Chapter no 33 – Nora

The Rule Book

โ€ŒThe elevator is so silent Iโ€™m worried Derek can hear my thumping heartโ€” but it has nothing to do with what took place at that bar.โ€Œ

โ€œAre you really okay?โ€ he asks for the hundredth time since leaving the club a few hours ago. I was shaken up at first, but then we came back to the resort and Derek worry-ordered me five different appetizers and three desserts and we spent two solid hours just talking and laughing in the nice barroom. Now my anxiety about it has completely faded and been replaced with a warm-sparkly comfort.

โ€œI really am. I promise times a million.โ€

โ€œI justโ€ฆโ€ He shakes his head. โ€œI hope you know. Thereโ€™s nothing I wouldnโ€™t do for you, Nora.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ I say, softly. โ€œAnd I hope you know Iโ€™d definitely fight off a guy in a bar for you too.โ€

A smirk slices the side of his mouth. โ€œOh, I know.โ€

Heโ€™s on one side of the elevator leaned back against the wall and Iโ€™m against the other. You couldnโ€™t charge the air between us more even if you were to hook us up to electricity. His arms are folded, one lazy ankle crossed over the other, head tilted, eyes fixed on me.

Iโ€™m mirroring him while we calculate each other. Considering briefly all the ways we might royally screw up each otherโ€™s lives if we act on the impulses zipping under our skin and it turns out to be a mistake. The thing

is, Iโ€™ve never felt more certain that this is not a mistake. Not this time around.

And when those ice-blue eyes of his land on me and linger, I feel like Iโ€™m free-falling into a pool of bliss. They leave my face briefly to trail down my neck, across my collarbones, over the curve of my shoulders and chest and abdomen. He looks at me as if heโ€™s devouring me little by little.

God help me, I want him to.

His gaze catches mine again and he doesnโ€™t look in control anymore, he looks desperate.

The elevator dings and a man steps in between us. Derek and I donโ€™t move. The poor guy is caught in a dangerous crossfire, and he knows it. He taps his foot anxiously as the elevator advances us. Heโ€™s the next stop and no sooner than the doors open does he dart out with a nervous look over his shoulder.

The doors shut and I grin.

Derekโ€™s jaw flexes. โ€œThereโ€™s two rules leftโ€ฆโ€ He pauses and I encourage him with a lifted brow. He continues in a voice like black silk, โ€œTwo left we havenโ€™t broken.โ€

โ€œOnly two?โ€ I feel oddly accomplished that we managed to break eighteen out of twenty rules since working together.

โ€œOnly two,โ€ he repeats, holding up two lazy fingers. I immediately know which two are left:

Rule number 3: No friendship. Rule number twenty: No sex.

He crooks his finger twice. โ€œCome here.โ€

โ€œNot a chance,โ€ I say, wrapping my hands around the railing at my back to anchor me. โ€œYou come here.โ€

โ€œAlways have to win, donโ€™t you?โ€ he says with a pleased grin. โ€œAnd you canโ€™t keep yourself from competing.โ€

The elevator is almost to our floor, and the look on Derekโ€™s face has my heart racketing against my sternum, trying to crack my ribs. โ€œAll right, then. What are your parameters for this competition?โ€

I bite my lip just as the elevator doors open. I canโ€™t believe weโ€™re going to do this, and yet Iโ€™m helpless to stop it. No, thatโ€™s not true. I donโ€™tย wantย to stop it. He has been a magnetic force in my life since the day I met him at that party in collegeโ€”I donโ€™t want to overthink it. I just want to be with Derek tonight and hope that I get all the nights after it too.

I step out of the elevator and Derek prowls closely behind as we walk down the hallway to our suite. Iโ€™m hyperaware of my skin. Of the way my clothes hug me. The sound of our feet against the luxurious carpeting. Of his hungry expression in every mirror we pass.

โ€œItโ€™ll be like the question game,โ€ I say over my shoulder, and then face forward again. โ€œMixed with strip poker.โ€

Iโ€™m aware of Derekโ€™s steps faltering slightly behind me. But by the time we reach the door and he holds the key card against it, heโ€™s completely composed. More than composed, in factโ€”his confidence is radiating from his large form like heโ€™s the origin of all seduction. If there is anything Derek excels atโ€”itโ€™s this.

A thrill twirls through me. This particular dance has never been more fun than with the man holding the door open for me.

โ€œOkay,โ€ he says, his voice a low gravel after weโ€™re both closed inside the room. โ€œSo, if I answer the question you take a piece of clothing off, and if I donโ€™t answer it, I have to?โ€

I nod. โ€œWhoever is naked first losesโ€ฆand they have to make the first move.โ€

He stares at me for a beat with a wolfish smile. โ€œIโ€™m in.โ€

Oh.ย He knows exactly how good he looks with that slanted half smileโ€” and yet he has no mercy on me. He drops his gaze to his wrist, where he unlatches his watch and tosses it on the couch. โ€œA freebie,โ€ he says in a tone that makes my thighs clench.

