WELL, fucking hell.
That sure looks like another failing grade to me. I turned in my first- ever English Lit paper on Monday, and Iโve already fumbled the bag. I thought this tutor bullshit was supposed to be helping, but clearly, I need to bump up my efforts here.
With a resigned sigh, I sling my backpack over my shoulder, scrambling up to the front as my classmates shuffle out of the lecture hall.
โProfessor, I was wondering if you had a spare minute?โ
She glances up from her spot at the podium, readjusting her glasses before giving me a tight smile. โWhat can I do for you, Theodore?โ
I clear my throat, nervously stuffing my hands into my front pockets. โI had a question about the grade I received on my paper.โ
โYou know, all students must earn their grade in my class. Athletes arenโt given any special permissions or leeway. Now that itโs the off-season, you should be able to put in a little more effort.โ
Well, goddamn, that was mighty presumptuous of her. Iโve certainly never asked anyone for special treatment. My 2.3 GPA should be more than enough proof of that.
Besides, I worked my ass off on this paper. My tutor and I spent countless hours analyzing and discussing the assigned text. We worked on it until late into the night, making sure every point was well articulated, and the structure was sound.
I normally wouldnโt be shocked by a shitty grade, but this time around, it just feels like a slap to the fucking face.
โI completely understand.โ I gulp back my frustration. โIโm not asking for leeway, but is there any other feedback you could give me?โ
โYes.โ She nods, tidying her papers into a neat stack. โProperly cite your sources, and check for grammatical errors.โ
โThatโs fair. I did have my tutor look overโโ
โTheodore, if you have any further questions, youโll need to schedule a time to meet with me during my office hours.โ She slams her folder closed, clearly indicating my dismissal.
โOf course,โ I say through gritted teeth. โThank you for your time, Professor.โ
โVery well, Theodore. Remember, my office hours are posted on the syllabus. Make sure to email me in advance to set up an appointment,โ she says dismissively, her gaze already shifting to the exit.
Biting back a harsh retort, I turn on my heel and stalk out of the lecture hall before her. Itโs one thing to be struggling; itโs another entirely to be dismissed so easily by the person whoโs supposed to help you learn.
I run a ragged hand through my hair in frustration. If Iโm going to pass this class, I need to figure out what the hell Iโm doing wrong. Iโve got the drive; I just need the direction.
And itโs clear as day that Iโm not going to get that from Professor Hartman.
โI need a fucking beer,โ I mutter to myself, making a beeline for my favorite off-campus bar. If Iโm going to spend the rest of my day staring at a red-inked English paper, I might as well have a cold one in my hand.
Iย TRUDGE BACKย to my off-campus house, a dark cloud of frustration and dread following me like a bad omen. The potential implications of failing another assignment crawl through my mind, threatening my dreamsโ scholarship, football, first-round draft pickโthey all hang in the balance.
โHey, man.โ Camโs deep voice cuts through my brooding.
The two of us have been sharing this house since last year, along with Daniel Moreno, another linebacker for the team. Danny is good company, but he spends most of his time at his girlfriendโs place these days.
My gaze finds Cam lounged on our living room couch, legs nonchalantly thrown over the coffee table, a laptop balancing precariously on one thigh.
โHmph.โ I return the greeting with a grunt, hardly managing to conceal my irritation.
โWhy do you look like someone ran over your cat?โ he asks, not looking up from his screen.
Wordlessly, I stride toward him, flinging my marked paper onto his lap, the damning F atop the page all but screaming failure.
โTwo weeks into the term, and Iโm already tanking,โ I grumble, a bitter edge to my voice.
โEasy, man,โ he says, his eyes briefly scanning the paper before placing it on the coffee table. โThereโs still plenty of time to pull up your grade.โ
I scoff. โRight. Maybe if I sit next to you long enough, some of your genius will rub off on me.โ
His smirk is instant. โSo, you want me to rub off on you?โ Rolling my eyes, I raise my middle finger in response. โFuck off.โ
โNah, Iโm pretty comfortable here, thank you very much,โ he drawls, stretching both arms over the back of the couch with a smirk.
