The golden-haired High Fae and Lucien were lounging at the table when Alis returned me to the dining room. They no longer had plates before them, but still sipped from golden goblets. Real goldโnot paint or foil. Our mismatched cutlery flashed through my mind as I paused in the middle of the room. Such wealthโsuch staggering wealth, when we had nothing.
A half-wild beast, Nesta had called me. But compared to him, compared to this place, compared to the elegant, easy way they held their goblets, the way the golden-haired one had called meย humanย โฆ we were all half-wild beasts to the High Fae. Even if they were the ones who could don fur and claws.
Food still remained on the table, the array of spices lingering in the air, beckoning. I was starving, my head unnervingly light.
The golden-haired High Faeโs mask gleamed
with the last rays of the afternoon sunshine. โBefore you ask again: the food is safe for you to eat.โ He pointed to the chair at the other end of the table. No sign of his claws. When I didnโt move, he sighed sharply. โWhat do you want, then?โ
I said nothing.ย To eat, flee, save my family โฆ
Lucien drawled from his seat along the length of the table, โI told you so, Tamlin.โ He flicked a glance toward his friend. โYour skills with females have definitely become rusty in recent decades.โ
Tamlin. He glowered at Lucien, shifting in his seat. I tried not to stiffen at the other bit of information Lucien had given away.ย Decades.
Tamlin didnโt look much older than me, but his kind was immortal. He could be hundreds of years old. Thousands. My mouth dried up as I carefully studied their strange, masked facesโunearthly, primal, and imperious. Like immovable gods or feral courtiers.
โWell,โ Lucien said, his remaining russet eye fixed on me, โyou donโt look half as bad now. A relief, I suppose, since youโre to live with us.
Though the tunic isnโt as pretty as a dress.โ
Wolves ready to pounceโthatโs what they were, just like their friend. I was all too aware of my diction, of the very breath I took as I said, โIโd prefer not to wear that dress.โ
โAnd why not?โ Lucien crooned.
It was Tamlin who answered for me. โBecause killing us is easier in pants.โ
I kept my face blank, willed my heart to calm as I said, โNow that Iโm here, what โฆ what do you plan to do with me?โ
Lucien snorted, but Tamlin said with a snarl of annoyance, โJust sit down.โ
An empty seat had been pulled out at the end of the table. So many foods, piping hot and wafting those enticing spices. The servants had probably brought out new food while Iโd washed. So much wasted. I clenched my hands into fists.
โWeโre not going to bite.โ Lucienโs white teeth gleamed in a way that suggested otherwise. I avoided his gaze, avoided that strange, animated metal eye that focused on me as I inched to my seat and sat down.
Tamlin rose, stalking around the tableโcloser and closer, each movement smooth and lethal, a predator blooded with power. It was an effort to keep stillโespecially as he picked up a dish, brought it over to me, and piled some meat and sauce on my plate.
I said quietly, โI can serve myself.โ Anything,
anythingย to keep him well away from me.
Tamlin paused, so close that one swipe of those claws lurking under his skin could rip my throat out. That was why the leather baldric bore no weapons: why use them when you were a weapon yourself? โItโs an honor for a human to be served by a High Fae,โ he said roughly.
I swallowed hard. He continued piling various foods on my plate, stopping only when it was heaping with meat and sauce and bread, and then filled my glass with pale sparkling wine. I loosed a breath as he prowled back to his seat, though he could probably hear it.
I wanted nothing more than to bury my face in the plate and then eat my way down the table, but I pinned my hands beneath my thighs and stared at
the two faeries.
They watched me, too closely to be casual. Tamlin straightened a bit and said, โYou look โฆ better than before.โ
Was that a compliment? I could have sworn Lucien gave Tamlin an encouraging nod.
