โRhysand really gave this sword to me of his own free will?โ Nesta asked Cassian the next morning as they hiked the mossy, rock-strewn side of the towering mountain known as the Prison. It was exactly as sheโd pictured it in her tranceโand even more horrible in person. The very land seemed abandoned. Like something great had once existed here and then vanished. Like the land still waited for it to return.
โRhys said if weโre going into the Prison, we should be well armed,โ Cassian said, his dark hair tossed by the cold, wet wind off the thrashing gray sea beyond the plain to their right. โAnd this is the best place he can think of for us to try out the sword you Made.โ
โSo if it goes badly, at least it will kill me, not anyone else?โ Nesta couldnโt keep the sharpness from her tone. Rhys had winnowed them here, depositing them at the base of the mountain, as no magic could pierce its heavy wards. Nesta hadnโt been able to look him in the eye.
โYouโre not going to be killed. Either by that blade or anything in there.โ His jaw tightened as he surveyed the towering gates far above. Heโd put many of the current inmates inside, and Nesta had heard Feyreโs harrowing tales of visiting the Prison on several occasions. Little frightened her sisterโthat Feyre found it to be petrifying didnโt help the twisting sensation in Nestaโs gut.
โYou remember the rules?โ Cassian asked as they neared the gates of bone, intricately carved with every manner of creature.
โYes.โ Hold Cassianโs hand the entire time, donโt speak of Amren, donโt speak ofย anythingย regarding the Trove or the court or Feyreโs pregnancy, donโt speak of the creatures he put in here, donโt do anything except walk and stay on high alert. And get that Harp out before it could unleash chaos.
The bone gates groaned open. Cassian tensed, but kept climbing upward. โLooks like weโre expected.โ
Down into the darkness, into hell itself, they walked.
Nesta clutched Cassianโs hand, her rope to life in this lightless place. One of Cassianโs Siphons flared with red light, bloodying the black walls, the doors they sometimes passed.
Cassian moved with the fluidity of a trained warrior, but she noted his gaze darting around the path they walked, which plunged into the earth. The entrance to the hidden hall sheโd seen in her scrying had been far, far below
โbetween an iron door with a single rune upon it and a little alcove in the stone.
Soft noises whispered through the rock. She could have sworn nails scraped behind one door. When she glanced at Cassian, his face paled. He noticed her stare and patted his left pectoralโright above the thick scar there. Indication of who was imprisoned behind that door. Who ran their nails over it.
Her blood chilled. Blue Annis.
Cobalt skin and iron claws, heโd said. Annis savored eating her prey.
Nesta swallowed, squeezing Cassianโs hand, and they continued downward.
Minutes or hours passed, she didnโt know. In the gloom, the heavy, whispering air, time had ceased to matter.
Nausea roiled through her. Amren had been in this place for thousands of years, thrown in by fools who had feared her in her true form, that being of flame and light who had laid waste to Hybernโs army.
Nesta couldnโt imagine spending a day in this place. A year.
She didnโt know how Amren hadnโt gone mad. How sheโd found the strength to survive.
Sheโd treated Amren badly. The small thought wedged into her mind. She had used her, exactly as Amren said, as a shield against everyone. And Amren, who had survived millennia in this awful place, alongside the worst monsters in the land โฆ Amren foundย herย abhorrent.
Misery burned like acid.
Something pounded through the rock to their left, and Nesta flinched.
Cassian squeezed her hand. โIgnore it,โ he murmured.
Down and down, into a place worse than hell. And then she spied an alcove burned into her memory, behind her eyelids. Andโyes, beside it was that iron door with the sole rune on its surface.
โHere.โ Nesta jerked her chin toward the bald stone. โThrough the rock.โ
When Cassian didnโt reply, she twisted to him.
His focus lay fixed on the iron door. His golden-brown skin had gone ashen.
His lips mouthed the name of the being behind it.
Lanthys.
โYouโre sure โฆโ Cassian swallowed. โYouโre sure this is the place?โ
โYes.โ Nesta didnโt grant them time to reconsider as she outstretched her free hand and stepped up to the stone.
Her fingers passed through the rock. As if it didnโt exist.
Cassian yanked her back, but she pushed forward, and her hand, then her wrist, then her arm vanished. And then they were through.
