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Chapter no 14

Payback in Death

Eve went straight to her office and wrote up the new information on the investigation, then did a separate report to Mira and Whitney on Lansing.

Satisfied, she got coffee, put her boots on the desk, and took some thinking time.

One way or the other, she decided, Oglebee had something to hideโ€”and a lot of rage he didnโ€™t bother to hide. The suicide factor weighed against him. But she wondered if he was capable of holding that rage in for years before he acted on it.

Maybe, maybe, she considered. Especially if there was some trigger within the last yearโ€”either in Greenleafโ€™s life or Oglebeeโ€™s.

Itโ€™s time he paid, she mused. Yeah, she could see that. Pushing there, she began to dig deeper into his background, his travel, the medicals she could access, employment.

The harder she looked at his employment, the more certain she became Roarke would find something on him.

But an illegal source of income, tax evasion, whatever he was into didnโ€™t equal murder.

She set him aside and went back to her list.

Sheโ€™d culled two more possibles when Baxter rapped on her doorjamb. โ€œTrueheart and I are clear, boss. We could assist until otherwise with the

suicide cops. I got a vestedโ€”get it?โ€”interest.โ€

โ€œHa. What went down with Lansing had less to do with Greenleaf than it did me.โ€

โ€œAnd still. Son of a bitch used a dead cop as an excuse to go after you, and he added me in.โ€

โ€œHave Peabody pass five to Trueheart. Iโ€™ll send you five. If you catch one, pass them back.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™ll work.โ€ He waved a finger toward her face. โ€œYou ought to ice down again.โ€

โ€œI keep hearing that.โ€

She kept at it. When she found one more possible, she got up, rearranged her board. Then sat another moment studying it until she got an incoming from Mira.

Iโ€™ve spoken with Nadine Furst, acquired more details re Lansing. Iโ€™ve arranged a psych eval. You should know the PA has charged him with felony assault and assault with a weapon, possession of an illegal weapon, and other related charges. He

has retained counsel through his rep, and said counselโ€™s petition for release on his own recognizance was denied. Bail also denied until a full psychiatric evaluation.

Okay then, Eve thought. The PA was pushing it all the way. Theyโ€™d deal at some point, but Lansing would likely get five to tenโ€”closer to the ten if the PA kept up the push.

Either way, heโ€™d blown up his career, would lose his freedom. And because a woman had turned him down.

Not that simple, she admitted. Not nearly that simple, but another kind of excuse.

Maybe heโ€™d been a decent cop once, she thought. Maybe. But she didnโ€™t care enough to take the time to scroll back through his history.

Once again, she set him aside, and this time got up and walked to the bullpen. She had three, and she could try to interview them all before she called it for the day.

โ€œIโ€™ve got three. Iโ€™m going to try to round them up, then work from home.โ€

โ€œI got one and a half,โ€ Peabody told her. โ€œHalf because the secondโ€™s a stretch. But Iโ€™d like to follow up just in case.โ€

โ€œDo that. Take McNab. Feeney sent another couple. Nothing yet on the weapon, but a couple more possible conversations. Weโ€™ll start there

tomorrow. I want to look them over. Iโ€™ll send you the addresses where weโ€™ll start.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve been through three,โ€ Baxter told her, โ€œbut none of them sing.โ€

โ€œI think I might have one.โ€ From his desk, Trueheart sent Eve one of his earnest looks. โ€œI donโ€™t know if it sings, Lieutenant, but it hums.โ€

โ€œListen to you.โ€ Baxter grinned at him. โ€œGood one.โ€ โ€œHum the tune,โ€ Eve told him.

โ€œAh, Lucy Millan. Detective, SVU. Itโ€™s twenty years back, LT, but it feels like a fit. She killed her husbandโ€”second husband. Found out he was sexually abusing her daughter. The girl was fourteen. She stunned him, beat him, trussed him up, weighed him down, and dumped him in the Hudson River.โ€

โ€œThorough,โ€ Baxter commented.

