Noah
Scarlett, my Scarlett.
Hopefully you donโt find this until youโre halfway across the Atlanticโtoo far gone to change your stubborn, beautiful mind. I know we agreed, but the thought of not seeing you for months, or years, ruins me. The only thing holding me together is knowing that youโll be safe. Tonight, before I crept from our bed to write this, I tried to memorize everything about you. The scent of your hair and the feel of your skin. The light in your smile and the way your lips purse when you tease. Your eyesโthose beautiful blue eyesโbring me to my knees every time, and I canโt wait to see them against the Colorado sky. You are strong, my love, and braver than I ever could be. I could never undertake what you now face. I love you, Scarlett Stanton. I have loved you since our first dance, and I will love you the rest of my life. Hold on to that while we are an ocean apart. Kiss William for me. Keep him safe, hold him close, and before you even have time to miss me, Iโll be home with you, where there are no more air-raid sirens, no more bombings, no more missions, no more warโonly our love.
Iโll see you soon,
Jameson
Stanton. The beautiful, infuriating woman from the bookstore was Georgia- fucking-Stanton.
For the first time in years, I was speechless.
Iโd never had that moment Iโd so often written about, the one where
someone takes a look at a total stranger and simplyย knows. Then sheโd turned around, holding a book by my favorite author, staring like it had the answers for the sadness in her eyes, and suddenly that moment was meโฆ until it blew apart as I realized what she was saying.
No one writes painful, depressing fiction masquerading as love stories like Noah Harrison.ย Her earlier statement etched itself into my brain with all the blister and agony of a branding iron.
โNoah?โ Chris prompted, gesturing to the last empty seat in what looked like an intervention.
โOf course,โ I muttered, but moved toward Georgia. โItโs nice to officially meet you, Georgia.โ
Her handshake was warm, unlike her crystal-sharp blue eyes. There was no kicking that feeling, that hit of instant attraction, even knowing who she really was. I couldnโt help it. Her words had left me uncharacteristically stumbling over my tongue in the store, and here I was, choking again.
She was stunningโexquisite, really. Her hair fell in waves so black, there was an almost blue shine to it, and the contrast with her delicate ivory skin brought to mind about a million different Snow White references.ย Not for you, Morelli. This one wants nothing to do with you.
But I wantedย her. I was supposed to know this womanโI felt it with every fiber of my being.
โYou seriously bought your own books?โ she asked, arching a brow as I let go of her hand.
My jaw ticked. Of course thatโs what sheโd remember. โWas I supposed to put them back and let you think your opinion had swayed me?โ
โI commend you for the follow-through.โ A corner of her incredibly kissable mouth lifted. โBut it might have made this moment a tad less awkward.โ
โI think that ship sailed the moment you said all my books read the same.โย And called the sex unsatisfying.ย All I needed was one night and Iโd show her exactly howย satisfyingย it could be.
โThey do.โ
Had to give it to her; sheโd doubled down. Guess I wasnโt the only stubborn one here.
The other woman in the room gasped, and both Chris and Adam murmured, reminding me that this wasnโt a social call.
โNoah Harrison.โ I shook the older womanโs hand, taking in her features and coloring. This had to be Georgiaโsโฆmother?
โAva Stanton,โ she replied with a blindingly white smile. โIโm Georgiaโs mother.โ
โThough they could easily pass for sisters,โ Chris added in with a little chuckle.
I controlled the urge to roll my eyes.
Georgia didnโt, which made me bite back a smile.
We all took our seats, and mine was directly across from Georgia. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her legs, somehow managing to look both relaxed and regal in a pair of jeans and a fitted black shirt.
Wait.ย Recognition tingled in the back of my brain. Iโd seen her somewhereโnot just the bookstore. Images of her at a black-tie event flashed through my brain. Had we ever crossed paths?
โSo, Noah, why donโt you go ahead and tell Georgiaโand Ava, of courseโwhy they should trust you with Scarlett Stantonโs unfinished masterpiece,โ Chris urged.
I blinked. โIโm sorry?โ I was here to take delivery of the manuscript. Period. That had been the only condition of me nearly jumping out of my skin to say yes. I wanted to be the first to read it.
Adam cleared his throat and sent me a pleading look. Was he serious?
โNoah?โ His gaze darted meaningfully toward the women.
Guess so.ย I was caught somewhere between laughing my ass off and scoffing. โBecause I promise not to lose it?โ My voice pitched up at the end, turning my obvious statement into a question.
โComforting,โ Georgia remarked. My eyes narrowed.
โNoah, letโs step out into the foyer,โ Adam suggested.
โIโll get everyone some drinks!โ Ava offered, rising quickly.
Georgia looked away as I followed Adam through the French doors of the drawing room and into the vaulted entryway.
