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Chapter no 17

A Fire in the Flesh (Flesh and Fire Series, #3)

The rising dread constricted my chest, stifling the breath I took as I stared at the god.

I barely recognized Rhainโ€™s boyish features beneath the blood caking his face, but it was him. His nose was crooked, clearly broken. His lips were split and ragged. Only one dark brown eye was open. Barely. The other was swollen shut. And his neckโ€ฆ

Rhain had been bitten, but it looked like an animal had done it. If he werenโ€™t a god, there was no way heโ€™d still be breathing.

โ€œHe attempted to follow me when I left the Bonelands,โ€ Kyn explained, smirking as he looked down at the beaten god. โ€œWhen I caught him, he demanded to be taken to Nyktos.โ€ Kyn laughed, and my chest squeezed. โ€œIโ€™m not sure what the idiot thought would happen.โ€

Gods, Rhain was an idiotโ€”a brave, loyal idiot.

โ€œI know this one,โ€ Kolis commented, sliding his hands along the arms of the throne. โ€œItโ€™s Rhain, correct?โ€

Blood dripped from his chin as Rhain lifted his head, angling it toward the cage. I froze as the one eather-lit eye focused on me.

โ€œThat is his name,โ€ Kyn confirmed.

Kolis studied the god. โ€œRhain, a god of the Callasta Isles,โ€ he said, sending a bolt of surprise darting through me. Heโ€™d originally served Veses? Iโ€™d never known which Court Rhain came from. โ€œAnd son of Daniil. You look so much like your father.โ€ He rose. โ€œWell, you resemble your father the last time I saw him.โ€

I sucked in a sharp breath, his meaning clear. โ€œFuck you,โ€ Rhain spat.

Kyn reacted without hesitation. I flinched when his booted foot slammed into Rhainโ€™s back, knocking him to his stomach.

I jerked forward when Rhain groaned, turning his head so his one good eye was visible. He spat out a mouthful of blood.

โ€œIโ€™m sure your father said the same thing,โ€ Kolis replied. โ€œIโ€™ll tell you what I told him. No, thank you.โ€

Panic seeded itself deep inside me, taking root. Feeling as if the chamber had shrunk in size, I stepped to the side toward the locked door. My hands opened and closed at my sides, the embers in my chest throbbing.

โ€œDid youโ€ฆdid you tell him?โ€ Rhain rasped, the words warped. โ€œWhy you wereโ€ฆgoing to murder him?โ€

โ€œHe already knew.โ€ Kolis approached him. โ€œHe committed an act of treason. Like father, like son, I see.โ€

โ€œConspiring?โ€ A wet, broken laugh rattled from Rhain. Seemingly with sheer strength of will, he managed to get his knees under him. โ€œMy fatherโ€ฆ only refused toโ€ฆbecome a murderous henchman.โ€

I hadnโ€™t known any of thisโ€”or anything about Rhain, really. It wasnโ€™t like weโ€™d chatted often and got to know each other. The god had been wary of me

from the moment I arrived in the Shadowlands. And after he learned that Iโ€™d planned to kill Ash, he understandably hadnโ€™t been fond of me.

โ€œWhat you call a murderous henchman, I call a loyal servant.โ€ Kolis stopped in front of Rhain. โ€œAh, look at you.โ€

Rhain struggled to stand, his chest heaving with the effort, but he got his feet under him. His hair was even darker now, sweat mingling with the blood. But, gods, heย stood. โ€œYouโ€ฆyou donโ€™t know what loyaltyโ€ฆis.โ€

โ€œAnd you do?โ€ Kolis asked softly. โ€œYour father thought he did. He was wrong.โ€ He looked over at the other Primal. โ€œWhat do you think, Kyn?โ€

โ€œI said what I think.โ€ The Primal of Peace and Vengeance crossed his arms. โ€œHeโ€™s a fucking idiot.โ€

โ€œFuck you,โ€ Rhain spat. Kyn stepped toward him.

The false King held up a hand, stopping the Primal. Growling low in his throat, Kyn backed off.

Rhainย smirked.

And a huge part of me respected that. It was something Iโ€™d do, but I could also be a fucking idiot. I glanced at the cage door again, thinking about the hidden key. There was no way Iโ€™d get to it and get out. Even if I did, then

what? I didnโ€™t know, but I had to doย something.