โAnd your hair is โฆ clean.โ
Perhaps it was my raging hunger making me hallucinate the piss-poor attempt at flattery. Still, I leaned back and kept my words calm and quiet, the way I might speak to any other predator. โYouโre High Faeโfaerie nobility?โ
Lucien coughed and looked to Tamlin. โYou can take that question.โ
โYes,โ Tamlin said, frowningโas if searching for anything to say to me. He settled on merely: โWe are.โ
Fine. A manโfaerieโof few words. I had killed his friend, was an unwanted guest. I wouldnโt want to talk to me, either.
โWhat do you plan to do with me now that Iโm here?โ
Tamlinโs eyes didnโt leave my face. โNothing.
Do whatever you want.โ
โSo Iโm not to be your slave?โ I dared ask.
Lucien choked on his wine. But Tamlin didnโt smile. โI donโt keep slaves.โ
I ignored the release of tightness in my chest at that. โBut what am I to do with myย lifeย here?โ I pressed. โDo youโdo you wish me to earn my keep? To work?โ A stupid question, if he hadnโt considered it, but โฆ but I had to know.
Tamlin stiffened. โWhat you do with your life isnโt my problem.โ
Lucien pointedly cleared his throat, and Tamlin flashed him a glare. After an exchanged look I couldnโt read, Tamlin sighed and said, โDonโt you have any โฆ interests?โ
โNo.โ Not entirely true, but I wasnโt about to explain the painting to him. Not when he was apparently having a great deal of trouble just talking to me civilly.
Lucien muttered, โSo typically human.โ
Tamlinโs mouth quirked to the side. โDo whatever you want with your time. Just stay out of
trouble.โ
โSo you truly mean for me to stay here forever.โ What I meant was:ย So Iโm to stay in this luxury while my family starves to death?
โI didnโt make the rules,โ Tamlin said tersely. โMy family isย starving,โ I said. I didnโt mind
beggingโnot for this. Iโd given my word, and held to that word for so long that I was nothing and no one without it. โPlease let me go. There must beโ must be some other loophole out of the Treatyโs rulesโsome other way to atone.โ
โAtone?โ Lucien said. โHave you even apologized yet?โ
Apparently, all attempts to flatter me were dead and gone. So I looked Lucien right in his remaining russet eye and said, โIโm sorry.โ
Lucien leaned back in his chair. โHow did you kill him? Was it a bloody fight, or just cold-blooded murder?โ
My spine stiffened. โI shot him with an ash arrow. And then an ordinary arrow through the eye. He didnโt put up a fight. After the first shot, he just stared at me.โ
โYet you killed him anywayโthough he made no move to attack you. And then youย skinnedย him,โ Lucien hissed.
โEnough, Lucien,โ Tamlin said to his courtier with a snarl. โI donโt want to hear details.โ He turned to me, ancient and brutal and unyielding.
I spoke before he could say anything. โMy family wonโt last a month without me.โ Lucien chuckled, and I gritted my teeth. โDo you know what itโs like to be hungry?โ I demanded, anger rising to devour any common sense. โDo you know what itโs like to not know when your next meal will be?โ
Tamlinโs jaw tightened. โYour family is alive and well-cared for. You think so low of faeries that you believe Iโd take their only source of income and nourishment and not replace it?โ
I straightened. โYou swear it?โ Even if faeries couldnโt lie, I had to hear it.
A low, incredulous laugh. โOn everything that I am and possess.โ
โWhy not tell me that when we left the cottage?โ
โWould you have believed me? Do you even believe me now?โ Tamlinโs claws embedded in the arms of his chair.
โWhy should I trust a word you say? Youโre all masters of spinning your truths to your own advantage.โ
โSome would say itโs unwise to insult a Fae in his home,โ Tamlin ground out. โSome would say you should be grateful for me finding you before another one of my kind came to claim the debt, for sparing your life and then offering you the chance to live in comfort.โ
I shot to my feet, wisdom be damned, and was about to kick back my chair when invisible hands clapped on my arms and shoved me back into the seat.
โ D oย notย do whatever it was you were contemplating,โ Tamlin said.
