IT WAS ELEVEN P.M. I was exhausted, discouraged, and pissed-the-hell- off. I wanted to curse Richie, but he was dead and that seemed like bad juju. โWho the hell wouldโve thought Waco had so many storage
companies?โ I grumbled.
Colt pulled me into his side as we walked across the parking lot. โEighth timeโs a charm.โ
โLetโs hope.โ
We rounded the corner and headed down the long walkway to the second to last unit in the row. I pulled out the key from my back pocket and slid it into the lock.
โWell, this is a good sign.โ I looked at Colt in excitement as I turned the key. The lock snapped open. Colt reached down to the gate handle and lifted it just enough so we could duck under. He slid the gate shut, bathing us in darkness.
โWhereโs the light?โ I asked as I felt along one wall. โI think I found it. Hold on.โ
The room brightened. In the center of the storage unit was a mound covered in a blue tarp. Colt moved toward it, picked up the edge, and pulled it back.
โShit. Mother fucking fuck shit,โ he cursed.
โWhat is it?โ I demanded, inching closer in curiosity and trepidation. โMeth? Like you thought?โ
Instead of answering, Colt swept back the rest of the tarp revealing stacks and stacks of white powder in plastic bags. He picked one up, ripped open the edge, and sniffed.
โNot meth. Coke. Millions of dollarsโ worth of coke.โ โRichie stole coke from Dev?โ
โNo,โ he said, his tone bleak. โRichie stole coke from a cartel by way of Dev. This just went from bad to holy fuck. Dev we can deal with, but nobody fucks with the cartels.ย Nobody.โ
I started. โHow do you know this is cartel coke?โ
โYou remember what I told you before? You canโt make this shit in a lab. Stuff like this has a country of origin, sweetheart, and it isnโt the USA. Besides, I talked to the Jackals a while back. They said theyโd been seeing an uptick in coke on the streets. Itโs like the nineteen eighties are back.โ
โWell, thatโs new information.โ I wrinkled my nose. โSo Richie got into bed with the Iron Horsemen, who got into bed with a cartel?โ
โYup.โ
โAnd Dev will do anything to get this shipment back.โ โYup.โ
โThis is awful. This is really awful.โ
He sighed. โYou have no idea. The cartels make ISIS look like amateurs.โ
I closed my eyes and something clicked and I said, โThatโs why you havenโt launched a full on attack on the Iron Horsemen. You were worried this was bigger than Dev and youโre trying to find out whoโs involved, arenโt you?โ
He nodded and sighed, suddenly looking like the weight of the world was resting on his impressive shoulders.
โWhat do we do with this?โ I asked, gesturing to the packages of coke.
โFor the time being, we leave it. Iโm not moving this shit to the club. Somehow Richie managed to get it here and Dev still isnโt the wiser. Last thing I wanna do is bring it back right under Devโs nose. Weโre going to leave it here. Weโre going to make a plan, and then we go from there.โ
Before pulling the tarp back over the stack, Colt took a small package and stuck it in his vest pocket, close to his chest.
โWhat are you doing?โ I demanded.
โI gotta friend who can trace this shit. Country of origin, remember?โ
I knew he wouldnโt tell me anything more. He covered the product, and when he was sure it was concealed, we went to the gate and I turned off the light. Colt lifted the gate and went out first. He kept watch while I closed up. We kept our pace steady and calm, not wanting to appear like we were rushing. The storage lot was deserted this time of night, but we made sure to stay to the shadows and away from cameras. No one was getting our faces on security feeds.
I didnโt breathe a sigh of relief until the doors of the truck were locked and the engine was running. There was something sinister about the storage unit. Who knew how many others were slinking around the dark, just like us.
โAre we going to go visit your friend?โ I asked in exhaustion.
โWeย arenโt headed anywhere,โ he said. โIโm dropping you off at the clubhouse and then Zip and I willโโ
โNope. Not happening.โ
He took his eyes off the road to glance at me. โYouโre not going, Mia.โ โWhy? Is your friend dangerous?โ
โSheโs not my friend.โ
โUgh. Fine. Yourย colleague.โ โSheโs not that either.โ
โColt,โ I warned.