Because what I felt? And what I saw clear as day in my mind? It was like a prophetic vision. There was only one reason Kyn would bring Rhain to

Kolis alive. Pressure clamped down on my chest. I knew what was about to

happen.

Kolis was going to kill Rhain.

โ€œSo, you followed Kyn in hopes heโ€™d lead you to Nyktos?โ€ Rhain didnโ€™t answer as he swayed unsteadily.

โ€œSee, I have questions about that,โ€ Kolis continued. โ€œYouโ€™d truly have to

be an idiot if you thought you could follow Kyn without being caught.โ€ The other Primalโ€™s smile was smug.

โ€œBut I know something he doesnโ€™t.โ€ Kolis leaned forward. The corners of Kynโ€™s lips straightened.

โ€œYour father was an excellent tracker, able to move as a wraith, unseen and unknown. Until it was too late. It was why I wanted him to handle a

fewโ€ฆerrands for me,โ€ Kolis said. Only this madman would call murdering someone an errand.

Actually, he had that in common with my mother. Go figure.

โ€œIโ€™m sure he passed those talents on to you. He did when it came to his eldest son, Mahiil.โ€

I jolted. Rhain had a brother? I had a horrible feeling thatย hadย was the keyword there.

โ€œAnd I also know that my nephew wouldnโ€™t surround himself with

idiots,โ€ Kolis added. โ€œWhat I think is that you allowed yourself to be caught.โ€ My lips parted as I stared at Rhain.

โ€œAnd I also think being led to Nyktos wasnโ€™t your only goal or hope.โ€ Golden eather swirled across Kolisโ€™s bare chest. โ€œSo, I will only ask you this question once, and unless you wish to end up like your father and brother, I suggest you answer truthfully.โ€

My gods, my suspicions were correct. Kolis had also killed Rhainโ€™s brother. So many of those close to Ash had suffered because of Kolis. Too manyโ€”

Seraphena.

I stiffened, my stare swinging to Rhain. His voice. Iโ€™d sworn I heard it in my mind.

โ€œWere you attempting to discover Nyktosโ€™s location?โ€ Kolis pressed.

Seraphena.ย Rhainโ€™s voice came again.ย Listen to me.

My throat dried. Either I was hearing him, or I was losing my mind. โ€œOrย hers?โ€ Kolis asked.

My heart stuttered. One brown eye locked onto mine.

โ€œSee? I think itโ€™s the latter.โ€ Kolis was less than a foot from the battered god. โ€œAnd Kyn didnโ€™t just bring me a gift. He gave one to you.โ€

My gaze darted to the other Primal. He was frowning.

Remember what you did when you learned what Veses had done?ย Okay. I had to be hearing him because that was a weird thing to think.ย When you saw her with Nyktos?

โ€œBecause I know something else that he doesnโ€™t.โ€ Eather whirled faster across Kolisโ€™s flesh.

Use the essence,ย Rhainโ€™s voice whispered amid my thoughts.ย And bring this entire palace downโ€”

Kolis shot forward, grabbing Rhain by the throat. I cried out in surprise. โ€œSilence,โ€ Kolis warned, shooting me a look before refocusing on Rhain.

โ€œI know what your father was capable of. I also know what he passed on to

both of his sons.โ€

Rhain gasped for air as Kolis lifted him off the floor.

โ€œOnly a few of Vesesโ€™ gods are capable ofโ€ฆwhat did she call it?โ€ Rhain gagged, and Kolis smiled broadly. โ€œThought projection?โ€

โ€œWhat the fuck?โ€ Kyn snarled, his arms unfolding.

Holy shit, Iย hadย heard Rhainโ€™s voice. But what he asked of me? When Iโ€™d lost control? I didnโ€™t know how Iโ€™d made the House of Haides tremble.

Though even if I did, it wouldnโ€™t kill Kolis. Rhain had to know that. โ€œItโ€™s a one-way street, but still effective.โ€ Golden essence throbbed

around Kolis. โ€œEspecially when it comes to communicating things to others.

