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Chapter no 38

A Light in the Flame (Flesh and Fire, #2)

โ€œYour eyes,โ€ Veses uttered in a hoarse but awed voice.

โ€œYeah?โ€ Bele glanced to where Reaver lay unmoving in his mortal form and then to me. โ€œWhat about them?โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t play coy, Bele. It was you who Ascended.โ€ She gave Bele a bloody smile. โ€œIt must be my lucky day. Thereโ€™s a bounty on your head.โ€

โ€œBy the look of your face, I would definitely say itโ€™sย notย your lucky day.โ€ Bele smirked. โ€œAnd that bad day is going to continue when Nyktos returns.โ€

Taking shallow, too-short breaths, I pushed onto my knees. That was as far as I got for a moment. Pain radiated across my ribs and pelvis. Blinking until my blurred vision cleared, I saw my dagger lying between Reaver and me.

Veses lifted one shoulder. โ€œNot as bad as the day youโ€™re going to have when Kolis rips your heart from your chest and devours it.โ€

โ€œThere are far tastier parts of me, but whatever.โ€ Bele inched farther into the chambers, watching the Primal closely as I forced myself toward Reaver. Each inch I half-crawled, half-slid across the floor felt as if daggers were jabbing my ribs. โ€œIf youโ€™re here for me, youโ€™ve found me.โ€

โ€œI wasnโ€™t here for you,โ€ Veses said as I snatched the dagger from the floor. โ€œYouโ€™re just a boon.โ€

Bele frowned. โ€œWell, if youโ€™re here for her, that sounds like a problem.โ€ โ€œYou think?โ€ Veses snapped.

โ€œFor you,โ€ Bele added as I reached Reaverโ€™s side. โ€œYou do realize who she is, right?โ€ Bele jerked her chin at me. โ€œThatโ€™s Nyktosโ€™s Consort. You have to know that. And thatโ€™s one of his drakenโ€”one ofย Nektasโ€™sย draken.โ€

โ€œDo I look like I care about either of those things?โ€

Bele laughed softly as she circled the Primal. โ€œYou will.โ€

โ€œWhat do you think youโ€™re going to do with that sword?โ€ Veses demanded, turning her back on me completely.

A deep, angry-red bruise had formed on Reaverโ€™s chest. I ran a hand across his too-pale forehead, smoothing his hair back. His eyes were closed, and the embersโ€ฆthey throbbed, nearly as acutely as they had in the aftermath of paying the price Kolis had demanded. He wasnโ€™t just injured.

โ€œReaverโ€™s hurt.โ€ I glanced over my shoulder, wiping the blood off my chin with the back of my tingling hand.

Beleโ€™s gaze briefly met mine as she managed to get between Veses and us. โ€œHow bad?โ€

A knot of emotion lodged in my throat. โ€œBad.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™ll be fine.โ€ Veses rolled her eyes, but her voice wavered. โ€œHeโ€™s a draken.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s a child!โ€ I spat.

โ€œSo?โ€ Veses lifted her chin. โ€œHe shouldnโ€™t have come at me.โ€

โ€œVeses.โ€ Bele tsked softly. โ€œAre you that weak that you saw a youngling as a threat?โ€

โ€œNot a threat. A disrespect.โ€ Veses sneered. โ€œAnd you didnโ€™t answer my question about the sword. You canโ€™t attack me.โ€

โ€œI canโ€™t?โ€ Bele continued edging toward Veses, forcing her farther away from meโ€”and Reaver.

โ€œYou know the rules,โ€ Veses said. โ€œSheโ€™s not his Consort yet, and the draken, youngling or not, has no right to defend her against me. Iโ€™ve done nothing wrong.โ€

โ€œAh, yes, the rules. But as you said, thereโ€™s already a bounty on my head,โ€ Bele said. โ€œOne Iโ€™m sure involves bringing me to Dalos, dead or alive. So what if I break a rule?โ€

โ€œReaver?โ€ I touched his cheek. His skin was clammy. Wincing, I grabbed the soft blanket from the chaise and draped it over him. His chest barely moved. Concern grew rapidly. He hadnโ€™t woken up, and he seemed to have unconsciously shifted forms. Iโ€™d seen draken do that when gravely injured.