I canโ€™t help but feel heโ€™s too far away and too close at the same time.

Iโ€™ve very quickly lost the upper hand. Heโ€™s so much better at this game of seduction than me.

Thatโ€™s why I follow his lead and kick off my heels. โ€œA freebie for a freebie.โ€

His eyes narrow slightly as he holds my grin. โ€œYou go first, Ginger Snap.โ€

Okay, I might faint. My heart is beating too fast. My skin is clammy. How did I think this was a fun idea? It seemed exciting when we were in the elevator, and I was still high off adrenaline from the club. But now itโ€™s gone and Iโ€™m just in this room with a man who overwhelms my senses. Who is sexier than any man has any business being.

Thereโ€™s only two rules we havenโ€™t broken.

There was no mistaking his intent when he said those words. And thereโ€™s no mistaking how much I agree with him.ย Tonight, number twenty is for sure getting detroyed.

But I also play to win every game I ever compete in. So I will not be caving firstโ€”which means I need to keep as many articles of clothing as possible. Be prepared to lay my heart on the line with the questions he asks me and think of truly impossible questions to ask him.

โ€œDerek,โ€ I say with a taunting tone.

โ€œYes, Nora?โ€ He takes a step closer. Weโ€™re six feet apart now, standing in the middle of our suite with a huge window to our right. A more beautiful picture has never existed than the sight of the moon, dipping over the dark, rolling ocean.

I think of a question I know he wonโ€™t want to answer.ย Prepare to lose a piece of your precious clothing.ย โ€œWhatโ€™s in your bedside table?โ€

Derek gives me an indiscernible look. โ€œYouโ€™re determined to find that out, arenโ€™t you? Pass.โ€

A zing of triumph soars through me until Derekโ€™s eyes glitter. He leans over and kicks off his shoes.

โ€œNora,โ€ he says when he returns to a standing position, arms folded. โ€œWhat is your favorite dessert?โ€

I frown. โ€œYou know the answer to that question. Why not ask me something better?โ€ I ask, as my brain scrambles in the dark for his angle.

He gives me a look that betrays nothing. โ€œYou didnโ€™t say we couldnโ€™t ask questions we already knew the answer to.โ€ย Suspicious.

Narrowing my eyes, I answer, โ€œIce cream and cereal.โ€

He grins. Not just any grin, thoughโ€”a hot, melting, intentional grin as he works the buttons of his shirt open, one by one, all the way down that gorgeous, defined abdomen. He shrugs out of it and my heart leaps. The tops of his shoulders are deeply tanned from our days on the beach. And nothing is sexier than how his dress pants sit low around his hips, taunting me with the upper band of his black boxer briefs and somehow intensifying the dark detail of the winged hawks on his chest. Even this manโ€™s hips are defined. Thereโ€™s a band of muscle that sits where most people have love handles and it trails down into the V at his lower abdomen. It would be easy to hate him for how stacked he is if I didnโ€™t know how incredibly hard he works for it.

โ€œYou could have taken your socks off instead,โ€ I tell him, mentally remapping the route to find his destination.

โ€œI could have.โ€ Heโ€™s amused. A sly trickster. โ€œYour turn.โ€

I donโ€™t know what heโ€™s playing at yet, and because my brain is just intrigued enough to need the answer, I step closer and try his same tactic. โ€œAll right, Mr. Smirky Pants. Whatโ€™s your favorite color?โ€

If he answers, I have to take off a piece of my clothing, and itโ€™s risky considering Iโ€™m wearing less than him to start. But itโ€™s a price Iโ€™m willing to pay to find out what heโ€™s up to. I get the feeling thereโ€™s a second secret competition heโ€™s started, and I want to win that one too.

Derekโ€™s brows knit together, and he tilts his head. His jaw looks sharp enough to cut a steak. โ€œPass. Thatโ€™s deeply personal.โ€

โ€œWhat!โ€ย Not only am I flabbergasted that he would refuse to answer and forfeit a piece of clothing, but I canโ€™t for the life of me figure out what his aim is in doing so. It feels less like the question game and more like putting a little ball under a cup and mixing them all around and then asking me to find it.ย Thrilling.ย โ€œNot that I donโ€™t appreciate the importance youโ€™re putting on artistic expression, but how in the world is that personal?โ€

He tsks. โ€œThat sounds like another question. Wait your turn, greedy woman.โ€

I sigh and cross my arms over my fully clothed body as I watch him double over to slide off his socks. As he does, Iโ€™m treated to the most

exquisite view of shoulder and back muscles bunching and twisting under his tattoos. Itโ€™s like watching a superhero get cozy for the night. He straightens up and lifts his foot to wiggle his toes in a playful, over-the-top seductive way. But Iโ€™m not looking at his toes. Iโ€™m looking at his abs contracting as he balances on one foot.ย Lordy.