The house was modest for what I knew of Stantonโs estate, but the craftmanship in the woodwork of the crown molding and the banister of the curved staircase spoke for both the quality of the build and taste of its previous owner. Just like her impeccable, captivating writing had been detailed without falling into frilly, the house felt feminine without stumbling into the floral-print-from-hell category. It was understated and elegantโฆreminding me of Georgia, minus the temper.
โWe have a problem.โ Adam ran his hands over his dark blond hair and gave me a look Iโd only seen once beforeโwhen theyโd found a typo on one of my covers that had already gone to print.
โIโm listening.โ I folded my arms across my chest. Adam was one of my closest friends and as level-headed as they came in New York publishing, so if he thought we had a problem, we did.
โThe mother led us to believe that she was the daughter,โ he blurted.
โIn what way?โ Sure, both women were beautiful, but Ava was easily a decade or two older.
โIn the who-has-the-rights-to-this-book way.โ
My stomach threatened to heave up my lunch. Now it made senseโthe mother wanted me on the bookโฆnotย Georgia.ย Holy shit.
โAre you telling me that the contract weโve spent weeks negotiating is about to fall apart?โ My jaw clenched. I hadnโt just made time for this project, Iโd canceled my entireย lifeย for it, come home from Peru for it. I wanted this damn book, and the thought of it slipping through my fingers was inconceivable.
โIf you canโt convince Georgia Stanton that youโre the perfect author to finish the book, then thatโs exactly what Iโm telling you.โ
โFuck.โ I lived for challenges, spent my free time pushing my mind and body to the limit through rock climbing and writing, and this book was my
mental Everestโsomething to push me outside my comfort zone. Mastering another authorโs voice, especially one as beloved as Scarlett Stanton, wouldnโt just be a professional feat, either. There were personal stakes for me here, too.
โPretty much,โ Adam agreed.
โI met her earlier today. She hates my books.โ Which didnโt bode well for me.
โI gathered that. Please tell me you werenโt your usual asshole self?โ His eyes narrowed slightly.
โEh, โassholeโ is a relative term.โ โAwesome.โ His tone dripped sarcasm.
I rubbed the skin between my eyebrows as my mind raced, thinking of some way to change the mind of a woman whoโd obviously sealed her opinion of my writing long before weโd met. I couldnโt remember the last time hard work or a little charm hadnโt gotten me something I wanted this badly, and it wasnโt in my nature to back down or concede defeat.
โHow about I give you a minute or two to gather your thoughts, and then you come back in with a miracle?โ He slapped my shoulder and left me standing in the entry while Ava puttered in the kitchen.
I slid my phone from my back pocket and dialed the only person I knew would give me unbiased advice.
โWhat do you want, Noah?โ Adrienneโs voice came in over the cacophony of her kids in the background.
โHow do I convince someone who hates my books that Iโm not a shit writer?โ I asked quietly, turning toward the office doors.
โDid you really just call so I could stoke your ego?โ โIโm not kidding.โ
โYouโve never cared what people thought before. Whatโs going on?โ Her voice softened.
โItโs ridiculously complicated and I have about two minutes to figure out the answer.โ
โOkay. Well, first, youโre not a shit writer, and you have the adoration of
millions to prove it.โ The background noise quieted, as if sheโd closed a door.
โYou have to say thatโyouโre my sister.โ
โAnd Iโve hated at least eleven of your books,โ she responded cheerfully.
I huffed a laugh. โThatโs an oddly specific number.โ โNothing odd about it. I can tell you exactly which onesโโ
โNot helping, Adrienne.โ I studied the small collection of photographs on the table, mixed in with a variety of glass vases. The one shaped like an ocean wave looked to be hand-blown, and it sat beside the picture of a young boy probably taken in the late forties. There was another shot that looked to be a debutante ballโฆAvaโs, maybe? And another of a child who had to be Georgia in a garden. Even as a kid, sheโd looked serious and a little sad, like the world had already let her down. โI somehow donโt think telling Georgia Stanton that my own sister doesnโt like my books is going to get me far.โ
โWhat Iโm saying is that I hated your plots, not your writโโ Adrienne paused. โWait, did you say Georgia Stanton?โ
โYes.โ
โHoly shit,โ she muttered.
โIโm probably down to thirty seconds over here.โ I felt every heartbeat like it was a countdown. How had this gone so wrong so quickly?
โWhat the hell are you doing with Scarlett Stantonโs great- granddaughter?โ
โRemember the wholeย complicatedย part of this conversation? And how do you know who Georgia Stanton is?โ
โHow do youย notย know?โ
Ava waltzed through the entry, carrying a small tray with what looked to be glasses of lemonade on it. She shot me a smile, then slipped through the slightly open doors.
