โIย nej lay on her belly, arms extended in front of her, wriggling like a worm through the dark. Despite the fact that sheโd been as good as starving herself, the vent was still a tight fit. She couldnโt see where she was going; she just kept moving forward, pulling herself along by her fingertips.โ
Sheโd woken sometime after the fight on Vellgeluk, with no sense of how long sheโd been unconscious and no idea where she was. She remembered plummeting from a great height as one of Van Eckโs Squallers dropped her, only to be snatched up by anotherโarms like steel bands around her, the air buffeting her face, gray sky all around, and then pain exploding over her skull. The next thing she knew she was awake, head pounding, in the dark. Her hands and ankles were bound, and she could feel a blindfold tight across her face. For a moment, she was fourteen, being tossed into the hold of a slaver ship, frightened and alone. She forced herself to breathe. Wherever she was, she felt no shipโs sway, heard no creak of sails. The ground was solid beneath her.
Where would Van Eck have brought her? She could be in a warehouse, someoneโs home. She might not even be in Kerch anymore. It didnโt matter. She was Inej Ghafa, and she would not quiver like a rabbit in a snare.ย Wherever I am, I just have to get out.
Sheโd managed to nudge her blindfold down by scraping her face against the wall. The room was pitch-black, and all she could hear in the silence was her own rapid breathing as panic seized her again. Sheโd leashed it by controlling her breath, in through the nose, out through the
mouth, letting her mind turn to prayer as her Saints gathered around her. She imagined them checking the ropes at her wrists, rubbing life into her hands. She did not tell herself she wasnโt afraid. Long ago, after a bad fall, her father had explained that only fools were fearless.ย We meet fearย , heโd said.ย We greet the unexpected visitor and listen to what he has to tell us. When fear arrives, something is about to happen.
Inej intended to make something happen. Sheโd ignored the ache in her head and forced herself to inch around the room, estimating its dimensions. Then sheโd used the wall to push to her feet and felt along it, shuffling and hopping, searching for any doors or windows. When sheโd heard footsteps approaching, sheโd dropped to the ground, but she hadnโt had time to get her blindfold back in place. From then on, the guards tied it tighter. But that didnโt matter, because sheโd found the vent. All she needed then was a way out of her ropes. Kaz could have managed it in the dark and probably underwater.
The only thorough look she got at the room where she was being held was during meals, when they brought in a lantern. Sheโd hear keys turning in a series of locks, the door swinging open, the sound of the tray being placed on the table. A moment later, the blindfold would be gently lifted from her faceโBajan was never rough or abrupt. It wasnโt in his nature. In fact, she suspected it was beyond the capabilities of his manicured musicianโs hands.
There was never any cutlery on the tray, of course. Van Eck was wise enough not to trust her with so much as a spoon, but Inej had taken advantage of each unblindfolded moment to study every inch of the barren room, seeking clues that might help her to assess her location and plan her escape. There wasnโt much to go onโa concrete floor marked by nothing but the pile of blankets sheโd been given to burrow into at night, walls lined with empty shelves, the table and chair where she took her meals. There were no windows, and the only hint that they might still be near Ketterdam was the damp trace of salt in the air.
Bajan would untie her wrists, then bind them again in front of her so that she could eatโthough once sheโd discovered the vent, sheโd only picked at her food, eating enough to keep up her strength and nothing more. Still, when Bajan and the guards had brought her tray tonight, her stomach had growled audibly at the smell of soft sausages and porridge. Sheโd been woozy with hunger, and when sheโd tried to sit down, sheโd tipped the tray from its perch on the table, smashing the white ceramic
mug and bowl. Her dinner slopped to the floor in a steaming heap of savory mush and broken crockery and sheโd landed ungracefully next to it, barely avoiding a face full of porridge.
Bajan had shaken his dark, silky head. โYou are weak because you donโt eat. Mister Van Eck says I must force-feed you if necessary.โ
โTry,โ sheโd said, looking up at him from the floor and baring her teeth. โYouโll have trouble teaching piano without all your fingers.โ
But Bajan had only laughed, white grin flashing. He and one of the guards had helped her back into the chair, and heโd sent for another tray.
Van Eck could not have chosen her jailer better. Bajan was Suli, only a few years older than Inej, with thick black hair that curled around his collar and black gem eyes framed by lashes long enough to swat flies. He told her he was a music teacher indentured to Van Eck, and Inej wondered that the merch would bring a boy like that into his house hold given that his new wife was less than half his own age. Van Eck was either very confident or very stupid.ย He double-crossed Kazย , she reminded herself.ย Heโs leaning heavily into the stupid column.