My throat dried as I sent Bele and Veses a quick glance, knowing I was about to take another huge risk. Veses might only suspect that I was the source of the power sheโ€™d felt, but I had to do something. I couldnโ€™t let Reaver die, and I feared the throbbing embers were warning me of that. They sensed that death was imminent.

Iย sensed that.

And whatever risk I was taking by confirming what embers were inside me was worth it. Reaverโ€™s young life was worth it. Just as Thadโ€™s had been.

The embers continued to buzz, pressing against my skin. My senses opened and stretched as I laid the dagger beside Reaver and placed my palm flat on his chest. It was almost like when Iโ€™d done it earlier with Thad, but that had been faster, even more instinctive, as if using the embers made them stronger and more responsive. As if the embers were truly mine as I called upon the eather, and it responded toย myย will.

Pure, ancient power poured out of my chest, flooding my veins for the second time that day. A hot, heady thrill flowed with my blood. The rush of energy felt different this time, like a reckoning. Aโ€ฆhomecoming.

There was a gasp as I inhaled deeply, catching the scent of lilacsโ€” freshly bloomed lilacs.ย Life. Eather hummed through me, sparking from my fingertips and off Reaverโ€™s chest. The shimmering light swept over Reaverโ€™s small frame in one rippling wave and then seeped through his skin, filling the veins beneath the pale, slightly ridged skin and bruised flesh.

The eather flared and pulsed, then receded slowly into a faint glow that lingered for only a few more moments. The bruise on his chest faded, and then the most beautiful thing happened.

Reaverโ€™s chest swelled with a deep breath, and his eyes openedโ€”eyes a shining, cobalt blue before returning to crimson. โ€œLiessa,โ€ he whispered. Tears filled his eyes, clinging to his lashes.

I shuddered, brushing his hair back from his cheek. โ€œItโ€™s okay.โ€

โ€œThe fuck it is,โ€ Veses exploded as Reaverโ€™s eyes closed. My head snapped toward her as I placed my hand on the hilt of the dagger. โ€œI was actually right. Itโ€™s been you.โ€ She took a step back, her eyesโ€”the one Iโ€™d stabbed now healedโ€”widening and filling withย horror. โ€œWhat has Nyktos done?โ€

โ€œHe hasnโ€™t done anything,โ€ I said.

Veses shook her head. โ€œYouโ€™re whatโ€”?โ€ Bele lifted the sword.

The Primal struck like a pit viper, moving faster than I could even track. She caught Beleโ€™s sword. The blade shattered in a flare of silver light. Veses slammed her hand into Beleโ€™s chest, throwing her back several feet.

Bele hit the wall by the balcony and fell forward onto her knees. She lifted her head, shoving the dark strands of her hair back from her face.

โ€œOuch.โ€

Veses brushed the shadowstone dust from her hands as she started toward Bele. I moved, sucking in a sharp breath of pain as I lifted my arm and threw the dagger at the back of Vesesโ€™ head. The Primal spun. Her head tilted. โ€œReally?โ€

The dagger stopped in midair and then flung back toward me.

Gasping, I ducked. The blade whizzed over my head, embedding deeply into the wall behind me. โ€œShit.โ€

Bele rose, rushing Vesesโ€”

The Primal held up her hand, and Bele went flying. I didnโ€™t take my eyes off Veses, but I heard Beleโ€™s fall. It wasย hard. โ€œIf you were smart, Bele, you would stay down. If you do, you may live to see another day,โ€ the Primal warned, turning her attention to me. โ€œBut you? Youโ€™re definitely going to die. Because youโ€โ€”she inhaled sharplyโ€”โ€œyouโ€™re anย abomination.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s rude,โ€ I wheezed.