Sighing, I flop down beside him, trying to brush off my annoyance. โWhat are you even working on?โ
โCoach put me on the planning committee for the Spring Banquet,โ he says nonchalantly, still engrossed in his screen.
My brow shoots up. โThe fuck? Why did he ask your sorry ass?โ
โI have the highest GPA on the team.โ He shrugs, scrolling through web pages without a care. โCoach thinks I can handle the extra stress of party planning.โ
โThatโs gotta suck. Whatโs the theme this year?โ
โDanny wants to go with Vegas.โ He rolls his eyes at the absurdity. โI was thinking something simpler. Black and white or . . . fire and ice. Thatโs kinda sexy, right?โ
My laughter escapes before I can manage to hold it back. โBanquets arenโt fucking sexy.โ
โSpeak for yourself,โ he snaps, feigning offense. โAnd the Trade?โ
The Tradeโs a sort of tradition for the Dayton football players. Every year, the upperclassmen secretly agree to swap dates at the Spring Banquet.
Itโs mostly harmlessโguys with girlfriends can opt out, but they must state an โoff-limits rule,โ or their girls are fair game.
Itโs our little secret, a game with only two rulesโtake someone elseโs date home, and donโt speak a word of it to anyone outside the team.
The reward for pulling off a successful trade is well worth the effort. Last year, only eight players managed to score a touchdown, so to say. As underclassmen, Cam and I had the dubious honor of cleaning their gear for an entire season.
This year, itโs finally our turn to step up to the plate.
โOf course Tradeโs still on.โ He clasps his hands together with an eager grin. โYou think Elliotโs gonna lock down his girl before then?โ
โFuck no.โ
Our starting quarterback, Noah Elliot, has been chasing after the same girl for the past two years. Sheโs definitely pulling his chain at this point, but the guy seems blissfully unaware. Iโm sure heโll tell us all sheโs off- limits anyway.
He tilts his head, eyes keen. โDo you know who youโre taking?โ โDoesnโt really matter, does it?โ I murmur, gazing off into space. โSheโs
not gonna be mine at the end of the night anyway.โ
โWell,โ he says smugly. โI was thinking I might help my man out.โ โWhat do you mean?โ
โI could ask Shannon for you.โ His expression is downright gleeful. โMake it sort of a group thing so she doesnโt feel like shit for going home with you at the end of the night.โ
Now that gets my attention. โNot a bad idea.โ
โOn one condition.โ He raises an expectant brow. โYouโve got to take someone good for me. Letโs make it a fair trade.โ
โAnd who do you want?โ
โAnother cheerleader?โ he proposes. โMight make the whole thing a bit easier on Shan.โ
โI donโt know, man.โ I pause for a beat, contemplating the repercussions. โThose girls already know the score with me. Theyโd probably get pissed if I asked them to the banquet and then went home with Shan anyway.โ
โMakes sense.โ He shrugs. โShe have any other hot friends?โ
My mind immediately drifts to Jade. The first time we met, she didnโt strike me as someone Iโd consider hot. After our second run-in in the
library, Iโve seriously re-evaluated that thought.
Jade definitely has a pretty face. Sheโs funny, too. Witty and sharp.
Hot? Now thatโs harder to say, especially with that baggy sweatshirt of hers. The worn-out thing is probably three sizes too big and looks like she snagged it from her dadโs wardrobe or something. I canโt quite make out what sheโs hiding beneath it.
But even still, thereโs something about her that sparks my curiosity. A mystery I find myself wanting to solve.
โI mean, thereโs her new roommate,โ I suggest, mulling it over. โJade something. Sheโs cute . . . probably single. Plus, I doubt sheโd give a shit what I did at the end of the night.โ
He shoots me a grin. โThink sheโd go for me?โ
โWho wouldnโt, man?โ I nudge him with my elbow, his broad smile growing even wider. โBrains and brawn combined.โ
โAlright.โ He chuckles, looking pleased. โIโm game.โ โSounds like the perfect trade.โ
I tip my head back, propping my feet up on the coffee table next to Camโs. If I was waiting for the right opportunity, well . . . I canโt help the fact that this one fell straight into my lap.
And who am I to argue with fate?