Once the mess had been cleaned upโby a guard; Bajan didnโt stoop to such workโand a new meal procured, heโd leaned against the wall to watch her eat. Sheโd scooped up a lump of porridge with her fingers, allowing herself only a few awkward bites.
โYou must eat more than that,โ Bajan chided. โIf you make yourself a bit more obliging, if you answer his questions, youโll find Van Eck is a reasonable man.โ
โA reasonable liar, cheat, and kidnapper,โ she said, then cursed herself for replying.
Bajan couldnโt hide his pleasure. They had the same routine at each meal: She picked at her food. He made small talk, peppering his chatter with pointed questions about Kaz and the Dregs. Every time she spoke, he considered it a victory. Unfortunately, the less she ate, the weaker she got, and the harder it was to keep her wits about her.
โGiven the company you keep, Iโd think lying and cheating would be points in Mister Van Eckโs favor.โ
โShevratiย ,โ Inej said distinctly.ย Know-nothing.ย Sheโd called Kaz that on more than one occasion. She thought of Jesper toying with his guns, Nina squeezing the life from a man with the flick of a wrist, Kaz picking a lock in his black gloves. Thugs. Thieves. Murderers. And all worth more than a thousand Jan Van Ecks.
Then where are they?ย The question tore at some hastily stitched seam inside of her.ย Where is Kaz?ย She didnโt want to look at that question too closely. Above everything else, Kaz was practical. Why would he come for her when he could walk away from Van Eck with the most valuable hostage in the world?
Bajan wrinkled his nose. โLetโs not speak Suli. It makes me maudlin.โ He wore tapered silk trousers and an elegantly cut coat. Pinned to his lapel, a golden lyre crowned with laurel leaves and a small ruby indicated both his profession and the house of his indenture.
Inej knew she shouldnโt continue to talk with him, but she was still a gatherer of secrets. โWhat instruments do you teach?โ she said. โHarp? Pianoforte?โ
โAlso flute, and voice for ladies.โ โAnd how does Alys Van Eck sing?โ
Bajan gave her a lazy grin. โMost prettily under my instruction. I could teach you to make all manner of pleasing sounds.โ
Inej rolled her eyes. He was just like the boys sheโd grown up with, a head full of nonsense and a mouth full of easy charm. โI am bound and facing the prospect of torture or worse. Are you actually flirting with me?โ
Bajan tsked. โMister Van Eck and your Mister Brekker will reach an arrangement. Van Eck is a businessman. From what I understand, he is simply protecting his interests. I cannot imagine he would resort to torture.โ
โWere you the one tied up and blindfolded every night, your imagination might not fail you so completely.โ
And if Bajan had known Kaz at all, he wouldnโt be so certain of an exchange.
In the long hours she was left alone, Inej tried to rest and put her mind to escape, but inevitably her thoughts turned to Kaz and the others. Van Eck wanted to trade her for Kuwei Yul-Bo, the Shu boy they had stolen from the deadliest fortress in the world. He was the only person who had a hope of re-creating his fatherโs work on the drug known asย jurda parem
, and the price of his ransom would give Kaz all he had ever wantedโall the money and prestige he needed to take his rightful place among the bosses of the Barrel, and the chance at revenge on Pekka Rollins for the death of his brother. The facts lined up one after another, an army of doubts assembled against the hope she tried to keep steady inside her.
Kazโs course was obvious: Ransom Kuwei, take the money, find himself a new spider to scale the walls of the Barrel and steal secrets for him. And hadnโt she told him she planned on leaving Ketterdam as soon as they were paid?ย Stay with me.ย Had he meant it? What value did her life carry in the face of the reward Kuwei might garner? Nina would never let Kaz abandon her. Sheโd fight with everything she had to free Inej even if she was still in the grips ofย paremย . Matthias would stand by her with that great heart full of honor. And Jesper โฆ well, Jesper would never do Inej harm, but he needed money badly if he didnโt want his father to lose his livelihood. He would do his best, but that might not necessarily mean what was best for her. Besides, without Kaz, were any of them a match for Van Eckโs ruthlessness and resources?ย I amย , Inej told herself.ย I may not have Kazโs devious mind, but I am a dangerous girl.
Van Eck had sent Bajan to her every day, and heโd been nothing but amiable and pleasant even as heโd prodded her for the locations of Kazโs safe houses. She suspected that Van Eck didnโt come himself because he knew Kaz would be keeping a close eye on his movements. Or maybe he thought sheโd be more vulnerable to a Suli boy than a wily merch. But tonight something had changed.