โ€œShe self-terminated awaiting trialโ€”she was going to do some time and knew it. The minor child, Jessie, was given into the guardianship of her aunt, Millanโ€™s sister. Jessie ran away multiple times, ended up in the system. Sheโ€™s been busted for illegals, for solicitation without a license. She had plenty to say about her motherโ€™s arresting officers, her aunt, Greenleaf, and others. Sheโ€™s working in a strip club, Lower Manhattan.โ€

โ€œAll right.โ€

โ€œThereโ€™s a little more.โ€ โ€œKeep humming.โ€

โ€œShe shares a residenceโ€”not official cohabsโ€”with a Curt Barrow. Heโ€™s done time for possession of illegal weapons, trading in same, wholesale theft and sale of prescription meds, for assault with intent.โ€

โ€œThat sounds like singing to me, Detective. You found her. Why donโ€™t you and Baxter take the first pass? Let me know what you get.โ€

Itโ€™s moving, she thought as she headed out. She didnโ€™t hold any real hope theyโ€™d tie it up before the memorial. But it was moving.

It took her close to two hours to interview all three on her short list. None of them sang, or hummed, but movement still, if only crossing names off.

When she drove through the gates, she decided sheโ€™d take a closer look at Feeneyโ€™s results, sort them by highest to lowest probability.

And one way or the other, sheโ€™d take another closer look at Trueheartโ€™s find. Kid goes to the auntโ€”not her bio father. Why? Runs away multiple

times. Why?

Obviously poor choices thereafter, all the way to hooking up with a bad character. Who could likely access a police issue.

Her mind on that trail, she walked into where Summerset and Galahad waited.

Summersetโ€™s brows lifted. โ€œWell, I suppose it couldnโ€™t last.โ€ โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œYou managing to come home without injuries.โ€

Sheโ€™d mostly forgotten, and now lifted a hand to her jaw. โ€œShit.โ€

โ€œLeave the shirt out when you change. Iโ€™ll deal with the bloodstains.โ€

Now she looked down. What was left was barely noticeable. But. โ€œShit.โ€ And striding up the stairs, repeated, โ€œShit, shit, shit!โ€

Best to hit the bedroom first, she decided. Ditch the shirt, do a quick icing, wanding, whatever, before Roarke showed up.

Even if Summerset blabbedโ€”and he fucking-A wouldโ€”sheโ€™d be in better shape.

The cat leaped onto the bed, sat, studied her with steady, bicolored eyes. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t my fault. And it happens. It just happens.โ€

She peeled off the jacket, unhooked her weapon harness. She pulled off the shirt, stood holding it, wondering what Summerset meant by leave it out.

And Roarke walked in.

Like the cat, he gave her face a long, steady stare.

โ€œFrom the looks of it, that happened considerably earlier in the day from when we spoke.โ€

She shrugged, tossed the shirt on the bed beside the cat, who sniffed it and snarled. As she stood in her trousers and support tank, Roarke moved in to gently, very gently, cup her face.

โ€œYouโ€™re supposed to take care of my cop.โ€ โ€œI did. Believe me, he got the worst of it.โ€ โ€œAnd who is he?โ€

โ€œFormer Detective Joe Lansing. Heโ€™s in a cage, and heโ€™ll stay there,โ€ she added quickly. She knew the icy flare that shot through those blue eyes. โ€œHe was in the garage, waiting, when I got to Central this morning. I couldnโ€™t take him downโ€”Baxter dove in, and that didnโ€™t mean a damn to him. I had to let him take the first swing.โ€

โ€œOf course you did. You did,โ€ he repeated when she huffed out a breath. โ€œI understand that. But you mightโ€™ve blocked it, at least a bit.โ€

โ€œI kicked his ass. Yeah, he got some hits in, but I put him down. He had a clutch piece, Roarke, and he pulled it. He was down and dazed, so he missed me, hit Baxter. His piece was on full.โ€

Now she cupped Roarkeโ€™s face. โ€œBaxter had my anniversary present. If he hadnโ€™t had the Thin Shield under his fancy jacket, heโ€™d have gone down hard.โ€

โ€œChrist Jesus, the manโ€™s lost whatever senses he might have once had.โ€ โ€œNot my fault. If you want to point fingers, point at Nadine.โ€

โ€œNadine, is it?โ€ Roarke angled his head, then brushed his lips over the bruising. โ€œI want to hear what part sheโ€™s played, but hold it while I get a cold pack and a wand. Am I seeing all your injuries?โ€

โ€œHe got through on the ribs a couple times. And he punched me, fucking hard, in the left tit. But otherwiseโ€”โ€

She broke off when those eyes went burning hot, and a vicious string of incomprehensible Irish seethed into the air.