Eather sparked along her flesh, charging the air as I positioned myself over Reaver, tensing.

โ€œWhat if I donโ€™t stay down?โ€ Bele asked, rising to her knees. Vesesโ€™ eyes turned into silver orbs. โ€œThen you can die, too.โ€

Bele spun on her knee, rising as silvery-white light spiraled down her arms and erupted between her palms. Eather arced, rapidly forming the shape of a bow and arrow. Smirking, she pulled the string of eather taut. โ€œBitch, I hope you try.โ€

My mouth dropped open. Taric had summoned a sword of pure eather, but Iโ€™d never seen Bele do that before.

โ€œYou let go of that arrow, and all youโ€™ll do is piss me off,โ€ Veses warned. โ€œAnd I mean, really piss me off.โ€

โ€œOops.โ€ Bele released the arrow.

Veses spun. The projectile grazed her cheek, splitting it open. She shrieked, lifting into the air as eather sparked from her eyes and fingertips

โ€”

The ember belonging to Nyktos suddenly vibrated frantically. A faint tremor moved under the shadowstone floor as Vesesโ€™ head whipped to the open doors, to where night had gathered, thick and dark. Another charge of energy swept through the chamber, dancing across my skin. Tiny hairs rose

all over my body. The breath I exhaled formed a faint, misty cloud. Every part of my being recognized the source of power pouring into the space.

Thick tendrils of midnight and moonlight spilled into the room, reminding me of what I had seen in my bedchamber that night. Coils of churning mist rolled along the floor and climbed the walls. Whatever air was in my lungs left me as Nyktos stalked forward, his eyes locking on mine. I tried to regain that breath, but the temperature of the air continued dropping, becoming so frigid that my lips started to tingle. I couldnโ€™t take my eyes off him.

His skin had thinned to the point where he was more shadow and moonlight than flesh. The power radiating off him drenched the air. Wisps of eather had gathered around him, swirling around his legs and licking over his shoulders. Through them, I saw the faint outline of his wings.

Nyktos was a storm of whirling fury. Shadows laced with thin strips of silver lashed out from him and blossomed beneath his skin. Heโ€™d never looked colder, harsher, or more like a Primal of Death than in that moment.

โ€œShe knows.โ€ Bele rose, the crackling bow of eather still trained on Veses, another arrow of pure energy at the ready. โ€œAbout Sera.โ€

Golden ringlets whipped around Vesesโ€™ head like snapping serpents as she lowered herself to the floor. โ€œNyktosโ€”โ€

โ€œShut up,โ€ he snarled, his gaze remaining fixed on me as he lifted his hand. A bolt of eather exploded from his palm and arced across the chamber like lightning. I flinched against the blinding light, gathering Reaver close to me out of instinct.

Veses wasnโ€™t faster this time.

The blast of energy hit her in the chest, throwing her back. I gasped as her entire body lit up. For a moment, she was suspended in the air, her veins glowing as light flooded her mouth, nostrils, and eyes. Then she flew backward more, slamming into the wall, and I didnโ€™t think Iโ€™d ever been more thrilled to hear the fleshy sound of a body smacking into an unyielding surface.

Veses slid down the stone, twitching and shaking as she came to a stop, slumped over. The crackling energy faded, leaving behind the scent of charred flesh. Blood dripped from her nose, mouth, and trickled from her ears. The skin above her elbows and wrists was dark and burnt.

Veses was out, but I didnโ€™t know for how long.

โ€œTake her,โ€ Nyktos ordered as he crossed the chamber, the faint outline of his smoky wings briefly visible once more before they faded. โ€œLock her in one of the cells.โ€

I blinked as Orphine came forward, along with who I guessed was her brother, Ehthawn.

โ€œI wish we could just toss her ass in the Abyss,โ€ Ehthawn muttered, gripping the arm of the unconscious Primal and hoisting her over his shoulder like a sack of lumpy grain. I thought I might be smiling.

โ€œSera.โ€

I jerked at the sound of my name.