I went still as the tang of magic seared my nose. I tried to twist in the chair, testing the invisible bonds. But my arms were secured, and my back was pressed into the wood so hard that it ached. I glanced at the knife beside my plate. I should have
gone for it firstโfutile effort or no.
โIโm going to warn you once,โ Tamlin said too softly. โOnly once, and then itโs on you, human. I donโt care if you go live somewhere else in Prythian. But if you cross the wall, if you flee, your family will no longer be cared for.โ
His words were like a stone to the head. If I escaped, if I evenย triedย to run, I might very well doom my family. And even if I dared risk it โฆ even if I succeeded in reaching them, where would I take them? I couldnโt stow my sisters away on a shipโand once we arrived somewhere else, somewhere safe, weโd have nowhere to live. But for him to hold my familyโs well-being against me, to throw away their survival if I stepped out of line
โฆ
I opened my mouth, but his snarl rattled the glasses. โIs that not a fair bargain? And if you flee, then you might not be so lucky with whoever comes to retrieve you next.โ His claws slipped back under his knuckles. โThe food is not enchanted, or drugged, and it will be your own damn fault if you faint. So youโre going to sit at this
table andย eat, Feyre. Andย Lucienย will do his best to be polite.โ He threw a pointed look in his direction. Lucien shrugged.
The invisible bonds loosened, and I winced as I whacked my hands on the underside of the table. The bonds on my legs and middle remained intact. One glance at Tamlinโs smoldering green eyes told me what I wanted to know: his guest or not, I wasnโt going to get up from this table until Iโd eaten something. Iโd think about the sudden change in my plans to escape later. Now โฆ for now I eyed the silver fork and carefully picked it up.
They still watched meโwatched my every move, the flare of my nostrils as I sniffed the food on my plate. No metallic stench of magic. And faeries couldnโt lie. So he had to be right about the food, then. Stabbing a piece of chicken, I took a bite.
It was an effort to keep from grunting. I hadnโt had food this good in years. Even the meals weโd had before our downfall were little more than ashes compared to this. I ate my entire plate in silence, too aware of the High Fae observing every
bite, but as I reached for a second helping of chocolate torte, the food vanished. Justโvanished, as if it had never existed, not a crumb left behind.
Swallowing hard, I set my fork down so they wouldnโt see my hand start to shake.
โOne more bite and youโll hurl your guts up,โ Tamlin said, drinking deeply from his goblet.
The bonds holding me loosened. Silent permission to leave.
โThank you for the meal,โ I said. It was all I could think of.
โWonโt you stay for wine?โ Lucien said with sweet venom from where he lounged in his seat.
I braced my hands on my chair to rise. โIโm tired. Iโd like to sleep.โ
โItโs been a few decades since I last saw one of you,โ Lucien drawled, โbut you humans never change, so I donโt think Iโm wrong in askingย whyย you find our company to be so unpleasant, when surely the men back home arenโt much to look at.โ
At the other end of the table, Tamlin gave his emissary a long, warning look. Lucien ignored it.
โYouโre High Fae,โ I said tightly. โIโd ask why youโd even bother inviting me here at allโor dining with me.โ FoolโI really should have been killed ten times over already.
Lucien said, โTrue. But indulge me: youโre a human woman, and yet youโd rather eat hot coals than sit here longer than necessary. Ignoring thisโโhe waved a hand at the metal eye and brutal scar on his faceโโsurely weโre not so miserable to look at.โ Typical faerie vanity and arrogance. That, at least, the legends had been right about. I tucked the knowledge away. โUnless you have someone back home. Unless thereโs a line of suitors out the door of your hovel that makes us seem like worms in comparison.โ
There was enough dismissal there that I took a little bit of satisfaction in saying, โI was close with a man back in my village.โย Before that Treaty ripped me awayโbefore it became clear thatย youย are allowed to do as you please to us, but we can hardly strike back against you.
