Chapter no 59 – ROHAN

The Grandest Game

Savannah flipped over the first chip. โ€œTruth.โ€ She reached for the pile of white and gold cards and withdrew one. Rohan expected her to discard the predetermined question and ask him for details about the Mercy, but she didnโ€™tโ€”an indication that she was off her game.

Instead, Savannah Grayson read the question on the card in an almost bored tone as she placed the chip on the table and slid it across to him. โ€œWhat is your earliest memory?โ€

Rohan placed his thumb flat on the center of the chip. โ€œMy earliest memory.โ€ Rohanโ€™s voice was unexpectedly low in pitch, even to his own ears. He was a person who kept his memories locked away in a labyrinth for a reason. Already in this game, the past had clawed its way to the surface of his mind twice, and that was two times too many.

But needs must.ย โ€œIโ€™m in my motherโ€™s arms,โ€ Rohan said, detached. โ€œSheโ€™s humming, and then Iโ€™m in the water. Weโ€™re outside. Itโ€™s pitch black. The water is deep. I canโ€™t swim.โ€

There wasnโ€™t an ounce of emotion in his tone. Detaching further, Rohan considered the origin of the phraseย needs must, the full proverb.ย Needs must when the devil drives.

โ€œI knowย control,โ€ Savannah said, โ€œwhen I see it.โ€

Rohan met her eyes. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t the first time.โ€ For all hisย control, Rohan could feel his heart beating harder now. โ€œThatโ€™s the most vivid part of the memory. Iโ€™m in the water. I canโ€™t swim. I canโ€™t see anything. And itโ€™s not

the first time.โ€

Theyโ€™d done it to him on purpose. Rohan had no recollection of whoย theyย were, beyond the woman. The rest of his family, perhaps. Children didnโ€™t come to the keeping of the Devilโ€™s Mercy forย goodย reasons.

The chip under Rohanโ€™s thumb lit up. He cleared his mind and set it down.ย Five more to go.ย He reached for a chip of his own and turned it over.

โ€œDare.โ€ Rohan drew a black card. The image of the hairbrush stared back at him. He looked up at Savannah, at her braid. โ€œTake down your hair.โ€

That wasnโ€™t strategy. Rohan could admit that, if only to himself.

He heard the breath catch in her throat. โ€œIs that your dare?โ€ Savannah asked.ย I knowย control, sheโ€™d told him,ย when I see it.

โ€œI dare youโ€ฆโ€ Rohan banished the memory of the water and the dark. โ€œTo let me brush it.โ€

He let himself savor the way Savannah took down her hair, as her nimble fingers made quick work of the braids on either side of her head. She was efficient.

Rohan picked up the brush.

โ€œThere,โ€ Savannah said, clipping the word. โ€œDone. Brush away.โ€ There those walls were. He wondered if any part of her was thinking, as he was, of their rather tantalizing fight.

โ€œI can come up with another dare,โ€ Rohan told her, spinning the brush around once in his hand. โ€œIf you would like.โ€

Savannah gave him a look sharp enough to bisect him. โ€œLetโ€™s just get this over with.โ€

โ€œThe chip.โ€ Rohan leaned forward to lay it on the table in front of her. She took it in her hand, and Rohan registered the way her long, pale hair danced all the way down her back with even the slightest movement.

โ€œI wonโ€™t touch you if you donโ€™t want me to.โ€ Rohan walked toward her, making no effort to mask the sound of his steps. โ€œI can come up with another dare.โ€

โ€œI want,โ€ Savannah said, โ€œto win.โ€

You need to, Rohan corrected silently. The labyrinth beckoned. โ€œDo it.โ€ Savannah liked giving orders.

Rohan counted her breaths and his own, and when he reached seven for each of them, he brought the brush up and began expertly working out the

last remaining knots from the braids. He remembered fisting his hand in her hair, remembered her own painful hold on him, but this?

This was a different beast.ย Slowly. Carefully. Gently.ย This wasnโ€™t his first time brushing hairโ€”not even hair as long and thick andย softย as hers. The knots were gone soon enough.

Rohanโ€™s skill set wasโ€ฆ eclectic.

He didnโ€™t stop. He went section by section, guiding the brush through her hair and down her back, counting her breaths and his own.

One.

Two.

Three.

Her next intake of breath was a little sharper.ย Do you know what that does to me, winter girl?ย His thumb lightly skimmed her neck, and Savannah arched it, leaning into his touch.

His pulse. Hers. Softness and heat. Breath after breath after breath, Rohan kept brushing, kept counting.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

โ€œRohan.โ€ The way she said his name was like a knife slid between ribs.

Savannah. Savannah. Savannah.

The chip in her fingers lit up. โ€œAre we done?โ€ Her voice was lower now, low and rich and brutally, irrefutablyย her.

โ€œAre we, Savvy?โ€ Rohan echoed the question back to her. โ€œDone?โ€ He saw and heard andย feltย her swallow. โ€œItโ€™s over.โ€

There was a difference, Rohan knew, betweenย wantย andย need. Staying on the right side of that line was an exercise of utmost control. He couldย wantย her to eternity and back, but he couldnโ€™t let himselfย needย a damn thing.

Rohan lowered the brush. โ€œOne dare down.โ€

โ€œAnd one truth.โ€ Savannahโ€™s right hand lashed out, and an instant later, sheโ€™d turned over a third chip.ย Dare.ย She moved on to the card pile and

drew the knife.