โMia,โ he said in the same tone.
โWhy donโt you want me to go? This involves me and Richie left this in my lap. Iโm not going to let you clean it up without me.โ
โItโs dangerous.โ
โI came with you tonight,โ I said in exasperation. โI canโt just sit at home like a good little woman and wait for her man. Unless thatโs what youโre expecting of me?โ
Coltโs lips twitched in humor. โHow do I answer that so I donโt get smacked?โ
I smacked him.
โGuess that answers that.โ
I looked out the window. โYou donโt think I have the right to be there?
Iโm in this as much as you. Maybe more.โ โWhat is it you want?โ
โControl. Over what I learn. Over my involvement. Iโm the one Dev is harassing.โ
โHate to break it to you, darlinโ, but if itโs control youโre after, youโre not going to get it.โ
โDonโt patronize me.
โIโm not,โ he said, still rational, still calm. โBut this shit is bad. We are talking ultra-dangerousโand Iโd never forgive myself if something happened to you because of the life I dragged you into. Iโm trying to protect you, darlinโ. Donโt you see that?โ
I was quiet a moment and then, โYou didnโt drag me. I came running to you.โ
โYeah, I guess you did.โ
We drove in silence for a few exits before he said, โYou can come. But you will stay in the motel with Boxer. Iโll take Zip as backup.โ
โZip? But heโs guarding Joni.โ
โI need my VP for this. Iโll get Cheese to take over Joniโs watch.โ โBut heโs so young. Is heโฆexperienced?โ
โYup. I trusted him enough to let him guard you, didnโt I?โ I thought for a moment. โOkay. Iโll stay with Boxer.โ
โNo fight?โ
I settled down in the seat, feeling sleepy, my eyes closing. โNope. You were completely reasonable. Thank you. Where are we headed? Back to the clubhouse?โ
He didnโt answer as he fished his phone out of his vest pocket, flipped it open, and pressed a button. A moment later he said, โI need you and Boxer in Odessa by tomorrow at ten a.m. Get Cheese to cover you. Itโs worse than we thought. Come ready for a fight. Iโll explain later.โ He hung up and set his phone in the center console.
โYou didnโt ask them about the distraction they caused.โ โDidnโt need to,โ Colt said. โMia?โ
โYeah, Colt?โ
โIโm sorry.โ
I opened one eye and looked at him as a pit of worry dropped into my belly. โFor what?โ
He glanced at me with a devilish grin. โFor having the boys torch Dive Bar.โ
My mouth dropped open. โWhat is it with you guys and arson? First Dev sets fire to my home. And now the bar,ย my bar,ย had an arson problem?โ โItโs not really your bar. Deed only. Dive Bar has been crawling with Iron Horsemen,โ he pointed out. โNone of that matters at the moment anyway. We needed a distraction, right? That was perfect. Itโll keep everyone busy for a while. And besides, you heard the lawyer, itโs insured
and the paperwork is up to date.โ
โIโyouโseriously?โ I glared at him.
He had the audacity to smile. โYou should get some sleep.โ
โHow the hell am I supposed to sleep now? Arson. Coke. Aย cartel. This is freakinโ nuts.โ
โThatโs putting it mildly.โ
I swallowed. โIโm terrified, Colt. I mean, it was one thing to worry when I thought it was just the Iron Horsemen, you know? But a cartel? They take violence to an entirely new level and they donโt give aย shitย about your moral code of not touching families or Old Ladies.โ
His hand clenched the steering wheel. โI know. Christ, I know.โ
โWhat did Richie think he was doing?โ I asked, trying to figure out the thought process of my deceased boss. โDo you think Dev was screwing Richie over in some way and Richie wanted Dev to get into shit with the cartel?โ
โHeโs not here to ask, sweetheart. All we can do is speculate.โ Had it just been about money? Had it been all about greed?
Richie had never been terrible to me or to any of his employees, heโd just been an absent boss. He certainly didnโt deserve the death heโd gotten.