Nyktos knelt in front of me, and I saw no one else. Blood smeared his left temple, and I didnโ€™t know if it was his or someone elseโ€™s.

โ€œReaver was hurt,โ€ I rasped, glancing down at him. โ€œSheย hurtย him.โ€

He touched the young drakenโ€™s cheek as I felt his gaze on me. โ€œBut heโ€™s not hurt any longer.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s just sleeping right now.โ€ I trembled as I stared down at Reaver, his skin having returned to its usual dusty, golden hue. โ€œI had to do something. He wasย reallyย hurt, and I couldnโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œItโ€™s okay.โ€ Nyktosโ€™s hand rose, and just his fingertips touchedย my

cheek. โ€œYou saved him. Thatโ€™s all that matters.โ€

โ€œBut sheย knows,โ€ I warned him. โ€œAnd sheโ€™s not like Attes. She wonโ€™t keep this secret. No matter what is going onโ€”โ€

โ€œShe wonโ€™t get a chance to tell Kolis,โ€ Nyktos interrupted, carefully dragging his fingers along the curve of my jaw where the skin ached. โ€œShe wonโ€™t be able to get out of the cell.โ€

โ€œShe didnโ€™t want to tell Kolis. She wanted to kill me once she realized what I could do.โ€ My back throbbed as I leaned forward. I winced. โ€œThat doesnโ€™t make sense, right? But sheโ€ฆshe was afraid once she realized what I could do.โ€

Eather flared in his eyes as his gaze swept over me. His jaw tightened. โ€œBele? You okay?โ€

โ€œYeah.โ€ The goddess drew close. โ€œSera is right. Veses looked freaked the hell out.โ€

โ€œShe felt what happened earlier today,โ€ I told him. โ€œWhat the hell happened earlier today?โ€ Bele asked. Nyktos held up a hand, silencing her.

I drew in a shallow, pained breath. โ€œBut she came here because she said sheโ€™d felt something different about me when I sawโ€”when she was here last,โ€ I said, not looking at him then. It was important that I tell him this. โ€œAnd thatโ€™s why she came back. The Shadesโ€”โ€

โ€œIt was her,โ€ Nyktos interrupted. โ€œI didnโ€™t realize that until Rhain found us. He wouldโ€™ve gotten to me sooner, but there were a lot of Shades. So many they were overwhelming Orphine and Ehthawn.โ€

I winced, knowing that meant heโ€™d had to kill the Shades, and I knew that would get to him. โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€

Nyktos jerked so forcibly that I looked up at him. His eyes were wide and fixed on me.

Figuring he was confused by what I was apologizing for, I said, โ€œI know you donโ€™t like to kill the Shades. Iโ€™m sorry you had to do that.โ€

He continued staring at me as if Iโ€™d sprouted two heads.

โ€œIt was her.โ€ I pushed past the growing pain. โ€œOne of her draken freed the entombed gods. She sent them and one of her guards to take me. She said it was because she knew there was more to why youโ€™d take a Consort,โ€ I said, and the eather lashed through his eyes. โ€œShe was behaving as if she were helping you.โ€

โ€œThat is theย lastย thing she was doing.โ€ He looked at Bele. โ€œTake Reaver to my quarters. Stay with him. Heโ€™ll likely be confused when he wakes.โ€

โ€œWill do.โ€ Bele bent, but I held onto Reaverโ€™s small body, reluctant to let him go. She looked up at me. โ€œIโ€™ve got him.โ€

I knew he was okay, but for some reason, I held on.

โ€œYou can let him go, Sera.โ€ Nyktos carefully turned my head to his. Pressure clamped down on my chest. โ€œHeโ€™s okay. Youโ€™re not. Let Bele take care of him so I can take care of you.โ€

My heart tripped up as my grip on Reaver loosened enough for Bele to gently work an arm under Reaverโ€™s shoulders. Nyktos drew the blanket up, keeping him covered. โ€œThank you,โ€ I whispered, feeling a little out of it. โ€œThank you for coming when you did.โ€

โ€œNo need to thank me.โ€ Bele lifted the slumbering youngling in her arms. โ€œIโ€™ve been waiting for ages to get my hands on that bitch.โ€

I laughed, and it hurt in my jaw, chest, and other places too numerous to count.