Tamlin and Lucien exchanged glances, but it was Tamlin who said, โAre you in love with this
man?โ
โNo,โ I said as casually as I could. It wasnโt a lieโbut even if Iโd felt anything like that for Isaac, my answer would have been the same. It was bad enough that High Fae now knew my family existed. I didnโt need to add Isaac to that list.
Again, that shared look between the two males. โAnd do you โฆ love anyone else?โ Tamlin said through clenched teeth.
A laugh burst out of me, tinged with hysteria. โNo.โ I looked between them. Nonsense. These lethal, immortal beings really had nothing better to do than this? โIs this really what you care to know about me? If I find you more handsome than human men, and if I have a man back home? Why bother to ask at all, when Iโll be stuck here for the rest of my life?โ A hot line of anger sliced through my senses.
โWe wanted to learn more about you, since youโll be here for a good while,โ Tamlin said, his lips a thin line. โBut Lucienโs pride tends to get in the way of his manners.โ He sighed, as if ready to be done with me, and said, โGo rest. Weโre both
busy most days, so if you need anything, ask the staff. Theyโll help you.โ
โWhy?โ I asked. โWhy be so generous?โ Lucien gave me a look that suggested he had no idea, either, given that Iโd murdered their companion, but Tamlin stared at me for a long moment.
โI kill too often as it is,โ Tamlin said finally, shrugging his broad shoulders. โAnd youโre insignificant enough to not ruffle this estate. Unless you decide to start killing us.โ
A faint warmth bloomed in my cheeks, my neck. Insignificantโyes, I was insignificant to their lives, their power. As insignificant as the fading, chipped designs Iโd painted around the cottage. โWell โฆ,โ I said, not quite feeling grateful at all, โthank you.โ
He gave a distant nod and motioned for me to leave. Dismissed. Like the lowly human I was. Lucien propped his chin on a fist and gave me a lazy half smile.
Enough. I got to my feet and backed toward the door. Putting my back to them would have been like walking away from a wolf, sparing my life or
no. They said nothing when I slipped out the door.
A moment later, Lucienโs barking laugh echoed into the halls, followed by a sharp, vicious growl that shut him up.
I slept fitfully that night, and the lock on my bedroom door felt more like a joke than anything.
I was wide awake before dawn, but I remained staring at the filigreed ceiling, watching the growing light creep between the drapes, savoring the softness of the down mattress. I was usually out of the cottage by first lightโthough my sisters hissed at me every morning for waking them so early. If I were home, Iโd already be entering the woods, not wasting a moment of precious sunlight, listening to the drowsy chatter of the few winter birds. Instead, this bedroom and the house beyond were silent, the enormous bed foreign and empty. A small part of me missed the warmth of my sistersโ bodies overlapping with mine.
Nesta must be stretching her legs and smiling at
the extra room. She was probably content imagining me in the belly of a faerieโprobably using the news as a chance to be fussed over by the villagers. Maybe my fate would prompt them to give my family some handouts. Or maybe Tamlin had given them enough moneyโor food, or whatever he thought โtaking careโ of them consisted ofโto last through the winter. Or maybe the villagers would turn on my family, not wanting to be associated with people tied with Prythian, and run them out of town.
I buried my face in the pillow, pulling the blankets higher. If Tamlin had indeed provided for them, if those benefits would cease the moment I crossed the wall, then theyโd likely resent my return more than celebrate it.
Your hair is โฆ clean.
A pathetic compliment. I supposed that if heโd invited me to live here, to spare my life, he couldnโt be completely โฆ wicked. Perhaps heโd just been trying to smooth over our very, very rough beginning. Maybe there would be some way to persuade him to find some loophole, to get
whatever magic that bound the Treaty to spare me. And if not some way, then someoneย โฆ
I was drifting from one thought to another, trying to sort through the jumble, when the lock on the door clicked, andโ
There was a screech and a thud, and I bolted upright to find Alis in a heap on the floor. The length of rope Iโd made from the curtain trimmings now hung loosely from where Iโd rigged it to snap into anyoneโs face. It had been the best I could do with what I had.