No one deserved to die like that.
Somehow I was able to doze for a bit and woke up as we pulled into a shitty motel parking lotโone that looked like it could be rented by the hour. It was early morning and there wasnโt any foot traffic. Colt knocked on door number 6 and Boxer answered. Zip was sitting on one of the two double beds smoking a cigarette.
โLetโs get this shit done, yeah?โ Zip asked in surly impatience. He sucked on the cigarette as he dashed from the room.
I looked at Boxer. โWhatโs wrong with him?โ
โNo fucking clue. Heโs been like that for hours. Little ray of sunshine.โ โWe shouldnโt be gone long,โ Colt said, gathering me into his arms. He
kissed me, bringing me flush against his body.
The horn blared, causing me to jump and Colt to turn around and shoot a scowl in Zipโs direction. โBastard,โ he growled. โIโll see you soon.โ
I closed the door, making sure to lock and dead bolt it. Not that it mattered. If someone was determined enough to get through the door, then a
thin chain wouldnโt stop him. Boxer lounged on one of the double beds, his booted feet crossed at the ankles, smiling in reassurance.
โTake a load off, Mia. Itโs gonna be a while.โ
I removed my shoes and slid underneath the taupe bedspread. It was old and faded, but it was clean enough.
โWhy are these motels soโฆโ
Zip looked around at the decor. โBrown? Tacky? Trapped in the seventies?โ
โAll of the above.โ
I closed my eyes, but instead of relief, the strain was worse. โHeโll be fine,โ he assured me.
โI know,โ I said, eyes still shut. โYou guys rode your bikes?โ โYeah.โ
โWhereโd you stash them?โ
โCluster of trees behind this shit hole.โ Boxer was quiet for a moment and then in an effort to distract me, he asked, โSo you got any single friends?โ
โNo,โ I retorted.
โHow about a single cousin?โ โNone of those either.โ
โLeave Colt for me.โ
โNever gonna happen. Besides, I already got his name on my back. You donโt think that would be a pain in the ass to remove?โ
โIโll scratch it out with a Sharpie. See? I donโt even want to cause you pain.โ
โYouโre not really looking for a lady, are you?โ I opened one eye and peered at him. โIf I recall correctly, I saw you with two naked women one morning. In broad daylight. On the clubhouseโs living room floor.โ
He suggestively dragged a finger across his lip. โThinking about me, are ya?โ
โYou couldnโt handle me.โ I closed my eyes.
โYeah,โ he said with a laugh. โProbably not. Fucking handful thatโs for sure.โ
A few hours later, something woke me from a sound sleep. I shot up from the bed, scrambled to get my hair off my face, and looked to Boxer.
He was awake, alert, boots on, a pistol in his hand. He put a signal to his lips to be quiet and I nodded. On silent feet, he padded toward the door.
โDude, itโs us,โ came Zipโs agitated voice.
Boxer stuck his pistol in his vest pocket as he peeked through the peephole. A moment later, he slid off the chain, turned the lock, and opened the door.
Colt and his VP entered the motel room. I looked Colt over. He wasnโt bleeding, he had no injuries, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
โMiss me?โ he asked with a knowing grin.
Before I could reply, a cell rang and all the guys searched for their phones. It was Zipโs. โI gotta take this,โ he said, striding to the front door, his eyes glued to the screen.
I briefly wondered if it was Joni, but then I turned my attention back to the man whose name was tattooed on my skin.
We stared at one another, but didnโt move. I was sure that once I was in his arms Iโd never want to leave.
โAnd thatโs my cue. Weโll be at the diner for a while,โ Boxer said. โHappy humping.โ
The door shut and Colt secured the room. Then he was turning to me, his eyes dark, his steps predatory.
A while later, I rolled off of him and collapsed onto the bed. I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths.
โWhat do you want now?โ I asked him. โFood or sleep?โ
โFood.โ His stomach rumbled in obvious agreement. โLetโs have a quick shower and then you can buy me a burger. I can sleep later.โ
I grinned. โGet the shower going. Iโll be right there. I just want to check my phone for messages first.โ
When I tried to get out of bed, he grabbed my arm and brought my lips to his for another long, drugging kiss.