โI had no idea there was anything else in the Prison,โ Cassian breathed as they continued down another hallway. No doors lined it, just smooth stone. โI thought there were only cells.โ
โI told you,โ she answered. โI saw a chamber here.โ
The light of the Siphon atop Cassianโs hand revealed an archway and opennessโand there it was. Raised symbols carved into the floor cast shadows against the crimson light. The entire round chamber was full of them. And in its centerโthe golden Harp, covered in intricate embossing, set with silver strings.
It didnโt sing, didnโt speak. It might as well have been an ordinary instrument.
Which was exactly why Nesta tugged Cassian into a halt beneath the archway, not daring to step onto the carved floor. โWe need to be careful.โ Nesta peered into the vast, empty chamber. โThere are wards and spells here.โ
Cassian rubbed his jaw with his free hand. โMy magic doesnโt skew toward spells. I can blast apart magical shields and wards, but if itโs a trap like Feyre and Amren faced at the Summer Court, I canโt sense it.โ
Nesta tapped her foot in a swift beat. โRhysandโs wards on the Mask couldnโt keep me out. The Mask wished for me to come, so it allowed me through. Maybe the Harp will do the same. Like calls to like, as you all enjoy saying.โ
โIโm not letting you go into that room alone. Not if that thing wants to
play.โ
โI donโt think we have a choice.โ
He squeezed her hand, calluses rubbing against her own. โYou lead, Iโll follow.โ
โWhat if my presence would go unnoticed, but yours sets off a trap? We canโt risk that.โ
His throat bobbed. โI canโt risk you.โ
The words slammed into her heart. โI โฆ You can. You have to.โ Before he could further object, she said, โYou are training me to be a warrior. Yet youโd keep me from danger? How is that any better than a caged animal?โ
The words must have struck something in him. โAll right.โ Cassian unbuckled the great sword heโd carried for her. He looped it around her middle, its weight considerable. She adjusted her balance. โWe try it your way. And at the first sign of something wrong, we leave.โ
โFine.โ She swallowed the dryness in her mouth.
His eyes glittered, noting her hesitation. โNot too late to change your mind.โ
Nesta bristled. โIโm not allowing anyone but us to get their hands on the Harp.โ
With that, she stepped to the demarcation line between the hall and the chamber. Bracing herself, she pushed a foot forward.
It was like stepping through mud.
But the wards allowed her through. Nesta took another step, arm extended behind her to hold Cassianโs hand. The pressure of the spells pushed against her calves, her hips, her body, squeezing her lungs. โThese are like no wards Iโve felt before,โ she whispered, standing still as she waited for any hint of a triggered trap. โThey feel old. Incredibly old.โ
โThey probably predate this place being used as a prison.โ โWhat was it before?โ
โNo one knows. Itโs always been here. But this chamber โฆโ He surveyed the space beyond her. โI didnโt know places like this existed here. Maybe โฆโ He frowned. โPart of me wonders if the Prison was either built or stocked with its inmates to hide the Harpโs presence. There are so many terrible powers here, and the wards on the mountain itself โฆ I wonder if someone hid the Harp knowing that itโd never be noticed with so much awful magic around it.โ
Her mouth had dried again. โBut who put it here?โ
โYour guess is as good as mine. Someone who existed before the High Lords ruled. Rhys told me once that this island might have even been an eighth court.โ
โYou donโt recognize these markings on the ground?โ โNot at all.โ
She loosed a long breath. โI donโt think any traps were triggered.โ He nodded. โBe quick.โ
Their gazes held, and Nesta turned from the raw worry in his eyes as she pulled her hand from his and entered the chamber.
The wards lay heavy against Nestaโs skin with each step across the stone floor to the shining Harp.
โIt looks newly polished,โ she observed to Cassian, who watched from the archway. โHow is that possible?โ
โIt exists outside the bindings of time, just as the Cauldron does.โ
Nesta studied the carvings in the floor. They all seemed to spiral toward one point. โI think these are stars,โ she breathed. โConstellations.โ And like a golden sun, the Harp lay at the center of the system.
โThisย isย the Night Court,โ Cassian said drily.
