โBriggs and Sterling kept at it, but Beau didnโt say a word. Eventually, they left him to stew and put in a call to us.โ
โThoughts?โ Briggs asked on speaker.
โItโs not him.โ Sloane was practically vibrating with intensity. โYou have to see that. The numbers?ย Wrong.ย The location?ย Wrong.ย The timing?โ Sloane turned her back on the phone.ย โItโs all wrong.โ
Silence descended. Dean filled the void. โHeโs got the potential for violence.โ The way Dean phrased that observation made me wonder if he saw any of himself in Beau. โHeโs been living at the bottom of a hierarchy that favors those with money and power, and he has neither. Given the opportunity, heโd enjoy playing a game where he came out on top.โ Dean leaned on the counter, his head bowed. โHeโs angry, and Iโm guessing heโs spent a lot of his life being tossed aside like garbage. If the Majestyโs head of security does die, Beau wonโt feel bad about it. Given the choice, heโd probably pick up that brick again.โ
โButโโ Sloane started to say.
โBut,โ Dean said, โSloaneโs right. The numbers on the victimsโ wrists arenโt just a part of this UNSUBโs MO. Theyโre a part of his signature. Heย needsย to mark his victims. And Iโm not convinced weโre dealing with an UNSUB who, after four meticulously planned kills, gets caughtย writingย numbers onto the wrist of the fifth before the man is even dead.โ
โTheย wrongย numbers,โ Sloane put in emphatically.
Sterling cleared her throat. โI tend to agree with Sloane and Dean. Our UNSUBโs MO has changed with each kill. And so has the method with which the victims were marked. Until now.โ
Eugene Lockhart had numbers written on his wrist in a permanent marker, too,ย I realized.
โSay youโd killed someone.โ Lia instantly had the roomโs attention. โOr, in Beauโs case, say that you thought the person youโd hit with a brick was about to die.โ She leaned back on the heels of her hands, and my mind went back to Two Truths and a Lie.
I killed a man when I was nine.
โMaybe you had a choice. Maybe you didnโt. And afterward,โ Lia continued, her voice light and airy, โsay you didnโt want to get caught. What do you do?โ
Seconds ticked by in silence. Dean was the one who provided the answer. He knew Lia better than any of us. โYou lie.โ
โYou lie,โ Lia repeated. โYou cover it up. And if you happened to know there was a serial killer out thereโฆโ Lia shrugged.
โMaybe Beau heard about the numbers,โ I said, picking up where Lia had left off. โNot what the pattern was, exactly, just that thereย wereย numbers on all of the victimsโ wrists.โ
Sterling picked up where I left off. โHe grabs that brick. He hits the victim. Panics, and to cover, he tries to make it look like the work of our UNSUB.โ
Anger. Fear. Satisfaction.ย Everything Michael had said Beau had been feeling fit with this interpretation of events.
Beau wasnโt our UNSUB. He was mimicking our UNSUB.
โThat means the patternโs not broken,โ Sloane whispered. โThe pattern isnโt wrong.โ
You are not broken,ย I translated.ย You are not wrong.
โGrand Ballroom. January twelfth.โ Sloane held out first one finger, then another, like she was counting. โThe pattern says the next murder is going to happen in the Grand Ballroom on January twelfth.โ
Three days.ย If Sloane was right about the Fibonacci dates, that wasnโt our only problem.
โSpeaking of the pattern,โ I told Sterling and Briggs, dread seeping back over my body, โthereโs something else you should know.โ
โโSloane hacked the FBIโs files. Based on what she found, you think our UNSUB might have done this before.โ Agent Sterling let her summation of what Iโd just said hang in the air for several seconds before she added, โTwice.โโ
โItโs just a theory,โ I replied before either of the agents could decide that now was a good time to lecture Sloane on the virtues ofย notย hacking the FBI. โBut the case Sloane found was never solved, and it fits the pattern.โ
โWith respect to location as well?โ Briggs asked. I could practically
hearย him rubbing his temples. โWas that killer working in a spiral?โ โA Fibonacci spiral,โ Sloane corrected. โAnd no, he wasnโt.โ โNumbers on the wrists?โ Sterling asked.
โNo,โ Sloane said again.
No numbers on the wrist. No spiral. If we were dealing with the same killer, then that killer had changed. That wasnโt unheard of, but we typically saw changes in an UNSUBโs MOโthe necessary elements of a crime.
Writing numbers on the victimsโ wrists wasnโtย necessary. Killing them in a spiral was aย choice. A killerโs MO might change, but typically, the signature stayed the same.
โThe numbers were always there.โ Sloaneโs voice was insistent. โEven if he didnโt write them on someoneโs wrist, or kill in the right locations, they were there.โ
In the dates,ย I finished silently. Maybe the signature, the deep-seated psychologicalย needย being manifested in the UNSUBโs behavior, was that the killsย neededย to be driven by the numbers. Viewed from that perspective, the additional elements of the Vegas crimes werenโt a departure in signature.