โ€œIโ€™m not sure Iโ€™ve heard any of that before.โ€

โ€œLetโ€™s just leave it as itโ€™s lucky for him heโ€™s in a cage. Let me see.โ€

Now she sighed. โ€œI had to show it to Mira already. Mortifying.โ€ But she tugged down the tank. And he hit the Irish curses again.

When she looked down, she saw why.

โ€œItโ€™s pretty bruised up.โ€ Then annoyance spiked into fear. โ€œYou are not pulling Summerset in here for this.โ€

โ€œNo, but youโ€™ll sit, let me tend to you.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s cost me time,โ€ Eve said as she sat on the side of the bed. โ€œLansingโ€™s cost me time on the Greenleaf case. So stupid,โ€ she added, and closed her eyes. โ€œSo stupid.โ€

โ€œHere now, just try to relax. Iโ€™m going to wand that lovely breast first.

Tell me what this has to do with our Nadine.โ€

As she did, he wanded, iced, wanded until the aches and twinges barely registered.

โ€œItโ€™s not about Nadine, either,โ€ Roarke commented, โ€œbut about him, all of it about him, and his need to feel and be superior to women, without having any real affection and certainly no respect for them.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s that, and itโ€™s more, and I honestly donโ€™t give a ratโ€™s ass. He cost me time. He pulled my focus away from Greenleaf. And the son of a bitch had my tit making the rounds at Central.โ€

Now Roarke laughed before kissing her swollen lip, tenderly. โ€œWhat an extraordinary visualโ€”and even more outrageous crime. Take a blocker.โ€

โ€œI took one already.โ€ โ€œWhen?โ€

โ€œOkay, awhile ago.โ€ She popped the little blue pill he held out. โ€œI have to get back to work.โ€

โ€œAnd so you will. But youโ€™ll have a meal first, and a glass of wine. It can be pizza.โ€

โ€œIt can?โ€ Gingerly, she touched a finger to her lip. โ€œIs it going to sting?โ€ โ€œIt shouldnโ€™t, no, and while you have the pizza and wine, Iโ€™ll tell you

what Iโ€™ve dug upโ€”so farโ€”on Steven Oglebee.โ€ โ€œAlready?โ€

โ€œI was home before you, as it happens, and well into it. Wine, food, and Iโ€™ll tell you.โ€

Another deal, she thought as they walked to her office. And a good one from her standpoint, since it involved pizza and information.

โ€œWhy donโ€™t you take ten to update your board so thatโ€™s off your mind before we eat?โ€

She stopped, studied the board, studied him. โ€œYou know, every now and again itโ€™s irritating you get me pretty much all the way through. But most times, like now? Itโ€™s pretty great.โ€

She took the ten and felt more relaxed when her board reflected her current thinking and the data as she knew it.

Then she sat with him at the table by the open balcony doors and lifted a glass of red.

โ€œFirst,โ€ she began, โ€œI know you were packed today, so thanks, big-time, for squeezing Oglebee in.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll take the thanks, big-time, but the fact is, poking there gave a packed and occasionally difficult day a nice lift.โ€

โ€œI get the packed because youโ€™re youโ€”and I get you, too. Why difficult?โ€

The big-time thanks, he thought, for her to ask when he knew how much she wanted to hear what he found. โ€œSome gaps needed filling on some

wheels and deals, as youโ€™d call it, set in motion before we left for Greece.โ€ โ€œYou didnโ€™t work much there, or in Ireland.โ€

โ€œWe didnโ€™t work,โ€ he corrected. โ€œIt was our time. Now weโ€™re back.โ€ He lifted his wine as well. โ€œAnd what we do is what we are. And that suits us.โ€

He slid a slice of pizza on her plate. โ€œAnd so. Steven Oglebee.โ€ โ€œIf he were clean, youโ€™d have said so straight off.โ€

โ€œTrue enough, and heโ€™s far from clean. Iโ€™ll also say heโ€™s not particularly bright. I canโ€™t tell you if anything I found helps in your investigation, but I can tell you he enjoys considerable unreported income. He hides it, but not being particularly bright, he doesnโ€™t hide it particularly well. He has an account buried under a shellโ€”a thin one, purported to be a security companyโ€”Protect and Serve.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s got a cop obsession. A male-cop-only obsession.โ€

