand was dwarfed by his as I returned his shake. His grip was rough but warm. โLyla Eden.โ
โEden.โ His gray-blue eyes flicked to the door at my back. โThis is my coffee shop.โ
He nodded, studying my face. Once more, his gaze darted to my scarf. โIโll cut to the chase. Iโm looking for a man.โ
I sat taller, my heart beginning to race. Oh my God, I knew it. I freaking knew it.ย Heย knew it. How?
โWho?โ I croaked.
โIโm guessing the man who did that to you.โ He pointed to my throat, then opened one side of his jacket, pulling out a piece of paper that had been folded into quarters. He splayed it open, flattening it on the table. โCame across this APB from your local police station.โ
Iโd never read or seen an APB before. As he spun it around to face me,ย armed and dangerousย practically leapt off the page. There was a description of the man from the river, and even reading the words made me shiver. Red hair. Brown eyes. Six-inch scar running across his cheek, from eye to chin.
I wrapped my arms around my waist as my stomach knotted.
If I closed my eyes, I saw his face. At night, when I tried to sleep, I felt his hands on my throat. I felt them squeeze. I felt them release.
Friday, after that man had let me go, I picked myself up off the riverbank and made my way back to my car. The trek was harrowing. I stumbled and tripped, struggling to breathe.
Panic fueled my every step. I was sure that man was following me. That maybe it was some sick and twisted game to let me go, only to capture me once more and finish the job the second time around.
Thankfully, it was only paranoia and fear. I made it to my car, and the moment I slid into the driverโs seat and locked my doors, my body collapsed against the steering wheel.
Crying had never hurt so badly in my life. The sobs were so painful that I forced myself to stop. And when I pulled myself together enough to quell the shaking, I called Dad.
When life got hard, Dad was always my first call.
Help. That was all I said. All I could say.
A split-second later, his recliner closed with an audible snap. Then came a door opening and closing along with the jingle of keys.
He asked me if I was hurt.ย Yes.ย He asked if I could drive.ย Yes.
Get to the hospital, Lyla.ย Iโd been stuck before that, locked in my quiet car. That command from my father snapped me into action.
While I drove into town, so did Dad. He stayed on the line with me until I reached Quincy. Then he hung up to call my sister.
Talia was waiting in the parking lot when I pulled into Quincy Memorial. Dad arrived thirty seconds later, having broken every speed limit from the ranch to town.
They took a single look at my face and neck and rushed me into the emergency room. While Talia did her exam, Dad held my hand.
She promised there wasnโt any permanent damage to my windpipe. The swelling and bruising would get worse before it got better. My bloodshot eyes would return to normal. The black eyes would fade. She gave me a painkiller to get me through the worst of it.
It wasnโt until the exam was over that Dad broke. We both broke.
His shoulder had always been my favorite to cry on, so the moment he pulled me into his arms, I fell apart. Totally. The crying jag destroyed my
already wrecked throat.
Dad called Winn. Winn called Mom. Mom called Griffin. An hour later, my entire family was crowded around my hospital bed to listen while I recounted the entire ordeal to Winn, my sister-in-law, Quincyโs chief of police.
It had taken me longer to explain how Iโd nearly been strangled to death than the actual strangling had taken. That hunter had choked me for less than twenty seconds, yet every time I replayed it in my mind, it felt like heโd had my throat in his grip for an eternity before heโd let me go.
Why had he let me go? Vance cleared his throat.
I shook myself out of my head. It wasnโt the first time Iโd gotten lost in my own thoughts today. โSorry.โ
โDonโt be.โ He took his wallet from his jeans pocket, rifling through the leather billfold. Then he slipped out an old photograph and handed it over. โIs this him?โ
I gulped. My heart climbed into my throat as I reached for the photo, bringing it closer. My hands trembled as I stared at the man whoโd almost murdered me.
Red hair. Brown eyes. Scarred face.
He was smiling in the picture. His happiness was jarring, like this had been taken of a different man in a different lifetime. But there was no mistake. It was the motherfucker.
โYes.โ
Vanceโs entire frame relaxed, like heโd hoped that would be my answer but had braced himself for disappointment.
The photoโs edges were tattered. Its colors faded. How many times had Vance handed this picture to someone? Or had it been his own fingers that had traced the corners until they were rounded and soft?
โHas he hurt people before?โ I asked. Vance nodded.
I dropped the picture like it was aflame. โYouโre here to find him.โ
โI am.โ His deep, gravelly voice was infused with confidence. That surety was a sharp contrast to the hopelessness Iโd felt all day after Winnโs update last night.
After sheโd taken my statement at the hospital, sheโd sprung into action. Within an hour, sheโd issued the APB with the description Iโd
provided. Sheโd engaged with the county sheriffโs department, who had activated the search and rescue team to scour the mountains.
My dad and brothers had been part of that effort. Over twenty people and three dogs had combed over the area where Iโd been attacked.
Theyโd stayed out late Friday night, well past dark, and had finally returned to town empty-handed. Yesterday, more of the same. If there was a trail to find, it had been lost.