As the Factotum of the Devilโ€™s Mercy, Rohan had a certain level of skill with blades.

Savannah stared at the knife on the table. Rohan felt his lips curve, and then Savannah Grayson did something most unexpected: She grabbed her hair in her fist. โ€œCut it.โ€

Rohan was not a person who was easily taken off guard. Schooling his features to remain neutral, he picked up the pearl-handled blade and gave it a light spin. โ€œYou want me to cut your hair with this knife.โ€

โ€œIย dare youย to cut my hair with that knife.โ€

Sheโ€™d felt something. Rohan thought about her sharp intake of breath, about the way sheโ€™d leaned into his touch. Sheโ€™d wanted itโ€”and him. And this was her response.

โ€œIโ€™ve done worse things with knives,โ€ Rohan warned her, โ€œthan cut hair.โ€

โ€œThen why,โ€ she countered, โ€œare you stalling?โ€

Rohan took the knife in his hand and wondered if she was punishing herself for feelingโ€”or him for making her feel. He placed his left hand over hers, and she pulled back, leaving him with her hair fisted in his hand, right at the base of her neck.

Before either one of them could breathe even once, Rohan brought the knife to the spot just above his hand and started to cut. It was dirty work, but he was quick about it.

Whatever measurements the chips took, when Rohan pressed his thumb to the third chip, it lit up.

Savannah stood, towering over the strands of her hair that littered the floor. โ€œYour turn.โ€

Vicious winter girl.ย Rohan flipped the next poker chip. โ€œTruth.โ€ He drew a white card but didnโ€™t even look at the question on it. โ€œWhy did you dare me to cut your hair?โ€

That wasnโ€™t the question he should have asked. There was no utility to asking it. And yetโ€ฆ

He wanted to hear her say it.

โ€œWhy not?โ€ Savannah moved around the table, putting it between them.

Rohan placed his palms flat on the wood and leaned forward. โ€œThatโ€™s not a real answer, Savvy. Put your thumb on the chip.โ€

Savannah leaned forward but didn’t follow through. “My father liked my hair long.” Her voice was flat, yet tension was visible in her shoulder muscles. “Now, what he likes or wants or expects no longer matters.”

“Doesn’t it?” Rohan found himself fencing with Savannah Grayson, unable to resist countering her every move. “You’re playing this game for your father. In some way, he matters a lot.”

Rohan reached out, took one of her hands from the table, and turned it over, placing the chip in her palm. After a moment, her jaw clenched, and she pressed her thumb on the chip.

“Tell me the real reason you dared me to cut your hair, Savvyโ€”or explain what you meant by doing this for your father.”

In the silence that followed, it was clear Savannah Grayson would have stared him into an early grave if she could. “I dared you to cut my hair because you don’t get to make me feel like that.”

Rohan waited for the chip to light up. Nothing happened. “That was the truth,” Savannah said. “It should have lit up.”

“Maybe the chip wants you to answer my other question. The one about your father.”

Savannah’s icy stare threatened to have the opposite effect on him. “You want an explanation, Rohan? Try this: Money isn’t the only thing you get if you win the Grandest Game.”

Andย thatย caused the chip to light up.

Savannah flipped another one. โ€œTruth. Who is the mutual acquaintance that you and Jameson Hawthorne share who is so fond of French?โ€

โ€œHer name is Zella,โ€ Rohan said, settling his thumb on the chip. โ€œSheโ€™s a duchess. One who, for whatever reason, thinks that she can take something that is mine.โ€

That wasnโ€™t just a truth. That wasย theย truth of Rohanโ€™s life. The Mercy was his, and heย wasย the Mercy. Without it, he was just a five-year-old boy drowning in dark water.

No one and nothing mattered more.

Rohan waited until the chip lit up, then flipped over another one.ย Dare.

He drew a card. There was only one object left on the table, so he was

utterly unsurprised when the image of the glass rose stared back at him.

What do the rest of the cards hold, then?ย Rohan sidelined that question and locked a hand around the glass rose. And then he held it out to Savannah. โ€œBreak it.โ€

โ€œExcuse me?โ€

He leaned over to lightly place the rose down on the table, right in front of her. โ€œI see you, Savannah. The real you. Theย angryย you.โ€ Rohan let his voice go low and rough. โ€œFire, not ice.โ€ He nodded toward the rose. โ€œI dare you to break it.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not angry.โ€

It was a good thing the chip he pressed into her palm wasnโ€™t forย truth. โ€œScared to let go?โ€ Rohan asked her. โ€œYou donโ€™t want to admit how angry you are,โ€ he said, his voice low and taunting, โ€œbecause if you do, someone might ask why.โ€

There were reasons for him to ask that went beyond wantingโ€”almost needingโ€”to know.

It was all connected. Why she was here. That anger. Her father.ย What else does the winner of the Grandest Game receive, besides money?

โ€œI bet,โ€ Savannah said, calmly picking up the rose, โ€œthat no stranger has ever told you to smile.โ€ She paused. โ€œPerhaps Iโ€™m angry because women like me donโ€™tย getย to be angry.โ€

Rohan opened his mouth, but before he could say a word, Savannah turned and threw the glass rose as hard as she could.

It shattered into pieces.

โ€œThere you are, Savvy,โ€ Rohan murmured.ย I see you.

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