โ€œHe uses the name Steve Justice as owner. He funnels cash in from a short list of clients. Iโ€™ve the names for you, but I can already tell you theyโ€™re fake. He deals in cash, and cash only, and pulls in between eight and fifteen thousand a monthโ€”all deposits under the minimum for reporting, as are all withdrawals. He has a beach property in the Caymans, titled under the shell company, and travels there via shuttle, using the name Justice, every four to six weeks.โ€

Roarke sipped some wine. โ€œItโ€™s clear to me heโ€™s washing money for clients not named under the shell.โ€

โ€œI can get a warrant on this much.โ€

โ€œAnd when you do, youโ€™ll find what I did that you canโ€™t use until you get that warrant.โ€ He shrugged. โ€œI was curious. I suspect some of his deliveries on his legitimate job arenโ€™t just fast food, but thatโ€™s for you to find out. What he hasโ€”and I only had to brush some dust off the surfaceโ€”is connections to low-level mobsters, very likely the offspring of those his father had connections with.

โ€œItโ€™s a simple setup,โ€ Roarke continued, โ€œand very low-level. A shipment of electronics or fashion or mechanical parts, whatever, is diverted. Oglebee sells the products for a commission. Cash. Simple, as I said, slightly sloppy, but heโ€™s had some success with this system over the last ten years.โ€

โ€œHe keeps a crap apartment, a crap job. Buys expensive furniture for cashโ€”or takes a part of a shipment for himself. Gets himself a place at the beach, and uses that as a way to wash money. And I bet your very fine ass

and mine with it, he feels entitled. His father did a lot of the same. The son likely sees that as a payment for being on the job. Fucker.โ€

โ€œI wouldnโ€™t disagree. But as I said, I donโ€™t know how any of it ties into Greenleafโ€™s murder.โ€

โ€œMaybe a low-level mob hit. Maybe. Another payment for services rendered. A delayed payback for his father.โ€

She considered as she took another slice. โ€œHeโ€™d have wanted to do the kill himself. The suicide setup plays in, brings it to a nice closed circle, as heโ€™d see it.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re working on a but.โ€

โ€œYeah. But why not work out a solid alibi? Heโ€™s connected enough to at least have something in place. Not very smart, fine, but thatโ€™s dead stupid. This murder was planned; why leave out an essential part of the plan?โ€

โ€œPossibly he never considered heโ€™d be questioned. Suicide, Eve. He could have seen that as cover enough.โ€

โ€œYeah, yeah, and Iโ€™ll work that angle. Still stupid though. You only need to have a couple of the bad characters youโ€™re hooked up with swear you were playing poker or getting trashed somewhere.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™d pull that straight apart,โ€ Roarke commented. โ€œIt could be those heโ€™s connected with werenโ€™t willing to risk it for someone at his level. Heโ€™s only a tool. A well-paid one, but there are plenty like him who could serve the same purpose.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll get the warrant, and weโ€™ll bust him on what you found, what weโ€™ll find. Trip him up when Iโ€™ve got him in the box.

โ€œItโ€™s good information, and itโ€™s a good lever to pry out more. Right now, I see him as fifty-fifty, at best, on Greenleaf. I need more than that.โ€

โ€œYou have other names.โ€

โ€œPeabody and I are going to hit another chunk of the listโ€”thanks to Feeneyโ€”tomorrow. And weโ€™ll keep digging on the rest.โ€

โ€œI can help with that.โ€

โ€œGuess you could. The more we eliminate, the tighter we can focus on whoโ€™s left. Baxter and Trueheart took one. I should hear from them soon. Peabody and McNab have a couple, and I took three on the way home. I want to carve out time for the memorial tomorrow. Not just to pay respects, but to see who shows.โ€

โ€œAnd anyone on the list who does.โ€

โ€œMeans theyโ€™re worth a second look. Itโ€™s moving,โ€ she added. โ€œItโ€™s slow as hell, but itโ€™s moving. Weโ€™re looking in the right place,โ€ she murmured, shifting to look at the board. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t random or impulsive. It was cold, calculated revenge with a faked suicide chaser.โ€

โ€œYou still like the neighbors.โ€

Oh yeah, she thought, and absently sipped wine, he got her, all the way through.