Whatever he asks next, I need to refuse to answer and take off a piece of clothing. I canโ€™t explain why or howโ€”but I can see this second secret game playing out in his eyes and I will be a participant.

โ€œNoraโ€ฆdo you feel safe with me?โ€

I gasp and point a finger at him. โ€œFoul! Thatโ€™s a manipulative question.

You canโ€™t ask me one you know Iโ€™m not going to want to leave hanging.โ€

He shrugs slightlyโ€”again not giving any hints to what heโ€™s thinking. What his motivation isโ€ฆbecause as it stands, it looks like heโ€™s trying to lose. โ€œWe canโ€™t always play by the rules,โ€ he says with a smirk, and I wonder how long heโ€™s been waiting to use my exact words against me.

Iโ€™m all turned around now. I donโ€™t know if I should answer or pass. So I tell the truth. โ€œIโ€™ve never felt safer with anyone than you.โ€

His chest expands with a breath and the barest smile curves his mouth. And then, heโ€™s unfastening his chinos and dropping them down to the floor.ย Step, stepโ€”heโ€™s pantsless.

Now, Derek Freaking Pender (that should be his actual middle name but really itโ€™s Felix and he hates it) is standing in front of me in skintight black boxer briefs and Iโ€™m about to faint. Sure, Iโ€™ve seen him naked plenty of times. But that was different. We were young, and time (that unforgiving jerk) has erased most of my memory.

Thisโ€ฆthis feels like an entirely new experience. This feels like palms sweating. Thighs tingling. Toes curling.

One more question and I win.

He sees the hungry look in my eyes and his grin turns downright wicked. โ€œAsk your question.โ€

I donโ€™t hesitate. โ€œWhy do you anonymously fund a nonprofit that helps single mothers pay their rent and mortgage?โ€

His eyes flare. I got him on that one. โ€œYou really were digging through my finances, werenโ€™t you?ย Pass.โ€

And then without an ounce of self-consciousness, without a bit of hesitation, Derek steps completely out of his underwear, leaving all of him (and I do mean all of him) on display for my eyes to devour. He lost and I wonโ€”but when his eyes lock with mine and I see the arrogant glimmer I love so much, when he steps closer to me to make the first move as defined in the earlier rules of the gameโ€ฆit sure feels like he won somehow.

โ€œWhatโ€™s the secret game you were playing?โ€ I ask, my face tipping up, up, up as he approaches. Heโ€™s powerful clothed. Heโ€™s unearthly naked. My skin warms and tingles as every cell in my body reaches for him.

โ€œNo secret game.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t lie to me, Pender.โ€

โ€œTruly.โ€ He glides my hair back, fingertips brushing my shoulder in a whisper. โ€œI only lost because I want to show you in a physical way that Iโ€™m intentionally and completely vulnerable to you, Nora. That Iโ€™ll gladly lose to you every day of my lifeโ€”because for me, the prize is just being near you.โ€ His hand slides against my jaw and a tremble runs through me.

โ€œNow, a few truths.โ€ He leans down to kiss my cheek. โ€œI donโ€™t want to tell you whatโ€™s in my bedside table because when I do, it will change everything between us, and I donโ€™t think youโ€™re ready for it yet. I have no desire to watch you bolt out the door, so youโ€™ll have to be content with waiting.โ€ Another kiss on my other cheek as delicious heat billows off his body, silently calling to mine. โ€œMy favorite color is hazel.โ€ He angles my jaw up and his lips find the underside of it. โ€œAnd I fund that organization because when we were dating, you said youโ€™d wished something like that would have existed for your mom and other moms like her. So when I got my first major paycheck and my CPA asked what kind of charities Iโ€™d like to donate to, your words were the first ones that sprang to mind. I did it anonymously because I didnโ€™t want you to see it and think it was strange of me.โ€

โ€œI would never haveโ€”โ€ He silences me with a finger to the bow of my lips.

โ€œAnd the first day I saw you again in the conference room, I wasย lividโ€โ€”he growls that wordโ€”โ€œthat you were still the most beautiful woman Iโ€™d ever seen in my life.โ€

Tears well up in my eyes and spill down my cheeks. Derek tenderly wipes them away with his thumbs. โ€œIโ€™m at your feet, Nora. If you want me, Iโ€™m yours.โ€

I donโ€™t need a moment to think. โ€œYes, Derek, I wantโ€”โ€

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