Bajan usually left when Inej had made it clear she would eat no more
โa parting smile, a small bow, and away he went, duty dispatched until the following morning. Tonight he had lingered.
Instead of taking his cue to vanish when she used her bound hands to nudge away her dish, heโd said, โWhen did you see your family last?โ
A new approach.ย โHas Van Eck offered you some reward if you can extract information from me?โ
โIt was just a question.โ
โAnd I am just a captive. Did he threaten you with punishment?โ
Bajan glanced at the guards and said quietly, โVan Eck could bring you back to your family. He could pay off your contract with Per Haskell. It is well within his means.โ
โWas this your idea or your masterโs?โ
โWhy does it matter?โ Bajan asked. There was an urgency in his voice that pricked at Inejโs defenses.ย When fear arrives, something is about to happen.ย But was he afraid of Van Eck or afraid for her? โYou can walk away from the Dregs and Per Haskell and that horrid Kaz Brekker free and clear. Van Eck could give you transport to Ravka, money to travel.โ
An offer or a threat? Could Van Eck have found her mother and father? The Suli were not easy to track, and they would be wary of strangers asking questions. But what if Van Eck had sent men claiming to have knowledge of a lost girl? A girl who had vanished one chilly dawn as if the tide had reached up to the shore to claim her?
โWhat does Van Eck know about my family?โ she asked, anger rising. โHe knows youโre far from home. He knows the terms of your
indenture with the Menagerie.โ
โThen he knows I was a slave. Will he have Tante Heleen arrested?โ โI โฆ donโt thinkโโ
โOf course not. Van Eck doesnโt care that I was bought and sold like a bolt of cotton. Heโs just looking for leverage.โ
But what Bajan asked next took Inej by surprise. โDid your mother make skillet bread?โ
She frowned. โOf course.โ It was a Suli staple. Inej could have made skillet bread in her sleep.
โWith rosemary?โ
โDill, when we had it.โ She knew what Bajan was doing, trying to make her think of home. But she was so hungry and the memory was so strong that her stomach growled anyway. She could see her mother damping the fire, see her flipping the bread with quick pinches of her fingers, smell the dough cooking over the ashes.
โYour friends are not coming,โ said Bajan. โIt is time to think of your own survival. You could be home with your family by summerโs end. Van Eck can help you if you let him.โ
Every alarm inside Inej had sounded danger. The play was too obvious. Beneath Bajanโs charm, his dark eyes, his easy promises, there was fear. And yet amid the clamor of suspicion, she could hear the soft chiming of another bell, the sound ofย What if?ย What if she let herself be comforted, gave up the pretense of being beyond the things sheโd lost? What if she simply let Van Eck put her on a ship, send her home? She could taste the skillet bread, warm from the pan, see her motherโs dark braid twined with ribbons, strands of silk the color of ripe persimmons.
But Inej knew better than that. Sheโd learned from the best.ย Better terrible truths than kind lies.ย Kaz had never offered her happiness, and she didnโt trust the men promising to serve it up to her now. Her suffering had not been for nothing. Her Saints had brought her to Ketterdam for a reasonโa ship to hunt slavers, a mission to give
meaning to all sheโd been through. She would not betray that purpose or her friends for some dream of the past.
Inej hissed at Bajan, an animal sound that made him flinch backward. โTell your master to honor his old deals before he starts making new ones,โ she said. โNow leave me alone.โ
Bajan had scurried away like the well-dressed rat he was, but Inej knew it was time to go. Bajanโs new insistence could mean nothing good for her.ย I have to get out of this trapย , sheโd thought,ย before this creature lures me with memories and sympathy.ย Maybe Kaz and the others were coming for her, but she didnโt intend to wait around and see.
Once Bajan and the guards had left, sheโd slipped the shard of broken bowl from where sheโd hidden it beneath the ropes around her ankles and set to work. Weak and wobbly as sheโd felt when Bajan had arrived with that heavenly smelling bowl of mush, sheโd only pretended to swoon so that she could deliberately knock her tray off the table. If Van Eck had really done his research, he would have warned Bajan that the Wraith did not fall. Certainly not in a clumsy heap on the floor where she could easily tuck a sharp piece of crockery between her bonds.