โ€œI canโ€™t let go of itโ€”and it doesnโ€™t make sense because I know weโ€™re looking in the right place. And nothing I look at, twist, turn connects either of them to Greenleaf, to a dead or disgraced cop he investigated. But they were on the spotโ€”perfect alibi for her. No motive for either. They look like two people living solid if ordinary lives.โ€

โ€œAnd yet.โ€

โ€œYet.โ€

โ€œWould you like me to look at them again?โ€

โ€œYou looked, and thereโ€™s nothing there. Iโ€™m keeping them on the board, but I know weโ€™re looking in the right place. And neither of them are in that place.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll take some of your names. Maybe weโ€™ll find the one who is in that place before the memorial.โ€

โ€œOkay.โ€ Even as she rose, her โ€™link signaled. โ€œGoing to be Baxter or Peabody. Maybe they already found the one.โ€

She saw Baxterโ€™s name on the ID screen, answered. โ€œWhatโ€™ve you got?โ€ โ€œWeโ€™re booking Jessie Millan and Curt Barrow. Not on Greenleaf, Dallas. They were both busy on the night in question running a shipment of stolen meds down to East Washington. We busted them with part of the shipmentโ€”they skimmedโ€”and what was left of the payment. They jacked a carโ€”and weโ€™ve got the owner IDing them both. Used it to transport the drugs. Jacked the car about nine Sunday night. Still had it parked outside

their apartment, for fuckโ€™s sake.

โ€œTrueheart reviewed the toll cams, and weโ€™ve got them heading south about the time of the murder. We got them, but not on murder.โ€

Elimination mattered, she reminded herself. Plus. โ€œItโ€™s still a good bust.

Write it up for me.โ€ โ€œYou got it.โ€

โ€œAnother off the list,โ€ Eve said when she clicked off. โ€œWeโ€™ll see if Peabody gets luckier.โ€

She didnโ€™t, so Eve crossed off two more even as she bumped other names into the possible category.

She had to remind herself the list might be long, but it wasnโ€™t endless.

Eventually theyโ€™d zero in on one.

โ€œI have two for you,โ€ Roarke said as he came back. โ€œAnd the reasons why another two donโ€™t work.โ€

โ€œLooks like we hit the same ratio.โ€ She leaned back in her chair. โ€œFeeney sent me one, and three to cross off. Weโ€™re coming to the end of the list. The connectionโ€™s there, Roarke. Iโ€™ve second- and third-guessed myself on it, and I know itโ€™s there. Maybe just buried deeper than we can see.โ€

โ€œTime to give it a rest for the night. You need another treatment.โ€ โ€œI feel okay.โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™ll feel better, sleep better, with another treatment. Come now, Lieutenant, itโ€™s closing in on midnight.โ€

She knew the equation. Arguing equaled time wasted.

Added to it, aches and sneaky pains had crept in, and they equaled a distraction.

The cat beat them to the bedroom. He had a sense of these things. โ€œSit,โ€ Roarke told her. โ€œWeโ€™ll start with that face of yours.โ€

She sat while he took out a healing wand. And watched his eyes focus as he worked.

โ€œDo you ever get tired of playing nurse?โ€ โ€œMore, it annoys me to see bruises on you.โ€

โ€œIt annoys me, too. If Baxter hadnโ€™t gotten Lansing in lockup fast, Jenkinson mightโ€™ve found a way to put some on him. Then Peabody. Jesus, she actually threatened me.โ€

โ€œOur Peabody?โ€

โ€œShoves a blocker in my face and says if I donโ€™t take it, sheโ€™s telling you. Like weโ€™re twelve and sheโ€™s going to tattle on me ifโ€”โ€ Her eyes narrowed when he smiled. โ€œOh, you like that one.โ€

โ€œQuite a bit, actually.โ€

โ€œTry this one then. Iโ€™m going to tag you about Oglebeeโ€™s finances when weโ€™re in the field, and she says I should text so you donโ€™t see I got punched

in the face and worry about it.โ€

โ€œLooking after both of us, wasnโ€™t she?โ€ She had to sigh. โ€œMaybe.โ€

He touched his lips lightly to hers. โ€œJenkinson, Peabody, and all the rest arenโ€™t just cops, arenโ€™t just a team. Youโ€™ve made yourself a family. Now then, letโ€™s see the rest. Off with the shirt.โ€

She let him lift off the loose T-shirt sheโ€™d changed into, then looked down when she saw the cold light in his eyes.

โ€œItโ€™s better. Right? It looks better. Not that I spend a lot of time looking at my tits, butโ€”โ€

โ€œI do whenever possible. Itโ€™s better, yes. Bleeding poxy bastard. I wouldnโ€™t have put bruises on him over this. Iโ€™d have twisted off his cock at the fecking root.โ€

Out came the Irish, she noted, and found herself oddly touched.