That asshole had escaped.
Winn would likely be here soon with another update. I didnโt expect a different outcome.
โThe local authorities havenโt found him,โ I told Vance. โWhat makes you think you can?โ Maybe it was my ragged voice, but I wasnโt sure Iโd ever sounded more cynical. Maybe all it took was one horrid experience to crush a personโs positive spirit.
โIโve been searching for Cormac for years.โ I shuddered. โThatโs his name?โ
โCormac Gallagher.โ Vance nodded, taking the photo from the table and returning it to his wallet.
โWho are you?โ I locked my gaze with his.
I wasnโt the type of person who could spot lies. Trusting people just felt . . . normal. The default. Except Iโd immediately given my trust to that manโCormacโby the river. Iโd assumed he was good.
So maybe it was time I learned to spot untruths. To be wary of those who came into this shop, Vance Sutter included.
โIโm a cop from Coeur dโAlene. Cormac is the main suspect in a murder investigation.โ
โOh.โ
Cop. Cormac. Murder. My head was spinning.
โWho did he kill?โ Was it another innocent woman out for a hike?
How many people had he killed? Had they been strangled?
Vanceโs gaze flicked to the table. He stayed quiet.
I knew without asking he wouldnโt answer. Was that better or worse than a lie to my face?
Better.
Except Vance still hadnโt answered my previous question. Why did he think heโd have different luck than Winn, the sheriff and a team of people
trained to search this area for missing hikers or hunters? People like my dad and brothers whoโd lived here their entire lives?
โWhat makes you so sure you can find him?โ
โIโm not sure.โ Honesty coated that baritone voice. โIโve spent four years following dead-end leads. This might be another. Chances are, heโs long gone. But what if heโs not? That what-if is worth it for me to be here. Youโre the first person in years who can confirm Cormacโs whereabouts.โ
โLucky me,โ I muttered.
Vance offered a kind smile. โIโm sorry. For what he did, Iโm sorry.โ
Everyone was sorry. I didnโt need pity. What I needed was that son of a bitch rotting in a prison cell.
โOf all the people Iโve shown that photo, no one could tell me definitely yes or no. A few times, I went after a suspect with a similar description but it turned out to be someone else. Iโm here because I know Cormac better than anyone alive. And Iโd like him to be punished for what heโs done.โ
It was like Vance could read my thoughts. The anger burning in my chest gave his voice a razor-sharp edge. โMe too.โ
โLook.โ He leaned his forearms on the table, those gray-blue irises brightening with intensity. They were so light they were almost clear. Mesmerizing. โI understand if youโd rather not go through it again. Youโve been through enough. But Iโd like to hear from you what happened. Ask a few questions if youโre up for it.โ
Was I up for it? I took a sip of my tea, the warm liquid easing some of the discomfort in my throat.
Before Iโd even made the conscious decision to trust Vance, my mouth opened and the story came pouring out. From Eloise encouraging me to go on a hike, to my panic-fueled drive to the hospital, I gave Vance as many details as Iโd given Winn.
My voice was steady. Cold. It was like I was reading a report, not retelling an event in my life. Apparently two days was all it had taken for me to detach from the trauma. Was that good or bad?
When I was finished, silence descended upon the table. A crease formed between Vanceโs eyebrows, like he was taking my story and piecing it together with whatever history he had with this Cormac.
โWhy did he let me go?โ I whispered.
Vanceโs gaze snapped to mine. He looked as unsure as I felt. โI donโt know.โ
If he really was running from the police, if he really did intend to escape, leaving me alive made no sense. Now I was a witness.
โI have no right to ask this, but Iโm going to ask anyway,โ he said. โWould you go with me? Show me where this happened?โ
My heart seized. โWhy?โ
โCormac is not going to be easy to track. Itโs why heโs evaded us for so long. The more help you can give me, the better chance Iโll find a trail.โ
It should have been an easy no. Vance could sync up with Winn. He could work with the local search and rescue team to explore the area. He didnโt need me as his guide.
And I sure as hell didnโt need to go back there. To relive it in person.
The memory was hard enough.
โNice to meet you, Mr. Sutter.โ I pushed away from the table, and with my tea in hand, I walked to the counter, passing Crystal as I headed straight for the kitchen. My sanctuary.
The moment I was out of sight, I let out the breath Iโd been holding. My heart raced as I planted my hands on my prep table, closing my eyes as a wave of nerves made my stomach roil. It was either from telling Vance my story or just the idea of returning to that spot.
Could I go back? Should I? โLyla?โ
I opened my eyes at my twin sisterโs voice, twisting to the door as Talia rushed inside. She was dressed in blue scrubs. Her baby bump was starting to stretch her top. Not by a lot, but enough that you could tell she was pregnant with my future niece or nephew, who I planned to spoil rotten. โAre you okay?โ She tugged at my scarf, pulling it down to inspect my
neck.
โFine.โ I waved her off, taking the damn thing off entirely. It was too hot in the kitchen for a scarf. Tomorrow Iโd suffer in a turtleneck instead.
