FOR A LONG MOMENT, I actually expect Larson to faint. The color drains from his face. He wavers, props himself up with an arm against the vanโs wall, and looks around as if heโs hearing things.
While he tries to wrap his head around it, I wonder about another mystery: why Iโm here.
In college, I double-majored in biology and mechanical engineering. I got a PhD in biomedical engineering the same day I received my medical doctorate. I never did a residency and never practiced medicine. I started building things. A few years ago, I built something that landed me here, in prison, shunned by the whole human race. And by a strange twist of fate, when humanity is facing extinction, they call me up. Probably because they want me to build something.
Fowler is staring at me. The NASA administrator has been quiet since my exchange with Larson.
โYou want me to build something.โ
โPossibly.โ His voice is barely above a whisper.
โBut you need more data before you decide what to do.โ โPrecisely.โ
โYouโre going out there, arenโt you?โ
โWe are.ย Youย are, James. You and the best we have.โ
โYou want me to figure out what it is, what itโs made of, its capabilities and vulnerabilities. You want to know how to stop it.โ
โThatโs the mission.โ
My head is spinning. โWhen? Whatโs the plan?โ โLaunch is in less than thirty hours.โ
โYouโre kidding. Wait. Youโre serious? You want to launch me into space in thirty hours?โ
โYes. The people around you will handle all of the space aspects of your mission. Your focus will be the artifact. Weโve been planning this mission for some time. We just didnโt know exactly where we were goingโor what we were looking for.โ
My eyes dart side to side as I try to imagine the details, the questions I want to ask, issues to address. The first is the most urgent.
โIf whatever is out there downed the ISS, itโll hit us the second we clear the atmosphere.โ
โWeโre assuming that.โ Fowler hits a key, and a simulation plays on his laptopโs screen. It shows rockets taking off from four locations around the world. Then a second group of rockets. A third, a fourth, a fifth. I count seven launches total: twenty-eight payloads. The simulation shows the payloads disconnecting from their rockets and trying to maneuver into varying altitudes of Earth orbit. An invisible force swats them away, like dust motes in a strong wind. They drift in space as Earth continues its orbit around the Sun, leaving them behind.
Earth gets smaller and smaller, but the simulation focuses on the payloads. They drift closer together, attach to each other, until theyโve created two ships. Theyโre ugly ships, each formed of a long central cylinder with modules pointing out in all directions, like a medieval spiked club.
The two clubs move away, toward the Sun, and rendezvous with the artifact.
The simulation says what a thousand words could, but I want to make sure I understand. My life depends on it.
โSo you make the launches look like youโre reestablishing an orbital satellite network.โ
Fowler nods once.
โYou let the artifactโthat is what youโre calling it, correct?โ โCorrect.โ
โYou let the artifact take out the satellites, and you assume it forgets about them after that. They do some kind of space-Transformer-Voltron-like deal and make two ships that go and check out the artifact.โ
โThe pop culture references notwithstanding, that is accurate.โ Itโs an interesting plan. But it has one very big problem.
โThe artifact took out the probe on sight. What makes you think it canโt knock out these ships?โ
Fowler leans back like a teacher studying a student. โDid it take out the probe on sight?โ
I shake my head. โNo. Youโre right. It took out the probe when it transmitted data. Itโs like it couldnโt see it before then. A space predator that can only see at night. Or in this case, when its prey emits some form of radiation or transmission. Light. Energy.โ The implication is clear: โThe ships will run silent.โ
โYes.โ
โData relay?โ
Fowler hands me a device about the size of my hand. Its surface is matte black and completely non-reflective. I canโt find any ports or openings anywhere.
โWeโre calling them comm bricks. They have a data storage medium and a wireless transmitter. Theย Fornaxย andย Pax, the two ships, will fire them toward Earth.โ Fowler takes the brick back from me. โThey donโt start transmitting data until they touch down. Weโll monitor with ground stations, naval vessels, and drones.โ
Itโs a good plan to the get the data back.
However, in my view, there are still issues with the mission. And some open questions.
