โThe FBI continued to monitor the Majestyโs Grand Ballroom. Nothing on January sixth. Nothing on January seventh. On the eighth, Agent Sterling was in our suite when I woke up. She and Dean were sitting in the kitchen talking softly. Judd was at the stove making pancakes. For a moment, I feltโ
like I was back at our house in Quantico.
โCassie,โ Agent Sterling said when she saw me hovering in the doorway. โGood. Have a seat.โ
Glancing from Sterling to Dean, I did as I was told. Part of me expected news, but the rest of me took in the way Agent Sterling had greeted me, her posture, the fact that Judd slid a plate of pancakes in front of her, as well as Dean and me.
You didnโt come here because you have news. You came here because you donโt.
โStill nothing?โ I said. โI donโt get it. Even if Sloane was wrong about the location, there still should have beenโฆโ
Another body. Possiblyย multipleย bodies.
โMaybe I saw the FBI and pulled back,โ Dean said, easing himself into the UNSUBโs perspective. โOr maybe Iโve just taken to hiding the bodies.โ
โNo.โ My gut reply came before Iโd thought through the reasons. โYouโre not hiding the results of your work. You wanted the police to see the numbers. You wanted them to know those accidents werenโt accidents.โ
You wanted us to see the beauty in what youโre doing. The pattern. The elegance.
โThis isnโt just murder,โ Dean murmured. โThis is a performance. This is art.โ
I thought of Alexandra Ruiz, her hair spread out around her on the pavement; of the stage magician, burned beyond all recognition; of the old man with an arrow through his heart. I thought of Camille Holt, her skin gray, her bloodshot eyes impossibly wide.
โBased on the nature of the crimesโโAgent Sterlingโs voice broke through my thoughtsโโitโs fairly clear weโre dealing with an organized killer. These attacks were planned. Meticulously, down to the avoidance of surveillance cameras. We have no witnesses. The physical evidence is going nowhere. All we have is the story these bodies are telling about the person who killed themโand how that story is evolving over time.โ
She laid four pictures on the table.
โTell me what you see,โ she said. I took her words to mean that class was in session.
I looked at the first picture. Alexandra Ruiz was a pretty girl, not that much older than me.ย You thought she was pretty, too. You watched her drown, but you didnโt hold her under. You didnโt leave any marks on her skin.
โItโs not about violence,โ Dean said. โI never laid a hand on her. I never had to.โ
I picked up where Dean left off. โItโs about power.โ
โThe power to predict what she would do,โ he continued.
I concentrated. โThe power to influence her. To knock over the first domino and watch the rest fall.โ
โTo do the math,โ Dean filled in.
โWhat about the second victim?โ Sterling asked. โWas it just math with him, too?โ
I turned my attention to the second picture, the body burned beyond all recognition.
โI didnโt kill him,โ Dean murmured. โI made it happen, but I didnโt strike the match. I watched.โ
You spend a lot of time watching,ย I thought.ย You know how people operate, and you despise them for it. For thinking, even for a second, that theyโre your equals.
โItโs not about overpowering people,โ I said out loud, my eyes locking onto Deanโs. โItโs about outsmarting them.โ
Dean bowed his head slightly, his eyes fixed on something none of us could see. โNo one knows what I really am. They think they do, but they donโt.โ
โItโs important,โ I countered, โto show them. The numbers, the pattern, the planningโyou want them to see.โ
โWho?โ Agent Sterling prompted. โWhose attention is the UNSUB trying to get?โ I could tell by the tone in her voice that sheโd asked herself that question. The fact that she was also asking us told me something about the answer.
โNot just the FBI,โ I said slowly. โNot just the police.โ
Sterling tilted her head to the side. โAre you telling me what you think I want to hear, or are you telling me what your gut is saying?โ
The numbers mattered to the UNSUB.ย They matter to you, because they matter to someone else.ย Iโd thought that the UNSUB was performing.ย For who?
I answered Sterlingโs question. โBoth.โ
Sterling gave a brief nod and then tapped her fingers against the third photo.
โThe arrow,โ Dean said. โNo more dominoes. I pulled the trigger myself.โ
โWhy?โ Sterling pushed us. โPower, influence, manipulationโand then blunt force? How does a killer make that transition?ย Whyย does a killer make that transition?โ
I stared at the picture, willing myself to see the UNSUBโs logic. โThe message on the arrow,โ I said. โTertium.ย For the third time. In your mind, theyโre all the sameโdrowning and watching someone burn alive and shooting the old man with an arrow, theyโre the same thing to you.โ
But theyโre not.ย That was what I couldnโt shake. The manner in which an UNSUB killed told a story about motivations and underlying psychological needs.
