EVERYONE PULLS OUT THEIR WALLETS.ย My jaw drops. My
stomach drops. Everything inside me drops because what the actual fuck? My gaze whips to Roryโs, and I widen my eyes in question. โReally?โ โLike I said,โ he says lightly, โnot my idea.โ
โEisner, Volkov, Chopra,โ Hayden reads off his phone, โJordan, and Streicher, you owe a hundred.โ
I send Jamie an accusing look, but he has his full attention on his beer, avoiding my eyes.
โPippa, you, too,โ Hayden continues.
My mouth falls open in disbelief. โPippa.โ
She winces, laughing. โSorry. If it makes you feel better, I thought youโd hold out until the end of the season.โ
I shake my head at her while Hayden lists off more bets, but Iโm laughing. โTraitor,โ I say, but thereโs no bite to my words.
โAnd finally,โ Hayden calls, and a hush falls over the bar. โThe winner isโฆโ He turns to Rory. โMiller, who has won two thousand bucks.โ
A round of cheers and laughs rises up, and I stare at him with unfiltered shock.
โThank you, thank you,โ he says as people pass him cash. He stands and sets the cash on the bar counter, nodding at Jordan. โPrepayment on anything we break this season.โ
Everyone laughs, and I shake my head at him as he slides back into the booth. โYou bet that weโd get together the first month of the season?โ
His expression is pure innocence, eyes sparkling. โI always bet on myself.โ
โAww.โ Hayden jostles me, but I slap him away. โHe likes you.โ
This is so stupid, but Iโm smiling. With confidence like Roryโs, I donโt know why Iโm surprised.
He hooks a big arm around my shoulders and pulls me into his chest, and my stomach flutters at the contact. โGet over here, my little fire- breathing dragon.โ
Pippa chokes on her drink, laughing.
โThat isย notย my nickname,โ I tell him, elbowing him.
Rory just smiles before his hands come to my waist and he lifts me into his lap.
โReally?โ I mutter at him over my shoulder, praying that in the barโs dim lighting, he canโt see me flushing. God, even sitting in his lap, heโs so tall. His thighs are solid and warm under me and I justโ
This is a lot. Heโs all around me. My pulse jolts. This is so much more intense than I thought it would be.
Like he can sense my thoughts, Roryโs hand smooths over my back in a comforting motion.
โPlay nice, fire-breather.โ
Another strained laugh lodges itself in my throat, and Iย hateย that I like that nickname, but my name catches my attention. Pippaโs looking at me with a question in her eyes.
โWeโre talking about the skating event in December,โ she explains. โItโs for the players and their partners.โ Her smile turns impish, and I cringe, because I already know where this is going. She looks to Rory. โHazel canโt skate.โ
โWhat?โ Heโs baffled. โYou work for a hockey team and you canโt skate?โ
โWe donโt do physio on the ice.โ
โYou need to know how to skate,โ he says.
โYouย need to know how to skate. I donโt need to balance on knives on a slippery surface. Regular ground with sneakers is fine for me.โ
โItโs because she fell as a kid,โ Pippa adds.
โPippa.โ I stare at her. Itโs myย shut up nowย look. She wiggles her eyebrows.ย Make me, her expression says.
Rory hums a teasing, sympathetic noise and rubs a hand up and down my back. โPoor Hazel. Youโre scared of skating?โ
โIโm not scared.โ My voice is too high. โIโm not scared,โ I say again in my regular voice. โIโm busy, and I donโt want to get hurt.โ
โIโll teach you.โ Connor interrupts, taking a seat at the booth, wearing a stupid smirk. His eyes move over me, sitting in Roryโs lap, and thereโs an edge to his gaze, like he doesnโt like what he sees.
Rory tenses, his hands tightening on my waist.
โIโllย teach you,โ Rory cuts in, wrapping his arm across my stomach, looking down at me in challenge. Itโs the competitiveness I see in him on the ice.ย Play along, his eyes say. โI wonโt let you fall.โ
My instinct is to fight him, but weโre supposed to be pretending and making Connor wildly jealous, so I force a soft smile and gaze up at him like Iโm besotted.
โIโd love that,โ I say softly.
Iโve never used this voice with a guy in my life, and from the way Roryโs eyes spark with laughter, I think he might know that.
โGood.โ His mouth curves higher like heโs won something. โSo would
I.โ
Heat rises on my cheeks. Our lips are so close to each other, only inches
apart. I glance away first and reach for my drink, taking a sip just to do something with my hands.