โ€œHe got worse.โ€ She laid a hand on his cheek. โ€œAnd heโ€™ll pay for it a lot longer. He went after Peabody yesterday. Not physically,โ€ she said when Roarkeโ€™s gaze shot up. โ€œThat got lost in the chaos, but he started on her before Jenkinson got in his face. She didnโ€™t want to write it up. Probably felt like piling on to her. But she did, and itโ€™s not. Heโ€™s not fit to have a badge.โ€

She let out a sigh as he ran the wand gently up and down her ribs. โ€œAngeloโ€™s on-planet. You knew,โ€ she realized.

โ€œI did. Webster contacted her when I took him out to walk. And she contacted me shortly after to let me know she was taking time. She came to see you?โ€

โ€œNot me, really. Webster. Forgot.โ€ She let out another sigh when he put the wand away. Thank God that was over for now. โ€œHe came in, wanted to talk to me about what he wanted to talk to Greenleaf about.โ€ She dragged the shirt back on. โ€œHeโ€™s turned in his papers.โ€

She stared at him when he walked to the AutoChef. โ€œYou knew?โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t, no. But Iโ€™m not at all surprised. Heโ€™ll be relocating to Olympus then?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s the plan.โ€ โ€œYou donโ€™t agree?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not for me to โ€ฆ Okay, no, I didnโ€™t. Jesus, heโ€™s got, what, sixteen, seventeen years on the job? Heโ€™s got rank, and heโ€™s that close to making his

twenty? Heโ€™s leaving the job, New York, and freaking planet Earth? Butโ€” Whatโ€™s that?โ€

โ€œA soother. Itโ€™ll ease the last aches, and youโ€™ll sleep better.โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t wantโ€”โ€

โ€œItโ€™ll top off the wanding. And itโ€™s double chocolate.โ€ โ€œHand it over, Nurse Nancy,โ€ she muttered.

He drew it just out of her reach. โ€œIโ€™m thinking Iโ€™ll switch it for the carrot and spinach blend.โ€

โ€œI got punched in the tit.โ€

He handed it to her. โ€œAll right then. Webster. โ€˜But,โ€™ you said.โ€

โ€œRight. But. When I listened to why, to what he wanted, I got it. Or started to. Then Angelo walked in, and I got it all the way. I know what itโ€™s like to have someone who means everything, someone who can lift the hard and heavy off you just by being there.โ€

โ€œThey love each other.โ€

She gulped down soother, and the rich chocolate made her system smile. โ€œNot always enough, is it? But itโ€™s a hell of a strong start. So heโ€™ll move

to Olympus and train cops to be cops, not bullies with badges.โ€ โ€œIs that his plan?โ€

โ€œIt is now, and heโ€™ll be good at it. I love you.โ€ โ€œAnd I you.โ€

โ€œSo we need to make a pact.โ€

โ€œDo we?โ€ He smiled at her as he undressed. โ€œAnd what sort of pact is that?โ€

โ€œNeither of us, ever, says to the other: โ€˜Hey, we have to leave planet Earth and go live on some space colony or outpost or station.โ€™โ€

He slipped into bed, drew her to him. โ€œI can agree to that, with one qualification.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€™s the qualification?โ€

โ€œIโ€™d only say that, and youโ€™d only agree to that, if planet Earth is in immediate danger of exploding, imploding, or becoming uninhabitable to life forms.โ€

โ€œThat sounds fair. Okay, we have a pact.โ€ โ€œWe do indeed. Lights out.โ€

Heโ€™d been right, of course. Between the wanding and the soother, she dropped almost immediately into sleep.

Where dreams found her.

 

 

In the room where heโ€™d died, Greenleaf sat at his desk. But in place of the wall screen, the shelves, the window, photos of cops papered the walls around him.

Dead ones, disgraced ones, cops in cages.

โ€œI did the job,โ€ Greenleaf told her. โ€œA badge doesnโ€™t put you above the law, Lieutenant. A badge means you toe the line of the law. Serve and protect.โ€

โ€œI know what the badge means, Captain.โ€

โ€œDid they?โ€ He gestured to the faces surrounding him.

