THROUGH THE PEEPHOLE,ย I see Rory on the other side of the door, wearing a murderous expression, arms folded. My heart starts pounding but I open the door.
โHi.โ My skin prickles as his gaze moves down my body, flaring with heat. Thereโs a hard set to his jaw, and his nostrils flare. โI didnโt like the last thing you sent and Iโm not wearing it.โ
โGood.โ He steps inside with an expression like a storm cloud, eyes flashing with possessive fury as I shut the door. โBecause I didnโt send it.โ
My whole body goes cold and tense. โWhat?โ
When he meets my eyes, my stomach wobbles from the way his flash. โWho bought it?โ I whisper.
โMcKinnon.โ
My stomach turns inside out, and I gag. โWhat?โ
โAre you okay?โ His hands land on my upper arms, and worry flickers through his eyes as he scans my face. โWhat can I do to make this better?โ
Iโm grossed out by what Connor did, but my body is still humming, twitchy and agitated from watching the video before Rory got here. โIโm okay.โ
Rory being here, his fresh scent teasing my nose and his hands on me, itโs making it better.
โYou being here is helping,โ I admit.
He closes his eyes, letting out a pained exhale. โIโm feeling really jealous right now, Hartley, and I feel like Iโm going to do something stupid.โ
Wicked delight curls inside me, and I bite my bottom lip. โLike what?โ
โLike send you a video of me jerking off.โ A muscle tightens in his jaw. โIโm sorry.โ He looks away, and itโs the same remorse from when he gifted me the weekend away with Pippa. โI went too far.โ
I make a face, confused, before it hits me: I didnโt respond. He sent the video and I disappeared.
โI didnโt respond,โ I say on a sigh. โShit.โ
Oh god. Hazel, you asshole. Of course he thinks he went too far.
His tongue pokes in his cheek. โIf you want to go back to the way things were before, we can.โ He looks down at me with such earnestness my heart cracks open.
I canโt believe I ever thought Rory Miller was an asshole. Heโs not. Heโs just not.
โI just watched it,โ I blurt out, pressing my thighs together. I can still feel how wet I am.
His gaze sharpens, fingers flexing on my shoulders. โReally.โ
โYou didnโt go too far.โ I sound breathless, and I canโt get enough air as our eyes hold.
โTwo years, I watched you with that prick.โ His eyes flash. โI hate that he still thinks he has you.โ
โHe doesnโt.โ Iโm not sure what weโre doing here anymore but I have an overwhelming need to prove to him that Connor doesnโt mean anything.
Between the strange friendship weโve developed and the flirting that feels like fun, things with Rory are so different than they ever were with Connor.
My skinโs prickling. The last two weeks of photos and flirty texting have driven me to the brink of horniness, and now I want to do something about it.
Iย needย to do something about it.
Lifting up on my tiptoes, I kiss him. My hand flattens on his chest, rubbing slow circles over his heartbeat as I walk him backward to my bed, giving him light, sweet kisses.
โSit down and close your eyes,โ I tell him when the backs of his knees hit the bed.
His features are strained like heโs holding himself back, but he gives me a funny smile, and that playful spark is back in his eyes. โWhy?โ
โDo it.โ I push against his flat stomach. โYouโll be happy you did.โ
He drags a breath in and smiles like Iโm killing him before sitting on the edge of the bed and closing his eyes, propping his elbows on his knees. In my closet, I find my favorite piece he sentโa pale pink lace bodysuit, sheer and delicate and soft with tiny straps.
My clothes swish against my skin as I take them off, and I pull the bodysuit on with care. Like the last time I put it on, it feels like a dream to wear. Itโs the perfect size, like it was made to my measurements, and against my skin, the lace is luxurious.
โDonโt peek.โ
I turn, and heโs resting his chin on his palm, gaze hot and intense. โIโm not,โ he says, eyes raking down my body.
Goosebumps rise across my skin. As I approach, he pulls me between his legs. His hands come to my hips before sliding down and into the bodysuit, palming my ass, and I sink my fingers into his hair.
I try not to think about why I want to comfort him so badly, why I want him to realize Connorโs nothing to me. Iโm not thinking about my rule and what this means. Iโm not breaking it. Iโm not getting attached. Iโm just letting myself enjoy this one tiny moment with a guy I know Iโll have fun with.
โI missed you,โ he murmurs, resting his forehead against my stomach, hands flexing on my ass. โDid you miss me, Hazel?โ
I shouldnโt have, but I did. โYes,โ I admit.
He presses a kiss to my stomach, flicking his hot gaze up to me. โGood.โ
He pulls me into his lap, one hand spanning the width of my thigh to keep me there and the other roaming my body, smoothing over the low back of my bodysuit, the high-cut thighs, the thin satin straps. I cling to him, watching his look of hot admiration as his hand rakes over me.
Having a hockey superstar look at me like this is doingย incredibleย things for my confidence.
โThis one was a good choice,โ he says in a low voice, playing with the strap, dragging his fingers over my neckline.
Through the thin fabric, my nipples pinch. I press a kiss to Roryโs neck, the stubble prickling under my lips. โYou have great taste.โ
He stares at me, eyebrows lifting with that constant, steady, teasing smile, like he has a secret. โI know.โ
I pull him down to kiss me, and a soft moan slips out of me as he coaxes me open, tasting me, exploring and claiming my mouth.
โBetter?โ I whisper between kisses.
โUh.โ Another pained noise in his throat, a frown between his brows. โNot really.โ He pulls me harder against him, and I feel the thick, hard length pressing into my stomach.
My breath catches, and warm pressure squeezes at the apex of my thighs. My hand comes to his and I place his palm against my breast, urging him on. Everything inside me tightens when his fingers find the stiff peak, toying and tugging and rolling and driving me absolutely fucking nuts.
He shakes his head, staring at my breasts with a look of awe. โYour tits are beautiful.โ
I laugh, even as Iโm coiling up with need. โWhat about now?โ I ask again, biting back a moan as he toys with my nipples. โIs this better?โ
โNo.โ
โWhat would make it better, Rory?โ I donโt know why Iโm acting like this, trying to find out what would satisfy him.
His hand slides between my legs, and I suck in a breath and let it out on a moan as his fingers press and circle my clit over the damp lace.
โHartley, youโre drenched.โ