Iโm assuming youโre hungry, considering that you risked it all for a sticky bun.โ
Her jaw drops into a comical look of shock, eyes anywhere but the busy street before us. Before she can even say anything, Iโm wrapping an arm round her shoulders, rolling my eyes, and tugging her out of a rumbling cartโs path.
Barely seeming to notice the inconvenience, the shocked expression doesnโt budge from her face. โHow did you know I stoleโโ She cuts herself oI, looking around nervously as though an Imperial may pounce at the mention of such a heinous crime. Itโs only when sheโs deemed it safe that she whispers, โHow did you know I stole a sticky bun?โ
โThereโs still honey on your hand,โ I say dully. This has her tucking her arms behind her back, expression sheepish. โAnd after seeing the Imperial chasing you, well, Iโm brilliant enough to put two and two together.โ
This all sounds very nonchalant, though the truth is nothing of the sort. Iโd actually been watching her all morning and seen her pathetic attempt at theft. But I keep all of this to myself, of course, because I have a plan to carry out. A very stupid and slightly unhinged plan.
โBrilliant, huh?โ she asks with a dubious arch of her brow. โSelf-proclaimed.โ
She hums. โI see.โ
We walk in silence, surrounded only by the commotion of the street. Itโs a blissful eight seconds.
โDo you have a job?โ
I glance sidelong at her cheery expression. โSelf-employed.โ This time, she lasts all of six seconds before speaking again. โAny hobbies?โ
โSelf-serving.โ I meet her gaze before more sarcasm can slide oI my tongue. โPaired with the occasional self-loathing.โ
Frustration tugs her lips into a frown, one she quickly smothers with one of her profoundly perky observations. โWell, arenโt you quite the conversationalist!โ
I glance sidelong at her. โSelf-taught.โ
The deep breath she takes is audible even over the constant bustle belonging to Loot. I almost smile. Because Iโm a horrible person who doesnโt believe that anyone could possibly be so happy. And maybe she truly is, though itโs likely because she hasnโt yet gotten to know me.
I might just crack her, seeing that I may be her worst nightmare โ her opposite. And Iโd be doing her a favor, really. Widening her range of emotions. Get her to embrace any other feeling besides permanent, unbearable perkiness.
Glancing over, I watch as she tilts her head towards the sky, skin glowing in the warm rays stroking her face. The light purple shirt she wears is falling down her arm, revealing a delicate collarbone and dark shoulder. My eyes trail over the black curls bouncing in time to each of her steps. Wind-blown bangs bleed into hazel eyes, bright with a sort of serenity that doesnโt belong in the slums.
There is not a single cynical thought to deny the fact that she may be the most beautiful woman Iโve ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on. Sheโs intimidatingly peaceful โ a contradiction in itself. And I almost want to despise her for it. Because I fear there is a chance that I may begin to enjoy her.
โSoooo.โ She draws out the word, giving me enough time to stop staring at her before Iโm caught in the act. โWhere is it youโre taking me?โ
โSomewhere that will likely have you sneezing all over me.โ Blandly, I add, โSo Iโll be keeping my distance.โ
She shrugs. โSo long as youโre close enough to keep me company.โ
This, unfortunately, piques my interest. โI donโt remember that being a part of the deal.โ
She looks at me as though this is common knowledge. โThatโs because it is a part of the deal that is knowing me.โ
โDo you come with any other rules I should be made aware of?โ
The expression she wears is the embodiment of a shrug. โI donโt like carrots. So none of those, please.โ She taps a thin 1nger against her lips as though pondering something of far greater importance than our current topic. โOh, and
I get scared very easily when Iโm focused on my sewing, so donโt sneak up on me or anything. I may poke you with a needle, so consider yourself warned.โ
โNoted,โ I sigh. โAny other demands?โ
A mischievous grin pulls at her lips. โI expect a sticky bun every day. For my hard work, of course.โ
I run my eyes over the length of her lean frame. โWell, thatโs one way to get some meat on your bones.โ
Turning my attention back towards the crowded street, Iโm forced to dodge several carts along with the scrambling children weaving between them. Which, in turn, means Iโm also guiding an alarmingly oblivious Adena.
โWhat are you looking at?โ My tone is accusing. โBecause it certainly isnโt the street in front of you.โ
She smiles slightly at our surroundings. โWe clearly see the world quite diIerently.โ
โSee the world however youโd like, but at least watch your step while you do it.โ I pause long enough to take in my own words. Then Iโm glancing over at her with a surprised quirk of my brow. โThat was good advice. You should write that down.โ
She laughs, though Iโm certain it is at my expense. Nevertheless, I still get to enjoy the sound of it washing over me. โYes, very wise.โ
I nod in the direction of a merchant and his cart of colorful fabric. โHow much do you need for the uniform? Couple of yards?โ
Iโm heading for the display of dizzying colors when a hand clamps round my bicep. โWhat do you think youโre doing?โ she blurts, exasperated. โI need to get your measurements before any fabric can be bought.โ
โYou canโt be serious,โ I say dryly. โWhy donโt we get some now, and thenโโ โWe are doing this my way, Mak.โ Her sudden sternness is almost startling.
โOr not at all.โ
I raise a palm in mock surrender. โFine. Iโm shocked you could stop smiling long enough to tell me oI.โ
She smiles at that, further proving my point. After several more steps down the street, I nod towards the alley on our right. โThis way.โ
She follows me closely, like a too-short shadow attached to my heels. I lead her down the alley, stalling outside one of the many shop doors surrounded by crumbling brick. After 1shing a key from a pocket decorating my leathers, so begins the routine of forcing the toothed iron into the lock.