After what seemed like a lifetime of sawing and scraping and bloodying her fingertips on the shardโs edge, sheโd finally severed her ropes and freed her hands, then untied her ankles and felt her way to the vent. Bajan and the guards wouldnโt be back until morning. That gave her the whole night to escape this place and get as far away as she possibly could.
The passage was a miserably tight fit, the air inside musty with smells she couldnโt quite identify, the dark so complete she might as well have kept her blindfold on. She had no idea where the vent might lead. It could run for a few more feet or for half a mile. She needed to be gone by morning or theyโd find the grating that covered the vent loosened on its hinges and know exactly where she was.
Good luck getting me outย , she thought grimly. She doubted any of Van Eckโs guards could squeeze inside the air shaft. Theyโd have to find some kitchen boy and grease him down with lard.
She inched forward. How far had she gone? Every time she took a deep breath, it felt like the air shaft was tightening around her ribs. For all she knew, she could be atop a building. She might pop her head out the other side only to find a busy Ketterdam street far below. Inej could contend with that. But if the shaft just ended? If it was walled up on the
other side? Sheโd have to squirm backward the entire distance and hope to refasten her ropes so that her captors wouldnโt know what sheโd done. Impossible. There could be no dead ends tonight.
Fasterย , she told herself, sweat beading on her brow. It was hard not to imagine the building compressing around her, its walls squeezing the breath from her lungs. She couldnโt make a real plan until she reached the end of this tunnel, until she knew just how far sheโd have to go to evade Van Eckโs men.
Then she felt it, the barest gust of air brushing against her damp forehead. She whispered a quick prayer of thanks. There must be some kind of opening up ahead. She sniffed, searching for a hint of coal smoke or the wet green fields of a country town. Cautiously, she wiggled forward until her fingers made contact with the slats of the vent. There was no light trickling through, which she supposed was a good thing. The room she was about to drop into must be unoccupied. Saints, what if she was in Van Eckโs mansion? What if she was about to land on a sleeping merch? She listened for some human soundโsnores, deep breathing. Nothing.
She wished for her knives, for the comforting weight of them in her palms. Did Van Eck still have them in his possession? Had he sold them off? Tossed them into the sea? She named the blades anywayโPetyr, Marya, Anastasia, Lizabeta, Sankt Vladimir, Sankta Alinaย โand found courage in each whispered word. Then she jiggled the vent and gave it a hard shove. It flew open, but instead of swinging on its hinges, it came completely loose. She tried to grab it, but it slid past her fingertips and clattered to the floor.
Inej waited, heart pounding. A minute passed in silence. Another. No one came. The room was empty. Maybe the whole building was empty. Van Eck wouldnโt have left her unguarded, so his men must be stationed outside. If that was the case, she knew slipping past them would present little challenge. And at least now she knew roughly how far away the floor was.
There was no graceful way to accomplish what came next. She slid down headfirst, gripping the wall. Then, when she was more than halfway out and her body began to tip, she let momentum carry her forward, curling into a ball and tucking her arms over her head to protect her skull and neck as she fell.
The impact was fairly painless. The floor was hard concrete like the
floor of her cell, but she rolled as she struck and came up against what seemed to be the back of something solid. She pulled herself to her feet, hands exploring whatever sheโd banged into. It was upholstered in velvet. As she moved along, she felt another identical object next to it.ย Seatsย , she realized.ย Iโm in a theater.
There were plenty of music halls and theaters in the Barrel. Could she be so close to home? Or maybe in one of the respectable opera houses of the Lid?
She moved slowly, hands out before her until she reached a wall at what she thought was the back of the theater. She groped along it, seeking a door, a window, even another vent. Finally, her fingers hooked over a door frame and her hands wrapped around the knob. It wouldnโt budge. Locked. She gave it a tentative rattle.
The room flooded with light. Inej shrank back against the door, squinting in the sudden brightness.
โIf you wanted a tour, Miss Ghafa, you might simply have asked,โ said Jan Van Eck.
He stood on the stage of the decrepit theater, his black mercherโs suit cut in severe lines. The theaterโs green velvet seats were moth-eaten. The curtains bracketing the stage hung in shreds. No one had bothered to take down the set from the last play. It looked like a childโs terrified vision of a surgeonโs operating room, oversized saws and mallets hanging from the walls. Inej recognized it as the set forย The Madman and the Doctorย , one of the short plays from the Komedie Brute.
Guards were stationed around the room, and Bajan stood beside Van Eck, wringing his elegant hands. Had the vent been left open to tempt her? Had Van Eck been toying with her all along?
โBring her here,โ Van Eck told the guards.
