โLUCA ANDย AVERYย seemed excited that weโll be in the Azores soon.โ Nico wraps his arm around me as we turn onto a cobblestone street brimming with people and shops. On our stroll today, we quickly called them ahead of our visit in a few days.
โIโm excited to spend my birthday with them.โ
โIt’ll be great.โ Nico smiles. โWeโll have to explain the matching tattoos to them, though; gonna be a bit hard to hide that.โ
He runs his thumb over the black ink kissing my inner arm.
It was a risky impulse decision that has come with no regrets. Itโs too beautiful to dislike or tire of.
โIโll simply tell them you stole my design,โ I say. โRuthless.โ
London has been a change of pace from Rio. I miss the people, the sun, and the beach every day, but Londonโsย different. It probably has something to do with the fact Iโm constantly getting laid by a man who can find my G- spot with his eyes closed. Or the fact that heโs taken the time to run his fingers over the chains around my heart, stirring it awake.
I keep trying to convince myself itโs the former, but Iโm beginning to understand that Iโm failing miserably. The matching ink on our skin spells it out loud and clear.
We pass shop after shop and peruse a few outdoor stands. We try on wooly hats and play around with bobbles until, out of the corner of my eye, I spot a huge bookstore.
Nothing like the smell of paper to make a perfect day even better.
Thereโs an intricate display in the window with paper swans floating from the ceiling. But my gaze falls onto something that forcibly drains the blood from my face.
โAre you okay?โ Nico notices the shift in my posture. All I manage is a stumble backward.
Maybe Iโm hallucinating.
I rub at my eyes, but when I open them again, the familiar words still stare back at me.
โOh shit.โ Nico joins the newly distorted reality in front of me. โThatโs your book! So fucking cool. Letโs go buy a copy.โ
He walks past me, aiming for the entrance to the bookstore.
โWait.โ My hand grabs his arm, halting him. โIโI donโt sell my books internationally.โ
โWhat do you mean? Your bookโs right there.โ
Itย isย right there. The same colors of a melting sunset with the title of my novella in large, bright letters.
Coastal Fling.
โObviously, I can see it, Nico,โ I say with an unintentional snap. Panic clouds me like an incoming storm. โI donโt print my books outside of the States.โ
There must be a reasonable explanation for this.
โDid your printing company expand across the border?โ
โUm.โ I pull out my phone, searching through every possible keyword in my inbox but coming up short. โEver Printing shouldโve sent me an email or something.โ
Nico types away beside me, likely searching for a way to understand this.
โI canโt stand out here. I need to go in.โ I abandon our spot outside and burst through the door like a bull seeing red.
โWelcome.โ A smiling clerk greets us, but politeness is the last thing on my mind.
It takes a few seconds to find the book. I pick it upโmy book.
The subtle differences in the copy are instantly apparent to my naked eye.
It feels lighter. The pages are closer to Ever Printingโs affordable printing stock than the premium paper I prefer to use. The cover is altered
slightly, the colors pale and the spine bleeding.
โThat oneโs so good if youโre looking for something a littleโฆโ The clerk lowers their voice slightly. โHot. I read it last week and learned a thing or two about myself.โ
โUh, yeah, thanks,โ I choke out the words to the first and only fan Iโve ever met in person.
I flip through the pages until I find the copyright disclosure. There, in lieu of Zoe Mona LLC, sits MIT Inc.
The pungent taste of acid creeps up my esophagus.
I turn to the back page and spot the blaring logo for a company called Villa Printers where Ever Printingโs logo is supposed to be.
What the fuck is this?
โFrom what I can see online, it doesnโt look like Ever Printing is allowed to distribute books in the United Kingdom.โ Nicoโs voice comes from beside me, and I realize I completely forgot he was here.
That confirms it.
โSomeone stole my work.โ
โDONโT WORRY, weโll figure it out.โ Nico repeats the same reassuring words as we comb the internet for any explanation.
I glance at my laptop screen again. The UK bestsellers list stares back at me.ย Coastal Flingย sits in the number-three spot.
My bookโwell, this imposter of a bookโis anย internationalย bestseller. Fucking fantastic.
โCheck your bank details, Lil. Make sure nothingโs been hacked,โ he offers, pulling me out of the drowning sensation in my lungs. โBetter yet, change all your passwords.โ
My laptop freezes for the second time today. โAgh, this fucking laptop.โ
โHere, Iโll order you a new one right now. Trust me, the last thing you need to be worrying about is a faulty computer.โ
Nico clicks away.
โNo,โ I bite, feeling overprotective over the ancient device. Itโs the first big purchase I ever made, and Iโm not ready to let it go.ย Iโm not ready for
any of this.ย The screen refreshes. โSee, itโs fine.โ
My fingers work on autopilot, mechanically resetting all my information. I log into my checking account.
$68,920.07.
The balance jolts me out of my river of panic. Thereโs no way thatโs real.
I scan through the recent deposits, all from Ever Printing.
