โI lean against the wall in the gymnasium, letting my eyes adjust to the scene in front of me. Black lights are in every corner of the room, illuminating a huge cityscape made from neon paper that covers one side of the gymnasium. The dance committee was handing out fluorescent bands at the entrance, and most of my classmates are wearing the bands looped around their wrists or necks. Anyone wearing white or bright colors is glowing. Neon balloons bob around the room, adding to the surreal effect, but Iโm only half paying attention. I keep scanning the room for Brynn, because Iโm not sure I can go much longer without kissing her again.โ
Those five minutes outside Masonโs van might have been the best of my life.
I spot Brynnโs light dress weaving through the crowd toward me, and start grinning like an idiot, until I notice that she isnโt alone. Itโs not that I donโt like Ellie, but Iโd like her better if she were someplace else right now.
As Brynn approaches, though, I can see that her smile looks a little strained. โEllie is doing something,โ she says when she stops at my side.
Before I can ask what sheโs talking about, Ellie grabs my right hand. Iโm too startled to protest as she turns my palm like sheโs reading it, then drops it and does the same thing to my left hand.
โHeโs good,โ she reports.
I blink at her, confused. โWhat was that for?โ
She holds up her own right palm, which glows with some kind of bright green residue. โIโm looking for my match.โ
โI canโt believe you checked Tripp,โ Brynn says, folding her arms tightly across her chest. โI told you he was fine.โ
โSorry, but I couldnโt take your word for it,โ Ellie says. โYouโre not exactly your most objective self when it comes to him.โ
โIs someone going to tell me whatโs going on?โ I ask.
โGo ahead,โ Brynn says, lifting her chin at Ellie. โThis is your brilliant plan.โ
โYou say that like itโsย notย brilliant,โ Ellie pouts. Then she turns to me. โI used my old magic kit to coat a red marker with ultraviolet powder and left it next to a poster of Mr. Larkin. So that anybody who used the marker to write on his face would have a hand like this.โ She holds up her palm again. โThe powder makes your skin green under UV light. Or black light.โ โThatโsโฆOkay, that actuallyย isย kind of brilliant,โ I admit. Ellie beams,
and I frown as I realize what that means. โHold on a sec. Are you saying you thoughtย Iย mightโve done it?โ
โNo exceptions,โ Ellie says. โSpeaking of.โ She reaches for Brynn, who scowls at her.
โOh,ย come on!โ Brynn protests.
โI canโt play favorites,โ Ellie says sternly, twisting Brynnโs hands in hers before releasing them. โOkay, youโre good.โ
โAny suspects?โ Iโm amused, even though this isnโt how I wanted to spend my first few minutes on a dance floor with Brynnโwho, by the way, looks stupid-cute when sheโs annoyed with someone other than me. I wrap my arms around her and kiss the top of her head, and she relaxes against my chest.
Ellie makes a face. โEw, heteros,โ she says.
โYou can leave anytime,โ Brynn reminds her.
โI canโt, though,โ Ellie says, looking to our left. โI need Tripp to get me into the royal court.โ I follow her gaze and see Shane and Charlotte surrounded three-deep by their friends.ย Ourย friends. โItโs elite central over there, and theyโre our primary persons of interest.โ
Here we go again. โIโm telling you, scribbling on posters isnโt Shaneโs style,โ I say.
โYouโre thinking of him as Shane Delgado, though,โ Ellie points out. โNot Michael Robbins.โ
โShhh,โ I hiss, even though thereโs nobody close enough to hear her over the music. Itโs still impossible for me to believe that Brynnโs wild theory is right. The whole idea is surrealโthat Shane, Saint Ambroseโs resident golden boy, could also be Dexter Robbinsโs son. And Mr. Larkinโs half brother. โItโs not like theyโre talking to me now, anyway.โ
โOh, please.โ Ellie rolls her eyes. โYouโre telling me those people wouldnโt part like the Red Sea if you walked through them?โ
Brynn threads her fingers through mine. โThat makes you sound so powerful,โ she teases, looking up at me and fluttering her lashes. And I guess thatโs that, because Iโm suddenly incapable of saying no to her even when she doesnโt directly ask for something.
โFine, but prepare to be rejected,โ I say. Ellie grins, undaunted. โThatโs the spirit.โ
Turns out Ellie was right; force of habit means that everyone gets out of my way as we near the group surrounding Shane and Charlotte, until Charlotte herself turns with an imperious lift of her chin. โWell, look who it is,โ she says, tightening her grip on Shaneโs arm. Sheโs wearing a white dress thatโs glowing under the black light, and her hair is pulled back into a complicated twist thatโs half braid, half bun, with lots of sparkly pins holding it all together. Her eyes sweep over Brynn and me, ignoring Ellie completely. โSaint Ambroseโs newest It Couple.โ
โHey, Charlotte. Can we call a truce?โ I ask. Not just to buy Ellie time either. Regardless of whatโs happened lately, or what Charlotte might know,
sheโs been my friend for years. โI was in bad shape at your place, and Iโm sorry if I was ungrateful. Iโm doing better now.โ
โIโm sorry too,โ Brynn offers. โI shouldnโt have come to your house like that.โ
Charlotte, who thawed the tiniest bit when I spoke, gets full-on icy again. โYouโre not sorry, Brynn,โ she says, flicking her gaze toward the arm I still have slung around Brynnโs shoulders. โYou got exactly what you wanted.โ
โOh my God, I love this song!โ Ellie cries suddenly, and before anyone can react, sheโs latched on to Shane. Heโs too startled to protest as she lifts one of his hands in the air, then reaches for the other. โCome on, letโs dance!โ she says, flipping his palm in her hand.
