Our days fall into a busy rhythm. Olive and Ellmo arrive at dawn, and we eat and prepare our medicines and supplies for the day. Then we head out in the wagon as early as we can, trying to beat the heat of the day. By the third day, Ellmo begs to stay behind, and to my absolute shock, Erik tells him he can remain at the house with himโso Olive and I head out on our own.
We go farther west today, and I can see more of the damaged bridge from here.
โI see why Rian is so desperate for steel,โ I say.
Olive nods. โThere used to be a lot of active trade between the islands, but itโs harder now, because everything needs to be transported by shipโand a lot of ships were damaged in the war. Oren has six or seven ships docked offshore in Silvesse, but he keeps them well manned, and of course he wonโt put them to the good of the people. Weโre rebuilding as quickly as we can, but it all takes time.โ
โCan we take a boat to the other islands?โ I say. โI donโt mind helping other people if they need it.โ
Olive hesitates. โFor that, you might want to talk to Rian. I donโt know how active Oren has been in these waters. You said you were attacked between Silvesse and Fairde?โ
My heart stutters.ย Of course.
โRight,โ I say. โI wasnโt thinking. I donโt know where it was.โ I fight to remember the name of where we were when Oren Craneโs ships attacked, but itโs been too long, and too many things were going on.
Olive sighs. โI still canโt quite believe Rian took his daughter. I know heโs made promises for steel, but . . .โ Her jaw tightens. โIโm surprised Oren doesnโt have his head on a stake already.โ
โItโs theย lastย thing we expected to find on that ship. Corrick thought he might have been smuggling weapons or something of the sort.โ
She laughs a little humorlessly. โNo, Rian will do whatever he needs to do, and then heโll convince you it was all for the good of mankind.โ
That sounds about right.
I study her, though. โYou think Oren Crane will attack Rian?โ I ask quietly.
She looks right back at me. โFor taking his daughter? I think Oren will tear him apart in whatever fashion causes the most pain.โ
A shiver rolls through me. Weโve been working together for days, but we havenโt talked about anything like . . . โlikeย this.
And Iโm struck by the fact that it reminds me of the way I used to talk to Weston Lark about King Harristan and Prince Corrick, before I knew who Wes really was. Iโm reminded of myย conversation with Erik, about how our minds can change as we gain new information. Everyone here seems to love Rian, and I know heโs working to rebuild Ostriary. His people told stories on the ship of how he risked himself to save them. Their loyalty was genuine.
Everyone seems to hate Oren, and maybe he really is vicious.
But Rian took his daughterโand now sheโs dead. Corrick and Lochlan and Kilbourne are dead, too.
Oren will tear him apart.
โDo you think Rian deserves it?โ I say, and my voice sounds hollow.
As soon as I say the words, I remember a conversation with Wes, not long before I learned the truth about him.
Do you think they deserve it?I said. I was talking about the prisoners sentenced to die.
I think that very few people truly deserve what they get, he said.ย For good or for bad.
You only deserve good things, I told himโbefore I knew he was the prince I hated.
Before I knew he was only doing those things because he had a kingdom to protect.
I swallow.
Olive straightens her back and cracks the reins. โI can never decide.โ
Then we crest another hill, and we face another line of people who need our help.
The sun is beginning to set again when the crowd finally begins to dwindle. My dress clings to me, and tendrils of hair have escapedย to stick to my face. After the first day, I cut the sleeves off my dresses, and my hours in the sun have brought up an even deeper tan to my skin than what I had on the ship, and Iโve discovered some blond streaks in my hair. In Kandala, Karri used to talk about how much she missed the warmth of Sunkeep, but Iโm missing the cooler temperatures of the Royal Sector and the Wilds. A sheen of sweat gleams on my arms. Iโm grateful when a middle-aged woman brings us both a bottle of some sugared tea. Iโve hardly had a chance to eat all day.
โWas it like this in Kandala?โ Olive asks me. โDid you see so many people?โ
โNo,โ I say, thinking of my days working for Mistress Solomon. But then I reconsider, remembering my secret rounds with Wes. โWell, yes, but it was different. Not all at once. I had to treat them in secret.โ
โSecret!โ she says in surprise.
I flush. โItโs hard to explain.โ
Hoofbeats pound in the distance, and we snap our heads up. So do many of the people who still remain. Thereโs an air of alarm, and I see hands grip tight to tools, a few mothers shooing their children back into houses. Even Olive takes a sharp breath and a quick look for Ellmo before remembering heโs safe at the house with Erik.
Yes, the scars of war are still here, hidden behind the healing and rebuilding efforts.
A dozen horses crest the hill, and Iโm shocked to discover that itโs Rian and his people. The remaining crowd settles.
My pounding heart does not.
I recognize Gwyn and Sablo, but the other men with Rian seem to be guards. Rianโs eyes find me at once, but he still has a hundredย feet of ground to cover, and his entrance has generated a lot of attention. As they draw closer, people donโt hesitate to approach him, offering greetings, patting his gleaming horse, smiling up at him. Someone laughs and hands him a giggling child, and Rian sets the little boy on the animalโs withers in front of him.
โThere now,โ I hear him say as they walk. โYou hold the reins. Be gentle.โ
The people of Kandala would never be like this with the king. The guards would never allow it anyway. I try to imagine King Harristan walking among the people, and I canโt even picture it.
But here, itโs obvious that they really do love Rianโand the worst part is that itโs obvious that he loves them back. Heโs just as genial in response, just as kind, listening to their stories and greetings and genuinely returning their affection.
I hate that he makes it so hard to . . . โto simplyย hateย him. I have to turn away and busy myself with putting away my things.
At my side, I realize Olive is doing the same thing.
We both look at each other in surprise.
