โโYou missed the turn for one-twelve,โ Tripp points out. โI know,โ I say.โ
โLet me guess.โ He drums his fingers on the center console. โOn purpose?โ
โI just thought, since weโre hereโฆโ I make a sharp left into a strip mall parking lot, heading for a storefront I noticed on our way to Mad Dog Tavern.
Superior Pawnshop.
โBrynn, come on,โ Tripp says when I park in front of it. โWhat are you up to?โ
โMaybe this is where Dexter Robbins works,โ I say. โItโs right down the street from the bar he used to own.โ
โAre you out of your mind?โ Tripp twists in his seat to glare at me. โYou heard Rose. Donโt poke the hornetโs nest.โ
โIโm not trying to talk to him or anything,โ I say. โIf heโs still as religious as he used to be, heโs probably not even working on a Sunday.
Which makes today the perfect time to check up on him. Then I can find him later, if I need to.โ
โWhy would you need to?โ Tripp asks, frowning. โI donโt care what you think Shane, or whoever, mightโve done. You canโt send this guy after him. Besides, you said it yourself at Brightsideโmaybe Dexter Robbins was in the woods that day. Maybe he killed Mr. Larkin, and we should stay the hell away from him.โ
โI will,โ I say. โI just want to know more about him.โ
Tripp doesnโt look convinced, but all he says is, โWell, youโre on your own. Leave me out of this.โ I hesitate, wondering if heโs regretting giving me the go-ahead to keep digging into Mr. Larkin, until he smiles and lightly pushes my shoulder. โGo, already.โ
โIโll be quick,โ I say, and dart out the door.
Iโve never been inside a pawnshop before, and this one is nicer than I expected. Itโs long and narrow, with glass cases lining either side and a booth in the back with a neon sign above it that readsย LOANS. One wall is hung with guitars, the other lined with shelves filled with different types of electronics. There are almost a dozen people inside already, browsing the cases, and two workers behind the counters wearing navyย Superior Pawnย T- shirts. One of the employees is a woman and the other is much too young to be Dexter, so my shouldersโwhich I didnโt even realize were rigidโrelax as I approach the woman.
โCan I help you?โ she asks.
โHi. I was wondering if Dexter Robbins works here?โ โNope,โ she says without a flicker of recognition.
โAre there other pawnshops nearby?โ I ask.
โNear-ish, if youโre driving.โ The bell over the door jangles as someone else walks in, and her eyes drift over my shoulder. โItโs not my job to help you find them, though.โ
โFair enough,โ I say, wondering how many more pawnshops I can visit before Trippโs patience wears out.
โ
Turns out the answer is three.
โAll right,โ Tripp finally says when I climb back into the car after having a friendly, but ultimately fruitless, conversation with the owner of Empire Pawn & Music. I never realized, until the past hour, how much business pawnshops do in used guitar sales. โEnough. I have stuff to do, and this isnโt getting you anywhere. Things would go a lot faster if you went home and just called every pawnshop in New Hampshire.โ
โThat isโฆa good point, actually,โ I admit. โCan I make just one more stop, though? The guy at Empire said thereโs another place right down the street.โ
Tripp slumps against his seat. โIf this counts as our first date, Iโd like to go on record as saying it sucks.โ
I grin at him, because heโs very cute when heโs annoyed. And also when heโs not. โIt doesnโt count,โ I say.
โGood,โ Tripp says, closing his eyes. โThen I have no qualms about asking you to wake me up when itโs over.โ
It takes less than five minutes to arrive at the appropriately named Last Chance Pawnshop, and its parking lot is much less crowded than any of the others. The only other vehicle in sight is a faded red pickup truck thatโs parked directly in front of the window. I park a few spots away from it, and Tripp opens his eyes as a tall, bearded guy wearing a bright red baseball cap and a gray sweatshirt comes out the front door carrying a bulging trash bag. The man tosses it into a nearby dumpster, brushes his hands together, and goes back inside.
โPlace is hopping,โ Tripp observes. โThis is definitely the least popular pawnshop in central New Hampshire.โ
โYeah,โ I say, feeling strangely reluctant to leave the car. There was something comforting about how busy the other pawnshops were; here I feel too conspicuous. But itโs my last stop, soโฆโIโll be right back.โ
Thereโs no bell on the door, but it opens with a loud, prolonged squeak of the hinges. The man who took the trash out is the only person in the shop, positioned behind a streaky glass case that holds an assortment of
watches. โHelp you?โ he says, adjusting his baseball cap enough for me to notice that his hair is dark and peppered with gray like his beard.
I wasnโt able to find any photos of Dexter Robbins online, but this guy looks around the same age, which makes me wary of mentioning the name. โI was, umโฆโ My mind goes blank as I approach the counter, so I grasp at the nearest straw. โWondering if you buy jewelry?โ
Red Hat smirks. โDid the gigantic neon sign in the window not give you a hint?โ he asks, pointing behind me.
I donโt need to turn.ย WE BUY GOLDย flashed in my face while I was opening the door. โRight. Sorry,โ I say, forcing a smile that he doesnโt return. I push up my left coat sleeve, exposing my charm bracelet. โWhat do you think I could get for this?โ
โLemme see,โ he says.