โArenโt you two cute.โ Connorโs tone is light, but I can hear the edge under his words. โWearing your guyโs jersey and everything.โ
My whole body tenses at his perusal, but Rory presses another quick, warm kiss to my temple, and all my thoughts stop.
โI pretty much had to wrestle her into it,โ he says against me.
This isnโt real, because thereโs no way Roryโs brushing his lips against my skin in that sweet, intoxicating way. Where the hell did he learn to act like this?
โBut thatโs okay. I donโt mind wrestling with Hazel. In fact,โ his voice is soft and intimate as he peers down at me, eyes flaring with heat, โI kind of like it.โ
My body warms, and I remind myself to breathe. I need more oxygen in my brain, because I canโt think of a single thing. Iโm just staring up at Rory, replaying his words, melting against him.
Connor rubs his jaw. โWasnโt she your tutor in high school?โ
โShe sure was.โ One of Roryโs hands slides to my thigh. โLucky me.โ
The warning bells sound off in my headโwhereโs Connor going with this?โbut the large hand rubbing slow, soothing strokes on my thigh distracts me. Itโs weird how Roryโs touch is actually calming me.
Connorโs mouth twists with a wry smile. โWere you hitting on my girl back in school? Shame on you, Miller.โ
When Rory smiles down at me, it feels private, not smug or arrogant but sweet and comforting. It feels like weโre on the same team for once. โI didnโt hit on her.โ
I make a face. โYou did.โ
As a joke during one of our tutoring sessions in high school, he flipped to a new page, and it hadย HAZEL HARTLEYย written with hearts all around it.
Rory grins shamelessly. I wonder what memory heโs thinking of. โMaybe a little. But mostly I just thought about you.โ
My pulse trips. Heโs playing a role here, and heโs toying with Connor like a cat with a string, but that sounded so honest.
Heโs so good at this.
Rory raises one brow. โAll I had to do was wait.โ
He doesnโt take his eyes off me, and out of the corner of my eye, Connor shifts, folding his arms over his chest. Rory dips down so his nose is pressed against my neck and inhales deeply. Sparks crack and pop against my skin.
โYou smell so good,โ he murmurs, like Connor isnโt even there.
I shiver, and Pippa and I exchange a glance. Her eyes widen, her silent way of sayingย heโs really taking this faking thing seriously, and I widen my eyes back at her.ย I know.
โYou know what the most interesting part is?โ Rory asks. Mischief glitters in his gaze. โApparently Hartley has had a thing for me for years.โ
My stomach lodges in my throat, and I feel like both laughing and twisting one of Roryโs nipples. He holds my gaze with that provoking, amused smile. โRight, baby?โ
I almost gag at being calledย baby, but across the table, Connorโs wearing a murderous expression.
Perfect.
โItโs true,โ I tell Rory, giving him a little smile.
โShe even liked me when you two were together,โ Rory tells Connor. โThatโs what you said, right, Hartley?โ
Roryโs a master at stirring shit up. I can see Connorโs sensitive male pride wounded in his clenched fist, his hard gaze.
I narrow my eyes at Rory, pretending to scold him. โThat was our secret.โ
โIโm going to get another drink.โ Connor slides out of the booth without another word.
A sense of victory rises in me, and I feel like laughing.
โWhat did I tell you?โ Rory murmurs, and the hairs on the back of my neck rise as his breath tickles my ear. โTrust me.โ
Our attention is pulled back to the booth, where everyoneโs in a heated discussion.
โNo one wears underwear during yoga,โ Hayden tells everyone. Alexei stares at Hayden in horror. โWhat are you talking about?โ
Pippaโs giggling so hard she canโt breathe. Jamie gives Hayden a baffled look, shaking his head.
Hayden looks around at everyone. โRight?โ
Everyoneโs laughing, shaking their heads at the big, blond defenseman. โMy friend in Pittsburg told me this. Sheโs a yoga teacher.โ Hayden
frowns, thinking. โVictoria.โ
โVeronica,โ Alexei corrects him, shaking his head. โYou said her name was Veronica.โ
My nose wrinkles. Haydenโs a lovable goofball with a heart of gold and probably my favorite player on the team, but he has a โfriendโ in every city. His type skews tall, dark haired, and curvy, and Iโm pretty sure by โโfriendโโ he means โโfuck buddyโ.โ
Hockey players. Even the good ones know they have unlimited options. Hayden looks to me with a beseeching expression. โHazel. Come on.