They were an escalation.ย More numbers, more rules.
โIโm older now,โ Dean said, testing out the possibility. โWiser, better. Iโve waited for so long, planned so longโฆ.โ His voice was lower when he profiled, deeper. โOnce upon a time, I was an amateur. Now, Iโm an artist. Invincible. Unstoppable.โ
โAnd this time,โ I said slowly, โyou want credit.โ
Thatโs why you wrote the numbers on your victimsโ wrists,ย I thought.ย You wanted us to crack the code. You wanted us to see the full extent of what youโd done.
โWeโll have a hard enough time convincing the local PD that Beau Donovan isnโt our serial killerย withoutย bringing up a decade-old case that, on the surface, looks completely unrelated.โ Briggsโs voice broke into my thoughts. โThe powers that be in this city want this case solved. Now. If we push the theory that this last attack isnโt the work of our UNSUB, we can expect the cooperation weโve seen up to this point to dry up pretty quickly.โ
โMeaning,โ Lia said, โthat you might lose your complimentary suite at the Desert Rose. I hear there are someย lovelyย establishments just off the Strip.โ
โMeaning,โ Agent Briggs countered, โthat if we want a list of hotel guests to compare to witnesses and persons of interest in the New York case, those same powers that be are probably going to refuse to hand anything over without a warrant.โ
โAnd,โ Agent Sterling added soberly, โGrayson Shaw will almost certainly insist on opening back up the Grand Ballroom at the Majesty.โ
My fingers curled themselves inward, my nails lightly scratching the surface of my palms.ย Three days.ย That was how long we had until the next murder. That was how long we had to convince Sloaneโs father that reopening the ballroom was a mistake.
โWhat do you want us to do?โ Dean was nothing if not focused.
โFor now,โ Agent Briggs said, โwe just need you to stay put. Stay in the room and stay out of trouble. Weโre on it.โ
Whether or not Sterling and Briggs were โon it,โ none of us had any intention of sitting around and twiddling our thumbs until they came up with our next assignment.
I grabbed a pen and the Majesty notepad by the phone and wrote down the names of everyone weโd talked to so far on this case, then crossed off two: the head of security and Camille Holt. He was in a coma; she was dead. Neither were suspects.
โThe New York murders were committed eleven years ago,โ I said. โBy virtue of their ages, that rules out not just Beau Donovan, but also Aaron Shaw and Tory Howard.โ
Children could be made to do horrible thingsโDean was proof enough of that. But slitting someoneโs throat from behind? That wasnโt the MO of a child with limited reach.
I went through the rest of the names on my list. Thomas Wesley was thirty-nine, which put him at twenty-seven and serving as the CEO of his first company at the time of the New York murders. The professor was thirty-two, and a quick internet search informed me that heโd done his undergraduate degree at NYU. I hesitated slightly, then added a final name to the list.
Grayson Shaw.
Sloaneโs father was in his early fifties. He was clearly a man who thrived on power and being in control. The way heโd treated Sloane told me that he had tendencies toward seeing people as possessions and behaving callously and unemotionally toward them.
I would have bet Michaelโs car that, as the owner of the Majesty corporation, Grayson Shaw made frequent trips to New York.
โFar be it from me to suggest that Sloane hack the FBI again,โ Michael said, preventing Sloane from dwelling on her fatherโs name, โbut I think Sloane should hack the FBI again.โ
Judd appeared in the doorway a moment later. He eyed Michael, eyed the rest of us, and then went to make himself some coffee.
โYou missed out on a lot of action this morning,โ Lia called after him. He didnโt so much as turn around. โI donโt miss out on much.โ
In other words: Judd knew quite well what weโd spent our morning doing. He just hadnโt interferedโand he wasnโt going to interfere now. Juddโs priority wasnโt solving cases, or making sure the FBIย didnโtย get hacked. His job was keeping us safe and fed.
No matter what.
As far as he was concerned, most everything else came out in the wash. โIfย tertiumย doesnโt just mean that our killer has a fixation on the number
three, if it reallyย doesย mean that this is the third time our killer has pulled this routine,โ Lia was saying beside me, warming up to Michaelโs suggestion, โit only makes sense to see if we can dig up the case weโre missing.โ
Only Lia could make hacking the FBI soundย reasonable.
โI can set up a program,โ Sloane volunteered. โNot just for the FBI, but for Interpol, local police databases, anything I already have a back door into. Iโll have it search any available records that fit our parameters. Last time, I did a manual search for a single Fibonacci date. This will take a little more time up front, but the results will be more comprehensive.โ
โIn the meantime.โ Judd came to stand at the edge of the kitchen. โThe rest of you miscreants can eat.โ
Michael opened his mouth to object, but Judd quelled him with a look. โRoom service?โ Michael suggested smoothly.