Inej didnโt hesitate. She sprang onto the narrow back of the nearest theater seat, then raced toward the stage, leaping from row to row as the guards tried to scramble over the seats. She vaulted onto the stage, past a startled Van Eck, neatly skirting two more guards, and seized one of the stage ropes, shinnying up its length, praying it would hold her weight until she made it to the top. She could hide in the rafters, find a way to the roof.
โCut her down!โ Van Eck called, his voice calm.
Inej climbed higher, faster. But seconds later she saw a face above her. One of Van Eckโs guards, a knife in his hand. He slashed through the
rope.
It gave way and Inej fell to the floor, softening her knees to take the impact. Before she could right herself, three guards were on her, holding her in place.
โReally, Miss Ghafa,โ Van Eck chided. โWeโre well aware of your gifts. Did you think I wouldnโt take precautions?โ He did not wait for an answer. โYou are not going to find your way out of this without my help or Mister Brekkerโs. As he does not seem to be making an appearance, perhaps you should consider a change in alliance.โ
Inej said nothing.
Van Eck tucked his hands behind his back. It was strange to look at him and see the ghost of Wylanโs face. โThe city is awash in rumors ofย paremย . A delegation of Fjerdanย drรผskelleย has arrived in the embassy sector. Today the Shu sailed two warships into Third Harbor. I gave Brekker seven days to broker a trade for your safety, but they are all looking for Kuwei Yul-Bo, and it is imperative that I get him out of the city before they find him.โ
Two Shu warships.ย That was what had changed. Van Eck was out of time. Had Bajan known it or simply sensed the difference in his masterโs mood?
โI had hoped Bajan might prove good for something other than bettering my wifeโs talent at the pianoforte,โ Van Eck continued. โBut it seems you and I must now come to an arrangement. Where is Kaz Brekker keeping the boy?โ
โHow could I possibly know that?โ
โYou must know the locations of the Dregsโ safe houses. Brekker does nothing without preparation. Heโll have warrens to hide in all over the city.โ
โIf you know him so well, then you know heโd never keep Kuwei somewhere that I could lead you to him.โ
โI donโt believe that.โ
โI canโt help what you do or donโt believe. Your Shu scientist is probably long gone already.โ
โWord would have reached me. My spies are everywhere.โ โClearly not everywhere.โ
Bajanโs lips quirked.
Van Eck shook his head wearily. โGet her on the table.โ
Inej knew it was pointless to struggle, but she did anyway. It was fight
or give in to the terror that rushed through her as the guards hefted her onto the table and pinned down her limbs. Now she saw one of the prop tables was set with instruments that looked nothing like the oversized mallets and saws hanging from the walls. They were real surgeonโs tools. Scalpels and saws and clamps that gleamed with sinister intent.
โYou are theย Wraithย , Miss Ghafa, legend of the Barrel. Youโve gathered the secrets of judges, councilmen, thieves, and killers alike. I doubt there is anything in this city you do not know. You will tell me the locations of Mister Brekkerโs safe houses now.โ
โI canโt tell you what I donโt know.โ
Van Eck sighed. โRemember that I have tried to treat you with civility.โ He turned to one of the guards, a heavyset man with a sharp blade of a nose. โIโd prefer this didnโt go on too long. Do what you think is best.โ
The guard let his hand hover over the table of instruments as if deciding which cruelty would be most efficient. Inej felt her courage wobble, her breath coming in panicked gasps.ย When fear arrives, something is about to happen.
Bajan leaned over her, face pale, eyes full of concern. โPlease tell him. Surely Brekker isnโt worth being scarred or maimed? Tell him what you know.โ
โAll I know is that men like you donโt deserve the air they breathe.โ
Bajan looked stung. โIโve been nothing but kind to you. Iโm not some sort of monster.โ
โNo, youโre the man who sits idly by, congratulating yourself on your decency, while the monster eats his fill. At least a monster has teeth and a spine.โ
โThat isnโt fair!โ
Inej couldnโt believe the softness of this creature, that he would bid for her approval in this moment. โIf you still believe in fairness, then youโve led a very lucky life. Get out of the monsterโs way, Bajan. Letโs get this over with.โ The blade-nosed guard stepped forward; something gleamed in his hand. Inej reached for a place of stillness inside of herself, the place that had allowed her to endure a year at the Menagerie, a year of nights marked by pain and humiliation, of days counted in beatings and worse. โGo on,โ she urged, and her voice was steel.
