Kristen and I never touched. Not since the piggyback ride almost two weeks ago.
I wanted to touch her. Hell, I thought about it almost constantly. But her boundaries were well laid. She never sat too close. I never caught her looking at me. She never gave me even the smallest indication she was interested.
And why would she? She hadย Tyler.
The second day Iโd stayed the night, heโd called, and I heard her tell him the entire situation about the prowler and me staying in the guest room. She was honest with him. He didnโt seem to get upset.
He trusted her.
He had every right to, at least as far asย Iย was concerned. I clearly wasnโt a threat.
How had I gotten myself into this? Falling for an unavailable woman.
And thatโs exactly what Iโd done in the last two weeks. Iโd fallen.
Iโd fucked up. I was going to pay for this when her boyfriend came back and it all ended. I should have been more careful, spent less time with her, said no sometimes when she wanted to hang out. I should have gone on dates, looked at other options.
But I couldnโt do it.
Even as I felt myself tumbling down this rabbit hole, I couldnโt stop myself. I didnโt even fucking want to.
Today sheโd taken off for a hair appointment at 10:00 in the morning and hadnโt been home all day. We had Sloan and Brandonโs wedding invitation thing later tonight.
It was boring without her here. Sheโd left Stuntman Mike, wearing hisย DOGFATHERย shirt, and heโd become my work buddy. He mostly slept, but once in a while heโd jump up barking at phantom sounds. It kept things interesting.
At 5:00, Kristen still wasnโt home when I got in the shower in the guest bathroom to start getting ready for the party. But when I came out, dressed and ready to go, my breath caught the second I rounded the corner. She sat at the kitchen counter, looking at her phone.
She was a fuckingย knockout.
Sheโd been pretty before, even under her baggy T-shirts and sweatpants.
But now? Dressed up? My God, she was sexy as hell.
She wore a black fitted cocktail dress and red heels. Her hair was down and curled and she had her makeup on. Bright-red lipstick.
When she glanced up, I tried to act like I hadnโt been frozen in the doorway.
โOh, hey. Will you zip me up?โ she asked, sliding off the stool still texting. She didnโt even giveย meย a second look.
I cleared my throat. โUh, yeah. Sure.โ
She turned and gave me her back, still looking at her screen. The zipper to her dress was all the way down and the lacy top of a light-blue G-string peeked out. Her perfume reached my nose, and I could almost taste the tart apples on my tongue.
Fuck. This is torture.
I pulled the zipper up, my eyes trailing the line of her spine. No bra. She was small on top. Perky. She didnโt need one. I stopped to move her hair and my fingers touched her neck as I gathered it to one side. I had the most incredible urge to put my lips to the spot behind her ear, slip my hands into the sides of her dress, around her waist, peeling it off her.
She has a boyfriend. Sheโs not interested.
I finished the job, dragging the zipper to the top. Sheโd looked at her phone the whole time, totally unaffected.
Kristen wasnโt shy or conservative. That much Iโd seen over the last few
weeks. She probably didnโt even think twice about any of this. But I practically panted. I was getting a hard-on just standing there. I hoped she didnโt look down.
She turned. โOkay, I got an Uber. Heโll be here in five minutes.โ She looked up at me full-on for the first time since Iโd come into the room. โYou look nice.โ
I stared at her. โThanks. You too.โ
My heart pounded so hard I thought she might be able to see it through my shirt. The tips of my fingers buzzed with the memory of touching her skin.
Stuntman Mike strutted over to me and plopped at my feet. I reached down and scooped him up, happy to have something to distract me. โHey, little guy.โ
Kristen beamed, dazzling bright-red lips over perfect, straight teeth. โGod, he really likes you. I just canโt get over it.โ
โYeah, we hung out all day today.โ I kissed the top of his head. I liked him, but this was for her. I loved the way her eyes always sparkled when I was affectionate with her dog. I pressed him to my cheek, and she melted.
She sighed. โHe doesnโt like anyone. He hates Tyler.โ
Yeah. I get that. Because Iโm starting to hate Tyler a little myself.