But it felt โฆ different from Night Court magic somehow. Nesta paused before the Harp, the wards pressing into her skin as she surveyed its golden frame and silver strings. The Harp sat atop a large rendering of an eight-pointed star. Its cardinal points stretched longer than the other four, with the Harp situated directly in the heart of the star.
The hair on the back of her neck stood. She could have sworn the blood in her body reversed course.
She had the creeping feeling sheโd been brought here.
Not by the Cauldron or the Mother or the Harp. By something vaster.
Something that stretched into the stars carved all around them.
Its cool, light hands guided her wrists as she picked up the Harp.
Her fingers brushed the icy metal. The Harp hummed against her skin, as if it still held its final note, from the last time it had been usedโ
Fae screamed, pounding on stone that hadnโt been there a moment before, pleading for their childrenโs sakes, begging to be let out let out let outโ
Nesta had the sensation of falling, tumbling through air and stars and timeโ
It was a trap, and our people were too blind to see itโ
Eons and stars and darkness plunged around herโ
The Fae clawed at stone, tearing their nails on rock where there had once been a door. But the way back was now forever sealed, and they begged as they tried to pass their children through the solid wall, if only their children could be sparedโ
Light flashed, blinding. When it cleared, she stood in a white-stoned palace.
A great hall, where five thrones graced a dais. The sixth throne, in the center, was occupied by a pointy-eared crone. A golden, spiked crown rested on her head, blazing like the hate in her black eyes.
The Fae crone stiffened, blue velvet robes shifting with the movement.
Her eyes, clear despite her wrinkled face, sharpened. Right on Nesta.
โYou have the Harp,โ the queen said, voice like crinkling paper. And Nesta knew who she stood frozen before, what crown lay on her thin, white hair. Briallynโs gnarled fingers curled on the arms of her throne, and her gaze narrowed. The queen smiled, revealing a mouth of half-rotted teeth.
Nesta backed up a stepโor tried to. She couldnโt move.
Briallynโs horrible smile deepened and she said conversationally, โMy spies have told me who your friends are. The half-breed and the broken Illyrian.ย Such lovely girls.โ
Nestaโs blood churned, and she knew her eyes were blazing with her power as she snarled,ย โYou come near them and Iโll rip out your throat.ย I will hunt you down andย gut you.โ
Briallyn tutted. โSuch bonds are foolish. As foolish as you still holding on to the Harp, which sings answers to all my questions. I know where you are, Nesta Archeronโโ
Darkness erupted.
Unmoving, solid darkness, slamming into Nesta as hard as a wall. Screams still echoed.
Noโno, that was a male bellowing her name.
And she had not slammed into the darkness. Sheโd collided with the stone, and now lay upon the floor, the Harp in her hands.
โNESTA!โ Red light flared, washing like a bloody tide upon the stones, her face, the ceiling. But Cassianโs Siphons could not break through the wards. He could not reach her.
Nesta clutched the Harp to her chest, the last of its reverberations echoing through her. She had to let go. Somehow, in touching the Harp while Briallyn was wearing the Crown, she had opened a pathway between their minds, their eyes. She could see Briallyn, and Briallyn could see her, could sense where she was. She had to let goโ
She couldnโt do more than twitch her fingertips as invisible, oppressive weight bore into her, like itโd flatten her into dust upon the ground.ย Let go, she silently bade it, gritting her teeth, fingers brushing over the nearest string.ย Free me, you blasted thing.
A beautiful, haughty voice answered, full of music so lovely it broke her heart to hear it.ย I do not appreciate your tone.
With that the Harp pushed into her harder, and Nesta roared silently. Her nail scraped over the string again.ย Let me go!
Shall I open a door for you, then? Release that which is caught? Yes! Damn you, yes!
It has been a long while, sister, since I played. I shall need time to remember the right combinations โฆ
Donโt play games.ย Nesta chilled at the word it had used.ย Sister. Like she and this thing were one and the same.
The small strings are for gamesโlight movement and leapingโbut the longer, the final ones โฆ Such deep wonders and horrors we could strum into being. Such great and monstrous magic I wrought with my last minstrel. Shall I show you?
No. Just open up these wards.
As you wish.ย Pluck the first string, then.
Nesta didnโt hesitate as her fingertip curled over the first string, grasping and then releasing it. A musical laugh filled her mind, but the weight lifted. Vanished.