What story are you telling me?
โCamille Holt was strangled with her own necklace.โ Dean moved on to the final picture. โOrganized killers typically bring their own weapons to the scene.โ
โYes,โ Agent Sterling replied, โthey do.โ
Strangling was personal. It was physical, far more about dominance than manipulation.
โYou carved the numbers into her skin,โ I said out loud. โTo punish her.
To punish yourself for falling short of perfection.โ
You have a plan. Failure is not an option.
โWhatโs the trajectory here?โ Agent Sterling prompted.
โMore violent with each kill,โ Dean said. โAnd more personal. Heโs escalating.โ
Agent Sterling gave a brief nod. โEscalation,โ she said, falling into lecture mode, โhappens as a killer begins needing more with each kill. It can manifest in any number of ways. A killer who starts by stabbing victims once and then switches to stabbing them over and over is escalating. A killer who starts by killing once a week and then kills two victims in the same day is escalating. A killer who starts out targeting people who are easy to pick off and graduates to harder and harder targets is escalating.โ
โAnd,โ Dean added, โa killer who moves on to progressively more violent means with each subsequent kill is escalating.โ
I saw the logic inherent in what they were saying. โDiminished returns,โ I said. โLike a junkie shooting up and needing progressively stronger doses to get the same high each time.โ
โSometimes,โ Agent Sterling agreed. โOther times, escalation can reflect a loss of control, brought on by some kind of external stressor. Or it might reflect a killerโs growing belief that heโs invulnerable. As the UNSUB becomes more grandiose, so do the kills.โ
Youโre escalating.ย I meditated on that for a moment.ย Why?
I spoke the next question to cross my mind out loud. โIf the UNSUB is escalating,โ I said, โwhy would he stop?โ
โHe couldnโt.โ Deanโs voice was flat.
Four bodies in four days, and then nothing.
โMost serial killers donโt just stop,โ Agent Sterling said. โNot unless someone or something stops them.โ
The way she said those words told me she was thinking about another caseโabout a particular killer sheโd hunted once whoย hadย stopped.ย The one who got away.
โThe most likely explanation for the sudden and permanent cessation of serial murder,โ Agent Sterling continued, โis that the UNSUB has been arrested on an unrelated crime or died.โ
I glanced at Judd. His daughter had been Agent Sterlingโs best friend.ย Is your daughterโs killer dead, Judd? Avoiding detection? Was he arrested on an unrelated crime?ย I didnโt need to know much about the case to know that those were questions that haunted both Sterling and Judd.
โWhatโs next?โ I asked Agent Sterling, tamping down on the urge to go further into her psyche.
โWe have to figure out two things,โ my mentor replied. โWhy our UNSUB escalated, and why he or she stopped.โ
โNo one stopped.โ
Dean, Agent Sterling, and I all whipped our heads to the doorway.
Sloane stood there, her hair still tousled with sleep.
โHe canโt justย stop,โ Sloane said stubbornly. โItโs not done yet. The Grand Ballroom is next.โ
I could hear it in Sloaneโs voiceโshe needed to be right. She needed to have done this one thing right.
โSloane,โ Agent Sterling said gently, โthereโs a chanceโa good oneโ that we inadvertently tipped off the killer. We disrupted the pattern.โ
Sloane shook her head. โIf you start at the origin of the spiral and work your way out, you can stop at any time. But if you start at the outside and work your way in, thereโs a start, and thereโs a finish. The pattern is set.โ
โCan you continue monitoring the Grand Ballroom?โ Dean asked Sterling. He knew Sloane as well as I did. He knew what this meant to her
โand he knew that when it came to numbers, her instincts were better than anyoneโs.
Agent Sterlingโs reply was measured. โThe casinoโs owner accommodated us when we said the Grand Ballroom might be at risk, but the managementโs good will is quickly running thin.โ The fact that Agent Sterling refused to refer to Sloaneโs father by name told me that she knewย exactlyย who he was to Sloane.
โTell him it has to stay closed,โ Sloane said fiercely. โTell him the pattern isnโt complete yet. Make him listen.โ
He never listens to you. Heโs never really seen you.
โIโll do what I can,โ Agent Sterling said.
Sloane swallowed. โIโll figure it out. Iโll do better. Iโll find the answer, I promise, you just have to tell him.โ
โYou donโt have to do better,โ Agent Sterling said. โYouโve done everything weโve asked of you. Youโve done everything right, Sloane.โ
Sloane shook her head and retreated to the living room. She pressed the button to lift the blackout curtain and stared at the calculations on the window. โIโll find it,โ she said again. โI promise.โ