โHey,โ Emmett says, his voice muffled through the car window, bringing me back to the present. He opens the door. I wish Iโd locked it. He kneels down so weโre at eye level. โDonโt leave. Come inside for a minute.โ
โLucy?โย Benโs voice is small, coming from the phone I have lowered onto my thigh. Emmett glances down at it.
โWho is that?โ Emmett asks.
โBen,โ I say faintly. Iโm frozen. All I can see is Emmettโs angry face as he lunges for me.
โHi, Ben!โ Emmett says loudly, cheerfully. He smiles at me.
I donโt know whether my face shows how baffled I am. Iโm too numb to feel anything.
โAre you going to hang up with him orโฆ?โ Emmett laughs a little. And then he swallows, and I see it. Heโs nervous.
My mouth is dry. I grip the phone too tightly, until my hand hurts. Emmett reaches over and takes it from me. He presses it to his ear.
โHey, Ben. I think Lucy needs a minute. Sheโll call you back, okay?โ
I donโt know whether Ben protests. Emmett ends the call and slides the phoneโmyย phoneโinto his pocket. He puts a gentle hand on my arm.
โWhy donโt you come inside? You want a glass of water or something?โ I shake my head.
โWell, I canโt let you drive like this. Youโre white as a sheet.โ He reaches over and takes my keys from where Iโd dropped them on the passengerโs seat. I realize suddenly that Iโm sweating. Iโve been sitting in this hot car for several minutes.
โRun, Lucy,โ Savvy screams in my head. โRun!โ
โCome inside,โ Emmett says again. He puts a hand on my cheek. โLet me take care of you.โ
Emmett unbuckles my seat belt. I didnโt know I had it on.
โCome on.โ Emmett puts both hands on my arms. โLetโs just get out of this car, okay, Lucy?โ
His voice is gentle.
Itโs confusing, because in my head heโs screaming.
LUCY
FIVE YEARS AGO
Emmett lunged, knocking me into Savvy. We both tumbled to the ground. โOh god.โ Savvy was on her feet first, reaching for me. I gripped her
arm.
Emmett punched her. My fingernails scraped her skin as she stumbled away from me.
โYou fucking bitch! Iโve spent my whole life waiting for you, being the nice guy, being the friend, and this is how you repay me?โ He grabbed me by the shirt, hauling me to my feet.
Savvy flew at Emmett, locking her arms around his neck. He twisted and squirmed, letting go of my shirt.
He yanked one of Savvyโs hands free, and she tumbled off his back.
Emmett whirled around, desperately grabbing for me. I darted around him, reaching for Savvyโs hand. She grabbed my hand again and took off, pulling me with her.
We ran, ducking through the trees. I dared a glance over my shoulder. I didnโt see Emmett.
โOh shit,โ Savvy gasped suddenly. โI went the wrong way.โ
I stopped, looking over my shoulder. It was dark, and quiet. Weโd run away from the road, and Emmett was nowhere to be seen.
My breath was coming in short gasps. I tried to reach for my purse. My phone. It was in the car.
โDo you have your phone?โ I asked.
โYes!โ She slid her hands into the pockets of her dress and took it out.
Her face fell as she looked at the screen. โShit. Itโs dead.โ
Tears streamed down my face, and I wiped them away with a shaky hand. โIโm sorry. I shouldnโt have gotten out of the car. I didnโt know that heโฆโ I sniffled.
She shook her head. โItโs not your fault. But later, after we call the cops, I want you to remember that I probably saved you from being raped and murdered. I expect eternal gratitude.โ
I laughed through my tears. โEternal gratitude. Got it.โ
Savvy took my hand. โLetโs go back to the venue,โ she said, pointing to the dark trees. โEmmettโs probably waiting for us by the car.โ
โItโs like a mile, isnโt it?โ
โYeah, but I think itโs the safest option. She reached down to pull her heels off. I did the same.
โAre you even sure thatโs the right way?โ I looked up at the sky, like I might magically gain the ability to tell direction by the stars. I could barely tell north from south when the sun was up.
โUh.โ She looked left, and then right. โThatโs a good point.โ โWe came from that way, right?โ I pointed.
โYes? I canโt see my headlights anymore.โ She pressed both hands to her forehead. โOh my god. How did people live before phones?โ
โWait, we werenโt that far from the main road,โ I said. โLetโs listen and see if we can hear the cars. We can go that way instead.โ
A fat drop of rain landed right in my eye, and I blinked, startled.
โGreat,โ Savvy said, holding her hand out to catch a drop. โRain is just what we need right now.โ
The sound of leaves crunching made me turn.
Emmett ran out from the darkness, something poised over his head. It looked sort of like a hammer, though not the kind used for construction. It was just a metal block at the end of a stick.
โRun,โ Savvy whispered.
We took off together, bashing through the trees. We were faster without our heels on. I threw mine behind me, hoping to hit Emmett.
I missed. And he was gaining on us.
Savvy let go of my hand. She was gasping for air. โGo, Lucy. Run.โ I tried to grab for it again. โDonโt stop. I can hear cars.โ
โNo. Youโre faster than me. Just go. Get help. I can take him.โ โNo, you canโtโโ
I screamed as a hand yanked on my hair. I stumbled backward, and a fist connected with my face. Stars danced in my eyes. Even Matt had never hit me that hard.
I was on the ground. I didnโt remember how I got there. Savvy ducked as Emmett swung the hammer at her.
She lunged at him, trying to wrestle the hammer from his grasp. It hit the ground with a thud.
She dove for it, scrambling across the dirt. He yanked on her ankle, and she yelled as he dragged her back through the dirt.
I dove forward, dove for her. My brain was still misfiring, spots in my vision. I wrapped my fingers around her arm and desperately tried to pull her toward me. I was holding on to her so hard my hand was starting to ache.
Emmett let go of her suddenly and grabbed something off the ground. He swung a tree branch, heavy and thick.
It connected with her skull.
She grunted as she hit the ground. I scrambled to her. She slowly sat up, blood pouring from a cut on her head.
Emmett stood over us, breathing heavily. Heโd tossed the tree branch aside in favor of the hammer again.
I wrapped my arms around her, protecting her. โPlease stop,โ I begged. โWe wonโt tell anyone if you just stop, okay? We were planning on leaving anyway. Weโll just go and youโll never hear from us again. I promise. Please, Emmett.โ
He stared down at me, his eyes black in the darkness.
โLucy?โ Mattโs voice rang out in the quiet. โSavvy? Emmett? Are yโall out there?โ
I froze. Weโd run back to the car, not to the main road. The car Iโd heard was Mattโs.
โMaโโ
Emmett cut off my scream with a hammer to the skull. It barely grazed the left side of my head but still knocked me back. Savvy caught me before
I hit the ground.
โMatt! Help!โ she screamed.
Emmett lifted the hammer again. I swayed. I was dizzy. I opened my mouth to scream, but nothing came out.
I looked up. Emmett had his arm drawn back, eyes locked on mine. โYou made me do this,โ he growled.
The hammer was coming straight at my head.
Savvy shoved me out of the way. He smacked the hammer into her head so hard that the crack reverberated through the trees. She collapsed across my lap. Blood pooled on my dress.
My hands were covered in blood. There was a buzzing in my brain.
โSavvy?โ Mattโs voice was still distant.
Emmett looked over his shoulder, cursed, and then swung the hammer again.
Everything went black.