โI canโt stop staring at Nora. Sheโs like a sexy stick of bubble gum right now. Not sure sheโd actually think that comparison is attractive, but believe me, it is. Sheโs wearing a two-piece bright pink outfit that I was told is called a bandeau and trousers fit. All I know is her shoulders are completely bare, still a little red from the burn and sprinkled with cute freckles that have darkened from our day out by the pool this morning (taking pictures for the article), and a section of her abdomen is peeking out from behind the high waist of her flowy pants.โ
She looks good.
So good that as Alec took photos outside the restaurant and people stopped to watch and snap pics with their phones when they realized who I was, I felt the urge to stand in front of Nora. Her body looks too incredible. Her smile is too wide and sparkling. I want to hide it so no one else can see it.ย Sheโs mine.
But no, Nora is very much her own person. And hiding any part of this woman would be a mistakeโso instead, I angled behind her, setting her up front and center where she belongs.
Her lips curl around the rim of her drink nowโoblivious to the desire and possessiveness thrumming under my skin.
โWhatโs next when you get home, Nora?โ
She eyes me sidelong. โLikeโฆnext for us?โ
โI mean, whatโs next forย you.โ I tilt my head. โYou havenโt so much as slipped a mention of your career plans for after weโre backโwhich tells me theyโve been swirling through your head for days and youโve been extra careful not to hint at them.โ
She sits back in her seat, eyeing me appreciativelyโhesitantly. โI didnโt want to bring it up and risk messing with whatever this connection is again.โ
โYou think itโs that fragile?โ
She shrugs. โI donโt know. It seemed wrong to flaunt my dreams in front of you when yours areโฆโย Hanging in the balanceย is what she doesnโt say. And now she looks like she instantly regrets those words.
I get it. There was a time when I unintentionally prioritized my career over hers. When I wouldnโt have been able to stomach watching her success while mine was fading. And now she thinks this truth might shut me down completely.
I sit forward and smile. โItโs Demetris, isnโt it?โ
Those lips pull into a soft surprised smile. She leans forward too. โWhat do you know of Demetris?โ
โGoing into his senior year of high school. Shattered several records by the end of his junior year. Is an all-time leading career rusher in varsity history.โ I pop a bite of steak into my mouth. โSeems like heโs going places and will need a great agent to take him there.โ
A competitive twinkle opens in Noraโs eyes. I could stare at her like this all day. โSeems like he will indeed.โ
โSpeaking of great agents. We never talked about that endorsement deal you got for me with Dapper.โ I pause. โItโs unreal. How did you get them to fork over that much money?โ
Her grinโthe one so many people underestimate because it comes from a watermelon-pink mouthโturns downright cunning. โSimple. They were asking for my A-list celebrity athlete to star in their commercial and wear their suits to every major function for the next year. They needed to pay like it.โ
โYeah, but Bill never landed deals like this for quite that much money.โ
โBill was a nincompoop,โ she says plainly, making me laugh. โHonestly, Derek, I looked at half of your deals and they all should have been negotiated for a higher payout. Bill needed to grow some ovaries and fight for his client.โ
Mark my words, Nora is going to take over the sports agency worldโ and Iโm just lucky to have gotten in with her from the beginning.
โBack to Demetris.โ I lean back, crossing my arms. โEveryone is going to be after him. Including Nicole. Whatโs your plan?โ
She narrows her eyes and points a fork at me. โWouldnโt you like to know. Unfortunately for you, I donโt discuss clients or future clients with my current roster. So put your magnifying glass away, Sherlock.โ
โMm. Thatโs fine. Iโll have fun trying to get the answers from you later, Ginger Snap.โ
Her cheeks turn the same shade of pink as her top, but she doesnโt look away. โBypassing that salacious comment. How do you know about Demetris?โ
I shrug. โI like to keep up with notable high school and college players just in case they ever end up on my team.โ Itโs happened twice. One of those high school players being Collin Abbot, the guy who very well might take my job this year. โI know veteran players donโt normally pay much attention to the rookiesโor if they do, itโs mainly for hazing. But Iโve always preferred to take a different approach.โ
โWhich is?โ she asks.