A muscle ticked in Nyktosโ€™s jaw as he looked over his shoulder. I saw Saion and Theon. โ€œKeep watch over Veses.โ€

The gods nodded. Both looked a little ragged around the edges, as if theyโ€™d been through battle, and I wondered exactly how many Shades Veses had managed to work into a frenzy.

โ€œEctor?โ€ I called out, sucking in a breath as a sharp ache skated across my ribs. โ€œIs Ector okay?โ€

Saion nodded. โ€œHe will be.โ€

Relieved, I closed my eyes and leaned back against the chaise. โ€œEctor tried to stop Veses from coming in here,โ€ I shared, vaguely aware of the others leaving. โ€œWhy would he do that? He knew better.โ€

โ€œSo did Bele.โ€ Nyktos brushed my hair over my shoulder. โ€œThey were willing to take that risk to protect you.โ€

I opened my eyes. โ€œThey couldโ€™ve died.โ€ โ€œThey know that.โ€

โ€œThey could still be punished if Kolis or anyone else finds out they went up against a Primal.โ€

โ€œThey know that, too.โ€

He was on his knees, leaning over my legs. โ€œYouโ€™re injured, Sera.โ€

โ€œYeah,โ€ I breathed. There was no denying it. โ€œI think a couple of my ribs might be broken.โ€

Shadows gathered in his cheeks. โ€œI donโ€™t think thatโ€™s all,โ€ he said, running his thumb along the corner of my lip. Red smeared the tip when he withdrew his hand. โ€œYouโ€™re in a lot of pain.โ€

โ€œTrue, but I stabbed her in the eye. It was gross.โ€ I gave him a grimace of a smile. โ€œBut worth it.โ€

His laugh was soft and a little strained. โ€œYouโ€™re going to need my blood.โ€

My heart gave a sluggish lurch, even though I wasnโ€™t surprised to hear that. Because there was a good chance that I was hurt in a far worse way than when the draken had attacked. I didnโ€™t feelย rightย inside. Like important parts of me werenโ€™t exactly connected right.

โ€œWe canโ€™t risk you going into another stasis, Sera. You may not wake up,โ€ he said, sensing my hesitation. โ€œI will leave immediately afterward. You donโ€™t have to worry about how my blood will affect you.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not that.โ€

A look of doubt crept into Nyktosโ€™s features as I lifted a strangely weak arm and touched the hand that rested on the floor beside my hip. The charge of energy was faint. โ€œYour skin is icy. As cold as it was before.โ€ The why

suddenly occurred to me, and my chest twisted. โ€œIt wasโ€ฆher feeding from you, wasnโ€™t it? Thatโ€™s why your skin is so cold.โ€

His features tensed. โ€œI told you why my skin is cold. Iโ€™m Death.โ€

Heย hadย told me that, but that hadnโ€™t really made that much sense to me.

Nyktos stared at me for a moment. โ€œIt doesnโ€™t matter,โ€ he said, and I thought it did. โ€œIโ€™ll be okay. You, however, may not be.โ€

I sighed, knowing it wasnโ€™t wise to argue over this. I didnโ€™t want to slip into another several-days-long sleep that I might not wake up from. โ€œOkay,โ€ I said. โ€œLetโ€™s get this over with.โ€

Nyktos raised a brow but wisely didnโ€™t respond to that. He shifted closer, sitting on the floor beside me. I couldnโ€™t stop myself from watching him as he lifted his wrist to his mouth. I caught only a brief glimpse of his fangs before they sank deep into his flesh. I winced, just like I had before. He lifted his mouth, revealing the seeping puncture wounds. Shimmery, bluish-red blood pooled in two perfect circles, and his scent, that citrus and fresh air, was more potent.

