Arianna
โOkay, letโs hear it.โ
Noah grins, glancing over as he stirs. โWhat do you want to know?โ
โYour secrets.โ I pause for dramatic effect. โโCause thereโs no way you whipped up this sauce in the half hour it took me to drop my stuff off and get here.โ
โYouโre right.โ He nods, setting the long wooden spoon down smack dab on the counter. โI didnโt,โ he admits as I reach past him, lift said spoon, and set it back down on a paper plate. โI made it in ten.โ
My head snaps his way. โIโm sorry, what?โ
He smirks and begins walking backward into the living room, so just as he wants me to, I follow.
โOkay, Gordon Ramsay.โ I set our drinks on the tabletop, and we lower into the spots weโve come accustomed to eating in the last couple Mondays. โTell me how.โ
โSorry, canโt do that.โ He shakes his head, no longer waiting for me to serve myself, but rather portions it out for me.
I reach out and scoot an extra piece of chicken onto my plate. โAnd why not?โ
Noahโs eyes glide my way, and he smirks. โOnly way to learn is to do it with me.โ
โThat sounds a lot like coercion.โ
He lifts a dark brow. โDid it take coercion to get you here tonight?โ
I stick my food-covered tongue out and Noah shakes his head and laughs.
After a few bites and tuning into the scene inย Superbadย where McLovin first gets his fake ID, I turn to Noah. โSo, do I get to pick the menu?โ
โOnly if you take turns doing the cooking.โ
โYeah, sure, if you want a Top Ramen night with a side of Takis.โ โI happen to like ramen.โ
โBig fat liar.โ โNope.โ
โHow could a guy who can cook like this possibly like Top Ramen?โ
โYou ever dress up your noodles? Little lime, some Tapatio and cilantro?โ
I gape at him, and he chuckles, adding, โHow about with a boiled egg, soy sauce, and siracha?โ
I blink dramatically, and he tosses his napkin at me.
โOkay, you win.โ I accept defeat. โYouโre on menu, but we need a noodle night in there somewhere. I want to learn all about this from poor to polished ramen stuff.โ
Noah nods. โI want to teach you.โ
โGood.โ I jerk my chin, and he beams. โLetโs start Sunday?โ
When he frowns, I quickly add, โOr, I mean, whenever you have time.
You know, after the season maybe.โ
Stop talking, Ari.
โI donโt want to wait until after the season, Juliet.โ Noah tries to hide his amusement as he looks my way. โI canโt on Sundays, thatโs all.โ
Because you and the ballerina are both busy that dayโฆ
That thought has a frown threatening to creep over my face, but I manage to hold it in.
โHow about we make these Mondays official and add Wednesdays?โ he asks. โThose are the easiest for me, since I have morning practice, and my classes are done before lunch. What about you?โ
โYes.โ
He looks to me and I shake my head, clamping my eyes closed a moment. โI mean, same.โย No, wait. I twist toward him a bit. โNo, not same. I donโt have practice, obviously, but yes, those days are good for me too.โ
Noah drops his grin, and I wonder what the hell is wrong with me. Thankfully, I manage not to ramble on the rest of the evening, and when
Noah walks me home, the short trip is full of jokes and laughter.
The next morning, I wake the next morning to find a text of our โproposedโ menu. So to make it official, I add our plans to my calendar, and search for him on Venmo. He said he would hit the store, so I send him a small chunk of my monthly food budget.
Noah sent it right back.
Itโs Wednesday, weโre about done with the first meal, so I sneak away to the bathroom, and stuff forty bucks into the front zipper of his backpack. Iโm back in the kitchen before he has a moment to get suspicious.
Noah lifts the spoon to his mouth, where my attention is stuck as he blows on the hot mixture. Once satisfied it wonโt burn my mouth, he brings the spoonful toward me. โTaste this.โ
His eyes, theyโre so unlike a shade of blue Iโve seen before. So mythical and bright, yet stormy, like what youโd expect the find on the god of the sea. A little lost and lonely maybe. A hint of wild. Itโs intriguing, the color. Or maybe itโs the emotion I can read within them.
How can I read the emotion within them?
โJuliet?โ
I blink, dropping my pinched gaze to the spoon. โSorry,โ I mumble, closing my lips around it.
The savory glaze concocted of homemade chili with cranberry hits my tastebuds, the explosiveness of the flavors pulling a satisfactory moan from me.
