Spring Term
Iโm a third-year student retaking Foundations of English Literature during his second semester. If that wasnโt bad enough, the fact that I need a writing tutor really cements the whole thing.
Iโm officially a fuckup, and I canโt even afford to pay the guy properly.
Thankfully, my new tutor accepts currency in the form of dining hall points and coffee cart pastries. I realize itโs a brand-new level of pathetic, but Iโm willing to exploit my athletic scholarship to the fullest degree.
While the cashier rings up a few cherry tarts and a cheese croissant for Mr. Tutor, my eyes drift to the girl standing beside me. She idly scrolls through her phone, and I take a second to check her out.
Sheโs tall, leggy, with glowy skin and braided hair. Now, Iโm not usually the type to ogle girls in public, butย damn.
โHey, Iโm West.โ I pause for a beat, waiting for her to glance up and meet my gaze. โI donโt think Iโve seen you at the Grind before.โ
โNot interested,โ she immediately fires back.
Well, okay, then. I guess I can appreciate that response. She seems like a girl who knows exactly what she wants and exactly what she doesnโt. Itโs no skin off my back.
I mean, itโs not every day that someone turns me down. I may not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but I know that most women find me decently attractive. Either theyโre primarily interested in my looks . . . or they just want me because I play football.
โHey, man. Great last season!โ I tilt my head toward the sound of the unfamiliar male voice, stiffening as he punctuates the compliment with a
sharp pat to my shoulder. โYou know, you guys deserved to beat the Ospreys this year.โ
โThanks, man.โ I nod, holding back a grimace. โWe had a great time out there, but Iโm definitely looking forward to a rematch next season.โ
โHell yeah, dude.โ
I suppress a wince as he grabs his to-go cup and turns to leave. While itโs nice to be appreciated by a fellow student, Iโm not sure why they always feel the need to put their hands on me in some way or another. Iโve suffered through more than enough random pats on the back, fist bumps, high fives, and the occasional chest stroking to top it all off.
Itโs a bit invasive, excessive, even for a guy like me who thrives on physical affection.
โSo, youโre on the football team.โ The leggy brunette slides her phone into her back pocket, giving me a blatant once-over.
โI am.โ I blink, put off by her sudden change in interest.
Itโs ridiculous, but I suppose I should know the score by now. I wouldnโt say this campus is necessarily riddled with jersey chasers, but thereโs a select few who always manage to make their presence knownโgirls who are only interested in the potential money, fame, and popularity that comes with bagging an athlete.
I usually wouldnโt complain, but today, itโs just kind of pissing me off. โMy nameโs Aaliyah,โ she says, her voice sickly sweet. โWould you
want to grab coffee sometime?โ โYou know, I think Iโll pass.โ
She scoffs. I hold back an eye roll. Then I happily swipe my pastries off the counter without another word and head toward the library. Balancing my snack haul with expert finesse, I stroll across the quad to make my way over to North Campus.
Itโs undoubtedly my favorite place to study. Mostly because there are no arbitrary rules about not talking, or not eating, or not . . . breathing the right fucking way. Somehow, I donโt think I could survive an entire study session with my mouth closed.
Once Iโm inside, I glance around in search of Mr. Tutor. Iโm still a few minutes early, but if Iโm lucky, I might just spot those familiar Coke-bottle glasses of his. Instead, Iโm pleasantly surprised by the sight of my favorite redhead.
As soon as Shannon catches my eye, she waves me over with a wide grin. The seat beside her is empty, but an unfamiliar girl sits across from her at the same table. Books and notes are spread out evenly between them.
I slide in beside OโConnor, wrapping an arm around the back of her chair as she turns to face me. โHey there,โ I say, lips curving up. โItโs been a while.โ
โSure has.โ The smile on her face is pretty, poised, and polite as I drink her in.
โI havenโt seen you since last term,โ I say. โI heard you found a new apartment.โ
โI did. Actually, this is my new roommate, Jade.โ She gestures across me to her study partner. โSheโs also a junior this year.โ
โHi.โ Her roommate gives me a small wave and a tiny smile, so I take a moment to soak in her appearance. She has shoulder-length chocolate curls with sun-kissed skin. The top half of her body is mostly hidden beneath a baggy sweatshirt. I suppose she has a cute faceโheart-shaped with these big, bold browsโbut nothing else about her features really stands out to me.