โDonโt take too long.โ His voice was husky and his eyes glittered with promise.
I shivered. How could I want him again after Iโd just been with him? โI thought sex was supposed to dwindle when a couple settled down.โ
He let out a chuckle and rose from the bed like a hulking bear. โFor most people, Iโm sure it does. Not us. I wonโt let it. Now check your messages and then get your sweet ass in the shower.โ
โSweet ass? God, youโre a regular Roman poet.โ
โYou donโt like me for my poetry. You like me because you know where you stand with me. Donโt you?โ
โI do.โ
His gaze softened. โIโm glad you were able to change my mind.โ โAbout what? About coming to Odessa with you?โ
Colt shook his head. โAbout thinking there wasnโt a woman in the world whoโd put up with my shit.โ
It wasnโt poetry. But it was honest, and heartfelt, and vulnerable. โI love you,โ I said quietly. โDid I tell you that today?โ
โNo. Say it again.โ โI love you.โ
He smiled. โGood.โ
โYouโre supposed to say it back. You can say it in biker language if it makes you feel less like a sap.โ
Colt laughed, and the somberness banished from his eyes. โLove you, Mia. No one else for me. I want you in my bed, on the back of my bike, and one day, a ring on your finger.โ
โOne day, Iโd like that too.โ
โYeah?โ
I shook my head. โI donโt get it.โ โGet what?โ
โGet how you seem soโI donโt know. Looking to the future when our present is a pile of shit.โ
He scrubbed his hand across his jaw, suddenly looking more exhausted than heโd been letting on. He hadnโt slept. Heโd driven us from Waco to Odessa, and while Iโd cat-napped in the motel room, heโd gone to see his colleague. How was he even still awake?
โItโs always a pile of shit. Life, I mean,โ he said. โSure, there are times of calm. But the thing is, itโs always a mess to clean up. One fire after the next. Do you think it would be any different if you were just a normal civilian with no idea about the MC feud and a cartel in our city? No, it wouldnโt be any different, you just wouldnโt know about it. It wouldnโt be in your face.โ
โI stopped being a regular civilian the moment I met Dev.โ Colt nodded. โOn his radar.โ
I sighed.
โYouโre not regretting sticking around are you?โ he asked. Naked vulnerability was etched across his face.
I went to him and pressed my head to his chest. โNo regrets,โ I admitted. โBut what would you do if I told you I did have them?โ
He cupped the back of my neck and gave it a light squeeze, silently demanding that I look at him. โIโd let you go. Iโd get you somewhere safe with a new identity.โ
โYouโd let me go? Really?โ
He chuckled. โYou sound disappointed.โ
โI thought youโd be all possessive and demanding and tell me under no circumstances youโd let me go.โ
โLove is about doing whatโs best for the other person, yeah?โ
โYeah.โ I stood on my tiptoes and brushed my lips against his. โI donโt want to go. I want to stand next to you when we come out on the other side of this.โ
โYou will. I know you will.โ
He turned away, giving me a perfect view of his muscular, inked back and his tight ass before slipping into the bathroom.
Jesus. Where had he come from?
And how did I get so lucky to call him mine?
An hour later, we met the boys at the diner down the road. They were sitting across from one another, drinking sodas and Boxer was eating a plate of chili cheese fries while Zip went for a more traditional breakfast of a short stack with fried eggs.
Boxer looked up at Colt and grinned. โYouโre in a good mood.โ โYeah,โ Colt said lightly. โDonโt ruin it.โ
Boxer shoved his plate across the table next to Zip and then got up so Colt and I could sit together on the same side of the booth. After the perky young waitress took our order and left, I asked, โSo, when do we find out what we find out?โ
โFew days,โ Colt replied vaguely.
The boys exchanged a look and then Zip altered the direction of the conversation when he said, โGotta call from Knight. Theyโre on their way.โ
Colt nodded. โI hate calling them in for back up.โ
Boxer shrugged. โTheyโve called us before for back up. Itโs why we have brothers.โ
โWhoโs Knight?โ I asked.