Neither of us spoke as he brought his wrist to my mouth, but I didnโ€™t hesitate like I had before. It almost felt natural as I lowered my head. And maybe that was the embers. But perhaps it was me.

Closing my mouth over the wound, I drew on his bite as my eyes drifted shut. The first taste of him was a shock to my senses. A jolt to my entire body that would likely never dull, no matter how many times I tasted him.

A tingling sensation swept over my tongue and the insides of my mouth, then moved to my throat as I swallowed. It struck me as odd that his blood could be so warm, yet his skin so cold, but the memories of how heโ€™d tasted hadnโ€™t done him any justice. Sweet and smoky honey. Luscious. Captivating. I swallowed, more and more, marveling at the heady warmth coursing into my chest and stomach, easing the aches along the way.

โ€œJust a bit more,โ€ Nyktos said, his voice lower, thicker.

I drank deeper, only vaguely aware that I was holding his arm and that my fingers were curling tightly around his. I thought that I probably shouldnโ€™t do that now, but that thought was just a flicker. An inconvenience. The hum of his blood coasted over that hollow part of me, snuffing out the pain in my ribs and my stomach, taking with it a deeper, more entrenched hurt that went beyond the physical.

Then I found it.

Felt it. Peace.

It was like slipping beneath still waters, surrounded by silence andย peace. But in that cool darkness wereย colors. They came alive with a spark of silver and black, and like the images that had formed in the Pools of Divanash, one rose in my mind. It was me. I was standing in the courtyard of the House of Haides in a black gown with the gray, star-swept sky behind me. Cheeks flushed and eyes a feverish wild green, I held a short sword, the shadowstone blade glittering as a pale, silver curl danced across my cheek, touching the corner of my lip as I grinned up atโ€”

This was a memory of me, but not my memory.

โ€œI think thatโ€™s enough,โ€ Nyktos grunted, shattering the memory as he gently pried his wrist from my grip.

My eyes fluttered open as my hands fell to my lap. Beside me, Nyktos sat, one leg bent as he lifted his wrist to his mouth, sealing the wound heโ€™d created. There were no shadows beneath his flesh now, but his skin was even thinner, the hollows of his cheeks more prominent, and his flesh paler.

โ€œHow are you feeling?โ€ Nyktos asked.

I took stock of myself, somewhat dazed. โ€œBetter,โ€ I exhaled, long and slow without even a hint of pain. Considering what I could do with my hands, the healing ability of a Primalโ€™s blood shouldnโ€™t shock me, but it did. โ€œThank you.โ€

Nyktos nodded, and his lashes swept down, hiding his eyes as he started to rise. โ€œIโ€™ll await you in my chambersโ€”โ€

โ€œWait,โ€ I stopped him. His jaw flexed. โ€œI saw myself standing in the courtyard when I held the sword to your throat,โ€ I told him, my skin beginning to thrum as the warmth of his blood continued working its way through my muscles. โ€œWhy would I think of that?โ€

โ€œYou werenโ€™t thinking of that day,โ€ he said gruffly. โ€œI was.โ€ โ€œBut howโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œThat can happen when a god or a Primal feeds from another. They can senseโ€”or seeโ€”what the other is thinking. Or find a memory. Some are skilled at dragging older memories out while they feed.โ€

โ€œLike Taric,โ€ I murmured. โ€œBut it didnโ€™t hurt you, right?โ€

Nyktos shook his head. โ€œYou werenโ€™t able to do it the last time you fed, but youโ€™re even closer to Ascension now.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not good.โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ Nyktosโ€™s lashes lifted then. โ€œWe need to get the embers out of you.โ€

Dread began to build but then quickly evaporated. There was no warning before the pleasant warmth in my blood and muscles turned to molten heat. Even though I knew what his blood would do, the sharp and swift arousal was still brutal, stealing the breath I took. My fingers curled into the soft cloth of my robe as an ache blossomed, throbbed.