Those before them.โ€ His grip tightened, causing Rhain to wheeze. โ€œAnd even long-distance. The question remains. Exactly how talented are you? Like your brother? He could project his thoughts to those if he made eye contact.โ€

All those times Iโ€™d seen Rhain, and heโ€™d been quiet, yet those he was with seemed to know what he needed or thought before he spoke itโ€ฆ Like when heโ€™d been with Ash and me beneath the palace.ย Do it.ย Rhain had told Ash as he tore another root free.ย Do it now.ย Rhain hadnโ€™t said what could be done to stop me aloud, but Ash had known what Rhain referred to.

โ€œOr are you as skilled as your father was?โ€ Kolis sneered. โ€œAble to project thoughts to those he carried a token of?โ€

Rhain was starting to turn a chalky, bluish-white. He couldnโ€™t answer, but Kolis wasnโ€™t really giving him a chance. He gripped the front of Rhainโ€™s tunic, where the scrolling brocade came together, and ripped it down the center, revealing a small, black pouch hanging from his neck on a smooth, black rope.

โ€œJust like your father.โ€ Kolis laughed, grabbing the pouch. The rope snapped with one tug. โ€œHid the tokens the same way.โ€

Kolis tossed Rhain aside. The god rolled across the floor, stopping a foot from the cage.

Shaking his head, Kolis tugged the laces on the pouch and turned it over.

As Rhain rolled onto his side, Kolis dumped the contents onto his palm.

I saw it then. Theย token.

It was the thin, delicate silver chain Iโ€™d seen Aios wearing and always fiddling with.

โ€œWho does that belong to?โ€ Kyn demanded.

Rhainโ€™s leg curled as he shuddered. โ€œIโ€ฆI donโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking about.โ€

Kolis turned to him, his head tilting.

It was like invisible strings had been attached to Rhainโ€™s shoulders. He rose into the air. I stepped back when his back bowed, his mouth open in a silent scream. The veins of his throat started to glow with eather.

โ€œItโ€™s mine!โ€ I shouted. Kolis looked at me.

โ€œItโ€™s my necklace. It was given to me years ago,โ€ I lied, speaking in a

rush. โ€œI donโ€™t know why he has it. I didnโ€™t even know he could do the thought-projecting thing.โ€

โ€œMy dear,โ€ Kolis purred. โ€œCome now.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s the truth! I didnโ€™t even know that was a thing.โ€ โ€œHow could youย notย know?โ€ Kyn bit out.

โ€œYouย didnโ€™t even know,โ€ I snapped, and his eyes filled with a pulse of eather. โ€œAnd itโ€™s not like Rhain would share such information with me. He doesnโ€™t even like me.โ€

Kolis frowned as the eather retracted from the veins of Rhainโ€™s mangled throat.

โ€œHe doesnโ€™t!โ€ That was another truth.

Rhain managed to turn his head toward me, then Kolis said, โ€œAnd why is that?โ€

โ€œProbably because I stabbed Nyktos,โ€ I reminded him. โ€œYouย stabbedย Nyktos?โ€ Kyn asked.

I ignored him. โ€œIโ€™m also mouthy. I cuss too much. Iโ€™m temperamental. I

start arguments. Iโ€™m pretty sure I threatened himโ€”โ€

โ€œI get it,โ€ Kolis said, glancing at Rhain. โ€œI would agree with many of those things. Especially the mouthy and cussing-too-much parts.โ€

Iย fuckingย prayed to theย fuckingย Fates that heย fuckingย died a slow, miserableย fuckingย death.

But I sincerely didnโ€™t think Rhain had been attempting to feed information back to Aios regarding me. Heโ€™d been hoping to learn Ashโ€™s location.

I took a deep breath. โ€œMaybe he thought to communicate with me, but he hasnโ€™t. And what would be the point of him attempting to talk with anyone

else about my location?โ€ I rushed on. โ€œIโ€™m sure everyone already knows Iโ€™m at Cor Palace.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s the thing, my dear,โ€ Kolis drawled. โ€œYouโ€™re not at Cor Palace.โ€

I blinked. โ€œIโ€™m notโ€”?โ€ That didnโ€™t matter. โ€œRhain didnโ€™t try to communicate with me.โ€

Kolis eyed me closely. A heartbeat later, Rhain dropped to his feet. He stumbled but kept himself from falling, then bent over, wheezing.