โKnight is president of the Blue Angels in Coeur dโAlene.โ
The waitress brought our food and check. With bedroom eyes sent in Boxerโs direction, she told us to have a nice day. Boxer watched her depart. โIf yโall will excuse me, I need to see the waitress about something.โ He
scooted out of the booth and went in search of the woman about to be on the receiving end of Boxerโs charm.
I watched him lean over the counter and say something to her. She laughed and nodded. Before I knew it, they disappeared down the hallway, no doubt seeking the back exit and the alleyway.
โYouโve got to be kidding,โ I said. โSheโs going to have a quick romp with him?โ
โLooks like it,โ Zip said with a chuckle. His phone buzzed in his pocket and he took it out to look at it. โGonna take this outside.โ He slid out of the booth and headed to the front door. The doorbell jingled as Zip walked out, cell to his ear.
โAnd then there were two,โ I muttered, picking up my fork and diving into my cheese omelet.
โTalked to the fire chief,โ Colt said, his tone conversational. He was already halfway done with his huevos rancheros and Iโd barely touched my food.
โYou got a call? I gave himย myย number.โ โBut Iโm me.โ
I rolled my eyes. โOkay, anointed one. What did the fire chief have to say? How bad is the house?โ I held my breath.
โKitchen and living room took the brunt of it. Bedrooms are mostly untouched, but he says to give it about a week before going in there because of the smoke.โ
โOkay.โ I nodded, taking a deep breath. โOkay. That I can deal with.โ โHe also mentioned your bar.โ
โMy bar? Oh, Dive Bar. Wow. I forgot for a moment that Richie gave me his bar. Isnโt the fire chief suspicious about all these buildings belonging to me going up in flames?โ
โNaturally,โ he said with a wry grin. โBut considering you werenโt on the premises when either of the fires started, thereโs speculation but no
outright accusations.โ
โAll he has to do is look into who Iโve been associating with for him to put the puzzle pieces together.โ
โHis job is to put out fires and tell the cops if arson is suspected, not start a criminal investigation.โ
I stared at him. โHow much did you pay him?โ โPay him what?โ Colt asked.
โColt,โ I warned. โMia.โ
โDid you bribe him to look the other way?โ โNah, of course not.โ
I let out a breath.
He looked at me and grinned. โI bribed him so heโll lie to the insurance companies.โ
Boxer eventually wandered back and slid into the booth across from us, looking relaxed and flushed.
โYouโre disgusting,โ I said with a laugh.
He flashed a grin. โLady, you have no idea.โ
I looked at the waitress as she stepped onto the dining room floor, tying the strings of her apron around her waist. She looked at Boxer and wasnโt at all discreet about checking him out. Boxer lifted his half-empty glass of soda and silently toasted her.
Her chuckle was throaty, her eyes sparkled, and her dimples winked from her cheeks as she beamed. She got back to work to serve the few customers that were at the counter who hadnโt noticed her absence.
โMagic dick,โ Boxer stated. โDick is right,โ I teased.
Colt lifted his arm to rest on the booth, his fingers running up and down the skin of my arm. I scooted closer into the crook of his body and enjoyed
the solid warmth of him despite the humid air circulating through the diner.
He didnโt say anything or remark on the fact that Boxer and I were ribbing each other. But I knew he was enjoying our exchange.
โYou gonna eat the rest of that?โ Boxer asked, gesturing to my plate. I pushed it to him.
โWhereโs Zip?โ he asked, dousing the omelet in hot sauce. โOn the phone,โ Colt replied. โDonโt know with who.โ
โProbably Cheese,โ Boxer stated. โHeโs been checking in with Cheese about Joni.โ
โReally,โ Colt drawled. โWhy?โ
I had to force myself to remain lax even though the insides of me were tense and coiling with the truth.
โHe feels like a shit that he said heโd watch her and then had to give Cheese the duty while he was out of town.โ
Boxerโs announcement did nothing to ease the tension I felt in Coltโs body. โThose two canโt stand each other,โ Colt remarked.
