THE DRONE CAPTUREDย the image of the ship at an extreme distance. Itโs grainy and blurry. But I would know that ship anywhere. Itโs theย Pax.
For several seconds, James and I float in the bridge, staring at the image on the screen. Oscar says nothing. He doesnโt prompt us, only gives us our time to process this. In my experience, Oscar rarely shows emotion. Iโve come to believe that his emotional range is very limited, but he seems to understand people on a very basic level and he knows James and me very wellโand he knows what that ship and the people aboard it mean to us. He knows we want closure. Need closure.
I try to wrap my head around what theย Paxย is doing out here. Itโs so far from where it encountered the solar cell. Why? How did it get here, so close to Earth? The ship may be adrift. It likely is.
Heinrich,ย Sparta Oneโs German navigator, floats into the bridge. โImpossible,โ he says when he sees the image of theย Pax.
The rest of the crew joins us on the bridge, no one able to resist the mystery and focus on their own work.
โAlter course to intercept,โ James says, never tearing his eyes away from the screen.
Heinrich shakes his head. โRecovering theย Paxย is not our mission. It drains our fuel and time.โ
โYou have your orders,โ James says softly, not in a confrontational way or with any aggression. His eyes are still fixed on the screen.
I expect a fight. I expect the crew to dig in their heels and try to convince him and me to not go after theย Pax. But they must sense defeat. There is no dissent or further argument. The course change is made. Comm
drones are dispatched to the rest of the Spartan fleet, instructing them not to alter their own course, but to proceed to Ceres and with the mission as planned.
In the lab, I float over to James and hug him. Seeing theย Paxย has unleashed a flood of emotion in me. I know it has in him as well. We hold each other a long time, floating in zero-g.
โThey could be alive,โ I whisper.
โThey would have run out of food a long time ago.โ โWhat if theyโฆ rationed or found a way somehow.โ โWe canโt get our hopes up, Emma.โ
โI know. I canโt help it.โ โMe either.โ
THERE AREย things I miss from Earth. My family. My friends. Gravity. But most of all, I miss the habitat I shared with James and Oscar, and in particular, our bed, where we read, and talked, and slept every night, even when it was almost unbearably cold.
Up here, weโre separated at night by necessity. I feel farther away from him. And he is different up here. On Earth, he was laser focused on his work during the day, and different at home at night after weโd finished working for the day. He was more carefree. Happier. I think that was a learned skill for him. I think disconnecting at home helped. Here, heโs always focused. Always working. Always thinking. Heโs like an engine thatโs redlining, never able to turn off. Itโs worrying me. He puts so much pressure on himself. Since seeing theย Pax, heโs also been putting pressure on the rest of the crew. For me, that means building a high-speed drone to make contact with them.
Iโm in the drone lab putting the finishing touches on the control board when he floats in.
โHowโs it coming?โ โAlmost done.โ
โGood. We need to hurry.โ
In those words, I know that he, like me, is holding out hope that theย Pax
crew might have survived and that we can save them. If we can, we have to.
They saved us. Their sacrifice might have saved the whole human race. And more than that, theyโre our crew, the crew we lost. Theyโre our family.
Everyone gathers on the bridge to watch the screens as the high-speed drone launches. With luck, it will make contact in a few days and return within a week.
EVERY NIGHT, I record a video. Itโs mission protocolโto comment on all the data we saw during the day and all the work weโve done. The idea is that comm bricks will be sent back to Earth just before engaging the harvester on Ceres. The hope is that there might be something in the commentary that someone could use in the future, in the event weโre unsuccessful.
But data doesnโt tell the entire story. To understand what goes on during a mission like this, you have to know what the people aboard are thinkingโ why they made certain decisions, what they might have seen that they didnโt include in the data, even the things they thought werenโt important. Because sometimes they turn out to be very important.
After my official report, I always record a message to Madison. Iโm fully aware that these videos could be the last time they ever see me.