Nesta heaved a breath, shoving upward, and found herself free to move as she wished. The Harp lay still in her hands, dormant. The very air seemed lighter. Looser. Like opening another doorway had shut the one to Briallyn.
โNESTA!โ Cassian thundered from across the chamber.
โIโm fine,โ she called out, shaking off her lingering tremors. โBut I think someone very wicked used this last.โ She stared into the darkness above. โI think they used it to โฆ to trap their enemies and their enemiesโ children into the stone itself.โ Was that what had been happening to her just now? The Harp had been pushing her into the rock, fusing her soul with it? She shivered.
Cassian demanded, โAre you hurt? What happened?โ
She groaned, rising slowly. โNo. I โฆ I touched it and it held a memory. A bad one.โ One sheโd never forget. โAnd we need to leave. It showed me Briallyn, wearing the Crown. Sheย sawย me here.โ The words tumbled out as
Nesta waded back through the ward-heavy cavern, feeling that center spot, the star at its heart, like a physical presence at her back. Those vast, light hands seemed to pull at her, trying to make her return, but she ignored them, explaining to Cassian what sheโd heard from the Harp, and what sheโd seen in the vision with Briallyn.
Cassianโs breathing remained uneven. He didnโt relax one muscle until she stepped back into the tunnel hallway. Until his hand was again around hers. He didnโt even bother to look at the Harp, or comment on Briallyn. He only surveyed her for any sign of harm.
It was as intimate as any look heโd ever given her. Even when he was buried deep inside her, moving in her, his gaze had never been so openly raw.
She tucked the Harp into her side and couldnโt stop the hand she lifted to his cheek. โIโm fine.โ
He pressed a kiss into the heart of her palm. โI donโt know why I doubted you.โ He pulled from her touch. โLetโs get the hell out of here.โ Dark promise laced the wordsโand she knew what theyโd be doing as soon as they dumped the Harp off to become Rhysandโs problem.
Her cheeks heated, something like pleasure going through her. That he would pick her, themโthat he wanted the reassurance of her body that much.
She interlaced her fingers through his, squeezing as tightly as their hands could be pressed together. He squeezed back, and tugged her down the passageway, away from the site of pain and long-forgotten memory. The sword bounced against her thigh, and she said, breaking the silence, โI named it Ataraxia.โ
He glanced over his shoulder at her. โThat sword? Whatโs it mean?โ
โItโs from the Old Language. I found it in a book the other day in the library. I liked the sound of it.โ
โAtaraxia,โ he said as though he were trying out the weapon itself. โI like it.โ
โIโm so glad you approve.โ
โItโs better than Killer or Silver Majesty,โ he threw back. His grin was brighter than the glowing Siphon atop his left hand. Her pulse raced.
โAtaraxia,โ he said again, and Nesta could have sworn the blade hanging from her belt hummed in answer. As if it liked the sound of his voice as much as she did.
They neared the end of the tunnel, but Nesta paused him with a tug on his hand. โWhat?โ he asked, scanning the cavern. But she rose onto her toes and kissed him lightly. He blinked with almost comic shock as she pulled away. โWhat was that for?โ
Nesta shrugged, her cheeks heating. โGwyn and Emerie are my friends,โ she said quietly. She tucked away her horror that Briallyn had eyes on them. โBut โฆโ She swallowed. โI think you might be, too, Cassian.โ
Cassianโs silence was palpable, and she cursed herself for laying bare that wish, that realization. Wished she could wipe away the words, the stupidityโ
โIโve always been your friend, Nesta,โ he said hoarsely. โAlways.โ She couldnโt bear to see what was in his eyes. โI know.โ
Cassian brushed his mouth over her temple, and they exited the tunnel at last, entering the main path of the Prison, its heavy gloom.
Nesta whispered, finally daring to say it, โAnd Iโve alwaysโโ
Cassian threw her behind him so fast the rest of the words died in her throat.
โRun.โ His heartbeatโhis pure terrorโfilled the air. โNesta,ย run.โ
She whirled toward what he faced, his Illyrian blade gleaming ruby in the light of his Siphon. As if a blade could do anything.
The door to Lanthysโs cell lay open.