โ€œNot everyone you looked into crossed the line. Those who did? That same law stripped the badge from them.โ€

โ€œDo you think I got them all?โ€

โ€œWe never get them all. You knew that when you headed IAB, when you decided to take on other cops.โ€

โ€œI knew what it meant. I stand by what it meant.โ€ He gestured to the walls. โ€œHow many of these have you looked at?โ€

She scanned the faces. โ€œToo many.โ€ โ€œWhat did you find?โ€

โ€œSo far? That you did the job, as you saw it, your duty, as you saw it. Too many here exploited the job. Too many dishonored their badge, used it for gain, for violence, for power.โ€

โ€œYou came from violence and cruelty. I know because you know,โ€ he said when she didnโ€™t respond. โ€œYou worked to become a cop, one who took the oath to protect and serve to heart rather than continue the cycle of violence and cruelty as some do. You couldโ€™ve chosen otherwise.โ€

โ€œNo, I couldnโ€™t have.โ€

He picked up the glassโ€”the iced teaโ€”watching her as he drank. โ€œYou chose a man who crossed the line of the law, many, many times.โ€

Even in the dream, even knowing it for a dream, she felt her blood heat. Hard-ass, she thought. In life and in death.

โ€œThe man I choseโ€”ifย choseย is the wordโ€”gives his time and skill to help find justice for the dead. And heโ€™s bled for it. He came from violence and

cruelty while badges looked the other way. And still he honors the badge as much as I do.โ€

With a slight shrug, Greenleaf set the glass down again. โ€œYouโ€™re a violent woman.โ€

โ€œMaybe. Yeah.โ€

โ€œBut not once have you exploited your badge for personal gain, to cause harm, for power.โ€

Now she shrugged. โ€œIโ€™ve been known to lean on it some.โ€

โ€œA different matter. But a dirty badge left unpunished taints us all. If I pushed hard, some would say too hard, I believed that absolutely.โ€

โ€œThe ones Iโ€™m looking at now needed to be pushed, and hard. But there were others, Captain, in your long career who fell into the gray.โ€

His eyes held hers, unwavering. โ€œIn my job no gray could or did exist. Black or white, Lieutenant. Right or wrong. An absolute. I believed in the oath taken. In the end, I died for it.โ€

With a long sigh, he looked at the walls, all the faces.

They stared back, she saw, with rage, with a kind of terrible thirst. She put a hand on her weapon.

โ€œThey haunt me. Not because I was wrong, but because they were. They haunt me,โ€ he repeated. โ€œAnd now theyโ€™ll haunt you.โ€

The walls became men and women, ghosts that took form, and forms that fell on Greenleaf like wolves.

And she couldnโ€™t stop them.

 

 

She woke with a jolt in the dim light of predawn. The cat bumped his head against her side as Roarke stroked her face.

โ€œThere now, a dream. Iโ€™m here.โ€

He drew her into his arms, held her close. โ€œItโ€™s all right now.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m okay. Hard dream. Not a nightmare. Well, at the end, I guess, butโ€ฆโ€ Closing her eyes, she laid her head on his shoulder. โ€œIโ€™m okay.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll tell me.โ€

โ€œGreenleaf at his desk, all the cops Iโ€™ve been looking atโ€”like he looked atโ€”photos plastered on the walls.โ€

She told him the rest.

โ€œHe knew they were coming, and he didnโ€™t fight back. He just watched me while they covered him. Watched me try to stop them. Theyโ€™d come for me next, and I would have stopped them. Iโ€™d have taken out as many as I could.โ€

She breathed out. โ€œBut I woke up.โ€

โ€œHe was a different kind of cop, wasnโ€™t he then? One who did his job at a deskโ€”just as you saw him. And you, Lieutenant, do a great deal of yours on your feet. I wonder if you think while one of those photos may be responsible, in some way, for his death, many of the others would stand and watch it happen without remorse.โ€

He kissed her. โ€œBut not you. You wouldnโ€™t and couldnโ€™t stand and watch.โ€

โ€œHe said theyโ€™d haunt me now.โ€

โ€œAnd was this one there?โ€ Roarke asked, tracing a finger over her jaw. โ€œNo. But he wasnโ€™t Greenleafโ€™s. Heโ€™s mine. And Iโ€™m okay. It gave me

something to think about. And now Iโ€™m thinking about coffee, and that itโ€™s nice to wake up and find you here. Iโ€™d rather it be with you sitting over there with the cat, but itโ€™s close enough.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll have your coffee and another round with the wand. Then weโ€™ll both sit over there.โ€

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