โIโm sorry, Iโm sorry,โ I blurted, leaping from the bed, but Alis was already up, hissing at me as she brushed off her apron. She frowned at the rope dangling from the light fixture.
โWhat in the bottomless depths of the Cauldron isโโ
โI didnโt think anyone would be in here so early, and I meant to take it down, andโโ
Alis looked me over from head to toe. โYou think a bit of rope snapping in my face will keep me from breaking your bones?โ My blood went cold. โYou think that will do anything against one
of us?โ
I might have kept apologizing were it not for the sneer she gave me. I crossed my arms. โIt was a warning bell to give me time to run. Not a trap.โ
She seemed poised to spit on me, but then her sharp brown eyes narrowed. โYou canโt outrun us, either, girl.โ
โI know,โ I said, my heart calming at last. โBut at least I wouldnโt face my death unaware.โ
Alis barked out a laugh. โMy master gave his word that you could live hereโlive, not die. We will obey.โ She studied the hanging bit of rope. โBut did you have to wreck those lovely curtains?โ I didnโt want toโtried not to, but a hint of a smile tugged on my lips. Alis strode over to the remnants of the curtains and threw them open, revealing a sky that was still a deep periwinkle, splashed with hues of pumpkin and magenta from
the rising dawn. โI am sorry,โ I said again.
Alis clicked her tongue. โAt least youโre willing to put up a fight, girl. Iโll give you that.โ
I opened my mouth to speak, but another female servant with a bird mask entered, a breakfast tray
in hand. She bid me a curt good morning, set the tray on a small table by the window, and disappeared into the attached bathing chamber. The sound of running water filled the room.
I sat at the table and studied the porridge and eggs and baconโbacon. Again, such similar food to what we ate across the wall. I donโt know why Iโd expected otherwise. Alis poured me a cup of what looked and smelled like tea: full-bodied, aromatic tea, no doubt imported at great expense. Prythian and my adjoining homeland werenโt exactly easy to reach. โWhat is this place?โ I asked her quietly. โWhereย is this place?โ
โItโs safe, and thatโs all you need to know,โ Alis said, setting down the teapot. โAt least the house is. If you go poking about the grounds, keep your wits about you.โ
Fineโif she wouldnโt answerย thatย โฆ I tried again. โWhat sort ofโfaeries should I look out for?โ
โAll of them,โ Alis said. โMy masterโs protection only goes so far. Theyโll want to hunt and kill you just for being a humanโregardless of
what you did to Andras.โ
Another useless answer. I dug into my breakfast, savoring each rich sip of tea, and she slipped into the bathing chamber. When I was done eating and bathing, I refused Alisโs offer and dressed myself in another exquisite tunicโthis one of purple so deep it could have been black. I wished I knew the name for the color, but cataloged it anyway. I pulled on the brown boots Iโd worn the night before, and as I sat before a marble vanity letting Alis braid my wet hair, I cringed at my reflection.
It wasnโt pleasingโthough not for its actual appearance. While my nose was relatively straight, it was the other feature Iโd inherited from my mother. I could still remember how her nose would crinkle with feigned amusement when one of her fabulously wealthy friends made some unfunny joke.
At least I had my fatherโs soft mouth, though it made a mockery of my too-sharp cheekbones and hollow cheeks. I couldnโt bring myself to look at my slightly uptilted eyes. I knew Iโd see Nesta or my mother looking back at me. Iโd sometimes
wondered if that was why my sister had insulted me about my looks. I was a far cry from ugly, but
โฆ I bore too much of the people weโd hated and loved for Nesta to stand it. For me to stand it, too.
Though I supposed that for Tamlinโfor High Fae used to ethereal, flawless beautyโitย hadย been a struggle to find a compliment. Faerie bastard.
