Chapter no 37

Nothing More to Tell

โ€ŒI lean against the wall in the gymnasium, letting my eyes adjust to the scene in front of me. Black lights are in every corner of the room, illuminating a huge cityscape made from neon paper that covers one side of the gymnasium. The dance committee was handing out fluorescent bands at the entrance, and most of my classmates are wearing the bands looped around their wrists or necks. Anyone wearing white or bright colors is glowing. Neon balloons bob around the room, adding to the surreal effect, but Iโ€™m only half paying attention. I keep scanning the room for Brynn, because Iโ€™m not sure I can go much longer without kissing her again.โ€Œ

Those five minutes outside Masonโ€™s van might have been the best of my life.

I spot Brynnโ€™s light dress weaving through the crowd toward me, and start grinning like an idiot, until I notice that she isnโ€™t alone. Itโ€™s not that I donโ€™t like Ellie, but Iโ€™d like her better if she were someplace else right now.

As Brynn approaches, though, I can see that her smile looks a little strained. โ€œEllie is doing something,โ€ she says when she stops at my side.

Before I can ask what sheโ€™s talking about, Ellie grabs my right hand. Iโ€™m too startled to protest as she turns my palm like sheโ€™s reading it, then drops it and does the same thing to my left hand.

โ€œHeโ€™s good,โ€ she reports.

I blink at her, confused. โ€œWhat was that for?โ€

She holds up her own right palm, which glows with some kind of bright green residue. โ€œIโ€™m looking for my match.โ€

โ€œI canโ€™t believe you checked Tripp,โ€ Brynn says, folding her arms tightly across her chest. โ€œI told you he was fine.โ€

โ€œSorry, but I couldnโ€™t take your word for it,โ€ Ellie says. โ€œYouโ€™re not exactly your most objective self when it comes to him.โ€

โ€œIs someone going to tell me whatโ€™s going on?โ€ I ask.

โ€œGo ahead,โ€ Brynn says, lifting her chin at Ellie. โ€œThis is your brilliant plan.โ€

โ€œYou say that like itโ€™sย notย brilliant,โ€ Ellie pouts. Then she turns to me. โ€œI used my old magic kit to coat a red marker with ultraviolet powder and left it next to a poster of Mr. Larkin. So that anybody who used the marker to write on his face would have a hand like this.โ€ She holds up her palm again. โ€œThe powder makes your skin green under UV light. Or black light.โ€ โ€œThatโ€™sโ€ฆOkay, that actuallyย isย kind of brilliant,โ€ I admit. Ellie beams,

and I frown as I realize what that means. โ€œHold on a sec. Are you saying you thoughtย Iย mightโ€™ve done it?โ€

โ€œNo exceptions,โ€ Ellie says. โ€œSpeaking of.โ€ She reaches for Brynn, who scowls at her.

โ€œOh,ย come on!โ€ Brynn protests.

โ€œI canโ€™t play favorites,โ€ Ellie says sternly, twisting Brynnโ€™s hands in hers before releasing them. โ€œOkay, youโ€™re good.โ€

โ€œAny suspects?โ€ Iโ€™m amused, even though this isnโ€™t how I wanted to spend my first few minutes on a dance floor with Brynnโ€”who, by the way, looks stupid-cute when sheโ€™s annoyed with someone other than me. I wrap my arms around her and kiss the top of her head, and she relaxes against my chest.

Ellie makes a face. โ€œEw, heteros,โ€ she says.

โ€œYou can leave anytime,โ€ Brynn reminds her.

โ€œI canโ€™t, though,โ€ Ellie says, looking to our left. โ€œI need Tripp to get me into the royal court.โ€ I follow her gaze and see Shane and Charlotte surrounded three-deep by their friends.ย Ourย friends. โ€œItโ€™s elite central over there, and theyโ€™re our primary persons of interest.โ€

Here we go again. โ€œIโ€™m telling you, scribbling on posters isnโ€™t Shaneโ€™s style,โ€ I say.

