โThe elevator is so silent Iโm worried Derek can hear my thumping heartโ but it has nothing to do with what took place at that bar.โ
โAre you really okay?โ he asks for the hundredth time since leaving the club a few hours ago. I was shaken up at first, but then we came back to the resort and Derek worry-ordered me five different appetizers and three desserts and we spent two solid hours just talking and laughing in the nice barroom. Now my anxiety about it has completely faded and been replaced with a warm-sparkly comfort.
โI really am. I promise times a million.โ
โI justโฆโ He shakes his head. โI hope you know. Thereโs nothing I wouldnโt do for you, Nora.โ
โI know,โ I say, softly. โAnd I hope you know Iโd definitely fight off a guy in a bar for you too.โ
A smirk slices the side of his mouth. โOh, I know.โ
Heโs on one side of the elevator leaned back against the wall and Iโm against the other. You couldnโt charge the air between us more even if you were to hook us up to electricity. His arms are folded, one lazy ankle crossed over the other, head tilted, eyes fixed on me.
Iโm mirroring him while we calculate each other. Considering briefly all the ways we might royally screw up each otherโs lives if we act on the impulses zipping under our skin and it turns out to be a mistake. The thing
is, Iโve never felt more certain that this is not a mistake. Not this time around.
And when those ice-blue eyes of his land on me and linger, I feel like Iโm free-falling into a pool of bliss. They leave my face briefly to trail down my neck, across my collarbones, over the curve of my shoulders and chest and abdomen. He looks at me as if heโs devouring me little by little.
God help me, I want him to.
His gaze catches mine again and he doesnโt look in control anymore, he looks desperate.
The elevator dings and a man steps in between us. Derek and I donโt move. The poor guy is caught in a dangerous crossfire, and he knows it. He taps his foot anxiously as the elevator advances us. Heโs the next stop and no sooner than the doors open does he dart out with a nervous look over his shoulder.
The doors shut and I grin.
Derekโs jaw flexes. โThereโs two rules leftโฆโ He pauses and I encourage him with a lifted brow. He continues in a voice like black silk, โTwo left we havenโt broken.โ
โOnly two?โ I feel oddly accomplished that we managed to break eighteen out of twenty rules since working together.
โOnly two,โ he repeats, holding up two lazy fingers. I immediately know which two are left:
Rule number 3: No friendship. Rule number twenty: No sex.
He crooks his finger twice. โCome here.โ
โNot a chance,โ I say, wrapping my hands around the railing at my back to anchor me. โYou come here.โ
โAlways have to win, donโt you?โ he says with a pleased grin. โAnd you canโt keep yourself from competing.โ
The elevator is almost to our floor, and the look on Derekโs face has my heart racketing against my sternum, trying to crack my ribs. โAll right, then. What are your parameters for this competition?โ
I bite my lip just as the elevator doors open. I canโt believe weโre going to do this, and yet Iโm helpless to stop it. No, thatโs not true. I donโtย wantย to stop it. He has been a magnetic force in my life since the day I met him at that party in collegeโI donโt want to overthink it. I just want to be with Derek tonight and hope that I get all the nights after it too.
I step out of the elevator and Derek prowls closely behind as we walk down the hallway to our suite. Iโm hyperaware of my skin. Of the way my clothes hug me. The sound of our feet against the luxurious carpeting. Of his hungry expression in every mirror we pass.
โItโll be like the question game,โ I say over my shoulder, and then face forward again. โMixed with strip poker.โ
Iโm aware of Derekโs steps faltering slightly behind me. But by the time we reach the door and he holds the key card against it, heโs completely composed. More than composed, in factโhis confidence is radiating from his large form like heโs the origin of all seduction. If there is anything Derek excels atโitโs this.
A thrill twirls through me. This particular dance has never been more fun than with the man holding the door open for me.
โOkay,โ he says, his voice a low gravel after weโre both closed inside the room. โSo, if I answer the question you take a piece of clothing off, and if I donโt answer it, I have to?โ
I nod. โWhoever is naked first losesโฆand they have to make the first move.โ
He stares at me for a beat with a wolfish smile. โIโm in.โ
Oh.ย He knows exactly how good he looks with that slanted half smileโ and yet he has no mercy on me. He drops his gaze to his wrist, where he unlatches his watch and tosses it on the couch. โA freebie,โ he says in a tone that makes my thighs clench.