Alis finished my plait, and I jumped from the bench before she could weave in little flowers from the basket sheโd brought. I would have lived up to my namesake were it not for the effects of poverty, but Iโd never particularly cared. Beauty didnโt mean anything in the forest.
When I asked Alis what I was to do nowโwhat I was to do with the entirety of my mortal lifeโ she shrugged and suggested a walk in the gardens. I almost laughed, but I kept my tongue still. Iโd be foolish to push aside potential allies. I doubted she had Tamlinโs ear, and I couldnโt press her about it yet, but โฆ At least a walk provided a chance to glean some sense of my surroundingsโand whether there was anyone else who might plead my case to Tamlin.
The halls were silent and emptyโstrange for such a large estate. Theyโd mentioned others the night before, but I saw and heard no sign of them. A balmy breeze scented with โฆ hyacinth, I realizedโif only from Elainโs small gardenโ floated down the halls, carrying with it the pleasant chirping of a bunting, a bird I wouldnโt hear back home for monthsโif I ever heard them at all.
I was almost to the grand staircase when I noticed the paintings.
I hadnโt let myself reallyย lookย yesterday, but now, in the empty hall with no one to see me โฆ a flash of color amid a shadowy, gloomy background made me stop, a riot of color and texture that compelled me to face the gilded frame.
Iโd neverโneverโseen anything like it.
Itโs just a still lifeย , a part of me said. And it was: a green glass vase with an assortment of flowers drooping over its narrow top, blossoms and leaves of every shape and size and colorโ roses, tulips, morning glory, goldenrod, maidenโs lace, peonies โฆ
The skill it must have taken to make them look
so lifelike, to make themย moreย than lifelike โฆ Just a vase of flowers against a dark backgroundโbut more than that; the flowers seemed to be vibrant with their own light, as if in defiance of the shadows gathered around them. The mastery needed to make the glass vase hold that light, to bend the light with the water within, as if the vase did indeed have weight to it atop its stone pedestal
โฆ Remarkable.
I could have stared at it for hoursโand the countless paintings along this hall alone could have occupied my entire dayโbut โฆ garden. Plans.
Still, as I moved on, I couldnโt deny that this place was far more โฆ civilized than Iโd thought. Peaceful, even, if I was willing to admit it.
And if the High Fae were indeed gentler than human legend and rumor had led me to believe, then maybe convincing Alis of my misery might not be too hard. If I could win over Alis, convince her that the Treaty had been wrong to demand such payment from me, she might indeed see if there was anything to get me out of this debt andโ
โYou,โ someone said, and I jumped back a step.
In the light of the open glass doors to the garden, a towering male figure stood silhouetted before me.
Tamlin. He wore those warriorโs clothes, cut close to show off his toned body, and three simple knives were now sheathed along his baldricโeach long enough to look like it could gut me as easily as his beastโs claws. His blond hair had been tied back from his face, revealing those pointed ears and that strange, beautiful mask. โWhere are you going?โ he said, gruffly enough that it almost sounded like a demand.ย YouโI wondered if he even remembered my name.
It took a moment to will enough strength into my legs to rise from my half crouch. โGood morning,โ I said flatly. At least it was a better greeting thanย You. โYou said my time was to be spent however I wanted. I didnโt realize I was under house arrest.โ
His jaw tightened. โOf course youโre not under house arrest.โ Even as he bit out the words, I couldnโt ignore the sheer male beauty of that strong jaw, the richness of his golden-tan skin. He was probably handsomeโif he ever took off that mask.
When he realized that I wasnโt going to respond,
he bared his teeth in what I supposed was an attempt at a smile and said, โDo you want a tour?โ
โNo, thank you,โ I managed to get out, conscious of every awkward motion of my body as I edged around him.
He stepped into my pathโclose enough that he conceded a step back. โIโve been sitting inside all morning. I need some fresh air.โย And youโre insignificant enough that you wouldnโt be a bother.
โIโm fine,โ I said, casually dodging him. โYouโve โฆ been generous enough.โ I tried to sound like I meant it.