โ€œSo why did he have this?โ€ Aiosโ€™s silver chain dangled from Kolisโ€™s fingers, and Iย hatedย seeing it.

I swallowed. โ€œMaybe heโ€™s not as good as you think.โ€ I forced a shrug. โ€œAnd Rhain needed the necklace to do it, thinking I could tell him where Nyktos is.โ€

โ€œAs if you wouldnโ€™t have,โ€ Kyn accused.

My head whipped to him. โ€œNo one asked you, asshole.โ€

Kyn stiffened, and eather crackled to life along the flesh of his cheeks. โ€œMy dear.โ€ Kolis laughed. โ€œDidnโ€™t I tell you not to engage those here?โ€

โ€œThen he needs to stop engaging me.โ€ I took a deep breath at the rise of Kolisโ€™s brow. โ€œIโ€™mโ€ฆIโ€™m sorry. As I said, I have a bad temper.โ€

Rhain blinked his one good eye at me. โ€œBut Iโ€™m not lying.โ€

โ€œI believe you,โ€ Kolis said, and before I could even feel relief, he turned to Rhain. โ€œAnd because of that, your death will be quick.โ€

โ€œNo!โ€ I shot forward, grasping the bars. Sharp, hot pain stung my palms. I gasped, jerking my burning hands back. โ€œYou donโ€™t have to do this.โ€

Kolis raised that brow again. โ€œI donโ€™t? In case you missed the part of the conversation about avoiding the Shadowlandsโ€™ forces, he is part of that open rebellion. And that is treason, a crime punishable by death, even in the mortal

realm. He was also caught attempting to gain information. In other words, he was spying. Yet another crime punishable by deathโ€”โ€

โ€œHe is only loyal to Nyktos,โ€ I interjected, my neck muscles tensing as I heard Rhainโ€™s voice in my thoughts again.

โ€œHe should only be loyal to me!โ€

Shit. That had been the wrong thing to say. โ€œI only meant that he is worried about Nyktos. All of them are. And you should be thrilled by that.โ€

The Primal of Peace and Vengeance sighed loudly, almost overshadowing Rhainโ€™s voice inside my headโ€”him repeating my name, reiterating what heโ€™d said earlier.

Kolis frowned. โ€œWhy would I be thrilled by that?โ€ โ€œThatโ€™s a good question,โ€ Kyn muttered.

If he didnโ€™t shut upโ€ฆ โ€œBecause those who serve in the Courts of your

Primals should care for the Primal they serve. If they donโ€™t,โ€ I continued quickly as Kolis opened his mouth, โ€œhow can they care for their King?โ€

Kolis stared at me.

So did Rhain from his one good eye.

โ€œIf theyโ€™re not loyal to the Primal they serve,โ€ I went on, my heart pounding. I heard Rhain in my head again. โ€œThey cannot be loyal to you.โ€

Kolisโ€™s brow knitted as he cocked his head. โ€œI donโ€™t think thatโ€™s how loyalty to oneโ€™s King works.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s exactly how it works,โ€ I exclaimed. โ€œIn the mortal realm, the people are loyal to lesser nobles, which proves their loyalty to the Crown because

those nobles are extensions of that Crown.โ€

The false King had returned to staring at me.

โ€œAnd when the people react based on their loyalty to those nobles, they shouldnโ€™t be punishedโ€”โ€

โ€œThey should be rewarded?โ€ Kolis interrupted.

โ€œNo.โ€ I willed my temper to calm, then continued spewing utter bullshit. โ€œI was going to say they shouldnโ€™t be punished by death.ย Or,โ€โ€”I stressed

โ€”โ€œtorture.โ€

โ€œThen how are they punished?โ€ Kolis demanded. โ€œWith a smack on the hand?โ€

Kyn snorted.

โ€œThey are usually sentenced to a reasonable length of time to think about how they shouldโ€™ve handled the situation better,โ€ I explained, knowing that sounded absolutely ridiculous, even though it would be a better punishment than what was typically carried out in most kingdoms.

The look on Kolisโ€™s face said he thought it was ridiculous, and my fear for Rhain increased as I heard him too clearly.

Itโ€™s okay,ย he said.ย Iโ€™m prepared to die.

But I wasnโ€™t.