Suddenly I feel exposed talking about myself. Iโve never liked it much. But especially not when itโs something personal like this. But for Nora, I will. โI like to help them adjust and show them the ropes from the beginning because you never know when one of our starters might get injured and the rookie suddenly becomes a vital part of the team. AlsoโฆI donโt knowโฆI just enjoy it.โ
I pause and adjust my pant legs just to give myself something to do. But Nora the menace doesnโt say anything. She just watches me with a smile.
โDonโt tell me that you suddenly have nothing to say?โ I ask sarcastically.
โOh I have plenty to say! But I know that thereโs more, and I plan to stay quiet until you say it all.โ
I roll my eyes and groan. She taps her foot against my leg under the table, eliciting currents that roll up my shins and thighs and settle low in my stomach. โFine. I guess Iโve been thinking about our conversation yesterday and letting myself really consider what will happen if I get cut. And then I realized that even if Iโm not a Shark anymore, I donโt ever want to fully let football go. Itโs a part of who I amโbut maybe thereโs another avenue I could approach. I think Iโd make a goodโฆcoach.โ I wince. โIs that ridiculous? I donโt even know if I could find a coaching job. I justโฆโ My voice fades out.
โWhy would that be anything other than super incredibly amazing? I think youโd make a wonderful coach. And I also think itโll make an excellent option for you when youโre in your forties and decide to retire from the Sharks.โ Her smile is a sharp, sweet dagger. โBecause Iโm willing to bet you anything, my top clientโโ
โYour only client.โ
โโThat youโre going to come back stronger than ever. So quit your fretting, because Iโm a hotshot agent and I know what Iโm talking about.โ I wish everyone else shared her faith in my abilities.
Truth be told, Iโm afraid Iโm going to get out there on the field, hear the haunting echo of my bone snapping in half, and freeze up. Iโm afraid that maybe this really is the end for me. But at least that fear doesnโt come with quite as much panic as it used to. I have some optionsโฆ
โOkay, Iโm done talking about me. Are you going to visit Demetris when we get back?โ
โWhy are you so worried about this?โ she asks with a curious smile.
I shrug. โI guess I justโฆIโve already gotten in the way of your career enough. I want to support you going forward.โ
She looks at me now like a person in a museum studying an abstract painting and trying to find the hidden meaning behind it. And then a soft smile curves her mouth as she pierces a bit of potato onto her fork. โDonโt worry. Iโve got everything in hand, and I do plan to pay Demetris a visit.โ
โGood.โ
โJust not until Nicole does first.โ
I frown and sit forward again. โWhy?โ
That challenging glint that sets my body on fire hits her eyes. The one that most people miss because theyโre too distracted by her bright clothes and innocent demeanor. Those people are fools. I was a fool for thinking I could ever orbit around Nora without falling into her gravitational pull.ย She owns me.
โBecause I want him to hear her pitch first, and then see what it was lacking when he hears mine.โ She is all delicious confidence. โNicole taught me everythingโwhich means I had a front-row seat to her weaknesses. And before you think Iโm a horrible greedy human, she already told me to use them against her. Nicole appreciates a challenge and seems to be excited to have a new competitor in the ring.โ Her smile drops away when she sees the muscle in my jaw jump. โWhat? Do you think Iโm being a sleazy colleague? You have to understand, Nicole and Iโโ
โThatโs not at all what I was thinking.โ
โThen what is that look for?โ she asks, picking up her glass. โTell me the truth. I can handle it.โ
โOkay.โ I rest my forearms on the table and let my emotions reach my eyes as I stare into hers. โThat look was the result of me wanting to rip your clothes off with my teeth and do very dirty things to you right here on this table when you talk like that.โ
She chokes on the waterโbecause whatever it was she was expecting me to say, it wasnโt that. When her coughing is under control, she yanks her folded cloth napkin from the table to wipe her mouth but doesnโt see that the fold is caught on the corner of the menu. Next thing we know, the menu is launched like a Frisbee across the restaurant. It sails to the table closest to ours, where it knocks over their glass of wine.
Before the waitstaff can blink, Nora is up and rushing to their table. She moves their dishes aside and soaks up the liquid with her rogue napkin, all while murmuring a wholehearted apology. Sheโs blending into the restaurant as much as a pink flamingo would blend into Wall Street.