JAMESย and I are in the lab, discussing the design for a new attack drone, when Oscarโs voice comes over the comm.
โSir, weโve made contact with Midway.โ
We race to the bridge, both eager, both dreading what weโll learn.
As usual, Oscarโs face is a mask, betraying no emotion or hint of what Midway has found.
James works one of the terminals on the periphery of the room and the data appears. Thereโs a lot more than I expected.
He clicks the map and puts it on the main screen. I stare in awe. The drones have traveled farther than we programmed them to. How? Why? Someoneโor somethingโaltered their programming.
โAll crew to the bridge,โ James says.
Like the bubble in theย Pax,ย Sparta Oneโs bridge has a table in the middle with multiuse terminals. When the crew is here and tethered to the table, James says, โWeโve just gotten our first data burst from Midway.โ
Several of the crew stare silently at the screen, a couple of mouths drop open, and someone whispers, โMy God.โ
The count so far, James says, is 24,137 solar cells, all en route to the sun, all traveling along a vector that is consistent with a Ceres-based origin.
Seeing the scale of the threat in black and white, on the screen, makes it even more real to me. It would seem that James has guessed correctly once again: there is something waiting on Ceres, camouflaged from sight. Or beyond.
We need to figure out what happened to Midway. The possibility strikes me then: Could the data be fake? Did our enemy intercept the fleet? Could we be flying into a trap?
JAMESย and I have done the math. Weโve timed the return of the comm drone we sent to theย Paxย down to the minute. We are on the bridge when that minute arrives, both tethered to the conference table, working at our stations, or at least trying to work, trying to make it look as if weโre working. The other crewmembers drift in and take their places.
The drone is late. No one announces it. No one wants to make a big deal out of it. But Iโm worried.
Three hours later, the main screen flashes a message:
Comm initiated.
I expect to see text data scrolling by. Instead, an image appears. Itโs extremely low-resolution, in grayscale, but itโs the most beautiful thing Iโve ever seen. The crew of theย Paxย stares back at us. In the photo, theyโre floating in the bubble, waving at the camera. Grigory is stoic. So is Lina. Izumi looks concerned. So does Charlotte. And Harry has a big grin on his face.
My heart sinks as I study the image. Their faces are gaunt. Theyโre starving.
A message appears on the screen beside the photo.
To the crew of Sparta One,
Welcome to the artifact Easter Egg hunt.
I figure Harry wrote that part. I get a good chuckle out of it.
We figure youโre not out here for us. We figure youโre out here to end the Long Winter. Donโt let us get in your way, and donโt spend any energy trying to rescue us. Just tell us what you need, and weโll do our best.}}
โโ the crew of the Pax
Definitely Harry writing.
Heinrich is the first to speak. โShould we alter course?โ
โYes,โ James says. โWeโre going to rendezvous with theย Pax. Plot a course and send the drone back to them with coordinates.โ
THE FIRST OFย our high-speed drones has reached Ceres, performed a long-range fly-by, and returned. It found nothing. Just a barren chunk of rock floating in the asteroid belt.
This has thrown us into chaos. We have assumed that the harvester is camouflaging itself somehow, perhaps using its hull to project an image identical to what we see on the surface of Ceres. But weโve also assumed that our survey drones would be able to detect some sign of it. We were wrong.
James insists it must be a mistake. We run a diagnostic on the drone, issuing the commands via the comm patch. Itโs fine. The systems check passes.
The certainty that we felt after seeing the data from Midway is gone. The only thing weโre certain about is that theย Paxย is out there. Weโll meet up with them soon and hear their story.
OUR SECOND HIGH–SPEEDย survey drone to Ceres has returned and comm-patched its data. Nothing. It found nothing on Ceres.
The arrival of a drone has become an all-hands event. Everyone is gathered in the bridge. When the data flashes across the screen, all eyes turn to James. His face is a mask, a player at a poker table who just drew a card and canโt afford to make any reaction.