Oh, gods, I was hot. Too hot. My fingers went to the row of buttons on the robe, hastily undoing them. The material fell to the sides, and blissful cool air slipped over the gauzy nightgown and my heated flesh.

The reprieve lasted only a few secondsโ€”if that.

My heart began to pound. I shuddered, gritting my teeth, but there was no stopping the intense wave of tingling sensation sweeping over me, or the gasp I let out at the slippery heat suddenly invading every part of my being and senses. A heaviness followed, settling in my breasts and then my core. My nipples grew tight, hardening.

Iย wanted.

It didnโ€™t matter how much I told myself I shouldnโ€™t. Iย needed.

And, gods, I welcomed the feeling because it left no room for the dread, uncertainty, or the ugliness of the day.

โ€œI should leave,โ€ Nyktos ground out, his voice sounding like smoke and gravel.

I looked at him and realized I shouldnโ€™t have done that either.

He shifted back from me, just enough that I saw the thick ridge of his cock straining against his leathers. I nearly moaned atย hisย visceral reaction toย myย lustโ€”toย me. Gods. I pressed my thighs together, but I was empty, and it was all too easy to recall the feel of him inside me, stretching meโ€”

I moved without thinking, grasping Nyktosโ€™s arm. The charge of energy, and the feel of his flesh under my hand sparked another rush of damp, hot desire.

โ€œSera,โ€ he hissed.

Pulse pounding, I lifted my gaze to his. His eyes were quicksilver, heated and whirling with so much power, so muchย need. My nails pressed into his skin.

Stay.

I didnโ€™t speak the word. I thought it. I prayed it, even though I knew I could bring an end to my torment. Give myself pleasure. But I wanted it. I wanted him despite the dangers of what that desire led to. In spite of what Iโ€™d seen with him and Veses and still didnโ€™t understand.

Stark lust carved into his features, hollowing his cheeks as he stared at me. โ€œYou know what will happen if I donโ€™t leave,โ€ he growled. Warned. โ€œNo matter how much you hate me now, you will hate yourself more later.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t hate you,โ€ I whispered.

โ€œMy blood is making you think you donโ€™t.โ€

He was wrong. I wished he was right. Everything would be so much easier if I did, but I didnโ€™t. โ€œI think I proved earlier today that I donโ€™t hate you.โ€

His arm trembled in my grip. โ€œYou should.โ€

โ€œI should.โ€ I ran my tongue across my teeth. โ€œYou could leave if you wanted to.โ€

His eyes darted to mine. โ€œI know.โ€ โ€œBut you havenโ€™t.โ€

Tension bracketed his mouth as his gaze dropped to my chest. The tips of my breasts were clearly visible beneath the nightgown. A predatory gleam pinched his lips and filled his eyes as he watched me shrug off the robe.

โ€œSera,โ€ he rasped, his lips parting and gaze sweeping down the translucent nightgown to the throbbing space between my thighs. โ€œI donโ€™t know if I love these things you swear are gowns or fucking hate them.โ€

My entire chest rose and fell sharply as our gazes locked. A second passed. Another.

โ€œBut there are a hundred reasons why one of us needs to leave,โ€ he said, his breath matching mine. โ€œAnd only one reason neither of us is.โ€

โ€œWant.โ€

He gave me a curt shake of his head. โ€œNeed.โ€ Then I was in his arms.

I didnโ€™t know who moved. Wasnโ€™t sure if it was me who climbed into his embrace, him whoโ€™d grasped my arms, or if weโ€™d both moved at once.

But it didnโ€™t matter.

His mouth was on mine, his kiss wild and desperate. Starved. I could feel his cool flesh beneath his torn tunic, soothing my overly sensitive skin and then igniting another maddening rush of desire. Both of our hands went

to his pants. My fingers curled around his thickness, stroking him through the soft cloth. He tore at the buttons, and raw lust scorched the breath I took as he freed himself.