I knew if I couldnโ€™t convince Kolis there was an alternative, Rhain would die, and it would be a horrible death.

It would also be another drop of blood Ash would have to ink onto his flesh.

I absolutely refused to allow that.

Resolve filled me, sealing the cracks in my blank canvas.ย Become his

weakness. Even if Kolis wasnโ€™t convinced yet of who I was, heย wantedย me to be Sotoria. He wanted his preciousย soโ€™lis. I was already his weakness.

โ€œThere is another option.โ€ I walked to the right, closer to where Kolis stood. โ€œRelease him.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ve got to be kidding me,โ€ Kyn groused.

โ€œReleasing him will only benefit you. It proves that you can be a benevolent ruler. A smart one,โ€ I said. โ€œA King worth someoneโ€™s loyalty. More so than any Primal ruling a Court.โ€

โ€œWorth?โ€ Kolis whispered.

โ€œJust because you believe someone should already find you worthy doesnโ€™t mean they do. Killing them wonโ€™t change that,โ€ I said. โ€œBut releasing him will. Itโ€™s not like heโ€™s accomplished anything but getting his ass beat.โ€

โ€œWell,โ€ Kolis remarked, โ€œthat part is true.โ€

โ€œAnd it sends a message. Release him in the condition heโ€™s in. They will know you can be fierceย andย giving, just as a King should be.โ€ I came as close as I could to the bars. โ€œAnd releasing him will prevent further escalation.โ€

Several seconds passed before Kolis spoke. โ€œI see what youโ€™re suggesting, but I am not sure why you think Iโ€™d care if those who rebel against me find me fierce or giving.โ€

Shit.

โ€œI donโ€™t,โ€ Kolis continued. โ€œI am only worthy of those who already see me as such.โ€

Well, that made absolutely no sense whatsoever. I tried to swallow, but my throat was too tight.

Itโ€™s okay,ย Rhainโ€™s voice came again. Iย am readyโ€”

I blocked him out because I knew what he claimed, but I couldnโ€™t let it happen. I couldnโ€™t allow Ash to lose another person who was not only loyal to him but also cared about him.

And I couldnโ€™t watch Rhain die.

โ€œLet him go,โ€ I said. โ€œIโ€™ll do whatever you want.โ€

โ€œSeraphena,โ€ Rhain rasped out loud, his head loose on his shoulders as it turned to Kolis. โ€œJust kill me. Just fucking killโ€”โ€

Kolis threw out his hand, and Rhainโ€ฆhe just dropped. He hit the floor like a sack of potatoes.

โ€œWhat did you do?โ€ I exclaimed.

โ€œHeโ€™s fine.โ€ Kolis walked forward. โ€œWhat were you saying? That youโ€™d

be willing to do anything for him?โ€ Kolis asked quietlyโ€”too quietly. โ€œWhy?โ€

Staring at Rhainโ€™s crumpled form and unable to see his chest rise or fall, I reminded myself that I wouldโ€™ve felt it if heโ€™d died. โ€œBecauseโ€ฆbecause if you kill him, there will be war. Heโ€™s important to Nyktos.โ€ My insides burned, shriveling a little at the knowledge that Kyn was hearing this. โ€œAnd as I said before, how can we start over if thereโ€™s war? Iโ€™m willing to do anything to have a chance toโ€ฆโ€ My throat thickened. โ€œTo know what love

feels like.โ€

A small eternity passed as Kolis stared at me. โ€œAnything?โ€

My heart stopped its ceaseless racing as finally,ย finallyย that veil of

nothingness settled into place again. โ€œAs long as you promise that Rhain will return to the Shadowlands, no more harmed than he is now,โ€ I said, having

learned from earlier that I needed to be as clear as I could in our agreements

โ€”something I hadnโ€™t done in our deal regarding Ash. โ€œAnything.โ€ The eather calmed in Kolis. โ€œSo, another deal?โ€

โ€œYes.โ€ I gave a half shrug, knowing how the movement pulled the gown against my chest and would draw his attention. โ€œWhat can I say? I have a

fondness for deals.โ€ I smiled. โ€œAfter all, everything that has led to this moment is the result of one.โ€

Something Iโ€™d rather not acknowledge flashed in Kolisโ€™s stare. โ€œDeal.โ€ I nodded, relieved.