Even his voice is nonchalant, as if he expected this.
โRun a diagnostic. And I want to download the full telemetry this time.โ
WEโVE STUDIEDย the telemetry from the second drone. Thereโs an anomaly: a power surge two days before it reached Ceres. It could be a random malfunction. But it has inspired our curiosityโand hope. Maybe the dataโs wrong. Maybe thereย isย something on Ceres, and it intercepted our drone and altered the data. Thatโs our working hypothesis. Itโs a hypothesis that gives us a chance.
A third scout drone returns, and its data reveals the same thing: nothing.
We run a similar diagnostic, and it too has an anomaly, but in a different location. This one occurred much closer to Ceres.
Is there a mother ship or harvester out there? Is it altering our drones to hide itself? Or is it a design flaw in the drones themselves?
WEโRE FINALLY CLOSE ENOUGHย to theย Paxย to form a daisy chain of comm drones. It reminds me of the same maneuver we performed with theย Fornax
โthe ship we lost out here. I canโt help but wonder if thatโs the fate of the
Paxย too. Orย Sparta One. But as quickly as the thought appears in my mind, I dismiss it. James has a plan. He always has a plan.
We gather on the bridge and watch the seconds tick down to the establishment of the real-time link with theย Pax.
00:00:04
00:00:03
00:00:02
00:00:01
LINK ESTABLISHED
James types furiously on his tablet, but a message from theย Paxย appears before he can send it.
PAX: Marco
James smiles. I canโt help but let out a laugh. Has to be Harry on the other end.
SPARTA_1: Polo! We read you, Pax. Status? PAX: Nominal
James glances at me. Weโre thinking the same thing: this is not going to
be easyโgetting the truth out of them. They have probably guessed our mission out here. They donโt want to get in the way.
SPARTA_1: Harry, I need a real status update. We canโt go on with our mission and just leave you guys out here. I know youโre
running low on provisions. How have you made the food last this long?
PAX: The ship took a fair amount of damage from the explosion at Beta. Grigory repaired the engine. We lost some reactor fuel. We searched the wreckage of the Fornax and used the arm to recover its provisions and some fuel.
SPARTA_1: Smart. What else? Engine status? Environmental?
PAX: Weโve got some issues over here. Nothing we canโt deal with. Since the artifact, weโve focused on monitoring the Midway fleet, giving it new instructions and refueling the drones.
SPARTA_1: So thatโs how the Midway drones traveled so far. We were surprised at the range of the survey. Youโve been refueling them?
PAX: Yep. Theyโve run up a monster tab. SPARTA_1: Stand by,ย Pax.
James untethers from the table and floats over in front of the screen,
facing the entire crew ofย Sparta One, who are strapped into their stations.
โThe crew of theย Paxย sacrificed their own lives to send Emma and me home. They did that for all of you, for their families, and for the billions of strangers on Earth they came out here to try to save. Like all of us, they felt their lives were less important than this mission. We are not going to leave them out here. We are going to help them. Before we talk about exactly how
weโre going to do that, I want to hear from anyone who isnโt in favor of saving these brave souls.โ
James has presented the argument cleverly. I really think his time on theย Paxย gave him a much deeper understanding of people and, especially, group dynamics.
The group studies their tablets and the table and their hands, no one really engaging.
Finally, Heinrich speaks.
โI am for it, obviously. The question for me is very simple: What is the price? How do we help them? I am in favor so long as it does not compromise or materially interfere with our primary mission.โ He motions to the screen. โIt is also apparent to me that your former crewmates would agree with that. They want us to continue with our mission.โ
Around the bridge, the other crewmembers nod.
โJames, what do you see as our options?โ I ask. I want the rest of the crew to know that James and I havenโt discussed the plan, that it is being made right now, as a crew.
โWe have a few options. Some carry more cost for us, some more risk.โ โWe could bring them here,โ I say. โWe could dock.โ
The bridge falls silent.