โWait,โ said Van Eck. He was studying Inej as if he were reading a ledger, trying to make the figures line up. He cocked his head to one side
and said, โBreak her legs.โ
Inej felt her courage fracture. She began to thrash, trying to get free of the guardsโ hold.
โAh,โ said Van Eck. โThatโs what I thought.โ
The blade-nosed guard selected a heavy length of pipe.
โNo,โ said Van Eck. โI donโt want it to be a clean break. Use the mallet. Shatter the bone.โ His face hovered above her, his eyes a bright, clear blueโWylanโs eyes, but devoid of any of Wylanโs kindness. โNo one will be able to put you back together again, Miss Ghafa. Maybe you can earn your way out of your contract by begging for pennies on East Stave and then crawl home to the Slat every night, assuming Brekker still gives you a room there.โ
โDonโt.โ She didnโt know if she was pleading with Van Eck or herself.
She didnโt know who she hated more in this moment.
The guard took up a steel mallet.
Inej writhed on the table, her body coated in sweat. She could smell her own fear. โDonโt,โ she repeated.ย โDonโt.โ
The blade-nosed guard tested the malletโs weight in his hands. Van Eck nodded. The guard lifted it in a smooth arc.
Inej watched the mallet rise and reach its apex, light glinting off its wide head, the flat face of a dead moon. She heard the crackle of the campfire, thought of her motherโs hair twined with persimmon silk.
โHeโll never trade if you break me!โ she screamed, the words tearing loose from some deep place inside her, her voice raw and undefended. โIโll be no use to him anymore!โ
Van Eck held up a hand. The mallet fell.
Inej felt it brush against her trousers as the impact shattered the surface of the table a hairโs breadth from her calf, the entire corner collapsing beneath the force.
My legย , she thought, shuddering violently.ย That would have been my leg.ย There was a metallic taste in her mouth. Sheโd bitten her tongue.ย Saints protect me. Saints protect me.
โYou make an interesting argument,โ Van Eck said meditatively. He tapped a finger against his lips, thinking. โPonder your loyalties, Miss Ghafa. Tomorrow night I may not be so merciful.โ
Inej could not control her shaking.ย Iโm going to cut you openย , she vowed silently. Iโm going to excavate that pathetic excuse of a heart from your chest.ย It was an evil thought, a vile thought. But she couldnโt
help it. Would her Saints sanction such a thing? Could forgiveness come if she killed not to survive but because she burned with living, luminous hatred?ย I donโt careย , she thought as her body spasmed and the guards lifted her trembling form from the table.ย Iโll do penance for the rest of my days if it means I get to kill him.
They dragged her back to her room through the lobby of the dilapidated theater and down a hall to what she now knew must be an old equipment room. They bound her hands and feet again.
Bajan moved to place the blindfold over her eyes. โIโm sorry,โ he whispered. โI didnโt know he intended โฆ Iโโ
โKadema mehim.โ
Bajan flinched. โDonโt say that.โ
The Suli were a close people, loyal. They had to be, in a world where they had no land and where they were so very few. Inejโs teeth were chattering, but she forced out the words. โYou are forsaken. As you have turned your back on me, so will they turn their backs on you.โ It was the worst of Suli denunciations, one that forbade you the welcome of your ancestors in the next world, and doomed your spirit to wander without a home.
Bajan paled. โI donโt believe any of that.โ โYou will.โ
He secured the blindfold around her head. She heard the door close.
Inej lay on her side, her hip and her shoulder digging into the hard floor, and waited for the tremors to pass.
In her early days at the Menagerie, sheโd believed someone would come for her. Her family would find her. An officer of the law. A hero from one of the stories her mother used to tell. Men had come, but not to set her free, and eventually her hope had withered like leaves beneath a too-bright sun, replaced by a bitter bud of resignation.
Kaz had rescued her from that hopelessness, and their lives had been a series of rescues ever since, a string of debts that they never tallied as they saved each other again and again. Lying in the dark, she realized that for all her doubts, sheโd believed he would rescue her once more, that he would put aside his greed and his demons and come for her. Now she wasnโt so sure. Because it was not just the sense in the words sheโd spoken that had stilled Van Eckโs hand but the truth heโd heard in her voice.ย Heโll never trade if you break me.ย She could not pretend those words had been conjured by strategy or even animal cunning. The magic
theyโd worked had been born of belief. An ugly enchantment.
Tomorrow night I may not be so merciful.ย Had tonight been an exercise meant to frighten her? Or would Van Eck return to carry out his threats? And if Kaz did come, how much of her would be left?