Noise is everywhere at once, the crew shouting, people screaming, cannons booming. I watched Marchon get driven through the deck, torn apart by splintering wood, and the scent of blood and smoke in the air churns my stomach. Itโs the most horrific thing Iโve ever seen, and thatโs saying something.
โRian!โ I shout. โRian, cut us loose!โ He doesnโt answer. No one answers. โTessa!โ I call.
Nothing. So many people are shouting conflicting orders that I canโt hear my own thoughts. All the while, Bella is laughing hysterically. The ship dips and sways, water splashing over the edge.
I swear I see one of the crewmen go over the railing. Maybe these bindings arenโt bad after all.
But then I see Lochlan come up from below, crawling along the deck. The ship is rocking so forcefully that he canโt stay on his feet. Another cannonball comes screaming through the air, and men cry outโbut this one smashes through the railing to land in the water below.
Lochlan keeps crawling across the deck. His jaw is tight, his face a mask of determination. His eyes look up and
meet mine.
And then I realize he has a dagger in one hand.
My chest clenches tight. Iโm lashed to the mast. A sitting duck.
I hold my breath. The ship pitches wildly in the current, but he stays low to the deck and keeps crawling.
โRocco,โ I say. โThank you for your service.โ
He looks over sharply, then follows my gaze to look at Lochlan, whoโs gained ground.
Another cannonball flies overhead, and for an instant, the shouting crew goes silent. Then it soars between the masts, narrowly missing the sails.
โTessa,โ I shout, but thereโs no answer again. I have no idea whether she can hear me. I yell anyway. โI love you.โ
Lochlan has reached me, and he grabs hold of my shirt, dragging himself to his knees. The wind whips his hair around his face, and light glints on that dagger.
The entire ship is probably going to sink, but my life is going to end right here. I can see the hatred in his eyes.
But then he says, โOh, stop being so dramatic,โ just before he jerks me forward and cuts my bindings.
Together, Lochlan and I begin to cut the others free, with the exception of Bella. Sheโs just too much of a wild card, and I know sheโd rather see the ship sink. But thereโs something more dangerous about beingย untiedย with the ship this violent. I canโt keep my feet, so I have to crawl like Lochlan did. When I get to Tessa, my heart nearly stops when I see blood on her templeโbut sheโs breathing and dazed. Alive.
She grips tightly to my neck the instant her hands are free, and it reminds me of another night when I freed her of
bindings and she grabbed me so desperately. Then, she wanted me to make everything all right. I couldnโt.
I canโt now either.
โTheyโre attacking,โ she says. โWeโre going to sink.โ
โIโm hoping Rian is a better sailor than he is a king,โ I say, just as another cannonball tears through one of the sails and screams erupt from somewhere. Another blast sounds, and the ship shudders, and for an instant, I think sheโs right: weโre about to be ripped apart.
But then I see a brief explosion on the closer brigantine.
Theย Dawn Chaserย has returned fire.
โCome on,โ I say to Tessa. โWeโre too exposed. Rocco!โ
I struggle across the deck to get her into Rianโs stateroom, where maps and markers are scattered across the floor from the battle.
I unwind Tessaโs arms from around my neck. โStay here,โ I say to her, just as Rocco makes it to the doorway. Heโs so pale, one hand clutching at his waist. โHelp Rocco.โ She opens her mouth to protest, and I add, โThis time,
wait.โ
Then I slam the door and try to determine where I can do more to help.
That ship keeps firing. So does this one. Many of the crew have gone below, but there are two men moving sails. I donโt see Gwyn or Sabloย anywhere. Thereโs a part of me thatโs hoping Rian was the one who went overboard, but I see him at the stern, gripping tight to the wheel.
โTell me what to do!โ I shout at him from the steps.
I expect him to tell me to jump overboard, but he doesnโt. Maybe he doesnโt care who helps as long as his ship is at risk. โTake hold,โ he says. โKeep it straight. I need to help them.โ
I take hold.
Itโs like grabbing on to a bucking horse.
Rian grabs the wheel again before it can spin too much. โYou have to keep it straight!โ he snaps. โIf you canโt do it, get off the helm.โ
โIโve got it,โ I say, breathless, digging in my feet.
He points directly ahead. โNothing else matters if you can keep it straight. The current will fight you. This is where other Kandalan ships have wrecked. This is whereย theyโllย wreck, if weโre lucky.โ
โWho? The brigantines?โ
But heโs gone, moving down to the main deck. Rian seems to have no trouble staying on his feet, and it seems almost preternatural when the ship tilts and sways. By some miracle, we havenโt started to sinkโand itโs been a while since a cannon has fired.
Below me, Rian is shouting orders to the few men on deck, but I donโt know what heโs saying. They immediately move to opposite masts, unhooking chains and untying rigging. The ocean surges over and over again, water flowing over the sides. I grip tight to the wheel, not sure if Iโm doing any good at all, but I do my best to dig my feet into the wet deck.
I take a chance and look up past the churning ocean to see the brigantines, and theyโre farther away than I expected, but theyโre rocking in the tumultuous sea just like we are. Somehow weโre gaining ground.
And then, while I watch, one of the ships seems to shudder. All at once, it begins to break apart.
Then the other.
Within minutes, both ships are in pieces in the ocean, and weโre sailing farther away.
I stare in shock.
But weโre still rocking hard, water everywhere, the wind so fierce itโs a never-ending scream in my ears. I feel a jolt in the wheel, and it almost steals my grip. The world seems
to turn upside down, and theย Dawn Chaserย shudders just like those brigantines.
Somewhere over the wind, Rian shouts, โHold that wheel!โ
So I do. Water comes from all directions, and my hands are slick, my feet skidding on the deck. My teeth clench so hard that I taste blood.
Just when Iโm worried Iโm never going to be strong enough to keep a grip, Rian appears. His hair is soaked from the constant surge of seawater, the wind making it difficult for even him to walk.
โI usually have Sablo,โ he shouts. โWeโll have to do it together.โ
I shift a bit sideways, to give him room. He reaches to grab hold just as a swell strikes the boat, tipping us dangerously sideways. The wind grabs him, and I see the panic in his eyes as his feet leave the deck. Heโs going to go over.
I reach out and snatch the edge of his jacket. For a terrifying moment, I donโt think itโll be enough, that heโll rip free of my fingers and that will be the end of him.
But the ship rights itself and he slams into me.
โI told you to hold the wheel!โ he snaps, right in my ear. โYouโre so very welcome,โ I snap back.
But then the wheel tries to wrench free of my grip, and we both grab hold, side by side, riding out the stormy sea together.