โYeah, I dunno. But Zip takes his duties seriously,โ Boxer said. โYou know that.โ
โHmmm.โ Colt looked out the window and Boxer took a moment to glance at me. We had an entire conversation with our eyesโboth of us knew what was really going on between Joni and Zip and yet neither us wanted to be the one to let Colt in on the secret.
What would happen when it all exploded? There would be hell to pay for sure.
The waitress appeared at our table and gently set the check down, addressing Boxer. โThank you so much for joining us. You can pay at the cash register.โ
Boxer grinned. โThank you for the excellent service, darlinโ.โ
She giggled and then fluttered away like a love-struck blonde butterfly. โYup, exactly as I said. Magic dick,โ Boxer crowed.
โIf your dick is so magical why did we have to pay for breakfast?โ Colt asked, finally joining the teasing train.
Boxerโs face fell.
I let out a deep belly laugh. โThat totally just made my morning.โ
Zip was on his bike, helmet and sunglasses on, ready to depart. He glowered when he saw the three of us come out of the diner. โBout damn time.โ
โWhy so happy, sunshine?โ Boxer needled. โI just want to get the fuck out of here.โ
I didnโt blame him. Even though Iโd had more sleep than Colt, my eyes were gritty. Iโd added a Red Bull to our check and held the cold can in my hand. I popped it open and took a long sip. I needed the energy and caffeine if I was going to keep Colt awake while he drove. I certainly couldnโt drive his truckโnot with my wrist the way it was. A truck that big needed serious power and both hands to control.
โSee you guys,โ Colt said, heading around to the driverโs side. We waved and Boxer and Zip pealed out of the parking lot.
โAre you sure youโre going to be okay to drive home?โ I asked. โYeah, Iโll be okay,โ he said.
โYouโve been awake for hoursโโ
Without a word, he filched the Red Bull from my hand and guzzled it. โThisโll keep me going for a while. I swear. If I get tired, we can pull over and Iโll crash for a bit.โ
โWhy didnโt you want Zip or Boxer to drive the truck back?โ
โIt wouldโve been more trouble than it was worth to get one of the bikes stored properly in the truck bedโbesides, three of us sitting in this truck wouldโve been cramped.
โIf only my wrist wasnโt in a cast,โ I muttered. โThen I couldโve driven your truck. Iโve got experience driving a truck, you know.โ
โYour truck is an accident waiting to happen. When was the last time someone took a look at the engine? Itโs gotta be at least twenty-five-years old.โ
โIt belonged to my grandfather,โ I told him. โAnd it does just fine.โ
He made a noise in the back of his throat. โWe gotta get you a new truck.โ
โYou could just give me this one.โ I slid my hands over the hood. โItโs a beautiful, purring beast.โ
โMaybe for an anniversary gift,โ he said with a grin. โHow about an Iโm-sorry-I-torched-your-bar gift.โ
โWeโll see.โ
We got into the truck and then drove away from the diner. โWho taught you to shoot?โ he asked. โBeen meaning to ask you that.โ
I briefly looked over at him. Even with exhaustion tugging at the lines around his mouth, I thought he looked formidable and in control.
โGrammie,โ I said. โShe and Gramps are both from Chicago. Gramps was from the North side. Grammie was from the South side. A regular West Side Story, you know? They werenโt supposed to be together. They both came fromโahโless than stellar families.โ
โOโBanion,โ Colt murmured. โThat name sounds really familiar, but I canโt place it.โ
I sighed. โMy grandfatherโs side of the family were Chicago bootleggers in the nineteen twenties. Big feud with the Italians, aka Al Caponeโs crewโฆwho just so happens to be one of Grammieโs relatives.โ
There was a moment of stunned silence and then Colt started to laugh.
He chuckled for a good few minutes before he was able to calm himself. โAll this time, I was worried about how you were gonna adjust to my
life and running around with a bunch of criminals. Turns out, youโve got notorious criminals on both your sides of the family.โ He looked at me. โYou really are the perfect woman for me.โ