I canโt help but feel heโs too far away and too close at the same time.
Iโve very quickly lost the upper hand. Heโs so much better at this game of seduction than me.
Thatโs why I follow his lead and kick off my heels. โA freebie for a freebie.โ
His eyes narrow slightly as he holds my grin. โYou go first, Ginger Snap.โ
Okay, I might faint. My heart is beating too fast. My skin is clammy. How did I think this was a fun idea? It seemed exciting when we were in the elevator, and I was still high off adrenaline from the club. But now itโs gone and Iโm just in this room with a man who overwhelms my senses. Who is sexier than any man has any business being.
Thereโs only two rules we havenโt broken.
There was no mistaking his intent when he said those words. And thereโs no mistaking how much I agree with him.ย Tonight, number twenty is for sure getting detroyed.
But I also play to win every game I ever compete in. So I will not be caving firstโwhich means I need to keep as many articles of clothing as possible. Be prepared to lay my heart on the line with the questions he asks me and think of truly impossible questions to ask him.
โDerek,โ I say with a taunting tone.
โYes, Nora?โ He takes a step closer. Weโre six feet apart now, standing in the middle of our suite with a huge window to our right. A more beautiful picture has never existed than the sight of the moon, dipping over the dark, rolling ocean.
I think of a question I know he wonโt want to answer.ย Prepare to lose a piece of your precious clothing.ย โWhatโs in your bedside table?โ
Derek gives me an indiscernible look. โYouโre determined to find that out, arenโt you? Pass.โ
A zing of triumph soars through me until Derekโs eyes glitter. He leans over and kicks off his shoes.
โNora,โ he says when he returns to a standing position, arms folded. โWhat is your favorite dessert?โ
I frown. โYou know the answer to that question. Why not ask me something better?โ I ask, as my brain scrambles in the dark for his angle.
He gives me a look that betrays nothing. โYou didnโt say we couldnโt ask questions we already knew the answer to.โย Suspicious.
Narrowing my eyes, I answer, โIce cream and cereal.โ
He grins. Not just any grin, thoughโa hot, melting, intentional grin as he works the buttons of his shirt open, one by one, all the way down that gorgeous, defined abdomen. He shrugs out of it and my heart leaps. The tops of his shoulders are deeply tanned from our days on the beach. And nothing is sexier than how his dress pants sit low around his hips, taunting me with the upper band of his black boxer briefs and somehow intensifying the dark detail of the winged hawks on his chest. Even this manโs hips are defined. Thereโs a band of muscle that sits where most people have love handles and it trails down into the V at his lower abdomen. It would be easy to hate him for how stacked he is if I didnโt know how incredibly hard he works for it.
โYou could have taken your socks off instead,โ I tell him, mentally remapping the route to find his destination.
โI could have.โ Heโs amused. A sly trickster. โYour turn.โ
I donโt know what heโs playing at yet, and because my brain is just intrigued enough to need the answer, I step closer and try his same tactic. โAll right, Mr. Smirky Pants. Whatโs your favorite color?โ
If he answers, I have to take off a piece of my clothing, and itโs risky considering Iโm wearing less than him to start. But itโs a price Iโm willing to pay to find out what heโs up to. I get the feeling thereโs a second secret competition heโs started, and I want to win that one too.
Derekโs brows knit together, and he tilts his head. His jaw looks sharp enough to cut a steak. โPass. Thatโs deeply personal.โ
โWhat!โย Not only am I flabbergasted that he would refuse to answer and forfeit a piece of clothing, but I canโt for the life of me figure out what his aim is in doing so. It feels less like the question game and more like putting a little ball under a cup and mixing them all around and then asking me to find it.ย Thrilling.ย โNot that I donโt appreciate the importance youโre putting on artistic expression, but how in the world is that personal?โ
He tsks. โThat sounds like another question. Wait your turn, greedy woman.โ
I sigh and cross my arms over my fully clothed body as I watch him double over to slide off his socks. As he does, Iโm treated to the most
exquisite view of shoulder and back muscles bunching and twisting under his tattoos. Itโs like watching a superhero get cozy for the night. He straightens up and lifts his foot to wiggle his toes in a playful, over-the-top seductive way. But Iโm not looking at his toes. Iโm looking at his abs contracting as he balances on one foot.ย Lordy.