โ€œYouโ€™re no longer needed,โ€ Kolis said to Kyn. โ€œRhainโ€™s transport will be handled by another.โ€

โ€œAs you wish, Your Majesty.โ€ Kyn bowed. As he straightened, he looked at me with a blade-thin smile and a lookโ€ฆ

A look that said exactly what he knew would happen.

Even though he was unconscious, I couldnโ€™t look at Rhain. So, I busied myself with pouring a glass of water as Kolis called for Elias to send for Callum. They took Rhain from the chamber in silence. I didnโ€™t know how long heโ€™d be out, but I hoped it was long enough for him to be taken fromโ€ฆ well, wherever I was in Dalos.

Kolis and I were alone.

He watched me. โ€œAnything?โ€

I took a long drink and then faced him, but I wasnโ€™t me. I wasnโ€™t truly here anymore. So, it didnโ€™t matter when I nodded.

Kolis positively glowed. โ€œThen, tonight, we will share the same bed.โ€

 

 

Shortly after what I could only assume was suppertime, the Chosen once

more prepared a bath for me. I didnโ€™t think about anything as I bathed, likely on Kolisโ€™s orders. Nor did I think about anything when I saw the slinky, ankle-length, gold nightgown on the bed.

The bed.

I hadnโ€™t slept in it yet.

I sat on the divan and waited, hollow and blank, until Kolis returned. He was alone, dressed in those loose linen pants with damp hair. It appeared he, too, had bathed.

Kolis crossed the chamber and entered the cage, finally speaking. โ€œIf you are who you claim, you are far bolder than you were before.โ€

โ€œHow so?โ€ I asked, even though I had a good idea what he meant.

โ€œYou never spoke your mind or shared your opinion, at least not at first,โ€ he explained.

Sotoriaโ€™s presence stirred as a little surprise flickered through me. โ€œI imagine a lot of that has to do with the times being different.โ€

โ€œYou imagine?โ€ His head tilted. โ€œBut you donโ€™t know. Because you cannot remember.โ€

I shook my head.

Kolis didnโ€™t say anything for a long moment. โ€œIs what I requested of you a surprise?โ€

Was it? No. Not in the way he likely meant.

โ€œWill you not be bold now and speak your mind?โ€ he asked.

I could be far bolder than his imagination could conjure because this wasnโ€™t me. I looked up at him. โ€œYou offered me to Kyn, so your request was a bit surprising.โ€

โ€œI offered you to him only if you are not who you say you are,โ€ he replied. โ€œIf that is not the case, then it should be of no concern to you.โ€

He really thought that made a difference? Whether or not I was Sotoria, I was still a personโ€”I stopped myself. He did think that made a difference, and itโ€ฆit didnโ€™t matter.

Several more moments passed. โ€œWhat you said earlierโ€ฆโ€ His chin lifted. โ€œIt was wise advice. Releasing one of Nyktosโ€™s men does show that Iโ€™m

reasonable and fair.โ€

A laugh bubbled up in my throat, but I proved that I was wise by not letting it break free.

โ€œAnd that I amโ€ฆhow did you put it? Worthy of loyalty.โ€ Eather sluiced across his features. โ€œYou will be happy to learn that Iโ€™ve been advised Rhain has made it back to the Shadowlands, no more harmed than when he left.โ€

The only thing I allowed myself to feel then was relief. โ€œThank you.โ€

โ€œI hope I do not regret this if what youโ€™ve said ends up being a

fabrication,โ€ he said. And he would when that happened. I couldnโ€™t regret it, though. Rhain lived. โ€œAnd that my benevolence is remembered,โ€ he continued.

โ€œIt will be,โ€ I lied smoothly. I was nothingย butย lies now. This wasnโ€™t me anymore. I wasnโ€™t really here. Nothing I said or did mattered.

Kolis was quiet and still for a moment, then he extended an arm, gesturing to the bed. โ€œThe divan will not suit us.โ€

I rose on steady legs, passed him, and sat on the bed, feeling the soft mattress.

He watched me like a hawk. โ€œLie down.โ€

This isnโ€™t me.ย I reclined.ย Iโ€™m not here.ย Easing onto my side, I stared ahead.

None of this matters.