First, the artifact isnโt large enough to block out enough solar radiation to cause the Long Winter. The implication is that itโs part of a larger entity or is causing the process in a way we donโt understand. Or perhaps the artifact isnโt even related. Either way, I do agree that it needs to be investigated. Itโs our best lead at the moment.
Itโs clear from the timeline and simulation that the launch needs to happen soonโwhile Earth is still close to the artifact. That will cut down the distance the two ships have to travel and the fuel requirements.
โAnd how does the crew get back?โ
Fowler breaks eye contact. โWeโre still running simulations.โ He taps the keyboard. โThis is our best idea.โ
The simulation shows the ships floating beyond the artifact, then breaking up once again. Two small modules jettison from the bottom of each ship. Escape modules? They must be. The view zooms in on the pods, which show three passengers each. So thereโs a crew of six on each ship.
Splitting the crew on the return voyage has the advantage of increasing the survival rate.
The pods donโt move at first. But slowly, they begin to accelerate away from the artifact. My guess is theyโre solar powered.
I study the two shipsโtheย Fornaxย andย Pax.ย Fornaxย was the Roman god of fire (specifically, the god of the oven, but fire fits the analogy better). I bet the shipโs loaded with nukes. Or a rail gun. Both, probably.ย Paxย was the Roman goddess of peace. Theyโre going to try to communicate first. If the probe is any indication, the artifact will blowย Paxย away. Thenย Fornaxย will send a brick to Earth with the result before firing its guns. Those of us in the escape modules will see the results and report back.
Iโm betting the artifact will destroyย Fornaxย too.
Itโs a good plan. One that might even get me home alive. Itโs a long shot. And as far as I can tell, itโs our best shot.
Fowlerโs voice is somber. โWhatโs described here is how weย anticipate
the mission going. That is far from certain. The risks areโโ
โI know what the risks are. I knew them the moment I saw the artifact.
And I know what youโre asking of me. Iโm in.โ
Fowler nods, studies the floor of the van, then stands.
โWell. We should get down to KSC.โ He shakes his head. โThatโs Kennedy Space Center. Your module will launch from there.โ
โOne question.โ
Fowler cocks an eyebrow. โWhy me?โ
Fowlerโs eyes meet mine. โIn truth, you werenโt our first choice. Or second, third, fourth, or fifth.โ
That hurts a little, but I donโt react.
โWhen we presented what you just saw to our first-line candidates, three of our choices declined the job. They wantedย youย to go. Said they would only support the mission if you were on it.โ
โWhy?โ
โThe broad consensus is that you have more imagination and technical skill than any person alive. That you think fast and act fastโsometimes too quicklyโand if anyone could pull this mission off, itโs you. When they knew their own lives, and their familiesโ lives, were on the line, they wanted you.โ
โWhat about the other two?โ
โOur second-choice candidate accepted the job. Heโll be on one of the ships, youโll be on the other.โ
โAnd the last candidate?โ
Fowler glances at Larson, who has assumed a vapid expression like a man who has just had a lobotomy. โHe was unable to adequately process the information provided.โ
โNot surprising. Thatโs going to happen to a lot of people. And worse.โ Now itโs my turn to glance at Larson. Heโs sort of a case study in what the entire human race is going to go through when news breaks. โThis secretโฆ itโs too big. It wonโt keep.โ
โI agree. Thatโs the other reason we have to hurry.โ
THE HELICOPTERย that takes us away from Edgefield is filled with military, but theyโre not National Guard. Special ops would be my guess. Theyโre all business, and when they look at me, they donโt blink or glance away. Glad theyโre on our side.
As we fly south, the helicopterโs rotors pounding, I glance up at the sun. Iโll never see it the same way. Iโll never see theย worldย the same way. Life. The solar system, the universe. I feel Iโve crossed a Rubicon. Nothing will ever be the same.
And for reasons I canโt explain, I only want one thing: to make peace with the only person who matters to me in this world. My brother.
I activate my headset. โFowler, I have a request.โ
Larson spins and adjusts his mouthpiece. Since exiting the van, his lobotomized state has receded. Heโs back to normal pit-bull status. โYou donโt get to make requests. That was part of the dโโ
โWhat is it, James?โ
โI have a brother. He has a wife and son.โ
Fowler nods, waiting, then looks up. โAnd a daughter now. Ten months old.โ
โRight. Iโd like for them to have a place in one of the habitable zones.โ โImpossible,โ Larson barks.