Time was running out. โLook. Scarlett Stanton left an unfinished manuscript, and Georgiaโwho hates my booksโis the one to decide if I
get to finish it.โ
My sister gasped. โSay something.โ
โOkay, okay.โ She went quiet, and I could almost see the gears turning in her quick mind. โYou tell Georgia that under no circumstances will Damian Ellsworth be allowed to direct, produce, or sniff around the story.โ
My brow furrowed. โThis has nothing to do with movie rights.โ The guy was a shitty director anyway. Iโd already shot him down on more than one of my options.
โOh, come on, if this is a Scarlett Stanton finished byย you, itโs going to be huge.โ
I didnโt argue with that. Scarlett hadnโt missed hitting theย New York Timesย with a release in forty years. โWhat does Damian Ellsworth have to do with the Stantons?โ
โHuh. I really do know something you donโt. How oddโฆโ she mused. โAdrienne,โ I growled.
โLet me savor it for just a moment,โ she sang. โIโm going to lose this contract.โ
โWhen you put it that way.โ I envisioned her rolling her eyes. โEllsworth isโas of this weekโGeorgiaโs ex-husband. He was directingย The Winter Brideโโ
โThe Stanton book? The one about the guy trapped in the loveless marriage?โ
โThatโs the one. Anyway, he got caught having an affair with Paige Parkerโironic, right? The proof is due any day now. Donโt you ever shop at a grocery store? Georgiaโs been on the front page of every tabloid for the last six months. They call her the Ice Queen because she didnโt show a lot of emotion, and, you know, the movie.โ
โAre you serious?โ It was a clever but cruel play on the haughty first wife in that book, who, if I remembered correctly, died before the hero and heroine found their happy ending.ย Talk about life imitating art.
โItโs sad, really.โ Her voice drifted. โShe usually avoided the media to
begin with, but nowโฆwell, itโs everywhere.โ
โAh, shit.โ I gritted my teeth. No woman deserved that. My father taught me a man was only as good as his word, and thatโs what vows were, the ultimate word. There was a reason Iโd never married. I didnโt make promises I couldnโt keep, and Iโd never been with a woman I was ready to forsake all others for. โOkay. Thanks, Adrienne.โ I crossed to the drawing room doors.
โGood luck. WaitโNoah?โ
โYeah?โ I paused with my fingers on the brass handle. โAgree with her.โ
โIโm sorry?โ
โThis isnโt about you; itโs about her great-grandmother. Check your massive ego at the door.โ
โI donโt have aโโ โYeah, you do.โ
I scoffed. There was no shame in knowing you were the best at what you did, but romance wasnโt what I usually wrote. โAnything else?โ I asked sarcastically. Leave it to my sister to shine a light on every flaw.
โHmmm. You should tell her about Mom.โ โNo.โ That wasnโt happening.
โNoah, Iโm telling you, girls are a sucker for a guy who loves his mom enough to read to her. It will win her over. Trust me, but donโt try to flirt your way through, either.โ
โIโm not flirtingโโ
She laughed. โI know youย wayย too well, and I love you, but Iโve seen pictures of Georgia Stanton, and she isย wayย out of your league.โ
I couldnโt disagree with her there. โNice. Thanks, and I love you, too.
See you next weekend.โ โNothing extravagant!โ
โWhat I buy my niece for her birthday is between her and me. See you then.โ I hung up with my sister and walked into the living room. Every face but Georgiaโs swung my way, each of them more hopeful than the last.
I took my time as I made my way back to my seat, pausing to examine the photograph that had captured Georgiaโs attention.
It was Scarlett Stanton, sitting at a massive desk, her glasses perched on her nose as she typed on the same old-school typewriter sheโd written all of her books on, and sitting with her back against the side of the desk, reading on the floor, was Georgia. She looked to be about ten.
She had the rights to her great-grandmotherโs bookโฆnot her mother, who was Scarlettโs granddaughter, which meant there were family dynamics here far beyond my understanding.
Instead of sitting, I stood behind my assigned chair, gripping the sides lightly with my back to the fireplace as I studied Georgia like I would a cliff I was determined to climb, searching for the right route, the best path. โHereโs the thing,โ I said directly to Georgia, ignoring everyone else in the room. โYou donโt like my books.โ
She lifted an eyebrow, her head tilting slightly.
โThatโs okay, because I happen toย loveย Scarlett Stantonโs books. All of them. Every single one. Iโm not the romance hater you think I am. Iโve read them all twice, some of them more than that. She had a unique voice, incredible, visceral writing, and a way of evoking emotion that blows me out of the water when it comes to romance.โ I shrugged.