Whatever he asks next, I need to refuse to answer and take off a piece of clothing. I canโt explain why or howโbut I can see this second secret game playing out in his eyes and I will be a participant.
โNoraโฆdo you feel safe with me?โ
I gasp and point a finger at him. โFoul! Thatโs a manipulative question.
You canโt ask me one you know Iโm not going to want to leave hanging.โ
He shrugs slightlyโagain not giving any hints to what heโs thinking. What his motivation isโฆbecause as it stands, it looks like heโs trying to lose. โWe canโt always play by the rules,โ he says with a smirk, and I wonder how long heโs been waiting to use my exact words against me.
Iโm all turned around now. I donโt know if I should answer or pass. So I tell the truth. โIโve never felt safer with anyone than you.โ
His chest expands with a breath and the barest smile curves his mouth. And then, heโs unfastening his chinos and dropping them down to the floor.ย Step, stepโheโs pantsless.
Now, Derek Freaking Pender (that should be his actual middle name but really itโs Felix and he hates it) is standing in front of me in skintight black boxer briefs and Iโm about to faint. Sure, Iโve seen him naked plenty of times. But that was different. We were young, and time (that unforgiving jerk) has erased most of my memory.
Thisโฆthis feels like an entirely new experience. This feels like palms sweating. Thighs tingling. Toes curling.
One more question and I win.
He sees the hungry look in my eyes and his grin turns downright wicked. โAsk your question.โ
I donโt hesitate. โWhy do you anonymously fund a nonprofit that helps single mothers pay their rent and mortgage?โ
His eyes flare. I got him on that one. โYou really were digging through my finances, werenโt you?ย Pass.โ
And then without an ounce of self-consciousness, without a bit of hesitation, Derek steps completely out of his underwear, leaving all of him (and I do mean all of him) on display for my eyes to devour. He lost and I wonโbut when his eyes lock with mine and I see the arrogant glimmer I love so much, when he steps closer to me to make the first move as defined in the earlier rules of the gameโฆit sure feels like he won somehow.
โWhatโs the secret game you were playing?โ I ask, my face tipping up, up, up as he approaches. Heโs powerful clothed. Heโs unearthly naked. My skin warms and tingles as every cell in my body reaches for him.
โNo secret game.โ
โDonโt lie to me, Pender.โ
โTruly.โ He glides my hair back, fingertips brushing my shoulder in a whisper. โI only lost because I want to show you in a physical way that Iโm intentionally and completely vulnerable to you, Nora. That Iโll gladly lose to you every day of my lifeโbecause for me, the prize is just being near you.โ His hand slides against my jaw and a tremble runs through me.
โNow, a few truths.โ He leans down to kiss my cheek. โI donโt want to tell you whatโs in my bedside table because when I do, it will change everything between us, and I donโt think youโre ready for it yet. I have no desire to watch you bolt out the door, so youโll have to be content with waiting.โ Another kiss on my other cheek as delicious heat billows off his body, silently calling to mine. โMy favorite color is hazel.โ He angles my jaw up and his lips find the underside of it. โAnd I fund that organization because when we were dating, you said youโd wished something like that would have existed for your mom and other moms like her. So when I got my first major paycheck and my CPA asked what kind of charities Iโd like to donate to, your words were the first ones that sprang to mind. I did it anonymously because I didnโt want you to see it and think it was strange of me.โ
โI would never haveโโ He silences me with a finger to the bow of my lips.
โAnd the first day I saw you again in the conference room, I wasย lividโโhe growls that wordโโthat you were still the most beautiful woman Iโd ever seen in my life.โ
Tears well up in my eyes and spill down my cheeks. Derek tenderly wipes them away with his thumbs. โIโm at your feet, Nora. If you want me, Iโm yours.โ
I donโt need a moment to think. โYes, Derek, I wantโโ