A waitress comes to her side with fresh linens and is so stunned to see Nora there helping that she silently extends the cloths as Nora asks for them. I go help too, shifting plates of food so Nora can catch the wine trying to roll off the table before it makes more of a mess. No one around us seems to know what to do but Noraโwho is on a mission to single- handedly salvage their table.
โHoly shit,โ the man sitting at the table says when he tilts his head up and sees me hovering over him. โYouโreโฆyouโre Derek Pender, right?โ
โHe is!โ Nora says cheerfully. โWould you like to see his ID? Itโs an unfairly good picture, to be honest.โ
I give her a flat look.
โNo, IโI believe you. I meanโฆdamnโฆyou are a big dude.โ He then grimaces. โSorry, that was a weird thing to say. Iโm a little tipsy because I was nervous aboutโฆโ He glances at the table and our gazes all fall on a little red velvet box sitting to the side of the table.
Nora gasps with delight. โDid you two just get engaged?โ
โYes, we did,โ says the woman with a fond smile at her drunk fiancรฉ.
Nora launches into a series of congratulations, complimenting the woman on how beautiful she looks in her dress. She can tell immediately that itโs an antique engagement ring and asks if there is a story behind it. Five minutes later, the man has wrapped up an entire story about how the ring came from his grandmother and that his grandfather purchased it during the war and mailed it to her, asking her to save it for when he returned. He did return, and they had a beautiful family of five. Nora is crying. The woman is crying. The dude is crying. Iโmโฆmistyโฆbut thatโs all Iโll admit to.
โBut you two just got married, didnโt you? Iโve seen the story of your secret elopement all over social media!โ says the woman. โCan I see your ring? I bet itโsโฆโ At this moment her eyes drop to Noraโs finger, and she sees that itโs empty except for the discreet little black line.
Noraโs smile doesnโt fade a bit, but I do notice that she grazes the inside of the tattoo with her thumbโlike sheโs tracing the line to feel something.
Proof that itโs there. โWe thought a tattoo would be a fun way to commemorate the spontaneous event.โ
She looks up at me, and the gold in her eyes burns brighter than the green in this light. Even though sheโs smiling, I see what she doesnโt want me to. The creeping reminder that this isnโt truly real. That whatever we are now started on a lie. That I never gave her a ring out of love. This was all to keep her job, and yes, a new relationship has bloomed out of it, but how will it withstand real life at home? Do we even have a chance when a lie was our beginning?
I pick up her left hand and bring it to my lips, kissing her tattoo ring and hoping Nora feels what I canโt say:ย It doesnโt matter how this started, itโs real for me.
My gaze moves behind Nora and I realize most of the restaurant is watching us. Not just with their eyesโtheir phones too. Our time here is up.
After giving my autograph and taking a picture with the couple, Nora asks the waiters to bring the couple any dessert and bottle of wine they want as a congratulations (and apology). Even when sheโs not trying to, Nora is in agent mode, and it looks damn good on her.
When weโre back at the table, she smiles as if nothing out of the ordinary ever happened. โIโve been thinking, Dere-Bear. Will you go to a club with me after this?โ
โA club?โ I askโhesitancy tugging me. I havenโt done anything remotely close to partying ever since my injury. (1) Because I havenโt felt like it. Anxiety and stress over recovering to my fullest have been my guiding factors since the day I woke up from surgery. (2) I donโt want to appear flippant in the media. No one likes to see a guy with his career hanging in the balance out getting drunk in a club. (3) Because I havenโt missed it.
This time, Nora is the one to read my thoughts. She stares at me and tilts her head. โYouโre allowed to be dedicated to your career, drink chamomile tea, and have fun too.โ
I extend my hand to her. โHello, pot? Kettle.โ
โExactly.ย Takes one to know one.โ Her pink lips curve into a smile as she slaps my hand away. โCome with me. Letโs have fun together tonight.โ Her words seep into my chest and pump like blood through my heart.
โWhich version of us is going? Agent and client? Husband and wife? Or friends?โ
Her face blooms. โAll of them.โ