Naomi
Waylay and I had survived nearly an entire week together. It felt like a monumental accomplishment as our lives continued to hang in limbo. There had been no contact from the court system or Child
Protective Services yet.
But Iโd ground up zucchini and green beans into last nightโs meatloaf to sneak past Waylay Wittโs discerning nose just in case anyone was watching. Iโd worked two more bar shifts, and the tips were starting to add up.
Another financial boon was the arrival of my new credit and debit cards that I got in the mail. I hadnโt gotten all of Tinaโs charges erased from my credit card statement, but having access to my meager savings had helped immensely.
Iโd had the foresight to pay the mortgage early this month in anticipation of being too deliriously happy on my honeymoon to worry about things like bills. That plus the fact that I no longer had a car payment or insurance to cover meant I could stretch a dollar surprisingly far.
To earn that free rent, I carved out a few hours to spend at Lizaโs. โWhoโs that?โ Waylay asked, pointing at a framed photo Iโd found
tucked into the back of one of the cabinets in the dining room.
I looked up from my dust rag and furniture polish to look. It was a picture of an older man looking proud enough to burst with his arm around a beaming redhead in a cap and gown.
Liza, who had said repeatedly she didnโt like cleaning but still insisted on following us from room to room, looked at the photo like she was seeing
it for the first time. She took a slow, shaky breath. โThatโs, uh. My husband, Billy. And thatโs our daughter, Jayla.โ
Waylay opened her mouth to ask another question, but I interrupted, sensing Liza didnโt want to talk about more family members that hadnโt been mentioned until now. There was a reason this big house had been closed up from the rest of the world. And I guessed the reason was in that picture.
โHave any plans this weekend, Liza?โ I cut in, giving Waylay a little shake of my head.
She put the photo face down on the table. โPlans? Ha!โ she scoffed. โI do the same thing every damn day. Drag my ass out of bed and putter. All day, every day. Inside, outside.โ
โWhat are you puttering on this weekend?โ Waylay asked. I gave her a thumbs-up that Liza couldnโt see.
โGarden needs some attention. Donโt suppose either of you like tomatoes? Got โem cominโ out of my ears.โ
โWaylay and Iย loveย tomatoes,โ I said as my niece mimed vomiting on the floor.
โIโll send you home with a bushel then,โ Liza decided.
โIโLL BE DAMNED.ย You got all the burnt crusty stuff off the stove top,โ Liza observed two hours later. She was leaning over her range while I rested on the floor, my legs stretched out in front of me.
I was sweating, and my fingers were cramped from aggressive scrubbing. But the progress was undeniable. The mound of dishes was done and put away, and the range gleamed black on all surfaces. Iโd taken all of the papers, boxes, and bags off the island and tasked Liza with sorting it all into Keep and Toss piles. The Keep pile was four times the size of the Toss pile, but it still counted as progress.
Waylay was making her own kind of progress. As soon as sheโd fixed the errant e-reader that had eaten Lizaโs download and a printer that had lost its Wi-Fi connection, Liza had handed over an old Blackberry Iโd found in the drawer next to the sink. If Waylay could coax it back to life, Liza said I
could have it. A free phone with a number none of my old contacts had? It was perfect.
โIโm starving,โ Waylay announced, throwing herself down dramatically on the now-visible counter. Randy the beagle barked as if to emphasize the direness of my nieceโs starvation. Kitty the pitbull was sound asleep in the middle of the floor, her tongue lolling out onto the floor.
โThen letโs eat,โ Liza said, clapping her hands.
On the word โeat,โ both dogs and my niece snapped to attention. โโCourse, Iโm not cooking in here. Not with it looking showroom new,โ
Liza added. โWeโll go to Dinoโs. My treat.โ
โTheir pepperoni is the best,โ Waylay said, perking up.
โI could eat a whole pepperoni pie myself,โ Liza agreed, hitching up her cargo shorts.
It was nice to see my niece getting comfortable with an adult, but I would have liked it better if I was the one she was sharing pepperoni preferences with.
I couldnโt shake the feeling that I was failing a test in a class Iโd forgotten to attend all semester.
I CHANGEDย out of my cleaning clothes and into a sundress, then Liza drove us into town in her old Buick that floated around corners like a Macyโs Thanksgiving Day Parade float. She squeezed into a parking space in front of a storefront under an orange awning. The sign in the window said Dinoโs Pizza.
A few doors down was some kind of salon or barbershop, its brick facade painted a deep blue. An arrangement of whiskey bottles and cacti in clay pots created an eye-catching window display.
When we got out, a pair of bikers strolled out of the pizza shop, headed toward two Harleys. One of them shot me a wink and a grin.
โThat ainโt Tina,โ Liza bellowed.
โI know,โ he called back. โHowโs it goinโ, Not Tina?โ
Well, at least the fact that I wasnโt Tina was starting to sink in. But I wasnโt very fond of the Not Tina nickname. I waved awkwardly and pushed
Waylay ahead of me toward the restaurant door, hoping that the Not Tina thing wouldnโt catch on.