Itโs only after me ramming my shoulder against the wood that the door swings open on squealing, rusty hinges. I brace an arm against it, gesturing for her to step inside. After sheโs oIered me a quick smile, I watch her take in the entirety of my life with a single sweep of her eyes.
She paces around what can generously be described as a glori1ed shed. Itโs odd, watching someone take in the mess that is me.
She runs her 1ngers along the various tools and metal carelessly cast about the room. A thin layer of coal dust coats anything in the vicinity of the massive 1replace, staining half the room in grime.
My whole life takes place in this small amount of space. On one half of it all, I make a living as a blacksmith. But a messy bed lies on the other side, accompanied by several mismatching cabinets 1lled with whatever clothing and food I happen to have.
She seems to shy away from that intimate part of the room, though I watch her gaze linger on the crumpled covers of my bed. Her eyes stray back to the assortment of weapons lining the walls before poking at the large anvil beside the 1replace. โYouโre a blacksmith.โ
I cross my arms over my chest. โHow incredibly observant you are.โ Ignoring my comment, she asks, โWho do you sell these weapons to?โ
I shrug. โWhoever is smart enough to want one.โ Iโm met with a questioning look, urging me to elaborate. โEveryone in the slums should have a way to defend themselves. Itโs survival of the 1ttest.โ
Her eyes are locked on the several shelves of weapons. โI guess Iโve never seen Loot that way.โ She frowns solemnly. โItโs always felt like a home.โ
I swallow. โHomes tend to hurt you the most.โ
At that, sheโs quiet for a surprisingly long moment. That is, until sheโs not. โSo, you just hand someone whatever weapon they want?โ
I lean against a wall, watching her take in my handiwork. โWell, they typically ask me to teach them how to use whatever weapon they choose.โ
She turns to face me with a shocked smile. โAnd you help them?โ โDonโt act so surprised.โ
โSorry,โ she laughs defensively. โItโs just that, I thought you didnโt have any goodness in your heart to give?โ
โWell, not to you,โ I scoI. โIโm not wasting any of my goodness on someone who clearly already has an abundance.โ
She laughs again, and though that wasnโt my intention, Iโm not complaining about the outcome. โIโll take that as a compliment.โ
โOf course you will,โ I mutter before pushing oI the wall to stride towards her.
She tilts her head up to meet my gaze. โReady to get your measurements taken?โ
โDo I have a choice?โ
She beams. โNope!โ Her eyes scan the room in search of something before she 1nally asks, โDo you have a measuring tape?โ
After tearing through my cluttered cabinets, I happen to 1nd the rolled tape I stowed away. Adena makes quick work of unraveling it before Iโm being ushered into the center of the room.
When she clears her throat, I look down at her in question. โUm.โ Her eyes shift uncomfortably. โIโm going to need you to take your shirt oI.โ Before I can even open my mouth, sheโs rambling rapidly. โSee, I canโt get a true measurement with all the pockets on your clothes. I mean, you can keep your pants on because the ones Imperials wear are loose as it is, so itโs really just the shirt that needs to come oI. Unless, you donโt want to, of courseโโ
โThis is not worth a ten-minute explanation.โ I sigh while pulling the shirt from my body in one swift movement. It slides easily over my head, considering itโs mostly made of a spandex material with a protective leather panel down the front.
I throw the shirt to the Roor, watching her eyes follow the movement as she thoroughly avoids the sight of my bare chest. She squints down at the crumpled fabric before bending to run her 1ngers over it. โThe leather prevents most of the sparks from burning your skin?โ When I nod in agreement to her observation, she adds softly, โBut the rest remains breathable enough to wear beside the 1re.โ
โAnd the pockets are just convenient for miscellaneous tools,โ I add simply.
A small smile curves her lips. โReminds me of something I made for Pae.
Except, the pockets were for stolen goods.โ We are quiet for several slow heartbeats.
โAlright, stretch out your arms for me, please.โ
I reluctantly obey, standing before her with a bare chest and arms outstretched. Sheโs quick to run the measuring tape along the length of each limb, jotting the measurements down on a scrap of paper she scavenged. Her eyes dart over my body, never staying too long on any patch of skin in particular. But I donโt miss the bob of her throat, the brush of her 1ngers. Which are incredibly cold.
She smells of honey, of happiness incarnate. And itโs entirely too distracting.
She then reaches her arms behind my back, encircling the tape round my chest. โDonโt mind me,โ she mumbles awkwardly, her breath warm on my skin. After reading the measurement and proceeding to jot it down, she looks up with a comical look of concern. โWell, someone is not eating their sticky buns.โ
I give her a Rat look. โWell, someone has been eating โ or stealing โ them all before I can get one.โ
โI certainly hope youโre not accusing me.โ Her eyes are wide, her frown impressive. โTrust me, I would love to eat Loot out of their supply of sticky buns.โ She looks me up and down, coming to a profound conclusion. โNow it makes sense why youโre so grumpy.โ
โAh, yes.โ My voice is dull. โMy lack of ingested sticky buns. Youโve 1nally 1gured it out.โ
But her attention is back on the crumpled paper in her hand. โOkay, get me 1ve and a half yards of white fabric, just to be safe. Youโre much taller than my typical model โ which would be Pae.โ She shoves the parchment into my palm. โOh, and donโt get the cheap fabric that unravels. This needs to look real, so get polyester.โ
I blink as though that is question enough. โAnd why arenโt you coming with me?โ
โBecause,โ she says slowly, her tone suggesting this is obvious, โI have things to prepare. And a pre-sewing ritual, if you will.โ
I suddenly feel a pounding headache coming on. โOf course you do.โ I quickly pull on my shirt before walking towards the door. โDonโt break anything.โ
Her shout follows me out into the alley. โOnly if you get me a new needle!โ