At least, not when sheโs sitting across from OโConnor.
โThis is my friend West,โ Shannon says, completing the introduction. โYou know what? I totally didnโt even think of this before, but heโs actually on the football team here at Dayton.โ
I give her an odd look before nodding my confirmation.
โJadeโs a huge football fan,โ Shannon says. โSheโs got posters of the Bobcats all over the apartment. Did you know, her brโโ
โShan,โ Jade interrupts, shaking her head, eyes wide, as if to convey some secret signal.
โAnyway.โ Shannon awkwardly clears her throat. โWell, yeah, sorry
. . . um, what I was trying to say is that Jade loves football.โ
Right. Iโm sure Jade reallyย lovesย football, just like every other supposed superfan at this damn school. In fact, I bet sheโs been to each and every game just for pure love of the sport.
โSo, youโve seen me out on the field before?โ I ask, trying to mask my skepticism.
โMaybe.โ Jade shrugs, squinting her eyes to study my face. โWhatโs your last name?โ
โUh, itโs Westman-Cooke.โ
She cocks one brow. โYour name isย Westย Westman?โ โNo,โ I snort out my denial. โWestโs a nickname.โ
โRight.โ She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth, a sudden look of concentration on her face. โSo, whatโs your first name, Westman-Cooke?โ
โTheodore . . . uh, Theo.โ
โOh, thatโs a nice name.โ She gives me an easy smile, but I can already tell another question sits on the tip of her tongue, so I wave a dismissive hand.
โDoes everyone call you West, or is it mainly a teammate thing?โ โEveryone.โ
โRight.โ She purses her lips, nods once. โMakes sense. So, what position do you play, West?โ
This fucking girl and her endless stream of questions. โRunning back.โ โYou any good, then?โ
โIโm on a full-ride scholarship at a D1 school.โ The corner of my mouth quirks up into a cocky grin. โYou tell me.โ
โGood argument.โ Her brow lifts again. โAny plans to join the NFL?โ โYes,โ I say, working over the muscles of my jaw.
โThinking about declaring early?โ
She fires off these questions like they mean absolutely nothing. Like I havenโt spent the last two months agonizing over the prospect . . . as if Coach didnโt think the notion was just some big fucking joke to everyone but me.
I turn my attention back to the redheaded cheerleader beside me. The girl I came over to talk to in the first place . . . before I got sidetracked by this nosy little mouse. Yeah, thatโs what she reminds me ofโa squeaky mouse who canโt be bothered to mind her own business.
I grit my teeth, fighting back my rising temper. Little mouseย is
Shannonโs friend, after all. โWhereโd you even find this girl, Shan?โ
โI told you.โ Shannon narrows her eyes, clearly put out by my sour attitude. โSheโs my new roommate.โ
Right. Mousyโs just her roommate, not her friend.
โMust be nice living with a jersey chaser,โ I half-heartedly mutter.
โExcuse me?โ The three syllables hit like a strong wind that blows through the room, freezing everything in its path. I turn back to Jade, her dark eyes sparked with a flare of annoyance, cheeks flushed with
indignation. โSorry, Shannon,โ she stammers, obviously flustered, โI just remembered . . . I need to go find a book for class.โ
She doesnโt wait for any sort of response, pushing her chair back with a loud, grating scrape against the linoleum floor. With a flicker of her dark curls, she disappears among the bookshelves, leaving an uneasy silence in her wake.
โWhy are you being so rude?โ Shannonโs voice jolts me out of my trancelike state. She punctuates her words with a light shove against my shoulder, a playful gesture that contradicts the serious undertone of her words.
โYouโre right.โ I sigh, rubbing at my temples. โIโm sorry, Iโm not in the best mood.โ
She pauses for a moment, her lips pursed in a thoughtful line. Then, with a good-natured roll of her eyes, she waves me off. โYou donโt need to apologize to me,โ she says, effectively shutting down any lingering awkwardness.