A little over two weeks ago, my balance was a fraction of what Iโm looking at now.
If Iโve made this much, what is the person plagiarizing my work making?
For fuckโs sake. I probably need a lawyer or something.
What does that even cost? Would I have to come clean about being the real Zoe Mona?
How did I not catch this sooner?
โYou were right, look at this.โ Nico slides his laptop across the counter. โVilla Printers is the only non-traditional publishing house that prints books in the UK.โ
I stare at the companyโs unfamiliar logo. โI canโt believe this is happening.โ
Nico dials their helpline number and sets his phone on speaker in front of me.
โWelcome to Villa Printers,โ says a robotic voice.
I rapidly smash down the zero. The universal hack for when I need to speak to a breathing human being, not an automated machine.
The line flattens. A few breaths later, a voice fills the room. โHello, youโve reached Villa Printers. This is Samantha speaking. You are on a recordedโโ
โMy book was plagiarized,โ I interrupt the terms-and-conditions rundown.
โI am so sorry. We take claims like this very seriously, and I would be ecstatic to connect you with our legal department.โ
The line clicks, and a tune plays before I have a second to say anything else.
My teeth snap one of my nails in half from my nervous chewing. The familiar wash of a tension headache creeps up the edges of my ears.
I havenโt had one of these in a month.
โHow could this even happen?โ Nico paces around the living room of our suite.
I expel a tight breath. โIโm trying to figure that out right now.โ
โWould someone at Villa Printers need the original manuscript, or can anyone just download a copy of your book online?โ
โEver Printing distributes exclusively in the US. I wouldโve had to upload the original manuscript to a different countryโs printer for it to be available there.โ
โCould your publisher have done it?โ
The gears of my mind spin. โIโve never signed away my copyright. I own all my work.โ
โMaybe itโs an angry fan?โ His foot taps against the ground.
My teeth grit tighter. Doesnโt he understand I donโt have the answer to any of these questions?
โI donโt know. Can you justโโ The tension around my head reaches a breaking point, blurring my vision.
My rationality fails, and the intrusive thoughts get the better of me.
This is my fault. I got too comfortable being distracted and indulging in my time off. This wouldโve never happened if I was in New York and not parading around the world with a guy I like.
Static crackles across the speaker. โCase number, please.โ โHi, uhโฆI donโt have one. Someone stole myโโ
The attendant clears their throat. โWe canโt address your concerns without a case number. Is there anything else I can helpโโ
โBut someone plagiarized my work and usedย yourย company to print
illegalย copies.โ
โIโm not qualified to discuss this further, madam. After you fill out a plagiarism claim form online, our internal team will assign you to a lawyer in the next week or so, and then you can try us back.โ
Fury mauls at my insides. โWhat am I supposed to do while this is happening?โ
โIfย thereโs proof that shows youโre the manuscriptโs owner andย ifย it has been distributed to our press illegally, a lawyer will be in touch.โ
My hands curl into fists. They think Iโmย lying.
I throw the phone across the living room, shattering it to pieces. A ravaged wail leaves me.
โI needed a new phone anyway,โ Nico whispers.
โIโIโm sorry. Iโll have to get you another one,โ I stammer.
โDonโt worry about it. Now look here. I found the plagiarism claim form they mentioned on the call and started filling it out.โ He points his laptop screen at me. โAlso, I sent out an email to my network to see if we can find an attorney at Villa Printers. Iโm sure weโllโโ
โPlease stop.โ I push away his computer, reach my trembling hands for my laptop, and pull up the Villa Printers website. โSomeone stole my book, Nico.โ
The feeling of violation hasnโt quite left me since the bookstore. My eyes burn as I hold back the tears already brimming my eyes.ย Great.
There goes my no-crying streak.
โI donโt understand this very much, but itโs fucking horrible, Lil. Iโm going to help you figure this outโโ
โI got it.โ I scan the webpage through the stinging blur, searching for the correct plagiarism form. There are over five hundred links here, all with some kind of incoherent variation. โItโs my book, my problem. Iโll fix it myself. I donโt need any of your help.โ
โWhat are you doing? Just use the form I already filled out.โ Nico sighs, trying to pry my laptop out of my hands.
Deep breaths.
He isnโt the problem, but I want to erupt at him, taking all this pent-up anger and expelling it.
He doesnโt deserve it.
I force another inhale into my lungs. โI appreciate it, Nico, but this isย my
mess. It doesnโt concern you at all.โ I wipe away a stray tear.
Fucking pathetic.
โOf course it concerns me,โ he says. โItโs hurting you. Look, stop being stubborn andโโ
โNico, cut it out. Youโre on vacation and donโt need to worry aboutย my
problems. Just leave it alone. Leaveย meย alone.ย Okay?โ
โYou need to fucking stop, Lily. Iโm here with you, and weโre going to figure this out together.โ His voice drops to an uncompromising note. โWhether you like it or not.โ
โI donโt like to rely on anyone.โ
โBe brave, sweet girl, and try,โ he says. โI promise, I got you.โ