โOnly if you want to rack up a two-hundred-dollar bill,โ Judd replied.
Michael made his way over to the nearest phone. Heโd been remarkably low-key since the fight at the pool, but I knew before he even started to place his order that heโd try his best to rack up aย three-hundred-dollar breakfast bill.
The only thing Judd vetoed was the champagne.
While we waited for the food, I retreated to take a shower. Iโd been going a million miles an hour since Sloane had explained the dates to me that morning. A shower would be good for me. Even better, it might quiet my mind enough that I could really think.
When Iโd first joined the program, weโd been restricted to cold cases, fed no more than the occasional scrap about whatever case our handlers were currently working. In the three months since the rules had changed, weโd worked a half-dozen active cases. The first one weโd solved in less than three days. The second, even faster than that. The third had taken almost a week, but this oneโฆ
So many details.ย The longer the case dragged on, the more information my brain had to juggle. The UNSUBโs profile evolved with each kill, and now that it looked like we might be dealing with a repeat offender, my brain
had kicked into hyperdrive. The files Iโd read. The interviews Iโd watched. My own first impressions.
I was learning that the hardest thing about being a profiler was figuring out what information to discard. Did it matter that Beau and Tory had both spent time in foster homes? What about the way Aaron both resented and bowed down to his father? The slightly clingy vibe Iโd gotten from Thomas Wesleyโs assistant? The drink the professor had ordered, but only pretended to drink?
Even now that our suspicions were targeted at suspects over the age of thirty, I couldnโt turn off the part of my brain that arranged and rearranged what I knew about everyone involved, continually looking for meaning.
I couldnโt shake the feeling that I was missing something. Then again, being a profiler meant that I always felt like I was missing something, right up until the case was closed. Until the killingย stoppedโand not just for a day or two days or three.
For good.
The sound of the shower spray beating against the tub was rhythmic and soothing. I let it drown out my thoughts as I stepped into the shower and under the spray.ย Breathe in. Breathe out.ย I turned, arching my neck and letting the water soak my hair and dribble down the front of my face.
For a few, blissful minutes my mind was quietโbut it never stayed quiet for long.
June twenty-first.ย That was where my brain went when I wasnโt trying to force it to think about one thing or another.ย My motherโs dressing room. Blood on my hands. Blood on the walls.
โDance it off, Cassie.โ
I could compartmentalize. I could distract myself. I could focus on the current case to the exclusion of everything elseโbut still, the memories and the fears and the sinking certainty about the skeleton in that dirt-road grave were there, waiting for me, just below the surface.
My dreams were proof enough of that.
June twenty-first,ย I thought again. I remembered standing in front of the calendars Sloane had drawn, pressing my fingers to the date.ย No Fibonacci dates in June.
And still, my mind cycled back.ย June twenty-first.
Why was I thinking about this? Not about my motherโI didnโt need my expertise in the human psyche to figure that one outโbut about the date? I
pictured myself standing in front of the calendar, going through it month by month.ย A handful in April, only two in May. None in June.
A breath caught in my throat. My hand lashed out of its own accord, turning the shower off. I stepped out, barely remembering to wrap a towel around my torso on my way back into the bedroom.
I walked over to the wall with the colored objects sittingโlarge to small
โon the glass shelf. I looked past the sheets Sloane had put up for January, for February, for March, for April.
Two dates in May.
โMay fifth,โ I said out loud, my entire body tensing. โAnd May eighth.โ
Six years, this May,ย Judd had told me. But that wasnโt all heโd told me.
Heโd told me the date on which Scarlett was murdered.ย May eighth.
I didnโt remember walking to the kitchen, but the next thing I knew, I was there, towel and all, dripping on the floor.
Michaelโs gaze went to my face. Dean went very still. Even Lia seemed to sense that now wasnโt the moment to make a comment about my state of undress.
โJudd,โ I said.
โEverything okay there, Cassie?โ He was standing at the counter, doing a crossword.
All I could think was that the answer had to beย no. When I asked, Judd had to sayย no.
โThe UNSUB who killed Scarlett,โ I said. โNightshade. How many people did he kill?โ I realized, distantly, that the question Iโd asked couldnโt be answered with aย yesย or aย no.
Juddโs expression wavered, just for an instant. I thought he would refuse to answer, but he didnโt.
โAs far as we know,โ he said, his voice hoarse, โhe killed nine.โ
YOU
Everything can be counted. Everything but true infinity has its end.
Without the knife in hand, all you can do is lightly trace the pattern on the surface of your shirt. You can feel the cuts underneath, feel the promise you etched into your own skin.
Around. Up and down. Left and right. Seven plus two is nine.
Nine is the number. Andย Nineย is what you were always meant to be.