โIn that, we agree,โ Georgia said, but there was no bite in her tone. โThere is no one who compares to your great-grandmother in this genre,
but I wouldnโt trust anyone else with her book, and I know more than a few other writers. I am the one you need. I am the one who will do this book justice. Everyone else at the level this book demands will want to twist it their way, or put their own mark on it. I donโt,โ I promised.
โYou donโt?โ She shifted in her chair.
โIf you let me finish this book, it will beย herย book. I will work tirelessly to make sure it reads as if she wrote the last half herself. You wonโt be able to tell where she stops writing and I start.โ
โLast third,โ Ava corrected.
โWhatever it needs.โ My eyes didnโt stray from Georgiaโs steadfast
gaze. What the hell had Ellsworth been thinking? She was achingly, traffic- stopping beautiful, with curves for miles and a mind sharp enough to match her tongue. No man in his right mind would cheat on a woman like her. โI know you have doubts, but Iโll work until I win you over.โ
Keep your mind on the business.
โBecause youโreย thatย good,โ she said with a heavy note of sarcasm. I bit back a smile. โBecause Iโm just that damn good.โ
She studied me carefully as the grandfather clock ticked by the seconds beside us, then shook her head. โNo.โ
โNo?โ My eyes flared and my jaw locked.
โNo. This book is incredibly personal to this familyโโ
โItโs personal to me, too.โย Shit.ย I might actually lose this one.
I let go of the chair and rubbed the back of my neck. โLook, my mom was in a bad car accident when I was sixteen, andโฆI spent that summer by her bedside, reading your great-grandmotherโs books to her.โ I left out that it had been part of the penance my father had demanded. โEven theย satisfyingย parts.โ My lips quirked upward with her eyebrows. โItโs personal.โ
Her gaze shifted, softening for a moment before she lifted her chin. โWould you be willing to take your name off the book?โ
My stomach lurched. Damn, she went straight for the kill, didnโt she?
Check your ego. Adrienne had always been the more rational of our duo, but heeding her advice in this instant was about as painless as raking my soul over a cheese grater.
Was it the dream of a lifetime to have my name next to Scarlett Stantonโs? Sure. But it was about way more than that. It wasnโt a lieโthe woman had been one of my idols and was, to this day, still my motherโs favorite authorโฆand that included me.
โIf taking my name off this manuscript is what it takes to assure you Iโm here for the book and not the credit, Iโll do it.โ I answered slowly, making sure she knew I meant it.
Her eyes flared with surprise, and her lips parted. โYou sure about that?โ
โYes.โ My jaw flexed once. Twice. This was no different than not documenting a climb, right? I would know Iโd done it, even if no one else did. At least Iโd be the first one to get my hands on the manuscript, even before Adam or Chris. โBut I would like permission to tell my family, since I already did.โ
A sparkle of laughter lit up her face, but she quickly schooled her features. โIf, and thatโsย if, I agree to let you finish it, I would demand to have final approval over the manuscript.โ
My grip tightened, digging into the fabric of the chair. Adam sputtered.
Chris mumbled a swear word.
Avaโs attention swung from her daughterโs face to mine like we were a tennis match.
Even with all that going on, it somehow felt like Georgia and I were the only people in the room. There was a charge between usโa connection. Iโd felt it in the bookstore, and it was stronger now. Whether it was the challenge, the attraction, the possibility of the manuscript, or something else, I wasnโt sure, but it was there, as tangible as an electrical current.
โWe can definitely discuss editorial input, but Noah has had final manuscript approval in his contract for his last twenty books,โ Adam countered softly, knowing it was one of my hard limits. Once I knew where a story was going, I let the characters take me there, come hell or editorial high water.
But this wasnโt my story, was it? This was her great-grandmotherโs legacy.
โFine. Iโll agree to being second-in-command of the ship.โ It went against every bone in my body, but Iโd do it.
Both Chris and Adam gawked at me.
โThis once,โ I added, glancing toward my publishing team. My agent would lose his shit if I set a precedent here.
Slowly, very slowly, Georgia leaned back in her chair. โI have to read it first, then talk to HelenโGranโs agent.โ
I mentally cursed but nodded. So much for being first. โIโm staying at the Roaring Creek Bed and Breakfast, and Iโll leave the addressโโ
โI know where it is.โ
โRight. Iโll stay through the end of the week. If we work out a contract before then, Iโll take the manuscript and the letters back to New York with me and get started.โ Good thing I liked rock climbing, because there was plenty of that to do around here while she decided. As much as I hated to admit it, this deal was now out of my hands.
โAgreed.โ She nodded. โAnd you can put your name on it.โ My heart leaped. Guess Iโd passed her test.
Chris, Adam, and Ava let out a collective sigh.
Georgiaโs eyes flew wide, and her head snapped toward her mother. โWait.โ
Every muscle in my body locked. โWhat letters?โ