People donโt wear underwear in your classes, right?โ
I burst out laughing. โI donโt go aroundย checking.โ Rory chuckles, shaking me, and Iโm grinning ear to ear at Hayden. โYouโre so weird.โ
The conversation moves on, and Iโm trying to listen, but Roryโs hand keeps moving on my thigh with firm strokes over my leggings. Iโm overheating. My face is warm, and I take a long drink of my beer to cool myself down.
God, I love beer. I love the cold, crisp taste. I love the bubbles, and I even love how filling it is. When I set my drink down, Roryโs eyes linger on my mouth as I lick the foam off my lips.
โYes?โ I ask lightly.
โIโm just enjoying watching you enjoy that beer.โ
Heat blooms between my legs, and I shift on his lap. His hands tighten on my waist like his reflex is to keep me from getting up.
โYou donโt have to hold me down, you know. Iโm not going to float away.โ
His eyebrows lift, and his gaze pins me in a determined, interested way. โI donโt have to hold you down, but what if I want to?โ
I huff, face heating at the images playing in my head. His hand on my wrist. His lips against my temple, but with his torso holding me down against the bed as he whispers all the dirty things heโs going to do to me.
Wow. Hot. That would be hot.
No.ย This is Rory. Heโs a shameless flirt, just like Hayden. The word
monogamyย isnโt in his dictionary. Iโm not having these thoughts about him. โSo whatโs this I hear about you not wearing underwear in yoga?โ
I hold back the laugh. โWildly inappropriate, Miller.โ
โTell me.โ His voice is a low murmur in my ear, and shivers run down the back of my neck. โCome on, Hartley. Iโm dying to know.โ
His lips brush the shell of my ear, and I scramble for a sharp barb to toss at him. โFuck around and find out.โ
He holds my eyes, the corner of his mouth twitching up, and thereโs a thrum between my legs that I decide has nothing to do with him.
โMaybe I will.โ
My eyes drop to his mouth, curved slightly up on one side. He has more stubble than when I saw him the other day, and Iโm thinking about what that would feel like against my skin, under my fingers. Between my legs.
I clear my throat and look away. โGood goal tonight.โ
โThanks.โ His tone changes, and when I glance back at him, heโs giving me a watered-down version of his lazy smile. The amusement doesnโt reach his eyes like when heโs teasing me.
If the Rory Miller who calls me a fire-breather and teases me about wearing his jersey is him in full color, this version of him is black and white, flattened, two-dimensional. Itโs the same emotionally exhausted expression I caught on him during the game.
I donโt like it.
I poke him with my elbow. โWhatโs the deal?โ โWhat do you mean?โ
โYou won the game. The team is thrilled, but you donโt seem happy about it.โ
He shrugs. โIโm happy.โ
Iโm not convinced, and I have a weird urge to pull him back to center.
For once, I want the arrogant, teasing, smug version of Miller back. โHaydenโs right,โ I say without a second thought.
Rory offers me a questioning look, and I lean in, inches from his ear. I donโt know why Iโm doing this.
โAbout wearing underwear under yoga clothes,โ I whisper.
His eyes heat, and our gazes hold as his hand slides to my hip, stroking over me to feel for the evidence.
He wonโt find it tonight. A voice in my head asks what the hell Iโm doing, but weโre just playing. Nothingโs going to happen.
His eyes close. โFuck. Thatโs so hot.โ
Satisfaction courses through me and I smile to myself.
On the table, Roryโs phone lights up with a text, and his phone background snags my attention.
โOh my god,โ Pippa says, laughing and reaching for it, but I get to the phone first, staring in horror at the photo of Rory and me at sixteen and seventeen.
โNo,โ I tell Rory, shaking my head, glancing between him and the photo.
He grins. โYes.โ
I cringe. Weโre in the library after school, books and papers spread out on the table. Itโs a little grainy, and Iโm wearing a small, guarded smile while he beams at me, his arm draped over the back of my chair.
โWhere did you get this?โ โThe yearbook.โ
โI havenโt seen this picture in years.โ
Rory transferred to our high school when he was starting grade eleven and sat behind me in Geography, putting tiny pieces of paper in my hair to get me to talk to him.
I had just started dating Connor when this photo was taken.
Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time and warn myself away from him, but then it would have been someone else who hurt me instead.
I set the phone down. โThis isnโt going to be your background photo.โ
โSure it is. Itโs cute.โ He tilts the phone to see the picture, and a funny smile twists on his mouth.
โIโll send you another one.โ
โNo.โ His arms wrap around me again. โIโm keeping it. I like it.โ