A half smile, not so pleasant, no doubt unused to being denied. โDo you have some sort of problem with me?โ
โNo,โ I said quietly, and walked through the doors.
He let out a low snarl. โIโm not going to kill you, Feyre. I donโt break my promises.โ
I almost stumbled down the garden steps as I glanced over my shoulder. He stood atop the stairs, as solid and ancient as the pale stones of the
manor. โKillโbut not harm? Is that another loophole? One that Lucien might use against meโ or anyone else here?โ
โTheyโre under orders not to even touch you.โ โYet Iโm still trapped in your realm, for
breaking a rule I didnโt know existed. Why was your friend even in the woods that day? I thought the Treaty banned your kind from entering our lands.โ
He just stared at me. Perhaps Iโd gone too far, questioned him too much. Perhaps he could tell why Iโd really asked.
โThat Treaty,โ he said quietly, โdoesnโt banย usย from doing anything, except for enslaving you. The wall is an inconvenience. If we cared to, we could shatter it and march through to kill you all.โ
I might be forced to live in Prythian forever, but my family โฆ I dared ask, โAnd do you care to destroy the wall?โ
He looked me up and down, as if deciding whether I was worth the effort of explaining. โI have no interest in the mortal lands, though I canโt speak for my kind.โ
But he still hadnโt answered my question. โThen what was your friend doing there?โ
Tamlin stilled. Such unearthly, primal grace, even to his breathing. โThere is โฆ a sickness in these lands. Across Prythian. There has been for almost fifty years now. It is why this house and these lands are so empty: most have left. The blight spreads slowly, but it has made magic act โฆ strangely. My own powers are diminished due to it. These masksโโhe tapped on hisโโare the result of a surge of it that occurred during a masquerade forty-nine years ago. Even now, we canโt remove them.โ
Stuck in masksโfor nearly fifty years. I would have gone mad, would have peeled my skin off my face. โYou didnโt have a mask as a beastโand neither did your friend.โ
โThe blight is cruel like that.โ
Either live as a beast, or live with the mask. โWhatโwhat sort of sickness is it?โ
โItโs not a diseaseโnot a plague or illness. Itโs focused solely on magic, on those dwelling in Prythian. Andras was across the wall that day
because I sent him to search for a cure.โ
โCan it hurt humans?โ My stomach twisted. โWill it spread over the wall?โ
โYes,โ he said. โThere is โฆ a chance of it affecting mortals, and your territory. More than that, I donโt know. Itโs slow-moving, and your kind is safe for now. We havenโt had any progression in decadesโmagic seems to have stabilized, even though itโs been weakened.โ That heโd even admitted so much spoke volumes about how he imagined my future: I was never going home, never going to encounter another human to whom I might spill this secret vulnerability.
โA mercenary told me she believed faeries might be thinking of attacking. Is it related?โ
A hint of a smile, perhaps a bit surprised. โI donโt know. Do you talk to mercenaries often?โ
โI talk to whoever bothers to tell me anything useful.โ
He straightened, and it was only his promise not to kill me that kept me from cringing. Then he rolled his shoulders, as if shaking off his annoyance. โWas the trip wire you rigged in your
room for me?โ
I sucked on my teeth. โCan you blame me if it was?โ
โI might take an animal form, but I am civilized, Feyre.โ
So he did remember my name, at least. But I looked pointedly at his hands, at the razor-sharp tips of those long, curved claws poking through his tanned skin.
Noticing my stare, he tucked his hands behind his back. He said sharply, โIโll see you at dinner.โ
It wasnโt a request, but I still gave him a nod as I strode off between the hedges, not caring where I was goingโonly that he stayed far behind.
A sickness in their lands, affecting their magic, draining it from them โฆ A magical blight that might one day spread to the human world. After so many centuries without magic, weโd be defenseless against itโagainst whatever it could do to humans.
I wondered if any of the High Fae would bother warning my kind.
It didnโt take me long to know the answer.