โ€œYouโ€™re thinking of him as Shane Delgado, though,โ€ Ellie points out. โ€œNot Michael Robbins.โ€

โ€œShhh,โ€ I hiss, even though thereโ€™s nobody close enough to hear her over the music. Itโ€™s still impossible for me to believe that Brynnโ€™s wild theory is right. The whole idea is surrealโ€”that Shane, Saint Ambroseโ€™s resident golden boy, could also be Dexter Robbinsโ€™s son. And Mr. Larkinโ€™s half brother. โ€œItโ€™s not like theyโ€™re talking to me now, anyway.โ€

โ€œOh, please.โ€ Ellie rolls her eyes. โ€œYouโ€™re telling me those people wouldnโ€™t part like the Red Sea if you walked through them?โ€

Brynn threads her fingers through mine. โ€œThat makes you sound so powerful,โ€ she teases, looking up at me and fluttering her lashes. And I guess thatโ€™s that, because Iโ€™m suddenly incapable of saying no to her even when she doesnโ€™t directly ask for something.

โ€œFine, but prepare to be rejected,โ€ I say. Ellie grins, undaunted. โ€œThatโ€™s the spirit.โ€

Turns out Ellie was right; force of habit means that everyone gets out of my way as we near the group surrounding Shane and Charlotte, until Charlotte herself turns with an imperious lift of her chin. โ€œWell, look who it is,โ€ she says, tightening her grip on Shaneโ€™s arm. Sheโ€™s wearing a white dress thatโ€™s glowing under the black light, and her hair is pulled back into a complicated twist thatโ€™s half braid, half bun, with lots of sparkly pins holding it all together. Her eyes sweep over Brynn and me, ignoring Ellie completely. โ€œSaint Ambroseโ€™s newest It Couple.โ€

โ€œHey, Charlotte. Can we call a truce?โ€ I ask. Not just to buy Ellie time either. Regardless of whatโ€™s happened lately, or what Charlotte might know,

sheโ€™s been my friend for years. โ€œI was in bad shape at your place, and Iโ€™m sorry if I was ungrateful. Iโ€™m doing better now.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry too,โ€ Brynn offers. โ€œI shouldnโ€™t have come to your house like that.โ€

Charlotte, who thawed the tiniest bit when I spoke, gets full-on icy again. โ€œYouโ€™re not sorry, Brynn,โ€ she says, flicking her gaze toward the arm I still have slung around Brynnโ€™s shoulders. โ€œYou got exactly what you wanted.โ€

โ€œOh my God, I love this song!โ€ Ellie cries suddenly, and before anyone can react, sheโ€™s latched on to Shane. Heโ€™s too startled to protest as she lifts one of his hands in the air, then reaches for the other. โ€œCome on, letโ€™s dance!โ€ she says, flipping his palm in her hand.

Charlotte is still clinging to Shaneโ€™s arm, and pulls him backward out of Ellieโ€™s reach. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong with you?โ€ she hisses. โ€œDonโ€™t touch him.โ€

โ€œYou should dance too,โ€ Ellie says, lunging for Charlotteโ€™s hand. Sheโ€™d have better luck prying open a steel vise than removing Charlotte from Shane, though.

โ€œStop it. Goย away!โ€ Charlotteโ€™s shriek is out of proportion for the situation, even though Ellie has gone from quirky to flat-out weird pretty fast.

โ€œBabe, chill,โ€ Shane says.

Ellie seems to understand that itโ€™s time to cut her losses, and releases Charlotteโ€™s wrist. โ€œSorry!โ€ she says, stepping back and fanning herself. โ€œSometimes my love of dance gets the best of me.โ€ Then she darts past me and Brynn, murmuring โ€œNot himโ€ before disappearing into the crowd.

โ€œShe was dropped on her head as a child,โ€ Brynn says, watching Ellie make her way to their uncle and grab his hands. Ellie wasnโ€™t kidding about theย no exceptionsย part. โ€œA lot.โ€

โ€œSo.โ€ I clear my throat, wondering how to fill the awkward silence thatโ€™s suddenly descended between the four of us. Well, not silence, exactly, since the music is still blaring, but itโ€™s awkward as hell. โ€œYou guys having a good time?โ€

Charlotte glares daggers in Ellieโ€™s direction. โ€œI was until that little freak came over.โ€

โ€œHey,โ€ Brynn protests at the same time Shane wrenches his arm away from Charlotte and says, โ€œJesus,ย enough.ย Sheโ€™s just a kid.โ€

His voice is loud and his words are a little slurred; his face is flushed and sweaty. Heโ€™s been drinking, which isnโ€™t unusual for Shane at a Saint Ambrose social event, but refusing to put up with Charlotteโ€™s bullshit is. She blinks at him, too startled to speak, and he growls, โ€œIโ€™m done with this,โ€ and stalks away.