Liza ignored the Please Wait to Be Seated sign and shoved herself into an empty booth.
Waylay marched after her while I hesitated, wanting permission. โBe right with yโall,โ the guy behind the counter called.
Relieved, I slid into the booth next to Waylay.
โSo what do you think of Knockemout so far?โ Liza asked me.
โOh, uh. Itโs very charming,โ I said, perusing the salads on the menu. โHow did the town get its name?โ
โDonโt know if thereโs an official answer. Just that this town has always settled its differences with a good old-fashioned fight. None of this dragging things out in court, getting hoity-toity lawyers involved. Somebody does you wrong, you ring their bell, and then youโre square. Simple. Quick.โ
โThatโs not how everyone solves problems,โ I told Waylay sternly.
โI donโt know. Itโs awful satisfying punching someone in the face,โ my niece mused. โYou ever try it?โ
โPhysical violence is never the answer,โ I insisted.
โMaybe sheโs right,โ Liza said, addressing Waylay. โLook at my grandsons. Some things canโt be solved with a couple of punches.โ
โKnox had Nash in a headlock,โ Waylay said.
โWhere is our server?โ I asked no one in particular. โSounds about right,โ Liza agreed with Waylay. โWhat are they fightinโ about?โ my niece asked.
โThose mule-headed boys are always fighting.โ โI heard it was about a woman.โ
I jolted as the server leaned over the table to throw down napkins and straws.
โNow what woman would that be, Neecey?โ Liza said. โIโm just repeatinโ what I heard.โ
โSeeinโ as how everyone knows Knox hasnโt dated a girl from this town since high school. Remember Jilly Aucker moved herself to Canton just to see if a change in zip code would push him over the edge?โ
โYeah. Then she met that lumberjack and had his four lumberjack babies,โ Neecey said.
I didnโt want to be interested in that particular information, but I couldnโt help myself.
โIโm just repeatinโ what I heard. Itโs a damn shame neither of those boys have ever settled down.โ Neecey adjusted her glasses and cracked her gum. โIf I were twenty years younger, Iโd end their feud by selflessly offering to share myself with both of them.โ
โIโm sure your husband would have something to say about that,โ Liza ventured.
โVinโs fallinโ asleep on the sofa five nights out of seven every week for the past ten years. In my book, you snooze, you lose. You must be Not Tina,โ the server said. โHeard you and Knox got into screaming matches at the cafe and Honky Tonk, and then he apologized, but you broke a chair over his head, and he needed six stitches.โ
I was rendered speechless. Waylay, on the other hand, erupted into peals of laughter.
This town certainly loved its gossip. With rumors like that, it was no wonder I hadnโt heard anything from the caseworker yet. They were probably working on a warrant for my arrest.
โThis hereโs Naomi and her niece, Waylay,โ Liza said, making the introductions.
โAnd I didnโt break a chair over anyoneโs head, no matter how much they deserved it. Iโm a very responsible adult,โ I told Neecey, in hopes that sheโd pass that rumor along.
โHuh. Bummer,โ she said.
โCan I have a dollar to play some music?โ Waylay asked, pointing at the jukebox in the corner after weโd placed our orders.
Before I could say anything, Liza shoved a crumpled five-dollar bill at her. โPlay some country. I miss hearing it.โ
โThanks!โ Waylay snatched the bill out of Lizaโs hand and headed for the jukebox.
โWhy donโt you listen to country anymore?โ I asked.
That same look sheโd had when Waylay asked her about the photo came back. Wistful and sad. โMy daughter was the one who played it. Had it on the radio morning, noon, and night. Taught the boys to line dance practically before they could walk.โ
There was a lot of past tense in that sentence. Spontaneously, I reached out and squeezed her hand. Her focus came back to me, and she squeezed
my hand back before pulling free.
โSpeakinโ of family, my grandson sure has shown some interest in you.โ โNash has been so helpful since I got to town,โ I said.
โNot Nash, you ninny. Knox.โ
โKnox?โ I repeated, certain Iโd heard her wrong. โBig guy? Tattoos? Pissed off at the world?โ
โHe hasnโt shown interest, Liza. Heโs shown disdain, disgust, and malice.โ Heโd also shared an aggressive announcement that his body found my body attractive, but the rest of him found the rest of me revolting.
She hooted. โI bet youโre the one.โ โThe one what?โ
โThe one whoโs gonna have him reconsidering this whole bachelor deal. Bet money youโre the first girl he dates from this town in twenty-plus years. And byย dates,ย I meanโโ
I held the menu up over my face. โI understand what you mean, but youโre very,ย veryย wrong.โ
โHeโs quite the catch,โ she insisted. โAnd not just cause of the lottery money.โ
I was 100 percent certain she was messing with me. โKnox won the lottery?โ I asked dryly.
โEleven million. Couple of years back.โ I blinked. โYouโre serious, arenโt you?โ
โAs a heart attack. And he wasnโt one of those buy-a-big-ass-mansion- and-a-fleet-of-foreign-cars winners. Heโs even richer now than when he got that big check,โ she said with pride.
The manโs boots were older than Waylay.