โI canโt watch the fawning,โ she whispers, and for the first time, I think I hearย herย voice crack. โIt makes me remember Wyatt. Maybe that makes me weak.โ
I reach out and squeeze her hand. โI canโt watch it either. Maybe we canย bothย throw up on him today.โ
That startles a giggle out of her, and we share a more devious glance this time.
Eventually, the hoofbeats stop behind us, and a man clears his throat, and we have to turn around.
On horseback, Rian seems ten feet tall, especially backed by guards. They all block the sun and throw shadows over us both.ย He must have given the boy back to his parents because heโs alone on the horse now.
โOh, hello,โ I say. โI couldnโt see you past your admirers.โ
โHello, Miss Cade. Iโve been all over the island looking for you.โ He doesnโt smile. His eyes flick to Olive. โLivvy. Youโve finally decided to leave your house?โ
โI finally had a reason to,โ she says. Her voice is as cool as mineโand his.
โI was surprised to find my nephew with the guardsman from Kandala.โ
โOh, heโs your nephew now?โ she says. She presses a finger to her lips. โIโm not sure Ellmo even remembers who you are.โ
โThatโs not my fault,โ he says.
I realize this is going to dissolve into family drama, and he didnโt tell me why he was looking for me. โWhy have you been all over the island?โ I say.
That snaps his attention back. โBecause you werenโt at home.โ
โI told you what I was going to do with the supplies you gave me.โ
He hesitates, and a little frown line appears between his eyebrows. In that flicker of time, I realize he didnโt really expect me to help anyone at all.
Before he says anything, I fold my arms. โYou like to think youโre better than Corrick,โ I hiss, โbut deep down, youโre so much worse.โ
That hits him like a dagger, because thunderclouds roll through his eyes. โDo you really think so?โ
โCalculating? Cynical? Manipulative?โ I look at Olive. โHave I forgotten anything?โ
She snorts. โHypocritical?โ
His eyes narrow. โMaybe I shouldnโt have bothered coming to find you at all.โ He glances past us at the supplies weโve obviously been using, at the people who are still dispersing. Some of the tension slips out of his expression. โBut I am grateful for what youโre doing. I donโt mean to be cynical. You surprised me, thatโs all. I know how much you hate me.โ He hesitates, his eyes flicking to Olive. โBoth of you.โ
Olive sighs and turns back to what she was doing. โWhat I think about you doesnโt affect how I feel about the people of Ostriary.โ
โI know,โ he says, and he sounds genuine. โWhich is why Iโm grateful.โ
Those words hang in the air for a little while, until she finally turns and looks at him.
There is nothing friendly in her expression.
I want to reach out and squeeze her hand again, but it might be too much. I peer up at Rian. โYou still havenโt saidย whyย you were looking for me.โ
โIโve received an interesting series of letters from the harbor-master in Silvesse.โ He hesitates. โIt indicates that my uncle still believes his daughter is alive and Iโm holding her prisoner. Heโs planning a rescue. If we could trick him into thinking weโre holding her away from the palace, it could be an opportunity to trap him for good.โ
His uncle.
Oren Crane.
My heart pounds again. โWhy are you telling me this?โ I say. โWhat does it have to do with me?โ
He looks back at me steadily, and he pulls a folded piece of parchment from his saddlebag. His hand grips it tight.
But then he says nothing.
Olive takes a step closer to him. โIf you need her house, Rian, just say so.โ
I whip my head around. โWhat?โ
โItโs obvious thatโs why heโs here. Weโre on the outcropping, and itโs easily defensible. It keeps most of the island out of the line of cannon fire, too. If he stages this โprisonโ at your house, they could surround Orenโs ship in the cove and trap him without a problem.โ
Behind Rian, Sablo taps his chest, then nods. Gwyn says, โPlenty of trees for hiding, too.โ
Rian looks between all of them, then lets out a breath. He looks down at the parchment he was holding, then carefully folds it up and slips it back into his saddlebag.
โYes,โ he says slowly, letting out a breath. โI want your house.โ He looks at Olive, and his voice drips with sarcasm. โAnd Iโll need a decoy. Interested, Livvy?โ
โWhy donโt you get one of your sycophants.โ She raises her eyebrows at the people behind him. โAre you busy, Gwyn?โ
โIโll be busy taking care of Oren.โ
My heart trips and stumbles in my chest. โIโll do it,โ I say.
โTessa!โ says Olive.
Rian startles, too. โWhat? No.โ
โWhy not?โ I demand. โIโm the right age. I canโt fight, but I can sit and look like a prisoner.โ
โAbsolutely not.โ
Olive grabs my hand. Her eyes are piercing. โTessa. You donโt know what heโs like. What heโs done.โ
I look right back at her. โI do know what heโs done.โ I turn my head and look at Sablo, whoโs missing a tongue. My eyes flick to Gwyn, whose little Anya was tortured. โIโve heard a lot of stories about what heโs done.โ
โThis isnโt why I came,โ Rian snaps.
โWe donโt need a decoy for Oren,โ says Gwyn. โWe just need a location so we can lay a trap.โ
โYou donโt?โ I demand. โYou think he wonโt send a scout to make sure you really have a prisoner? You haveย oneย chance to get him, and youโre not going to lay the most perfect trap you can?โ
Rian is glaring at me, but that gets him. A muscle twitches in his jaw. โI donโt need you. I have my own people.โ
โWhy risk one of your own people?โ I demand. โIf I die, you lose nothing.โ
โAnd if I succeed?โ he says. โYou clearly want something.โ
โYes,โ I say. โI want passage back to Kandala. If Oren is out of the way, thereโs nothing stopping you.โ
He considers this for a minute. Then he nods. โDone. Iโll arrange it. Miss Cade, weโll see you in two days at dawn. Be ready.โ