What the hell did you just do?โ Knox went still. Brady let loose of him.
Gigi took a deep breath. โI pushed the black button.โ โBlack,โ Brady repeated. โNot red.โ
Emergency, not hint.
โEverything okay?โ A voiceโAveryโsโsounded from what had to be a hidden speaker.
Okay?ย Knoxโs hands were bleeding profusely. Brady had taken at least one vicious blow to the jaw. Theyโd both broken the rules of the game. But no one had to know that.
Since Avery was awaiting a response, Gigi improvised. โBathroom!โ
Bradyโs forehead knotted. Knox shot Gigi a pissed-off, incredulous,ย are you insaneย look to which Gigi was completely immune.
โKnox really, really has to go to the bathroom,โ Gigi announced. โTotal urinating emergency. Very small bladder.โ
There was a sound that might have been a snort on the other end of the line. Gigi was pretty sure that Avery wasnโt the one snorting, but whichever Hawthorne sheโd heardโJameson, it was totally Jamesonโdidnโt say a word. Avery didnโt say anything else, either, as a section of the chamber wall whirled to reveal an opening to what looked to be a well-lit corridor containing exactly one doorโpresumably, to a bathroom.
โThank you,โ Gigi called to the game makers. There was no reply. They were gone.
โSay one more word about my bladder,โ Knox warned Gigi, โand I will end you.โ
โI love you, too,โ Gigi replied sweetly. As he stalked off down the hall, she called after him. โYouโre welcome!โ
As soon as the bathroom door slammed shut, Gigi turned to Brady. โWill he be okay? The bathroom probably isnโt all that big, either.โ
โHeโs fine with bathrooms.โ Brady leaned back against the wall of the chamber and closed his eyes, just for a moment. โHeโll be fineโuntil the next time heโs not.โ
Gigi didnโt push for any more than that. โIโm sorry about your mom,โ she said softly.
โNot your fault. Nothing you can do about it.โ
A ball of emotion rose in Gigiโs throat.ย Not my fault. Nothing I can do about it.ย How many times in the past year and a half had she said variations of those two sentences to herself?
It wasnโt Gigiโs fault that her father was dead or that heโd died trying to kill Avery Grambs. It wasnโt her fault that she knew and Savannah didnโt or that a lifetime of being protected by her twin meant that sheย hadย to protect her sister, just this once. None of it was Gigiโs fault, and there was nothing she could do about any of it, except keep THE SECRET and pull off the occasional, glorious act of stealthy interpersonal philanthropy.
But no matter what Gigi did, it was never enough.
โThereโs alwaysย something,โ Gigi told Brady. She believed that. She had to. โBrady, if I win the Grandest Game, I swear Iโll make sure your mom is taken care of. Even if I lose, I have a trust fund. My access is limited, and it might require some creative quote-unquote embezzling on my part, butโโ
โYou need to be careful with Knox.โ That was Brady shutting her down and issuing a warning, all in one go. โHeโs done well enough the last few years. Went to college. Got a job. But no matter where he goes or what he does, the dark place is always waiting, and Knox Landry doesnโt think about morality the way that you or I do. He isnโt someone you can redeem, Gigi, and when I tell you that he can be dangerous, I mean it.โ
โFor some values of the wordย dangerous,โ Gigi agreed amiably.
โFor all of them.โ Brady studied her. โDo you know how the two of us met? Iโd just turned six and had already skipped two grades. Knox was nine and a half and had been held back one. We were in the same class, but he
never said a word to me until the day he beat up a kid who was beating on me.โ
โYouโre not really selling me on Knoxโs villain origin story here,โ Gigi warned.
โThe bully was twelve, huge for his age, pretty much a playground psychopath. Knox was half his size, three times as vicious, and completely out of control. Like a scrawny, pissed-off little berserker. To this day, I have never seen anyone fight like that.โ Brady gave a subtle shake of his head. โAfterward, when I tried to thank my utterly unhinged, semi-feral defender, Knox told me to piss off.โ
Gigi wondered: If she threw herself into good listener mode with everything she had, would Brady tell her the rest of it? How he and Knox had become like brothers? What kind ofย trainingย theyโd done? Who Severin was? Whoย Callaย was?
Gigi knew better than to push for any of the answers she really wanted. โWhat did you do after scrawny, berserker Knox told six-year-old-kid- genius Brady to piss off?โ
โLittle punk decided we were going to be friends.โ Knox stepped back into the chamber. His hair was sopping wet, like heโd doused itโand his faceโrepeatedly. โNerdy little pain in my ass just wouldnโt give up. He started bringing two lunches to school each day, and it wasnโt like I was going to turn down food.โ Knox looked away. โEventually, I started eating dinner at his house, too. Every night.โ
โMy mamaโs a good cook,โ Brady said, and the fact that heโd mentioned his mama at all reminded Gigi of the way the fight had gone out of Knox the moment heโd heard about Bradyโs motherโs cancer.
Dinner at Bradyโs house, cooked by Bradyโs mama, every night.ย They really had been like brothers, and Gigi knew to the depths of her soul that they needed a moment. Alone. Maybe they would actually talk to each other. Maybe theyโd just focus back on the riddle.
But either way, Gigi had to at least give them the chance.
Decision made, she jack-rabbited through the opening in the chamber wall. โBathroom,โ she called back in explanation. โThough for the record, my bladder is actually quite large!โ