Kolis remained standing. Seconds ticked by. I closed my eyes, not wanting to catch any hints of what he was thinking. Time continued to pass. I didnโ€™t hear him move. I only felt the bed dip, and the heat of his presence.

I squeezed my eyes closed until I saw stars bursting behind my lids. His chest touched my back.

This isnโ€™t me.

His arm went around my waist. A shudder went through him.

Iโ€™m not here.

His presence, the stale lilac scent, and the feel of him, tainted my skin and stained my bones.

None of this matters.

 

 

I watched Callum from where I sat at my little table. He was stretched out on the couch, his feet resting on an arm as he caught the dagger he repeatedly tossed into the air.

With his eyes closed.

I was reluctantly impressedโ€ฆand also reminded of Bele doing the same as the seamstress fitted me for my coronation gown. That felt like a lifetime ago. Yawning, I toyed with the edge of a napkin.

โ€œDid you not get much sleep last night?โ€ Callum asked. โ€œTons,โ€ I lied.

Kolis and I had shared the bed.

And that was all weโ€™d done.

Well, allย Iย had done. Kolis had slept, and heโ€™d done so peacefully. I, on

the other hand, had only slept for about an hour. And only after Kolis left in what I assumed was the morning. Iโ€™d pretended to be asleep. Having spent

the entire night tense with my eyes wide open, my body caved to exhaustion the moment he left the cage.

It was hours later, and I still couldnโ€™t believe nothing had happened last night. When Kolis made his request, he had meant it in the most literal sense.

Share a bed.

I shook my head slightly. Perhaps he wasnโ€™t attracted to me. I wished that were the case.

Unfortunately, I knew better. Iโ€™d seen how he looked at me the day before.

My focus shifted to the plate of barely touched sliced meats and fruits in front of me. Kolis hadnโ€™t even held me all that tightly throughout the night. Not like Ash. Not even like he had when he hadnโ€™t intended toโ€”

I didnโ€™t want to think about Ash and sharing a bed with Kolis. My palms dampened, and I wiped them on the napkin. I didnโ€™t want those two things to ever occupy my mind simultaneously. Because despite nothing occurring last night, I still feltโ€ฆgross.

Gods, I didnโ€™t want to think about that either. I focused on Callum. He

was still entertaining himself with the dagger. I had more important things to dwell on. Like whether Rhain had been able to communicate anything to

Aios.

I reached up, touching the delicate silver chain encircling my neck. When the Chosen woke me as they entered the chamber, Iโ€™d discovered that Kolis had left something for me on the pillow his head had rested upon.

Aiosโ€™s necklace.

I hoped I had a chance to return it to her. Iย would.

I truly didnโ€™t believe Rhain had been attempting to find me. He was loyal and brave enough to risk his life for Ash. Not for me.

โ€œYouโ€™re quiet today,โ€ Callum commented.

โ€œI forgot you were even here,โ€ I lied. It was impossibleย notย to know he was there as he snatched the dagger out of the air just before the blade was about to sink into his chest.

โ€œThat hurt my feelings.โ€

โ€œUh-huh.โ€ I pushed from the chair and rose. โ€œI learned something yesterday.โ€

He tossed the dagger again. โ€œThat youโ€™re capable of whoring yourself out to get your way?โ€

My eyes narrowed, and I didnโ€™t think about what I was doing. I just did it as a ripple of hot anger swept through me. The embers throbbed as my gaze flipped to the dagger rising into the air. I pictured it speeding downward, faster than gravity would take it, straight for his eye.

And what I saw became my will.

The dagger had just flipped above Callum when a burst of energy left me. The blade jerked a foot to its side and then fell with the speed of an unleashed arrow.

โ€œFuck,โ€ gasped Callum as he rolled. His knees hit the floor a heartbeat before the dagger slammed into the arm of the couch where his head had been resting.

He whipped toward me.

I smiled sweetly at him. โ€œCareful there, Cal, you might hurt yourself.โ€ โ€œDonโ€™t call me that.โ€ Glaring, he rose. โ€œWhat did you realize?โ€

โ€œI learned that I wasnโ€™t in Cor Palace.โ€

โ€œIt took you that long to realize that?โ€ He yanked the shadowstone dagger free.