I meet his eyes for the first time. Theyโre flat and cold, flicking across my face without much interest. He can probably tell at a glance that I wonโt actually sell anything, just like I can tell Iโm not going to learn anything helpful here. We have no use for one another, and I donโt like his vibe, but I still find myself holding out my wrist.
He snorts and makes a beckoning motion with his palm. โIโm gonna need to take a closer look than that.โ
Reluctantly I unclasp my bracelet and drop it into his hand. He lays it across the counter and pulls a jewelerโs loupe off the shelf behind him. While he bends over the bracelet, I scan the scattered paperwork thatโs piled beside him. It looks like a bunch of receipts, for items that people have either dropped off or bought, but Iโm having a hard time reading them upside down. I inch a little closer, just as he looks up.
โFourteen karat,โ he says, eyes glinting. Theyโre not brown like I first thought; theyโre hazel. Like Mr. Larkinโs were. My heart stutters in my chest as he adds, โFeels light. I can weigh it, but thereโs probably less than ten grams of gold here. Ballpark one twenty-five, maybe.โ
โOh, okay. Thatโs not as much as I was hoping.โ Suddenly the only thing I want in the world is to have the bracelet back on my wrist. I pluck it from beneath the loupe, not caring if Iโm being rude, and drop my keys onto
the counter so I can fasten it. โThank you for checking, but Iโll hang on to it after all.โ
He shrugs. โUp to you.โ
The clasp is delicate and hard to close, and Red Hat yawns while I wrestle with it. Just as it finally catches, I glance down at my keys and realize, stomach churning, that I forgot Iโd attached the Mad Dog Tavern medallion to them. Itโs lying flat on the glass, snarling dog emblem down, theย Billyย engraving clearly visible. I freeze, hand still at my wrist, and steal a glance at Red Hat, hoping his eyes have gone back to his paperwork.
They havenโt. Theyโre fastened on the medallion, which shines brightly beneath the harsh fluorescent lighting. โWhat theโโ he starts, face creasing into a frown.
I lunge for my keys and manage to scoop them up right before he does. He stares at the empty space where they were, then at me, and gooseflesh erupts across my arms. His eyes are narrowed into slits, and every line of his face looks like itโs been etched from stone. โWhere the hell did you get that?โ he rasps. โWho are you?โ
I donโt hesitate. Thereโs a counter between us, and Iโm going to make full use of that barrier because Iโm absolutely positive I donโt want to have this conversation. I turn on my heel and run for the door, fling it open, and dash for my car. By the time I hear a shout behind me, Iโve already unlocked the doors and slid behind the wheel.
Tripp is reclined in his seat, eyes closed, and he startles at how loudly I slam the door. โWhatโs up?โ he asks, bringing his seat back into the upright position as I shove my keys into the ignition. As soon as the engine catches, I throw the car into reverse and back up much too quickly. Red Hat is out of the pawnshop now, and starts running straight toward us as I shift into drive. Thatโs enough to make me turn the wheel sharply, slam on the gas, and tear out of the parking lot.
โBrynn, what the hell?โ Tripp asks, staring behind us as I drive over a sidewalk in my haste to get onto the road. โWhatโs that guyโs problem?โ
My throat has closed to a pinprick, and I canโt speak until a glance in my rearview mirror reassures me that no one is following us. Still, I
accelerate well past the speed limit, wanting to put as much space as possible between my car and the Last Chance Pawnshop. โI think that might have been Dexter Robbins,โ I say.
โWhat?โ Tripp asks. โWhy?โ
Oh God. It kills me to admit how careless I was, butโฆโI put my keys on the counter, and he saw the Mad Dog Tavern medallion. He, um, seemed to recognize it.โ
โRecognize it how?โ
โHe asked where I got it.โ
โMaybe he just liked it. Theyโre kind of cool.โ
โYeah, exceptโฆโ My head pounds, and I wish I could go back and relive the last fifteen minutes of my lifeโnever go into Last Chance Pawnshop in the first place or, at the very least, put my damn keys into my pocket. โThe logo side was facedown, and theย Billyย side faceup. Thatโs what caught his attention. And he wasโฆangry.โ
โWell, shit,โ Tripp says. โThatโs not good.โ I turn onto Route 112, and he adds, โI donโt think heโs following us, though. Thereโs nobody around except a Lexus, andโฆโ He waits for it to pass and reports, โThe driverโs a woman, by herself. You didnโt give your name, did you? Or leave anything behind?โ
โNo,โ I say, my pulse starting to slow. โI handed over my bracelet at one point, because I was acting like I might sell it, but I got it back.โ
โThatโs all right, then,โ Tripp says. Weโre both silent for a few beats until he adds, โYou got what you wanted, right? If that was him, you can find him again.โ
โI guess,โ I say, but I know I wonโt. Even though there are now miles between me and Red Hat, and my heart rate has almost returned to normal, I donโt feel silly for running away. I feel like I escaped a predator, because thatโs exactly what he looked like when he saw the medallion. His entire demeanor changed in a flash, from bored to flat-out menacing. As much as I want to know what happened to Mr. Larkin, it turns out thereโs a limit to how far Iโll go.