โDone,โ Fowler says quietly. โHe lives in Atlanta.โ
โThey moved six months ago, to a suburb of Charleston. Mount Pleasant.โ The NASA administrator seems to have memorized the file. Iโm impressed.
โWhich is on the way to Canaveral.โ Fowler nods slowly.
Larson glares at me. โOh, youโve got to be kidding me.โ
I stare back. โHey, I know you werenโt picking up a lot of what was thrown down in the van, but odds are, Iโm punching a one-way ticket tomorrow night. Heโs the only family I have left. I just want to see him. For two minutes. To say Iโm sorry. Thatโs it.โ
Fowler interrupts us. โMake the arrangements, Mr. Larson.โ To me, he says, โBe quick, James. Time is a commodity we donโt have.โ
Iย KNOWย this is Alexโs neighborhood before the helo even sets down. Itโs recently built, the roads laid out in a well-planned grid that utilizes every square inch of land, houses aligned in a row, yards microscopic yet immaculately kept, nothing out of order, nothing unexpected, except perhaps the expected unexpected. Itโs him. Order. Cleanliness. Meeting expectations.
We were bookends growing up. Each excelling in our own ways, always taking different paths, if for no other reason than to be the opposite of the other.
Iโm delighted when the massive helo sets down in the grassy, perfectly landscaped common area. Thatโs going to leave a mark that will come up at the HOA meeting.
At Alexโs door, I feel a surge of nerves. I havenโt seen him sinceโฆ well, before the trial. I knock gently instead of ringing the bell. Waking a ten-month-old is a bad way to start this ever-so-brief reunion.
His wife, Abby, answers the door without even peering through the glass to see who it is. Apparently itโs that kind of neighborhood, and Iโm glad. She, however, is not glad to see me. The smile melts off her face. She nearly drops the smiling child, who apparently senses something is wrong and begins fidgeting.
โWhat are you doing here?โ She catches sight of the helo. โWait, is that your helicopter? Are you crazy? Did you escape? Iโm calling theโโ
โI was released, Abby. Forโฆ aโฆ work-release program.โ She stands there, stunned.
โOh, and yeah, that is my helo, actually. Sorry about the grass. License expired while I was locked up. I mean, who even drives anymoreโโ
โWhat do you want, James? Why are you here?โ
Before I can answer, a boy of about six years old barrels down the stairs with two friends in tow. Halfway down, he calls out, โMom, can I go over to Nathanโs?โ Anticipating rejection, he adds, โPleaaase?โ
At the sight of me, he stares, as if trying to place my face. Then he breaks into a grin, and so do I. โUncle James!โ
โHey, tiger.โ
โDad said you were in prison.โ
โI was. Broke out just to come hang with you.โ His eyes go wide. โSeriously?โ
โNah.โ
His mother turns on him and points. โUpstairs, Jack, right now.โ โMom.โ
โRight now. I mean it.โ
She spins back to me. โDonโt come back here.โ She reaches for the door with her free hand.
I put a foot on the threshold. โI want to see him. I need to, Abby. I just want to talk to him.โ
โYou think he wants to talk to you? You think you can say something to make everything all right? Do you have any idea what you did to him? Do you have any clue?โ
โLook, he doesnโt have to talk to me. Justโฆ to listen. I have some things I wantโsome things I need to say.โ
She shakes her head, anger turning to annoyance. โHeโs not even here.โ โWhere is he?โ
โWorking.โ โIn town?โ
โAt a convention.โ โWhere?โ
Her eyes narrow. โI wouldnโt tell you if the world were ending.โ Against my will, I let out a laugh.
Behind me, Larson calls out, the brusque condescension gone from his tone. โDr. Sinclair, weโre overdue for that meeting.โ
โWill you tell him I came by, Abby?โ
โYou show up here again, Iโll call the cops.โ The glass rattles when she slams the door.
Larson falls in beside me as we walk away. โStill want them moved to an LHZ?โ
โYeah. Theyโre my family, Larson.โ