โ€œHow was I supposed to know I wasnโ€™t there? What Iโ€™ve seen of the

grounds reminded me of the palace.โ€ I watched him take a swig of his drink. โ€œI know Iโ€™m still in Dalos.โ€

โ€œIf you didnโ€™t know that, I would have grave concerns about your intelligence.โ€

I arched a brow. โ€œWhere am I, exactly?โ€

โ€œYou are at the Vita,โ€ he said, sheathing the dagger to his hip. โ€œIt is a sanctuary built by His Majesty, replacing the existing Council Hall.โ€

The Council Hall in the Shadowlands was in Lethe, an amphitheater holding a second set of much larger thrones. If the Council Hall was the same as the one in the Shadowlands, then that meantโ€ฆ

โ€œIโ€™m in the City of the Gods?โ€

โ€œMaybe I donโ€™t need to worry that much about your intelligence,โ€ he quipped.

My gaze flew to the narrow windows. Iโ€™d only seen the sparkling city from a distance.

โ€œYou seem troubled by the knowledge.โ€

Only because I had a feeling it would be harder to escape a whole damn city than one palace. โ€œI didnโ€™t think the city was in use.โ€

โ€œAnd exactly why did you think that?โ€ Placing his dagger on the low table, he sauntered to the cage. โ€œLet me guess? Nyktos told you such?โ€

Actually, he hadnโ€™t. Heโ€™d just told me that many had taken to calling it the City of the Dead. I just assumed that meant it was vacant and no longer in use. But before I could respond, the embers suddenly hummed in my chest.

My attention shifted to the doors. A Primal was near.

The gown swayed around my feet as I took a step back from the bars. The doors opened no more than a few heartbeats later, proving that I had been right about the feeling.

Kolis entered, his crown in place, and he wasnโ€™t alone.

A woman wearing a green silk gown followed him, her skin a medium shade of brown, her hair dark and chin-length.

โ€œYour Majesty.โ€ Callum bowed as they drew near.

Kolis nodded at the Revenant as the attention of the one who followed him fixed on me. The silvery glow of eather pulsed behind dark eyes. She was a goddess. Her gaze quickly darted away.

A nervous goddess.

Kolis glanced over the table of food. โ€œDid you enjoy your supper?โ€ he asked warmly.

โ€œYes,โ€ I answered, softening my tone.

Callumโ€™s head snapped in my direction, his eyes narrowing behind his painted mask.

โ€œGood.โ€ Kolis snapped his fingers, and the Chosen entered from the hall. They approached the cage as Callum came forward to unlock the door.

Clasping my hands together, I stepped back several feet, not wanting to incite

any of them to hurt one of the Chosen.

โ€œLeave the drinks,โ€ Kolis instructed. โ€œI believe we will be in need of them when weโ€™re done.โ€

The Chosen neither nodded nor spoke as they carried out his command. Within a minute or two, they had left the chamber, and the doors were once more closed.

But the one to the cage remained open.

That sweet and stale scent increased as Kolis entered, followed by the goddess. โ€œI would like to introduce you to someone. This is Ione. She serves in the Court of the Primal Keella,โ€ he said, a bit of disdain tainting the Primalโ€™s name.

I wasnโ€™t surprised to hear that, as I didnโ€™t expect Kolis to favor the Primal of Rebirth, whoโ€™d aided Eythos in hiding Sotoriaโ€™s soul. But what was one of her gods doing here?

Ione gave a curt bow as she folded one arm over the black rope at her waist. โ€œYour Highness.โ€

โ€œCome and sit,โ€ Kolis said to me, gesturing to the divan.

Aware that those in the chamber watched, I went to the couch and sat on the edge.

โ€œIone is unique to the gods of the Thyia Plains,โ€ Kolis said, speaking of Keellaโ€™s Court, while the goddess appeared to find something fascinating on the floor. โ€œNot many are left that can do as she can.โ€

Warning bells started to ring. My gaze shot to Callum. The bastard was grinning now, and it dripped withโ€ฆferal anticipation.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆโ€ I swallowed. โ€œWhat can she do?โ€ I asked. โ€œSee into your thoughts,โ€ Kolis answered.

My heart began pounding. No, no, no. My muscles locked.

โ€œShe can see your truths and lies,โ€ the false King continued. โ€œSee all that is needed.โ€

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