Heinrich doesnโt make eye contact with me as he speaks. โThat I count as an extremely risky option.โ
โI agree,โ James says. โThe success rate is too low to pursue and bringing them here isnโt ideal. It would double the requirements on our rations and space.ย Sparta Oneย would be crowded. As talented as theย Paxย crew is, adding them would mean there would be people in the way on this ship. We canโt afford that.โ
Terrance, our British shipโs doctor, holds up a hand. โThe other issue, in my mind, is that they could be injured. Weโve only seen one picture of them. They look okay, but they could be hiding injuries left over from the encounter with Beta. Not to mention that being in space for this long is not good for the body.โ He cuts a quick glance to me.ย Donโt I know it.
โWhat I mean,โ Terrance says, โis that these people likely need medical treatmentโas soon as possible.โ
โAre you saying,โ Heinrich says, annoyed, โthat you are in favor of bringing them here for medical treatment? Or that they shouldnโt be brought
here because their medical needs will further drain our resources and focus?โ
Terrence swings his head side to side like tossing a ball from hand to hand, measuring the weight. โIโm not sure.โ
Heinrich glares at him. โWhat do you mean youโre not sure? How can you bring something up and not know what youโre saying?โ
โI know what Iโm saying,โ Terrence snaps. โI donโt have to know what it means or what we should do about it. My point stands: the crew of theย Paxย likely needs urgent medical care.โ
James holds up a hand. โStop. We canโt bring theย Paxย crew over here. Itโs too risky. And even if the transfer succeeded, weโre not equipped to take them on.โ
He looks at Terrence. โThe point about medical needs is valid. In truth, we donโt have any more medical capacity than they have. They were issued pretty much the same medicines and supplies as we have here. If they can treat their injuries with those supplies, they probably already have. At best we could provide anything they might have used up. If they need real medical care that neither ship can provide, they need to get back to Earth.โ
โIf so,โ Heinrich says carefully, โwhy havenโt they gone there? Theย Paxย had escape pods. We know they didnโt use them to send you and Emma home. So why havenโt they abandoned ship for Earth?โ
โThe crew themselves gave us the answer,โ James says. โThey felt staying out here and monitoring the Midway fleet was more important than going home and saving themselves. But that job is done now. Theyโve shown us where to go. My guess is they used the fuel from their own escape pods to power the drones. Theyโre marooned out here.โ
Heinrich turns to Zoe, a lithe Italian woman and our shipโs engineer. โCan we transfer fuel to them?โ
Zoe winces. โTechnically? Yes. Practically? Not really. Not enough fuel in a short enough time. It would be a massive undertaking. It would take me, well, I donโt knowโdays to even figure something out. Maybe a week or more to implement it.โ
โThereโs a very simple solution here,โ James says. All eyes turn to him.
โOur escape pods. We fill them with provisions and excess medical supplies. We jettison them and allow theย Paxย to rendezvous with them. Our escape pods will carry them home.โ
Space is a quiet place. For the most part, onย Sparta One, there is very little noise. But Iโve never heard the ship as quiet as it is now. Instinctively, I feel that I shouldnโt speak first. I am in favor of Jamesโs plan. Itโs a good plan. A simple plan. We can execute it in the next thirty minutes, and I know it will save the crew of theย Pax. And it wonโt even slow us down on our way to Ceres. In fact, with the decreased weight of the ship, weโll get there faster. And it will work. Our escape pods are loaded with enough fuel to get us from Ceres back to Earth, easily. Even if the pods expend a lot of fuel maneuvering and getting to theย Pax, theyโll still have more than enough to get home.
The problem is,ย weย wonโt. The crew ofย Sparta Oneย will be stranded. This ship doesnโt have enough fuel to get to Ceres and back. If we do this, we are sealing our fate. We are trading our lives for theirs. If we do this, it will mean making this a one-way trip.