โSo good.โ I leave the sauce to sit on my tongue a moment. โYou know, if the whole going pro thing doesnโt work out for you, you could totally be a chef.โ
I hadnโt realized I closed my eyes, and when I look to Noah, he tears his from my mouth.
He quickly turns to the sink, dropping the spoon inside. โYou think itโs good like that or does it need more crushed red peppers?โ
When I donโt respond, he looks over, meeting my frown. โThe little pepper flakesโฆโ
โ…like pizza peppers?โ
He grins and turns to lean his tailbone against the small countertop. โWere you paying attention when we put in the spices?โ
To the food? No. To the focus and peacefulness that takes you over when you cook? Yes. Yes, I was.
โNo?โ
He laughs, playfully hitting me with the dishtowel.
I pop a shoulder. โI figured my job was to hand you stuff and give you honest opinions on taste.โ
โUh-huh, and how are you supposed to make it on your own if you do that?โ he teases.
โOkay, wow. If I gave you the impression that would be a possibility, I am so sorry.โ I grin, a laugh slipping through. โBasically, Iโm going to need you and your black jacket worthy skills to survive away from home.โ
I expected him to laugh or joke back, but he doesnโt.
Noahโs gaze floats across my face, and he gives a nearly undetectable nod. โI think that could work out.โ
I donโt know, why but heat slowly spreads up my neck.
He sees it and rather than turning around and pretending he hasnโt, he follows the warmth past my collarbone. I should look away, but I donโt want to. I want to watch him watch me. When his midnight eyes land on mine, something low in my gut twists. It tangles and pulls and I whip around to face the counter. I move the bag with the chili ingredients in it to the side, setting the one full of stuff to make pot pie in its place.
My limbs are heavy, fuzzy, but I breathe through it, swallowing beyond the knot in my throat.
โI swear to god, Noah, if this pot pie tastes good, there will be no freezing of anything. Iโll be eating it all tonight, no joke.โ
Noahโs laugh is low and sultry.
Or Iโm losing my mind and need to get a grip, I canโt be sure.
He takes the hot pot of chili to the tiny table covered in potholders, setting it down beside the tray of meatballs. โWeโre not making one big one. We canโt freeze it like that. We have to make a few small ones.โ
โK, letโs do thatโฆ but also make a big one we can eat tonight?โ I smile like a psycho, showing all my teeth. โWe can veg out until my leggings are too tight.โ
He looks at me over his shoulder. โYou want to hang tonight?โ
My eyes bulge. โOh my gosh! Iโฆ totally invited myself to stay.โ I avert my gaze. โIgnore me, keep going. What do I do next? Set the oven temp, right? Thatโs step one?โ
โJuliet.โ
My muscles tense the slightest bit. โYeah?โ I line up the ingredients, no clue what order they should be in, or if it even matters.
โYouโre my only plans,โ he shares.
I donโt know why, but Iโm suddenly nervous.
Noah senses it, chuckling as he comes to stand beside me, calling my gaze to his. He lifts his hand, as if he was about to reach out and touch me but decides better of it, quickly lowering it to the bag beside us. His eyes, though, they stay on mine. โYou wanna stay, veg until your leggings are too tight and Iโve gotta loan you a pair of sweats?โ His mouth hooks higher. โWatch a movie with me?โ
โYeah.โ My brows pull. โI do.โ
He nods several times before blowing out a breath and turning to the sink to rinse the chicken. Who knew that was a thing?
The pot pies take the longest out of all the meals we made today, if you count the baking time. Once the big one is ready to be cut into, Noah grabs plates, but I put them back, stuff two forks into my hoodie pocket, and carry the entire pie into the living room.
We eat straight out of the throwaway tinfoil tray, watchingย Bad Boys For Lifeย in comfortable silence.
At some point during the movie, I shift closer to Noah. My shoulder is now pressed to his, my bent knees resting against his thick, football player thighs.
When I tuck my hands into my lap, he reaches behind us, grabbing a blanket. He drapes it over my legs without a word, leaving his arm to rest along the back of the couch.
I sink in a little more as he settles into the cushions. When a low sigh escapes him, my mind begins to wander.
I watched him closely tonight. The peaceful look on his face, the ease of his movements, itโs so obvious heโs at home when cooking, as if itโs second nature for him. It reminded me of being at home, watching my parents in the kitchen.
He kind of reminds me of home. And thatโฆ is kind of scary.