โYou pushed too hard today.โ Taliaโs eyebrows knitted together. She wore the same concern she had since Friday. The same expression I saw on every other face in my family.
I shook my head, not wanting to speak. Talking to Vance had zapped my energy, and my throat was raw and ragged.
โPlease, Lyla. Go home. You need to rest.โ
I shook my head again, giving her a sad smile.
Taliaโs shoulders slumped. The corners of her mouth turned down. Her eyes turned glassy but she didnโt let a tear fall.
My sister didnโt cry in front of others. At least, not often. She had this steel, this incredible strength. Whatever tragedy walked through the ERโs doors at the hospital, she took it in stride.
Me? I was the blubbering mess. Show me a sappy video on social media or tell me a sad story, Iโd cry a river next to the espresso machine with a crowd of customers around to watch.
Yet here I was, the dry-eyed sister in the room. Meanwhile, Talia looked like she was about to crack.
โWant to talk about it? Or write it out?โ she asked. โTo save your voice.โ
โNo.โ I shook my head.
โAre you sure? It might help.โ I shook my head again.
Normally, I harped on Talia to open up and confess her feelings. I encouraged her to talk and air her strugglesโshe rarely did. Strange, how weโd swapped roles.
Everything felt different. That bastard had tipped our worlds upside down and I just . . . I didnโt want to cry. I didnโt want to be hugged or coddled. I didnโt want to talk.
I wanted justice. I wanted revenge so badly I could barely see straight. And since Winn had yet to apprehend Cormac Gallagher, all I had to keep my sanity intact was work.
So I forced a smile and reached for Taliaโs hand, holding it tight when her palm touched mine. Then I let her go and walked to the fridge, taking out the ingredients for cinnamon rolls.
Talia stayed for an hour, watching me work in silence. I sent her home with a to-go container of soup so she and Foster wouldnโt have to cook dinner. Then I spent the rest of the evening alternating between work and answering text messages from my other siblings and parents.
Winn came into the shop ten minutes before we closed at seven. I knew immediately by the look on her pretty face that she wasnโt here to deliver good news.
โHi.โ She pulled me into a tight hug. โYou okay?โ โSure,โ I lied. โFind anything?โ
Her dark ponytail swished as she shook her head. โIโm sorry. Search and rescue did another sweep of the area with the dogs. They put them on the elk again today, having them track it. But about a mile away from the river, they lost the scent.โ
โShit.โ I closed my eyes, disappointment settling like a thousand pounds on my shoulders.
โIโm not giving up.โ Winn took my hand. โI promise.โ โI know you wonโt,โ I whispered.
Winn would do everything in her power for our family. But there was no missing the dark circles beneath her eyes that had been there for weeks. Ever since the shooting at the hotel.
Quincy was supposed to be a safe town. Shootings and strangulations werenโt supposed to happen here. Everything was falling apart.
And Winn took so much of that on herself. Too much.
I wanted, more than anything, for Cormac to be apprehended. But if Winn couldnโt bring him in, how heavy would that weigh on her already burdened heart?
My gaze flicked to the empty table where Vance had sat earlier. What if he was the answer?
โDo you want dinner?โ I asked Winn.
โNo, thatโs okay. Griff called on my way here and said he was making burgers.โ
Some of the stress lifted from her face at my brotherโs name. I had no doubt sheโd go home to the ranch, to his arms and their two children, and the sparkle would return to her deep-blue gaze.
โWant to come out?โ she asked. โYou could spend the night.โ
I shook my head. โIโm going to clean up here, then go home.โ A hot, steamy shower might take away some of the pain. Maybe tonight I could actually get some sleep.
โYou sure?โ
I nodded, looping my arm with hers and walking her to the door. โWeโre all worried about you.โ
I sighed. โIโll be fine.โ
โWe all know that too. But weโre still going to worry.โ Winn pulled me into a hug, then stepped outside, lifting a hand as she climbed into her vehicle.
Waiting until her taillights were two blocks down Main, I shut the door, twisting the lock. Then I shut off half the lights, leaving the others on to illuminate the space as I swept, mopped the floor and stacked chairs.
Crystal had offered to stay and close tonight, but Iโd sent her home. Sunday evenings were slow, and after sheโd left, not a single customer had come in, allowing me to clean the kitchen space.
It took less than thirty minutes for me to finish closing up. The shop smelled like sugar and vanilla and the citrus polish I used on the hardwoods. I was about to shut off the rest of the lights when I glanced out the front windows.
A tall figure strode down the sidewalk on the opposite side of the street, moving toward the hotel.
Vance.
He walked with his hands buried in his jacket pockets. The streetlamps lit his broad frame. He seemed in no rush, his gaze roving in every direction like he was trying to memorize Quincy. Or maybe he was hoping that if he looked close enough, heโd find a clue that would lead him to Cormac.
Was I that clue?
I flipped the lock on the front door, then I put my fingers to my lips, whistling the way Dad had taught me as a kid.
The noise split the night air. Vance stopped. Turned.
I nodded.
When he was ready, whether I was or not, Iโd take him to the river.