Charlotte is still clinging to Shaneโs arm, and pulls him backward out of Ellieโs reach. โWhatโs wrong with you?โ she hisses. โDonโt touch him.โ
โYou should dance too,โ Ellie says, lunging for Charlotteโs hand. Sheโd have better luck prying open a steel vise than removing Charlotte from Shane, though.
โStop it. Goย away!โ Charlotteโs shriek is out of proportion for the situation, even though Ellie has gone from quirky to flat-out weird pretty fast.
โBabe, chill,โ Shane says.
Ellie seems to understand that itโs time to cut her losses, and releases Charlotteโs wrist. โSorry!โ she says, stepping back and fanning herself. โSometimes my love of dance gets the best of me.โ Then she darts past me and Brynn, murmuring โNot himโ before disappearing into the crowd.
โShe was dropped on her head as a child,โ Brynn says, watching Ellie make her way to their uncle and grab his hands. Ellie wasnโt kidding about theย no exceptionsย part. โA lot.โ
โSo.โ I clear my throat, wondering how to fill the awkward silence thatโs suddenly descended between the four of us. Well, not silence, exactly, since the music is still blaring, but itโs awkward as hell. โYou guys having a good time?โ
Charlotte glares daggers in Ellieโs direction. โI was until that little freak came over.โ
โHey,โ Brynn protests at the same time Shane wrenches his arm away from Charlotte and says, โJesus,ย enough.ย Sheโs just a kid.โ
His voice is loud and his words are a little slurred; his face is flushed and sweaty. Heโs been drinking, which isnโt unusual for Shane at a Saint Ambrose social event, but refusing to put up with Charlotteโs bullshit is. She blinks at him, too startled to speak, and he growls, โIโm done with this,โ and stalks away.
โDone with what?โ Charlotte asks. Shane keeps going, heading for a corner where the lacrosse guys are clustered, and Charlotte follows. โDone withย what?โ she calls again.
โWell, there goes their night,โ I say.
โIโm sorry,โ Brynn says. โEllie gets these ideasโโ
โItโs all right,โ I say. โIt wasnโt a bad idea. And Iโm glad to know Shane didnโt vandalize the poster. I know it doesnโt prove he didnโt do something else,โ I add before Brynn can interrupt with another one of her theories. โOr that he isnโtย someoneย else. Iโm still glad, though.โ
โI get it,โ Brynn says. Her eyes are on the lacrosse corner, where Charlotte and Shane are arguing.
โCome on, Brynn.โ I spin her so sheโs fully facing me, and pull her closer into a slow dance, even though thereโs a rap song playing. โStop looking at Shane like you want to interrogate him. Whatever truth-telling superpower you have wonโt work on him.โ
โI know,โ Brynn says. โIt only works on you.โ
โWhatโs your secret?โ I ask, and I really hope she tells me, because otherwise Iโm not sure Iโll be able to get rid of the nagging suspicion that sheโs still waiting to catch me in a lie.
She holds up a hand and rubs her thumb with her forefinger. โYou do this whenever youโre not being honest.โ
I blink. โI do?โ
โEvery time. You have since we were kids.โ
โWell, damn,โ I say, and she grins. โHow convenient for you.โ
We sway for a minute until Brynn rises on her tiptoes to plant a soft kiss on my lips, her hands sliding over my shoulders and around my neck. I kiss her back, harder, relishing the fact that I know how we fit together now. My hands run up and down her back, always stopping at the curve of her waist even though Iโd rather not stop at all, but her uncleโs around here somewhere and weโre surrounded by people, andโ
โGet a room,โ someone says, but more politely than whoever yelled it in the parking lot. Brynn pulls away, and we turn to see Mason dancing beside us with Geoff. The music has changed to something with more of a Latin beat, and theyโre both keeping up with it. Although the more they come into focus, the more it seems like Mason is barely keeping up with Geoff. โYou can dance, Gorff,โ Brynn says with a smile.
โI can,โ he says. โMy grandparents made the whole family learn. Shall we?โ He holds out a hand. She takes it and lets him twirl her around before dipping her low.
โOh,โ Brynn says, breathless. โYouโreย reallyย good.โ
โDonโt be jealous,โ Mason says. โHe only has eyes for me.โ
โIโm not,โ I say unconvincingly as Geoff spins Brynn away. โYour timing sucks, though.โ
โTheyโll be back,โ Mason says. โIn the meantime, letโs dance.โ He holds out his hand, eyebrows raised like heโs daring me to take it. I grin, ready to grasp his palm, and thenโfuck.
What the actual fuck.
I freeze in place, unable to move, until Masonโs jaw tightens and he drops his hand. โWhatever,โ he mutters. He thinks Iโm being an asshole, but Iโm not. I donโt understand what I just saw. Or maybe it would be more accurate to say that I understand it too well.
Masonโs palm is bright green. Just like Ellieโs.