Nothing mattered then. Not Veses. Not the hurt. The pain. The ugliness. Not how close Reaver had come to death. Not what saving him would do, or how close I was to the Ascension. I didnโ€™t think about anything as Nyktosโ€™s hands went to my hips to steady me. He consumed my thoughts and my body. This did. Us. I gasped when I felt the broad head of his cock, easing through my wetness and pressing into me. I clutched his shoulders. Nyktos trembled, holding himself still as I lowered myself, moaning against his lips between kisses. The pressure, the burn was exquisite. His fingers pressed into the flesh of my hips as I took him, inch by decadent inch, to the hilt. I panted as I held myself still.

He feltโ€ฆgods, my head fell back. He felt like we were made for each other.

Nyktosโ€™s arm encircled my waist as he buried his hand deep in my hair, clasping the nape of my neck. He drew my mouth to his. โ€œFuck me,โ€ he ordered.

This was one of those rare moments where I was more than happy to obey.

I lifted, slowly retreating before lowering myself once more. My ragged cry got lost in his harsh groan. The friction of our bodies moving, and the full impact of him, as deep as he could go, nearly undid me. I moved, slowly and steadily, my pace matching that of his tongue.

I moved faster, rocking and grinding against him, clamping down on him. There was no rhythm. No more kisses. Just our shared breaths and pleasure as my knees dug into the hard floor.

โ€œFates,โ€ he groaned harshly. โ€œNothingโ€”nothingโ€”feels like this.โ€ His hips punctuated his words with a deep thrust. โ€œNothing feels like you.โ€

I shuddered because he was right. Nothing felt likeย this. I could spend an eternity searching for it, but I knew I would come up empty-handed. Because it wasย himย that I rode. He who was inside me. And that made me even more desperate to capture this moment somehow.

My fingers tangled in his hair. The arm at my waist loosened. His hand slipped under the fluttering hem of my nightgown, splaying across the center of my ass. I rubbed my chest against his. Nipped at the skin of his throat, tasting the salt there. I moaned as he dragged my mouth back to his.

We kissed, his fangs clashing with my teeth. Our lips swelled. Our bodies shook. His fingers dug into the flesh of my ass as he pulled me down on him, harder with each plunge. We feasted on each other. Devoured. All my tiny inner muscles began to quiver, clenching him. I was gasping with pleasure. He was snarling with it. And all of thisโ€ฆ

All of this felt likeย more.

Nyktos pulled me tighter against him, keeping me in place with him deep inside as he dropped to his knees and then drove me onto the floor. His hand stayed at the back of my head, creating a shield between me and the hard surface. I wrapped my legs around his hips, taking all of him as he thrust deeper, harder, faster, until the only sound was the collision of our bodies.

I cried out as he pulled my head back, exposing my throat. His fangs grazed my pulse before pressing in. Nyktos trembled. He didnโ€™t break the skin, merely held his fangs there, and that was all it took. I exploded, shattering into silken shards of pleasure that dragged him over the edge and into the storm with me. Nyktos came with a roar against my throat, his body buckling as he spent himself.

His weight settled on me as spasms of pleasure rolled through both of us. I clung to him, fingers tangled in his hair, nails digging into the skin of his arm, and legs still wrapped around his, gently rocking my hips. Our breathing was ragged and slow to calm, and his fangsโ€ฆ

They were still at my throat.

My belly fluttered, and I tightened around him, drawing a hoarse groan from him. โ€œIf you need to feed,โ€ I whispered, โ€œyou can.โ€

Nyktosโ€™s hips stilled, but I felt him pulse inside me. He didnโ€™t need to; he wanted to. I wanted to experience the pleasure-pain of his bite. The deep, languid pulls. I wanted him at my throat, my breast, and between my thighs, taking from me as I took from him. I bit my lip, moaning as his fangs scraped my skin, and every part of me trembled. Nyktos shuddered and then eased back. โ€œI canโ€™t. I wonโ€™t,โ€ he panted, dropping his forehead to my shoulder. โ€œI do not deserve this. And I sure as

hell donโ€™t deserve that from you.โ€

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