โ€œDone with what?โ€ Charlotte asks. Shane keeps going, heading for a corner where the lacrosse guys are clustered, and Charlotte follows. โ€œDone withย what?โ€ she calls again.

โ€œWell, there goes their night,โ€ I say.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ Brynn says. โ€œEllie gets these ideasโ€”โ€

โ€œItโ€™s all right,โ€ I say. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t a bad idea. And Iโ€™m glad to know Shane didnโ€™t vandalize the poster. I know it doesnโ€™t prove he didnโ€™t do something else,โ€ I add before Brynn can interrupt with another one of her theories. โ€œOr that he isnโ€™tย someoneย else. Iโ€™m still glad, though.โ€

โ€œI get it,โ€ Brynn says. Her eyes are on the lacrosse corner, where Charlotte and Shane are arguing.

โ€œCome on, Brynn.โ€ I spin her so sheโ€™s fully facing me, and pull her closer into a slow dance, even though thereโ€™s a rap song playing. โ€œStop looking at Shane like you want to interrogate him. Whatever truth-telling superpower you have wonโ€™t work on him.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ Brynn says. โ€œIt only works on you.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€™s your secret?โ€ I ask, and I really hope she tells me, because otherwise Iโ€™m not sure Iโ€™ll be able to get rid of the nagging suspicion that sheโ€™s still waiting to catch me in a lie.

She holds up a hand and rubs her thumb with her forefinger. โ€œYou do this whenever youโ€™re not being honest.โ€

I blink. โ€œI do?โ€

โ€œEvery time. You have since we were kids.โ€

โ€œWell, damn,โ€ I say, and she grins. โ€œHow convenient for you.โ€

We sway for a minute until Brynn rises on her tiptoes to plant a soft kiss on my lips, her hands sliding over my shoulders and around my neck. I kiss her back, harder, relishing the fact that I know how we fit together now. My hands run up and down her back, always stopping at the curve of her waist even though Iโ€™d rather not stop at all, but her uncleโ€™s around here somewhere and weโ€™re surrounded by people, andโ€”

โ€œGet a room,โ€ someone says, but more politely than whoever yelled it in the parking lot. Brynn pulls away, and we turn to see Mason dancing beside us with Geoff. The music has changed to something with more of a Latin beat, and theyโ€™re both keeping up with it. Although the more they come into focus, the more it seems like Mason is barely keeping up with Geoff. โ€œYou can dance, Gorff,โ€ Brynn says with a smile.

โ€œI can,โ€ he says. โ€œMy grandparents made the whole family learn. Shall we?โ€ He holds out a hand. She takes it and lets him twirl her around before dipping her low.

โ€œOh,โ€ Brynn says, breathless. โ€œYouโ€™reย reallyย good.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t be jealous,โ€ Mason says. โ€œHe only has eyes for me.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not,โ€ I say unconvincingly as Geoff spins Brynn away. โ€œYour timing sucks, though.โ€

โ€œTheyโ€™ll be back,โ€ Mason says. โ€œIn the meantime, letโ€™s dance.โ€ He holds out his hand, eyebrows raised like heโ€™s daring me to take it. I grin, ready to grasp his palm, and thenโ€”fuck.

What the actual fuck.

I freeze in place, unable to move, until Masonโ€™s jaw tightens and he drops his hand. โ€œWhatever,โ€ he mutters. He thinks Iโ€™m being an asshole, but Iโ€™m not. I donโ€™t understand what I just saw. Or maybe it would be more accurate to say that I understand it too well.

Masonโ€™s palm is bright green. Just like Ellieโ€™s.

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