He lived on his grandmotherโs property in a cabin.
I thought of Warner and his family, who definitely did not have $11 million, but acted as if they were the crustiest of the upper crust.
โBut heโs just soโฆgrumpy.โ
Liza smirked. โGuess it just goes to show money canโt buy happiness.โ
WE WERE JUST DIGGINGย into a large pepperoni and saladโwell, technically I was the only one with salad on my plateโwhen the front door
opened and in walked Sloane the librarian followed by a young girl.
Today, Sloane wore a long tie-dye skirt that skimmed her ankles and a fitted t-shirt with cuffed sleeves. She wore her hair down, creating a long, golden curtain that moved like the material of her skirt. The girl behind her was a chubby-cheeked cherub. She had dark skin, assessing brown eyes, and wore her hair in an adorable puff on top of her head.
โHey, Sloane!โ I greeted her with a wave.
The librarianโs red lips curved in a smile, and she jerked her head at the girl who followed. โWell, if it isnโt Liza, Naomi, and Waylay. Chloe, do you know Way?โ Sloane asked.
The girl tapped a sparkly pink nailed finger to her chin. โWe had B lunch together last year, didnโt we? You sat with Ninaโthe short one with black hair Nina, not the tall one with bad breath. Sheโs really nice, she just doesnโt do a good job with the brushing. Iโm in Mrs. Felchโs class this year and Iโm not happy about it โcause everyone says sheโs a mean old lady. I heard sheโs even meaner โcause she and her husband are talking about a divorce.โ
I noticed that Waylay was staring at Chloe with wary interest. โChloe!โ Sloane sounded both amused and embarrassed.
โWhat? Iโm only repeating what I heard from several very good sources. Whose class are you in?โ she asked Waylay.
โMrs. Felch,โ Waylay said.
โSixth grade is gonna be awesome even if we do have mean old Mrs. Felch because we get to switch rooms and teachers for science, art, gym, and math. Plus weโve got Nina and Beau and Willow in class with us,โ Chloe plowed on. โDo you know what youโre wearing on the first day? I canโt decide between an all-pink ensemble or a pink-and-white ensemble.โ
It was a lot of words to take in from such a small person.
โIf you ever need to know anything about anyone, just ask my niece Chloe,โ Sloane said, looking amused.
Chloe grinned, showing a dimple in one cheek. โIโm not allowed to visit Aunt Sloane at the library cause she says I talk too much.ย Iย donโt think I talk too much. I just have a lot of information that needs to be disseminated to the public.โ
Waylay was staring at Chloe with half of her slice of pizza hanging out of her mouth. It had been a long time since Iโd been in school and faced with a cool girl. But Chloe hadย cool girlย written all over her.
โWe should get our moms, or I guess your aunt and my mom or my aunt, to schedule a playdate. Are you into crafts or hiking? Maybe baking?โ
โUhh,โ Waylay said.
โYou can let me know at school,โ Chloe said. โThanks?โ Waylay croaked.
It occurred to me that if people in the grocery store were giving her the evil eye, Waylay might not have a lot of friends at school. After all, it wasnโt hard to imagine mothers not wanting their daughters to bring home Tina Wittโs daughter.
Inspiration struck. โHey, weโre throwing a little dinner party Sunday.
Would you two like to come?โ
โMy day off,ย andย I donโt have to cook? Count me in,โ Sloane said. โWhat about you, Chlo?โ
โIโll check my social calendar and get back to you. I have a birthday party and tennis lessons on Saturday, but I think Iโm free Sunday.โ
โGreat!โ I said. Waylay shot me a look that made me think I sounded a little bit desperate.
โPerfect! Letโs grab our to-go order before it gets cold,โ Sloane suggested, steering Chloe toward the counter.
โDamn, that kid can talk,โ Liza observed. She looked at me. โSo when were you gonna invite me to this dinner party?โ
โUhโฆnow?โ
We ate our pizza, I ate our salad, and Liza picked up the bill like the patron saint of temporarily broke tenants. We hit the sidewalk and the Virginia heat. But Liza headed in the opposite direction of the car. She tottered down to the building on the corner and knocked loudly on Whiskey Clipperโs plate glass window.
Waylay joined her, and they both started waving.
โWhat are you two doing?โ I asked, hurrying after them.
โKnox owns this place too and does some barbering,โ Liza said with a hint of pride.
Wearing his usual uniform of worn jeans, a fitted t-shirt, and ancient motorcycle boots, Knox Morgan was standing behind one of the salon chairs, taking a straight razor to a customerโs cheek. He had a leather apron- like organizer hung low on his hips with scissors and other tools tucked in the pouches.
Iโd never had a barber fetish before. I didnโt even know if that was a legitimate fetish. But watching those tattooed forearms, those dexterous hands work, I felt an annoying pulse of desire spark to life under the pizza Iโd inhaled.
His gaze met mine, and for a second, it felt like the glass wasnโt there. It felt like I was being dragged into his gravity against my will. It felt like it was just the two of us sharing some kind of secret.
I knew what Iโd be thinking about and hating myself for when I laid down in bed tonight.