โYeah.โ I bite down on the inside of my cheek, nibbling on the soft flesh. โI guess I wasnโt really expecting an interview in the library.โ
โThatโs actually kind of funny,โ she says with a giggle, lip twitching as she struggles to contain her laughter. โJadeโs a reporter for theย Daily. She probably just got herself into interviewer mode without even thinking about it.โ
โYeah? Well, shit . . . now I really feel like a dick.โ
โYou should,โ she insists, pinning me with a harsh glare. โJadeโs really cool. Actually, now that I think about it, you guys kind of have a lot in common.โ
โIโm sure we do.โ I shift course, pushing aside the flare of guilt burning in my stomach. โSo, you finally did it, huh? Moved out of the Spirit House once and for all?โ
Her face brightens. โYes. It feels so good to be free.โ โFree of Cassidy, you mean?โ
She laughs again, folding her arms tightly across her chest. โCass is fine, West.โ
โSure she is.โ
โYou know, you never told me your side of things. You and I have talked a few times since you two broke up, but you never actually mentioned what happened.โ
โI didnโtย break upย with Cass,โ I clarify. โWe were never together.โ โOh, thatโs not what she told people.โ
โWhat exactly did she tell people?โ
โShe said you wanted to be exclusive, but she didnโt.โ A sweet smirk twists her expression. โThen you got angry and called her a slut in front of the whole football team.โ
โGod, Shan.โ I give her a humorless snort. โI think you know me better than that. I mean, come on . . . you really believed that bullshit for the past two months?โ
โNot really.โ
โLook . . . we were never really together,โ I adamantly repeat. โCassidy was also hooking up with other guys on the team, you know? I told her I knew about it . . . but I was trying to have a private conversation. She was the one who started shouting at me in front of Cam. Which, by the way, he was the only other guy around us at the time.ย Whole team, my ass.โ
โThat sounds a little more reasonable.โ She smiles, and a cute little dimple appears on her left cheek.
โHonestly, Shan?โ
โWhat? You never gave me the lowdown.โ
โItโs kind of an unspoken ruleโdonโt talk about hookups with the girl youโre interested in.โ
โWest . . .โ
โShannon,โ I counter.
โYouโre notย interestedย in me.โ
โIโm not?โ Surprise laces my words, edged with silent laughter.
โI know you, West,โ she says. โI know the type of girl you usually go for, and itโs not me.โ
โYeah, no, youโre definitely my type,โ I insist, running a ragged hand through my hair. โI think youโre just about everyoneโs type.โ
I let my gaze wander, unabashed, tracing the contours of her body. Sheโs undeniably attractive. Gifted with curves in the right places, her skin is a smooth canvas scattered with cute little freckles. And her lips, pouty and inviting, punctuate her soft features perfectly.
โOhh, I see.โ Her giggle is lighthearted, a faint blush filling her cheeks. โSo, when you say youโre interested . . . you mean you want to sleep with me.โ
I raise both brows.
โWest . . . weโreย friends.โ
โYeah.โ I manage to stifle a full-fledged grin. โAnd Iโd like to stay friends.โ
โAndย youโd like to sleep with me.โ โShannon.โ
โCass would kill me,โ she argues. โAnd?โ
โAnd . . . itโs not gonna happen.โ
She shifts in her seat, clearly off-put by my sudden forward approach. Sheโs not a shy person by any means, but I doubt sweet Shannon is used to blatant propositions like this one.
โOkay, if thatโs your final answer.โ
โThatโs my answer for the foreseeable future.โ I lift one shoulder. โStill friends, then?โ
โOf course.โ A snort of disbelief escapes her, letting me know that I havenโt overstepped my boundaries yet. Hell, maybe sheโd actually be interested if it werenโt for the whole Cass thing. Or maybe sheโd be interested if I just gave it a little more time.
โFair enough,โ I say, glancing at the clock behind her head. โI need to head to a meeting with my tutor, but can you tell your new roommate sorry for me?โ
โYou can just tell her yourself next time you see her.โ โYeah, alright, then.โ
โLater, West.โ She gives me a shy smile, tugs her lower lip between her teeth, and a soft heat rises from the base of her neck all the way to the apples of her cheeks.
Well, there you have it. She may be saying sheโs not interested, but her body languageโnot to mention that sweet, simmering blushโjust taught me two crucial things. First, the door isnโt fully closed on a night with OโConnor. And second, if I want a real shot, I better find a way to make things right with her squeaky little mouse of a roommate.