โWELL.โย I take a seat on the bench beside Hartley after McKinnon leaves. โSomeoneโs had a change of heart.โ I put on a pretty smirk and do a fluttery, feminine finger wave, tucking my hair behind my ear.
Her mouth tightens like she wants to laugh. Itโs such a nice break from this tense, nervous version of her Iโve been watching like a hawk for the last hour.
โIs that supposed to be me?โ
โIโm guessing McKinnonโs apology wasnโt what you were expecting.โ Any humor in her expression drops. โHe said, um.โ Her nostrils flare,
and she takes a deep breath like sheโs trying to hold back from torching this place.
โWhat?โ
โHe made it seem like I asked to be his physio.โ Her face goes red. โLike I was hung up on him.โ
Iโll kill him. โReally.โ
A shudder rolls through her, but she shakes it off. โAnd then the groin stuff.โ
Oh, I remember. I almost lost it, seeing her discomfort while she was working on him. Seeing the way he looked at her. Even now, hot jealousy twists in my gut.
Her tongue taps her top lip, and she sneaks a reluctant glance at me. โI told him we were dating.โ
My thoughts stop before a smile spreads over my face. โReally.โ
Well, shit. This day just got a lot better. The smile is ear to ear now as her blush deepens. Sheโs so fucking cute when sheโs embarrassed like this.
She looks down, fiddling with her fingers. โI, uh. I really wanted to get him back, and he hates you.โ Her gaze lifts to mine, tentative. โBecause youโre a better player than him.โ
โOh, I know.โ My heart beats in my chest like a hummingbird. I really, really like this turn of events.
โIf you donโt want to do itโโ
โIโll do it.โ I beam at her like Iโm in a goddamned toothpaste commercial. โIโll happily do it, Hartley.โ
Her eyes close and she shakes her head. โI knew you were going to be so smug about this. Okay, we need to set the terms.โ She wears her thinking face. โWeโll date for half a season. Until January first.โ Her gaze flicks over me, assessing. โOr earlier, if either of you gets traded.โ
A weight thunks in my gut. It doesnโt matter if Iโm the captain; if Ward doesnโt like what he sees, Iโm out.
โJanuary first. Deal.โ
โYou canโt mess around with other girls while weโre pretending to be together. Itโll ruin the illusion.โ
โOf course not.โ Thatโs not really an issue these days.
Her eyes narrow. โWhy are you agreeing to this so easily?โ
I picture us making out while a pissed-off McKinnon watches on, and blood rushes to my dick. My gaze drops to her full mouth. I bet her lips are soft. They look soft.
Alarm rises in her eyes. Shit. She asked a question, and saying that Iโm into her is going to send her running.
โOh.โ Hazelโs expression falls. โI see.โ Panic tightens in my gut.
โYou want to look good as captain,โ she says. โYes,โ I rush out, filled with relief. โExactly.โ
She hums, thinking. โThe fans went nuts last year when Jamie and Pippa started dating.โ
Clean up your act this year, Ward said in his office.
A hockey player with a nice hometown girl on his arm is the fastest way to clean up a reputation.
I wouldnโt exactly call Hartleyย nice, but sheโs well-liked by the players and organization. Ward wants a responsible guy, and Hartleyโs my ticket.
โIโll play your devoted boyfriend and do everything I can to piss McKinnon off,โ I tell her, โif you help me look like the captain the team
needs. Ward wants a guy with a squeaky-clean image. Youโre great at your job and everyone likes you.โ
Her lips part in surprise. โThanks.โ โItโs the truth.โ
I shrug, clearing my throat. We tease each other, but we donโt compliment each other like that. Iโm not sure why it slipped out.
โIโll need you to go to events and stuff with me. Thereโs a charity event in December and the League Classic game on New Yearโs Eve.โ
Itโs at a local ski resort that doesnโt count toward the season, but the teams wear the original hockey sweaters and we play at an outdoor rink. Itโs a nostalgia thing.
โIโll talk to Ward about us,โ I add, โbut I donโt think itโll be an issue.โ Pippa and Streicher dated last year when Pippa was working for the team.
โThanks.โ She plays with the ends of her hair, twiddling them between her fingers. โIโll go to the game on Friday. Connorโs playing, right?โ
I nod, and I can see the cogs turning in her head.
โIโll sit with Pippa, and weโll go out with the team after. Iโm sure heโll be there. Thatโs when we canโโ Our eyes meet, and she seems to lose her train of thought. โEveryone will see us together.โ
โAnd youโll wear my jersey.โ Pride weaves through me at the image. โUm. No.โ She makes a face. โI donโt wear guysโ jerseys.โ
She wore McKinnonโs jersey, but I donโt bring that up. โIf you want to get to McKinnon, you need to be all in. Youโll wear it.โ
She holds my gaze for a long moment before I get a tiny nod. โAnd I want to tell Pippa the plan. She wonโt believe it otherwise.โ
โYou donโt think I can be convincing?โ I think about how her waist felt under my hand, how fucking incredible her hair smelled. โWe should probably talk about boundaries, in case I go too far. Agree on a safe word and all that.โ
Determination and fury flash in her pretty eyes. โI really want to fuck with him.โ A beat. โYou canโt go too far.โ
Jesusย Christ, Hartleyโs hot when sheโs pissed off. Iโm half-hard. My eyes drop to her mouth. โNo safe word. Got it.โ
โMiller.โ
โWhat?โ Iโm still staring at her mouth. โThis is fake.โ
โI know.โ
โDonโt get feelings.โ
โI wonโt.โ I wonder if sheโd let me kiss her in front of McKinnon.
She dips her head to catch my gaze. โYou need to agree to that without staring at my mouth and drooling.โ
A laugh slips out of me, and I wink at her. โI wasnโt drooling.โ
She rolls her eyes, but sheโs smiling. She clears her throat. โSeriously.
Donโt get feelings, because I wonโt.โ
Dangerous. This is so fucking dangerous, playing this game with her. Sheโs going to get to know me and run screaming in the other direction. Thatโs the way it works with guys like my dad and me.
Still, Iโm sticking my hand out to shake hers, pulse whooshing in my ears.
โItโs just for show.โ I love how her eyes flare with something interesting as I step into her space. โYou donโt need to tell me twice.โ
My hand envelops hers, and my focus narrows to where we touch. Her hand is delicate and soft, fitting right into mine. Sheโs so pretty and mean and perfect, and this is going to fucking ruin me.
โOh, Hartley.โ I just give her my signature cocky smile. โThis is going to be so, so fun.โ